only love forever

January 5

The pudding made by Frigga is delicious

January 9

Thor said that a little boy came to him and missed the best treatment period, but his parents still put him in the hospital.Since it's already like this, it's better to let him get rid of it earlier, why let him suffer like this again?Did he want to live or did his parents want him to live?

During dinner, Thor half complained and half helplessly told Loki that he took in a little patient today, only 6 years old. It must be that the equipment was not clean when he went to extract his teeth, and then he got infected. At first, his parents thought it was just a common cold. I was very concerned about it, but after a month, I took my child for a check-up, and it turned out that it was encephalitis. The best treatment period has passed, and it is hopeless.The child's mother collapsed immediately when she heard the news, and she begged Thor to save him. The child's father later discussed with Thor, saying that he would prolong the child's life as much as possible, hoping to let him go without pain. After reading the inspection report, Thor knew in his heart that the child was hopeless, but he was willing to help the poor couple.

January 13

It's really cold in January, don't catch a cold. Frigga gave me another scarf, which is very nice.

January 20

Tony really has nothing to do, go to some university to find talent, you just send out a recruiter and someone will come, is he really so free?Are college students so easy to cheat?

February5, [-]

Tsk, Natasha is married and no one will accompany me to the bar, I'll get some medicine tomorrow

As Loki came out of Heimdall and passed the door of Thor's office he heard a woman's voice inside.

"Thor, you can't do this, you know you and Jane are going to get engaged" the woman said anxiously

"I will maintain business contacts with the Foster family, and I will not destroy the friendship between the two generations, but I will not be engaged to Jane."

"No, you can't do this, Odin intends to give you the throne, you can't just refuse!"

Loki got impatient listening outside, he pushed the door open and went in, "Miss, if you don't want to see a doctor, please let me get the medicine first, I have a headache."

Thor's eyes lit up when he saw Loki coming, and of course Sif saw it too, and she turned to Loki,

"Hi sir, I'm Odin's secretary Sif, sorry for wasting your time," Sif suddenly put his head next to Loki's ear, "but I hope you don't stop the development of the relationship between the Odinson family and the Foster family"

Loki flashes his professional smile at her, "Of course, if I can really stop it"

Sif gave him a dissatisfied look, left Thor with a "go home and see Odin" and left.

Loki looked at Thor with one hand propped on the table, and asked him thoughtfully, "So, my doctor, when are you going to go back and get engaged to your little princess?"

Thor knew that his lawyer had a bad temper, and although Loki wasn't really angry, he quickly changed the subject, "Let's go out for dinner tonight, I know the pudding is delicious there"

February11, [-]

Thor says the little boy is dying, tsk, poor boy.

Thor hurriedly ran to the garage after examining the boy. Just now Sif called and said that Odin was seriously ill, and told him to go home and have a look.Anxiety almost occupied his heart, but when he ran through a few red lights and came home, he saw Jane sitting beside Odin's bed, the two were chatting and laughing, and Frigga was sitting next to him, Seeing that Thor came back, Odin gave him an angry look. Jane came over and pulled Thor to the bedside, "Uncle has a cold and has been lying in bed for two days. It's good that you come back." Frigga said something and left the room.

When Sif saw Thor, his first reaction was to run away, and the man's face turned black. "Something happened to my father? A little cold? I didn't even know that a little cold could make such a big difference?" Thor said these words almost through gritted teeth.

"Miss Jane said it...she said this way...you can come back"

"When will it be her turn to be the master of this family?"

"Why, shouldn't I call you back? Shouldn't you come back because your uncle is sick?" Jane came from behind

"You can't make things clear? I thought something happened to my father! Do you know how bad the patient I am in charge of is?"

"You think I don't know what you have to do with that patient of yours? Thor, can you see the truth! We are meant to be together!"

"Nothing is destined or not. I won't be engaged to you. I'm leaving. Also, my current patient is a child. Please explain this kind of thing clearly next time."

Thor is gone, leaving an embarrassed Sif and a red-eyed Jane

February25, [-]

I want to live

22th night

Loki's headache felt like it was going to split, and he curled himself up on the bed. Miu has been walking up and down by the bed, and Loki doesn't mind the pup pounced on him just after a bath.But today he was really tired. The dog seemed to sense the depression of its master, and snorted and rubbed its head against the master, but now Loki didn't even have the strength to raise his hand to stroke him. Rubbing under Loki's hand, he stared at his master with wide eyes, his tail wagging behind him all the time. Loki moved his fingers as hard as he could, and Miu seemed to feel his master's response, and his tail wagged even more.

The door rang, Loki propped himself up, he couldn't even see everything in front of him, he groped to the door, opened it Thor hugged him at once, Thor buried his head in his neck, said dully , that little boy was brain-dead, and his mother couldn't accept it and asked us to keep him. I watched his body slowly swell every day lying on the bed and didn't know what to do.

Thor is not a young doctor who is just getting started. He has experienced too many passing away. Now facing death, he will no longer hide and cry alone like the first time. He thinks that he is indifferent enough to face the passing of life, but Witnessing such a young life disappear before his eyes, he found that his heart still twitched with death.

But Loki's reaction made him even more uncomfortable. Loki said that he should tell the mother directly that she should give up and leave the medical resources to other patients. Thor said that he would only make the sad mother more sad, and Loki said that you want any corpse to lie on a precious bed while others are exposed to the wilderness because there is no bed? Thor thinks it's more tactful to say, slowly enlighten the mother, and one day she will be enlightened. Loki sneered and taunted him, yeah, by the time you wake her up, the kid's body is already rotten.

Thor looked at Loki incredulously, "I didn't expect you to think that way"

"Otherwise, I'm just telling the truth."

"I didn't expect you to be so cold-blooded."

"I'm sorry that it's only now that you realize who I am."

Thor calmed down and said that we shouldn't quarrel over such things, Loki said in a weak voice, you came to me to talk to me first, I just expressed my opinion, and my opinion just made you angry, doctor. Thor says we all need to calm down.

Thor is gone, leaving Loki alone.The door was closed, as if the last breath had been sucked out, and Loki fell to the ground in pain, curled up, cold and hurt. Thor hadn't been gone for a minute before he missed his warm embrace, and Loki fell into a coma in the cold.

Thor felt very angry when he went downstairs, how could Loki say that, the kid was only 6 years old, wouldn't he feel sad.But Thor thought of Loki's soft voice and frowning tonight, and he thought that Loki might be unwell, and he thought that Loki was not in good health now, how could he quarrel with him, the more he thought about it, the more afraid he was, what if Loki Out of breath, what should he do if he gets sick, he hurried upstairs to find Loki.Knocking on the door for a long time but no one answered, Thor was in a hurry, he ran to the administrator downstairs to explain the situation and hurried upstairs with the spare key, when he opened the door, he saw Miu circling Loki who was lying on the ground, Thor quickly picked up Loki and took him to the hospital.

Loki woke up on a hospital bed, the smell of disinfectant irritated his nose, his eyes were open a crack, he couldn't see clearly, he tried to open them, but his head hurt too much, he had no strength, and fell again Before falling into a coma, he saw a touch of golden hair, "Thor..."

Thor hasn't followed up on Loki's condition for a long time. He came to the hospital with Loki in his arms today. He found the information from Heimdall after he was settled. Loki didn't receive good treatment. During that time, everything else was painkillers, and he didn't want to treat the disease at all.

Thor walked back to the ward, he held Loki's hand, he couldn't bear to blink, he kept looking at Loki, at his pale face, at his frowning.

"Loki, wake up, can you treat him properly when you wake up..."

Thor stayed by the bed all night, and when Loki woke up the next afternoon, he saw Thor's face covered with stubble and bloodshot eyes.

Thor saw Loki woke up and hugged him immediately, whispering in his ear, "Loki, will you live, live for me..."

"it is good……"

March6

Tsk, it's all troublesome things, why don't you find someone else, just me.

On March 3, a newspaper reported that a well-known philanthropic entrepreneur had sexually assaulted several 1-year-old children while doing charity work.

As soon as this news came out, the whole society was boiling. After getting the evidence, the major media began to criticize the entrepreneur. People from all walks of life demanded that he come out to apologize and demand that he be punished as he should.

On March 3, the entrepreneur was arrested.

On March 3, the well-known "evil god" in the legal profession received a letter of employment from the entrepreneur, asking Loki to be his defense lawyer.

Adhering to the belief of "taking people's money, sex", Loki began to prepare for this case.But the fact that Loki became the entrepreneur's defense lawyer spread like wildfire, and some people even started attacking Loki.For example, when Loki goes to work every day, he will see a lot of boxes with his name on them downstairs, which contain some dead mice and the like, and then some small notes with threatening contents will be stuffed in his car. There are still people who follow him indistinctly every day, and Loki feels that he is about to be made mentally weak.

During dinner, Thor told Loki that they and a company have developed a batch of medical equipment, and if these equipment are put into use, it will bring great convenience to some patients. Tell him about your thoughts about a recent encounter.

March19

Frigga would give me the cat without worry, but it's fine if Thor doesn't get scratched to death by the cat.

Today is another rare sunny day, Loki went to bathe Miu in a good mood.

Thor rejected Frigga's request this time. He didn't want to keep the cat anymore. He had no choice but to drive Frigga to this pet shop to foster Fido here.

Frigga saw Loki as if she saw a savior, she pulled Loki kindly, "Honey, would you help me raise my Fido for a few days, Thor and he are going to fight."

Loki couldn't refuse the lovely mother's request, he nodded in agreement, and Frigga stood on tiptoe and kissed Loki on the cheek, "Thank you, my little prince."

March27

I have been coughing a bit for the past few days, probably because I have caught a cold, so finish this person's case and take a good rest, so I won't do it.

The entrepreneur's case was scheduled for March 3th, and the days leading up to the trial were Loki's busiest, and he didn't even have time to have dinner with Thor.

Last week Thor didn't say anything after knowing that Loki was going to defend the entrepreneur, he just told him to rest well and not be too tired.

But Loki saw a trace of forbearance in his eyes, and he didn't poke it.As a lawyer, once you choose your side, you have to try your best to argue for the person you are defending. The law is dead, but people are alive. Loki has won many lawsuits with his mouth, and many of them may not be Justice, although it will be criticized by others, but Loki thinks it is an honor, a unique honor that belongs to him.Not everyone can understand why there are lawyers to defend the bad guy, and why he is so bad that he will not be punished as he should.

On the 30th, the trial ended.

The entrepreneur was sentenced to a fixed-term prison sentence, which was reduced from 40 years to 25 years through Loki’s efforts. It is stipulated that after he is released from prison, he must not live within half a mile of the kindergarten or high school campus. No matter he moves to any place in the United States, he must report to the local police station for the record.At the same time, he published his photos and personal information on a sex crime website. After he was released from prison, he had to be questioned by the police every three months, and he had to report any changes in his physical appearance.

The community was in an uproar, obviously people didn't accept the result of this guy being imprisoned for 25 years, and Loki became the prime target.

Many media came to interview him. He said that he just did what he should do and did not violate professional ethics. He had a clear conscience and then left the firm.

When Thor found him at Loki's house, he was lying on the sofa watching TV. The host on the TV was saying that Loki helped entrepreneurs reduce their sentences, which made people very puzzled, and then he talked about Loki, Thor Go forward and turn off the TV.

"Don't look, you know they're biased against you."

Loki sits on the couch eating potato chips bored, Fido curled up on his lap, Loki asks Thor as he strokes the cat's fur, "So you think I'm doing the right thing?"

"There's nothing wrong with it. You are his lawyer, so you just did what you were supposed to do."

Loki glanced at him, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I hope you really think so."

When Thor heard the news, it was Sif who told him. When Sif left, he didn't know if he said on purpose, "Children are the most innocent."

Of course Thor heard this, he had to think about the last time Loki said about that boy, Loki is really ruthless sometimes, Thor thought, he can't keep paralyzing himself with "he's sick, he's in a bad mood" , but Loki is a lawyer, he just did what he was supposed to do, he was not wrong.Man is troubled not by the events themselves, but by the perception of them.

Thor is at his best right now.

New York is a fast-paced city, and the headlines of major newspaper websites are quickly taken over by other things.

April2

Today Loki went to the hospital for an examination, and he found Heimdall, he said that he had been coughing recently, if it was a cold, he would have recovered, and he didn't care much about it when he was busy with a case some time ago.He also joked to the old doctor: "No, this is also encephalitis, am I missing the best time for treatment?"

The old doctor was not as relaxed as he was, so he asked him to have an examination, and he would not be sure until the examination was completed.

After the examination, Heimdall took the report and his face was not very good. He told Loki that there are shadows in your lungs, and the worst case is that the cancer cells have metastasized.

Loki smiled, and he asked the old doctor, is it because I didn't obey the treatment before.

Heimdall nodded, and he said, you'd better be taking a sample so we can be sure of the final result.

Loki agrees.

Loki returned home, and he started thinking about that eternal human problem again.

why should i live

For marriage?But I don't like children, and Miu was just picked up by me on a whim.

For love? Is Thor indispensable to me?Does he really like me?Or is he just using me as a shield?

for society?Come on, Loki never thought of contributing anything to society while living in this world.

The Sphinx once said "Man, know thyself!"

Loki, an orphan, a barrister, the owner of a golden retriever, a cancer patient, and a dying person.

He didn't understand why Thor liked him, knowing that his time was numbered, or did he just want to play with himself in the first place?He thought he could prolong his time with him by getting treatment?Then after his death, he pretended to shed two tears to mourn himself, and then started his next beautiful relationship?

The disease has distorted Loki's heart, Loki won't let himself think like that, just wait for the result with peace of mind.

April5

Loki went to the hospital today to get the results, and Heimdall told him that the cancer cells had metastasized to the lungs, and his current life span was suddenly shortened from 2 and a half years to half a year.

Loki met Thor, and Thor looked at his lover's body that was much thinner than before, and hugged him distressedly,

"Did you not eat well?"

"I didn't recover from the cold some time ago, and I had a fever two days ago. I came to check today and the old man said that it will be fine after taking the medicine. There is no major problem."

"Your voice is dumb"

"Why, don't you like me?"

"No, I like you no matter what, you take your medicine obediently, have a good rest, and we can go out to play together when you get better."

"You still have something to do, I'm going to the office first, see you on the weekend"

Humans are very strange creatures. After being sentenced to death, in the last few months of their lives, they can always distinguish the most important people and things to them.

April9

Loki was awakened by the commotion around him, not the first time, and maybe not the last time.

It seems that there is a tacit understanding, as long as Thor stays here, Miu and Fido will bother him.It’s just that compared to Loki, Fido seems to be stricter with Thor. The little guy likes to sweep Thor’s nose with his tail, and then jumps on him, trying to make Thor get up. Miu next to him sees the cat is very funny The appearance of the dog will also be added, but Thor has already woken up when Miu jumped up from under the bed, and the dog has never been able to play like a cat, and Miu has been very unhappy about this.

Why would Loki know this?Because he got up early one day and walked into the bedroom from the outside to see it all happen.

Loki would shake with laughter every time he saw Thor throw Miu off and fight Fido on the bed.

After Thor finished handling the cat and the dog, he came over and hugged Loki, "Do you think it's funny?" The man's head was buried in the hollow of Loki's shoulder, and the hot breath of his breath hit Loki's ears lightly.The ears are Loki's sensitive points, even if he usually wipes them with a towel after bathing, he will tremble, let alone the man whispering behind his ears with a hoarse voice now.

Loki pretended to break free and then gave up. The man's hands locked him tightly in his arms. He couldn't break free, and he didn't want to. The man's strong chest muscles were very comfortable to lean on, and his body temperature was already low , It was very comfortable in the man's warm embrace, so he simply closed his eyes and enjoyed the embrace.The man's body fragrance smells very good, like the sun, Loki thought to himself, this is his own, belongs to his embrace.