Falling dust whistling Han Yusheng

Cheng Lingyu, who was lying on the hospital bed, woke up from his own memories.In fact, even in the face of Su Jinghan's silence, he didn't want to end his life.He is very timid, so the car accident was purely accidental! His head was muddled at the time, and when he passed a crossroad, he suddenly felt dizzy, and then ignored the change of traffic lights.Just like that, an accident happened.He moved his still painful neck, since God let him live in this world, how could he not cherish it?On the contrary, this car accident made him think through everything. Although his chest was empty, he also realized that he had lived for that person for the past ten years. No matter what, he had to live the rest of his life well. life.After thinking so much, my injured body felt slightly uncomfortable!Cheng Lingyu sat up slowly, he liked the location of this room very much, he could see the garden outside through the window.There are still small saplings that I planted by myself, and now they have grown into big trees.Things are different.Just as he was looking carefully, he heard the door of his room being pushed open, and then he smelled a familiar smell.Cheng Lingyu didn't need to turn his head to know that Su Jinghan was coming, but his heart couldn't help but ache.Su Jinghan looked at Cheng Lingyu who had no intention of turning around, and couldn't help feeling a little distressed.Not long after Cheng Lingyu walked out that day, his subordinates came to report him an accident.Regardless of the injuries on his body, Su Jinghan hurriedly called his own hospital and rushed to the place where the accident happened. He saw Cheng Lingyu being pushed into the ambulance.He waited five hours outside the operating room, God knows what kind of torture it was.After finally surviving until the operating lights went out, I was told that the person was seriously injured and might fall into a coma for a while.The doctor can't say exactly when I will wake up.Su Jinghan took care of her personally for two days before receiving a call from Qixu.Said to have caught a traitor inside, and this person happened to be on that transport.When Su Jinghan heard the news, his heart paused, and he couldn't help looking at Cheng Lingyu who was on the hospital bed.If he wasn't the one who betrayed him, Su Jinghan frowned when he thought of what he said to him.Now he hopes that Cheng Lingyu is sorry for him, so that he has a reason to let that person stay by his side.He asked the doctor to do another checkup for Cheng Lingyu, and after making sure that nothing happened, he set off to Qixu's place.Qi Xu was never lenient towards the enemy, so the traitor told everything that night.Originally planning to continue the interrogation the next day, he followed the clues to find out who was behind the scenes.Unexpectedly, that person died inexplicably that night.The thread is also broken.Qi Xu also heard about the matter of Su Jinghan and Cheng Lingyu, and knew that it was her fault.Therefore, when facing Su Jinghan, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty. "Jing Han, why don't I go and talk to Ling Yu? If I can't, I apologize. If you two break up because of this matter, wouldn't I be a sinner?" Su Jinghan shook his head when he heard Qi Xu's words, "Qixu, you're not to blame for this matter. It's my problem. As he said, I believed everyone but him. I owe him!" Because Su Jinghan was worried about Cheng Lingyu's injury, the next day He returned to City C.His gunshot wounds tended to worsen due to poor rest and worry.He declined Wei Qing's suggestion to let him treat the wound first, and went straight to the hospital as soon as he got off the plane.Thinking that Cheng Lingyu hadn't woken up yet, when he opened the door, he saw the person he was thinking about. The sun was shining on him, giving people a feeling that he would disappear at any moment.Su Jinghan's heart tightened suddenly, and he couldn't help but think of how he was covered in blood that day.I can't help but feel scared, if I lose him from now on, then myself...!Thinking of this, Su Jinghan couldn't help being a little angry. He always thought that Cheng Lingyu deliberately committed suicide because of his silence at the time, so he was very angry at his behavior of not cherishing his own life, and his tone was much stiffer, "How can you not cherish it so much?" Yourself? No matter what, you committed suicide! What should I do? What should the world say about us?" These were words of concern in Su Jinghan's heart.But in Cheng Lingyu's ears, the taste changed.It turned out that in Su Jinghan's heart, he was not as good as a few comments from strangers, but in his eyes, he was actually the kind of person who would choose to commit suicide to attract attention in order to attract his attention.In the end, no matter when, he didn't believe in himself.Cheng Lingyu calmed down, looked at the garden below silently, and said softly, "Su Jinghan, do you know? Sometimes love is really a painful thing. You know you don't love me, but you still can't bear it." Live and get closer! So, people are always cheating on themselves, always deceiving themselves and others. At first I just wanted to watch you silently, but when I watched, I forgot my original intention and wanted more! But you This person has no heart, and his personality is terrifyingly calm! I have never been afraid of you sleeping with others, because at least after the end, I am still by your side. Do you know what I am afraid of? I have been following you since I was a child , Everything you do is what you like. What I’m afraid of is that even if I give blindly, it’s just a joke and a burden in your eyes! Su Jinghan, I love you very much. That’s why it lasted for ten years! This kind of love has never been What started as an impetus slowly turned into a habit; from the beginning of hope slowly turned into despair. Now I dare not hear your name, because it leaves me with heartache! I don’t even know How can I live without you? Am I annoying like this? I don’t want to embarrass you anymore, and I don’t want to continue to restrain myself. I have become extremely humble in this relationship, and even I feel I hate it. Cheng Lingyu should be proud, but look, what does this one in front of you look like?" Cheng Lingyu turned his gaze back from the window, his pale face was tired and calm like never before.Su Jinghan listened carefully to every sentence, and an ominous premonition flashed in his heart.Cheng Lingyu's next words convinced him where he was.He said, "So, Su Jinghan, I have decided not to love you anymore!"

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This time I really let go. . .