Flight of the Bumblebee

night--

Their wet clothes lay undried on the balcony railing.Don't call it a mistake, I'm afraid they won't be able to do it tomorrow, so what should I do?Do you want to go back in a wet suit? If you knew it, you would have brought an extra set of clothes.

He was slumped on the rattan chair with two bare legs stretched out, without any underwear on, hanging in the wind at this moment.Xing Yan huddled on another wicker chair with his knees in his arms, shivering in the warm night wind, and told He Qi that the two of them looked like savages surviving on a desert island, without even a piece of clothing.

He Qi ignored his complaints and turned on his mobile phone to browse Taobao. Xing Yan asked him what he was looking at.He Qi raised his head, shook the phone screen in front of Xing Yan, and saw that his expression became a little unnatural under the light of the screen.Xing Yan hesitated and asked him: "This...what are these?"

He Qi put the phone back expressionlessly, continued to browse the product catalog above, and said to Xing Yan: "I checked it on the Internet, did we miss something when we were doing business?"

"Do...do..." He couldn't say the word, Xing Yan stuttered completely: "What...what's missing?"

He Qi frowned and changed his position, without looking at him, he said: "Lubricant and condoms." He moved his position on the rattan chair again, looked at Xing Yan reproachfully, and said, "Why didn't you have anything when you came here?" Prepare?"

"Ready...ready?"

He Qi said, "I don't have that kind of thing."

Xing Yan also wanted to tell him that not only did he not have it, he had never even seen it, his knowledge of sex was pitiful, and when Wang Sheng came to Vienna to play this time, he pressed him in front of the computer and opened a certain website , forced to give him a sex education class.Xing Yan still remembered that when the picture came out, he was so shocked that he stared at the computer screen with his widened eyes without blinking.Standing behind the computer screen, Wang Sheng watched his expression with great interest while drinking coffee. Then it was Shi Leping who heard the voice rushing out of the room and closed the lid of the notebook.

How can you expect him to "prepare" in this way?After a set of procedures, Xing Yan has exhausted his wild instincts. As a novice, relying on vague memory images, it is not bad to be strong enough to complete the set.

He looked at He Qi worriedly: "It hurts...does it hurt?"

"It hurts but it doesn't hurt..." He Qi said in a low voice.Of course, this is just to comfort Xing Yan, does he want to say that he flew away in pain at that time?What a disappointment, not to mention that I didn't feel nothing at all later.

Xing Yan lowered his head, and blamed himself that he never thought that the relationship between them could develop to this level.To be honest, given him ten guts, he would not dare to imagine that one day he could hug He Qi on the bed, shamelessly moving in and out of his body.

He Qi asked Xing Yan curiously, what was the best result he expected at the beginning.Xing Yan shook his head blankly, saying that he didn't really know, and he was thinking that as long as he could stay by his side and watch him all the time, it would be fine.

He Qi exposed him with a smile: "You said you just need to see me? Who said that they wanted to date on the premise of marriage when they met on the first day? They are big talkers."

When he said this, Xing Yan had nothing to refute.How right, it's not that he has no idea about him.He's just so thoughtful that he can't believe that his dream will come true one day.Xing Yan leaned his head on his knee and looked at He Qi sideways. He Qi glanced at him and asked strangely: "What are you looking at? It's dark around you, and your eyes are very strange, do you know that?"

Xing Yan promised him: "Next time I will make you comfortable." Seriously, like a good student who wrote a letter of guarantee.

He Qi's face turned a little red in the light of the screen, he turned off his phone, and put it on the rattan chair where he was sitting.Xing Yan asked him: "Don't you want to continue watching?"

He Qi's voice sounded in the darkness: "What are you looking for? I'll drive to the supermarket tomorrow to buy. Who has time to wait for the delivery?"

He heard Xing Yan chuckle from the side, and then felt a kiss on the right cheek.It was a short, lustless kiss.After He Qi's eyes finally adjusted to the darkness, he saw Xing Yan sitting on the chair next to him, looking up at the stars.

Unfortunately, there is no moon tonight, and the moon is hiding in the sky on the other side, refusing to show itself.It was completely dark around them, and they could only see the courtyard downstairs clearly by the light from the window next door.

Large swathes of stars appeared in the sky in front of him, Xing Yan murmured, "There are so many stars here, more than those seen in City S."

He Qi said: "Yes, there are always more stars in the countryside than in the cities. How about yours? Are there more stars in Vienna?"

Xing Yan said that he spent most of his time in Vienna living in a nursing home at an altitude of 1000 meters. Most of the time the weather was bad and he could only see clouds and fog.On a sunny night, there are many and big stars on the mountain. It seems that you can catch one by standing on tiptoe, and you can often see meteors flying by from the window.

How can I say I'm really envious, he also wants to catch a star in the Alps.

Suddenly both of them fell silent, just when He Qi felt that he might have said something he shouldn't have said, Xing Yan turned his head, looked at him and said, "He Qi, have you ever thought about moving here to live with me?"

The word "move" is really light, as if he, Xing Yan, lived in the next street of the next village and next door, and it was just around the corner in a car.

Come on big brother, you are transnational!In a few days you and I will be in a fucking relationship!

He Qi suppressed the roar in his heart, and calmly asked Xing Yan: "When did you say your visa will expire?"

"Eleven days later," he said, "I will be leaving in a few days."

"So you've only been here for four days, time flies so fast..." He Qi whispered.After eleven days, Xing Yan will have to board a plane back to Vienna. Next time, he will have to wait for a new visa to be issued, and he does not know when.Thinking of the upcoming parting, he felt very sad, and suddenly he could understand what it was like to say "not seeing each other in a day is like three autumns away".But he can't follow Xing Yan, at least not now.

"I can't go to Vienna, Xing Yan." He Qi's voice sounded cool in the night wind, and Xing Yan quietly waited for what he had to say next.

"As you have seen, my sister is only in elementary school, my dad is unreliable, and Aunt Li is busy with the farm. If I run away, my sister will really be left alone. Apart from Aunt Li, I am the only one in the family. I can control her. Now is the most critical age for her character growth, and I don't want to throw her to my father to discipline her. Can you understand?"

How could he not understand?How important family members are to He Qi's heart, Xing Yan has seen everything these days.Unable to let go of the longing for his long-gone mother, standing at the window and softly coaxing his sister to sleep, putting the guests of the farm first, He Qi seemed to him like an angel.

"Besides, follow you to Vienna, what can I do there? I don't speak German, and I didn't pass CET-[-] when I was in school. I don't have a passport, and I don't even know the process of applying for a visa. To be honest, Your proposal makes me anxious."

He Qi actually thinks about a lot of practical problems, which he never thought about before.Xing Yan looked intently at He Qi's profile, wanting to hear what else he would say.

He took a deep breath, turned to face Xing Yan and said, "You can't stay here either." Xing Yan was about to speak out, but he stopped him: "Don't say it, I know what you want to say. You must want to Said that he hoped to stay here and be with me. Sorry, Xing Yan, I will not take you in, this is not a place for you to stay. I will not think about the future until Wenling graduates from elementary school." In Xing In Yan's shocked eyes, He Qi smiled self-deprecatingly and lowered his head, he said: "Probably I will never listen to my father's advice in my life and find a woman to marry and have children. If there is no accident in the future, I hope to be with you , together all the time. Don’t rush to cry, I’m most annoyed by your crying, I really don’t know how many times you have to shed tears a day to be happy.”

Xing Yan's nose was sour, and after hearing what He Qi said later, he froze back the tears that were about to burst into his eyes.He forced a smile, and asked He Qi very sadly: "Am I so useless that I can cry at any time."

He Qi said: "You are a useless man. I knew it from the first day I saw you. But..." He looked at Xing Yan and made an obscene joke: "No, you Doesn't he still have a 'strength'?" He laughed a couple of times inappropriately, Xing Yan felt ashamed and embarrassed when he understood, and said with a frown, "Don't say such things."

He Qi let out a "beep", turned his head, and muttered softly: "I haven't put on my clothes yet, and my skin is thinner than mine." As if he was afraid that he might not hear, he hummed heavily at the end.

The reaction of the two people in bed and off the bed can be said to be completely reversed. He Qi complained in his heart: Where did this "honest gentleman" face go when he was in heat?I was still gnawing and biting on him just now, so uncomfortable!He was a little angry, but when he heard no sound from the side, He Qi turned his head quietly.As soon as he turned around, he saw that Xing Yan was still hugging his knees, and looked at his toes with some grievances. There was no such thing as a gentleman, and he clearly looked like a bullied little daughter-in-law.

Xing Yan didn't show this expression because he was embarrassed by He Qi's joke, but after hearing what was said earlier, he was overwhelmed with thoughts and didn't know how to express it.

How can you say that you want to be with him, always be together, but how can you be together?He Qi said that he would not go back to Vienna with him, nor would he be allowed to stay here. He couldn't think of a third way to make them "always be together".For this reason, Xing Yan frowned, as if seeing Mount Tai collapse.

He Qi said: "What are you worried about? I haven't finished my words." Xing Yan raised his head to look at him, and He Qi despised him again: "I suspect that your brain is not very good, and you just listen to what you say." Halfway through, I started thinking wildly."

Xing Yan said: "Then tell me quickly, I'll listen."

He Qi continued: "I never said I would stay here forever."

"You really want to go to Vienna with me?"

"You can't stay in China, right? Your family members are all abroad. Does your brother rest assured that you will come back alone?"

"But you..."

"I know what you want to say. My father, Aunt Li, and Aunt Li have a farm. I don't need to worry about anyone except my sister. Now Aunt Li can't take care of her. When Wenling goes to middle school, I can get away It's gone." He took a deep breath, looked up at the sky and said, "My sister is still four years away from graduating from elementary school. Four years later, I will be 28 and you will be 33. Have you ever thought about what we will do by then? ?”

Xing Yan said: "I don't know. I'm probably doing the same thing as now, being a music teacher for children."

After Xing Yan left the nursing home, his father recommended him to an elementary school near his home to give piano lessons to younger children.He was very popular with the kids at school and the job was the perfect fit for him.This time, taking advantage of the summer vacation, he had time to see He Qi.He has already explained this situation to He Qi on the Internet.

But He Qi said: "No, Xing Yan, you can't go on like this."

Xing Yan was puzzled: "What do you mean?"

He Qi said: "You are a natural pianist. Although I am an out-and-out sound idiot in music, classical music is like playing the piano to my ears. But even I can hear that you play very well. Everyone says you are a genius, I don't know what kind of music a genius should play, but in my opinion, you are the best." He looked into Xing Yan's eyes and repeated: "You are the best Yes, Xing Yan."

Xing Yan didn't know what expression to make, he stared blankly at He Qi.

He Qi smiled and said, "In this remote village, it's God's will to meet your former fans?"

Xing Yan lowered his head, he finally understood what He Qi meant when he said "it's a pity".

"How... I..." He didn't know if he could still stand on the stage. The five years of wandering life might have exhausted all his talents, and others' praise for his piano skills might just be flattery.I don't understand how much courage and hard work it takes to re-enter that stage.

But He Qi took his hand, saw through all his anxiety, and said, "Don't worry about anything, Xing Yan, you still have me. Even if I can't stay by your side all the time, you have to remember, I I will always support you. Work harder, no matter what the result is, use four years to become a better person. I will also work hard here, so that I can live with you in Vienna in the future."

I love you...play something...just for me...Xing Yan...

Every word He Qi said that made him unforgettable echoed in his ears. Xing Yan felt that he was the luckiest person on this earth at this moment. He got love, promises, expectations, and encouragement from He Qi.In the night gradually submerged by darkness, he even got a visible future.

O light, illuminate me through the night!

From then on, there is no more fear, no cold words can hurt my heart.

For the rest of my life, I will no longer wander, and the embrace of my lover is the harbor.

I love you, how.

forever and ever—

His hand was tremblingly placed on Xing Yan's wet face. In the darkness, Xing Yan's tears couldn't be seen, but he touched it.

The useless crybaby wept in the wind, He Qi stretched out his hand and hid his lover in his arms.

Written in the middle of the night——

This night should be the longest night they have ever spent in their lives, longer than the night they waited for the sunrise at the beach, longer than the first time they had sex last night.why?Of course, it was because the clothes were not dry. He Qi and Xing Yan had been waiting in the night wind for several hours with their buttocks naked.

He Qi didn't expect that Xing Yan was more afraid of the cold than him, so he huddled in the chair the whole time.At first, he thought that Xing Yan was shy, and it was understandable to sit with his knees tucked up to cover the important parts.He didn't know until later that he was really afraid of the cold!

In this tropical area with more than 1.8 degrees north latitude, and it is still the hottest summer, how can you, a big man of [-] meters, shiver in the night when you need to turn on the fan and air conditioner while sleeping?

Fortunately, the flimsy underpants dried immediately, and Xing Yan was obviously relieved after putting them on happily.He Qi said that he really didn't know how the flesh on his body grew, and he didn't have any ability to keep out the cold.Xing Yan also handed over his underwear, and let him put it on with a look of graciousness.He Qi joked that it is not better to be naked, let you get used to it, and you will not blush in the future.

That being said, he put on his underwear obediently, so even if someone suddenly saw it from the sky, he wouldn't call the police and arrest them because of his "disappearing clothes".

Even if it is two monkeys, after last night+this morning+afternoon's fierce "physical fight", seeing each other's naked bodies doesn't have the energy to think about these things anymore.Now is the most peaceful time, He Qi just wants to be with Xing Yan on the balcony that is about to be demolished, quietly waiting for the dawn of the next day.

They sat on the chair together, and He Qi began to tell him about the embarrassing things that happened when he was a child.

He said that when he changed his teeth for the first time, he was very afraid of pain and refused to go to the dentist.When the new tooth grows and pushes the deciduous tooth to the point where it is about to fall off, then his mother will help him remove that tooth.They also have a saying here that when a child is changing teeth, he/she throws the baby teeth on the roof, folds his hands together and prays silently in his heart, and the new teeth will grow quickly and well.He does this every time he loses a tooth, so his teeth grow very neatly.

He Qi bared his teeth on purpose to let Xing Yan look at the big white teeth that made him proud, and then asked him how he pulled his teeth when he was a child.

Xing Yan said that in Germany, they need to make an appointment with the dentist two months in advance. At that time, anesthesia was administered. He only remembered that a doctor in a white coat shone a light in his mouth when the tooth was pulled out. After that, he was completely unconscious. Reese stuffed with cotton for hours.

He Qi pointed to the iron house below and said to him, maybe there are still deciduous teeth that he pulled out when he was a child.

Later, He Shi was so sleepy that he couldn't stand it, so he fell asleep sitting on the wicker chair.Hearing a strange noise in the middle of the night, even He Qi, who has always been asleep and can't wake up, woke up. He looked at the chair next to him for the first time, and Xing Yan was not in the seat.

Now that he was fully awake, he poked his head and looked around, only to find the person he was looking for on the tin roof.

Fortunately, it's not a thief, He Qi rejoiced to think.

He was about to ask Xing Yanda why he didn't sleep at night and ran to the collapsing iron house, when he saw him holding his mobile phone with the light on, lying on it looking for something intently.

"No way..." He Qiyi murmured in a voice that Xing Yan could never hear. He stared at the people below, only to see a big smile suddenly appear on Xing Yan's face, and he dug out from the gap in the iron sheet. A tiny piece.

He looked and looked under the lamp, as happy as a child picking up stars on the white sand.

He Qi was deeply touched by this scene, Xing Yan climbed down from the metal house lightly and carefully, trying not to make a sound.He Qi hurriedly sat back in the chair, pretending to be still asleep.Xing Yan came up, he felt that he stood beside him for a while, and after kissing him lightly on the forehead, he happily sat back on his seat.

He Qi quietly opened his eyes in the dark, and Xing Yan was putting He Qi's deciduous teeth, which he had finally found on the roof, in his wallet, together with the lottery he asked for in the temple.

His eyes are gentle, and his gestures reveal how much he cherishes these two objects.

He Qi looked at the man in front of him, his eyes became hot, and infinite tenderness welled up in his heart.

He was loved, deeply loved by this clumsy, boyish man.

At this moment, he deeply felt that he was extremely lucky to meet Xing Yan in the vast sea of ​​people.

For the rest of his life, he will probably never forget this scene: Xing Yan put the black wallet to his lips in the night, and kissed him reverently, just like kissing his lover.

He Qi put his hand through the darkness on his shoulder, where countless stars shone, shining on the two who would no longer be alone.

(Finish)

The author has something to say:

It's over.

Again, thank myself.

I like this article very much, and I hope you who read this will like it too.

Thank you.

At 2017:10 pm on October 31, [-], I was typing in the dark in a room with no lights on at home

(Unexpectedly, there are still mosquitoes in this season. It seems that winter is not too cold.)