only love forever

The author has something to say: First of all, this is what I wanted to write when I saw a Weibo from a few years ago when I deleted Weibo, and then the author himself, I don’t like the character of Jane very much, so you know... unacceptable small Please don’t read it. Also, the description of the illness in this article is not so accurate, but at least it won’t be too outrageous, but it’s for the needs of the plot, so!Unacceptable cutie!Don't look at it!

This article has two perspectives, please pay attention to switch by yourself

Loki is just Loki, without a last name, because he's an orphan. Loki is a lawyer, the "evil god" of the legal profession.Generally speaking, for the cases in Loki's hands, as long as they pay enough money, they can always meet the client's requirements. Loki said that he is a lawyer, not an envoy of justice.Because he is much smarter than ordinary lawyers, he has a much greater reputation than other lawyers, so his salary is also much higher than that of ordinary lawyers. With such a high salary, his life has always been self-sufficient, and He didn't have a loan because life in the orphanage taught him not to have high expectations, so he lived in rentals until he owned his own home, and he walked or took the bus until he couldn't afford a car work.He doesn't fall in love, because he thinks that falling in love is always a group of people looking for troubles for nothing, which is nothing more than consuming calories in vain.Not being in love does not mean that Loki will suppress his desires, he will have one-night stands, but he is not promiscuous, and the security measures are also done well, because he has a serious cleanliness. Loki pays great attention to physical health, not only because of his congenital heart disease. He eats breakfast every morning and goes to the gym twice a week. Lawyer now. Loki doesn't go to the hospital often, and he doesn't like to go to the hospital. Although he often made "extra money" and played tricks on other people when he was a child, he was never caught, and the habit of pranks has been maintained until now. Loki feels that the current living conditions are very good. According to his calculations, according to the current conditions, he will retire at the age of 60 and own a property of his own, which is enough for him to live and eat until he dies.

But God likes to joke with humans, he only needs to wave his hand, no matter what you are doing, you have to obey.

A few months before Loki's 31st birthday, he felt very tired, got a headache when he got up, and it didn't go away until noon, and his vision was often blurred when he was working. He thought it was because of too many recent events. , the workload was too much, so when he was talking about it with Natasha, he just joked lightly and asked Tony to give him a raise, and Nat said he'd better go to the hospital for a checkup.Then the doctor told him, "Sir, I suggest you go for another brain CT", and then the doctor regretfully told him, "According to the current examination results, you have a tumor in your brain. In other words, brain cancer."

Loki was walking on the road with the checklist, and the passers-by were walking quickly with their heads bowed. One person accidentally bumped into Loki's shoulder when he passed by. He was just about to have a seizure, but when he looked up and saw Loki's absent-minded eyes, he said sullenly, "Pay attention. Road" blended into the crowd.

Loki came back to his senses, he remembered that in the doctor's office just now, he asked the doctor in a panic why he had this disease, he lived a healthy life every day, he dared to say that no white-collar lifestyle would be better than him healthy.Compared with the panicked patient, the doctor sat on the other side of the table and told him very calmly that how this tumor was formed is not yet well established. Since your life is not a problem, have you considered that this is yours? Inherited from parents?Then he asked the doctor if this condition can be treated now. The doctor said that treatment can prolong your life, but with your current condition, it is impossible to recover.Loki didn't listen to what the doctor said later.

Walking home in a daze, Loki buried himself in the big bed and wrapped himself in the blanket.Suddenly he felt very wronged, thinking that he grew up in an orphanage, ah, he might have been abandoned because of this troublesome heart disease, he once heard the director quietly say to the nurse aunt, "that poor child has Heart disease, doctors say he won't live to be 8 years old."But to talk about what his parents left him, a name and heart disease, ah no, now there is an extra brain tumor.He really wanted to find those two irresponsible people and ask them why they gave birth to him and then abandoned him. If that was the case, why did they keep him? Wouldn't it be good to kill him at that time?Thinking back carefully, there were two changes in my life, the first was becoming an orphan, and the second was now, both of which were directly or indirectly contributed to by my so-called parents. Fuck, it's really good.

When did Natasha start to think Loki was weird?How should I put it, a workaholic who never takes a vacation suddenly asks for leave, even after coming to work, he often sits in a daze; a person who only asks his assistant to buy Starbucks suddenly buys a coffee machine to grind beans, and spends time Tasting which kind of milk to add to the coffee tastes best; after drinking the coffee, I will wash the cup myself, and the action of wiping the cup is more careful than the bartender downstairs, um, it is very strange.It's really strange that a person with 5.3 eyesight in physical examination and who has never been meticulous in doing things would make many mistakes because he couldn't see the terms clearly, and sometimes even couldn't hear himself.

So that afternoon, Natasah blocked Loki in the office when he was off work, "My dear Loki, do you need to get a pair of glasses?" ?"

Natasha had seen Loki's inspection reports in his bedroom, and put them away, fighting back her shock.

When Loki came out of the toilet, he saw Nat's astonishing gaze, "I have to say, you are really...sexy wearing gold-rimmed glasses..."

Loki rolled her eyes and the two sat quietly at the bar, sipping their drinks.In the end it was Natasha who broke the silence,

"Don't you really need to have your eyes checked? If you become blind, wouldn't you be unemployed?"

To be honest, during the few days when Loki was on leave, he had already thought about what to do in the future.During those few days, he was not without madness, resentment, or hysteria, but when he calmed down, he found that except for the messy bedroom and himself in a mess, nothing else had changed.Then he sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, watched the sun rise, watched the empty street downstairs slowly turn into a crowded crowd, watched the sun set and the teenagers play and go home, watched the moon peek out from the clouds and become The brightest street lights.

He thought, he has no relatives, and if he has anything to worry about, it is this golden retriever cub named Miu in his home, which he saw in an alley after Loki came out of the bar the night before he was diagnosed with a tumor Yes, the little guy was shivering from the cold, maybe it was the pitiful look that reminded Loki of his young self, and he decided to give the little guy a home.

Loki is a man of action. He contacted one of his most trusted pet shops. After briefly explaining his situation, he hoped that the pet shop would help Miu find a new owner after his death.

As a lawyer, he quickly helped himself deal with the affairs behind him, and put the printed will in the safe and locked it.After doing all this, he breathed a sigh of relief, poured a glass of wine and sat back in front of the French window, slowly waiting for the sun to rise.

"I said, are you really listening to me?" Natasha raised her voice trying to get Loki's attention back.

"Huh? Why, you are allowed to talk and I am not allowed to be distracted?"

Nat clicked his tongue and played with the wine glass in his hand, "Would you like to go to a professional hospital for an examination? I'll accompany you there. The results of the examination may be different in professional hospitals."

"Forget it, it's not a big problem, the better the hospital, the more expensive the examination fee."

"Are you short of this money? Also, if you don't check, then I will definitely not show you a second time for your future documents, and you will bear the consequences yourself."

Under Natasha's coercion and temptation, Loki finally couldn't take it anymore, and promised her to go to that hospital for a check-up, but only if he went alone.

For the first 30 years of Loki's life, he was insulated from love, let alone love at first sight.But when he walked into this hospital, he seemed to be slapped hard by his past words that mocked love.The doctor sitting there has light golden hair and blue eyes, the blue of the sea, the blue of the sunny day after rain, very pure blue.He just sat there quietly and looked at Loki's medical records. He was wearing a very fit suit under the white coat. The suit wrapped his muscles well, but even the loose white coat did not block his beautiful muscle lines. , you can imagine the strong body after taking off the suit.When he looked up, he looked at Loki and smiled very softly. Loki felt that he fell in love at that moment, without any reason, like apples will fall when they are ripe, baby birds will chirp when they are hungry, and babies will walk when they grow up Same, he is in love, or in the way of love at first sight that he disdains the most.He already thought of Nat's expression when he heard the news, "Wow, the little princess is actually in love."

"Sir, your current situation is suitable for treatment. Although we dare not say that you will be cured, we will work hard to save your life. The premise is that we respect your thoughts." The doctor looked at Loki sincerely.

"Then if I receive treatment, will you be my attending physician?"

"I am honored to be your attending physician, but I think it would be better to hand over your current situation to my teacher. He is the authority in this area. I am the teacher's first assistant, so I will participate in your treatment throughout the process. .”

Loki suddenly felt that it was good to be able to be treated, at least he could stay with this good-looking doctor, although he knew that he would die in the end, but it was much better to die comfortably after being pleasing to the eye than to die alone at home, anyway, he himself There is nothing to worry about, money itself is not lacking, why not enjoy the present moment?So starting today, Loki has become a frequent visitor to this hospital.

I learned from Natasha that this hospital is called Asgard Hospital, which is a hospital affiliated to the Asgard Group. The doctors in it are all excellent, and it is the hospital with the best evaluation in the United States.And the doctor I fell in love with, Thor Odinson, 33 years old, the eldest son of the head Odin, the young master of Asgard, an elite specializing in brain surgery.The eldest young master is outstanding in appearance, so naturally he has many suitors. Although he has no official date yet, everyone is more optimistic about his childhood sweetheart, Miss Jane Foster, the only eldest lady of the Foster business family.Although the two developed in different fields, they are both celebrities in their own fields, in various senses, so they have been widely followed.If nothing else happens, the two families will marry, and the two will each inherit their own family business. What a happy fairy tale ending.

Loki thought, at least he is a person who is going to die, no one has cared about him in this life, but thinking of the series of operations and rest after surgery that Thor said, even the use of mobile phones and computers will be restricted, he has to Prepare something for your own entertainment. Steve in the same office has a good habit of writing a diary every day, so he also started to write a diary, using the diary to record the last bit of his life.