Between the vast sea of ​​clouds

"I do not regret."

Chu Jun rubbed her browbones, and traced her fingertips along the eyeliner to the corners of her eyes. Her lips were bright red, and the slightly sunken tooth marks could be seen between opening and closing.At this time, this face was so familiar that it was almost unfamiliar. They had hugged and hugged each other countless times, but she never seemed to see clearly what kind of person was under this skin.Lowering his head as if being tempted, Chu Jun bit her lip and swallowed all the words in her mouth, but there were some words that were left unsaid, which could be understood just by his eyes.She blew out the light, and the moment darkness fell, she bit the man's neck viciously and resolutely.

Regardless of the deep meaning of the words just now, Chu Jun was afraid that he would see his struggle and embarrassment in her eyes, and the omnipotence he once thought would all be defeated in front of her.

Holding a handful of warm and fragrant nephrite in his hand, the warm and smooth skin became hot and hot in the lingering time.Her fingers touched the man's lips, feeling her trembling.During the entanglement, the tide of emotion increased. She saw the sparkle in the man's eyes, and she unconsciously lowered her hands to wrap her lips around her. The sweat on her forehead pressed against her, and her limbs were entwined.

This is the only defeat in her life, and it is only in these gentle eyes.It is inevitable, it is fate, and it is willing.

Qingping's temples were drenched in sweat, he didn't even want to move his fingers, his robe was so wrinkled that he couldn't see it, and he barely draped it on his body.A piece of shining snow fell outside the window, and she seemed to be able to smell the cold breath. She felt a little cold, curled up and snuggled into Chu Jun's arms, Chu Jun shook off his robe to wrap her, and looked at the hazy area beside the window eaves. light, gently kissed her side face.

In the still night, even the sound of the wind seems to have disappeared, only the occasional sound of snow falling can be heard.The room was extremely quiet, like a long dream.Qingping had some ink pads on his hands, and the cinnabar melted into the palm of his hand, which was soaked in sweat and became a bright color.She looked up at Chu Jun's painful expression on the side face, a little dazed, how did they get to this point?

But the matter has come to this point, the past and the past seem not to be so important.In her heart, Chu Jun is the king sitting on the throne. Qingping thought that she was loveless and fearless, but she didn't want her to step down one day and reveal the pain and struggle in her heart.

It turns out that no matter how you put on a crown and crown, you are still a mortal body; no matter how conservative you are, once your heart moves, you will fall into love.

This position is like the clouds on the top of the peak, lonely and high, and if you stand for a long time, you will feel lonely.

Qingping felt sour in his heart, and suddenly couldn't bear it, she broke free from Chu Jun's arms, knelt down in front of her and said, "When I was in the hidden mansion, I once heard Liu Zhen say that your majesty has educated me for many years. In order to let me know the etiquette and righteousness, know what is the most important, and use it for you. Now that Chenzhou is waiting for prosperity, it is a rare opportunity. The imperial court can use this to reorganize the family and suppress the vassal. It can be said to kill two birds with one stone..."

Chu Jun's expression turned cold, and he said in a low voice, "Shut up."

Qingping lowered his eyes and said: "At the critical moment, we must send courtiers to Chenzhou to take over as soon as possible to open up the situation. And this person needs to have no party or affiliation, neither attached to the family, nor too close to Qingliu—"

Chu Jun's heart was shocked when he heard the words, and he wanted to caress her side face with his hand, but he fell down halfway.In fact, Yan Minghua's papers had been submitted three times, and she temporarily withheld them, but Yan Shoufu insisted on submitting them and asked the emperor for an answer.Everything was on the line and had to be done. Since she first decided this game, it has already been doomed to the end.The deep palace where only the two of them depended on each other was like a dream, and this dream would eventually wake up, no matter how tightly she held her hand, there would be a day when she would let go.

She looked at Qingping's face, and there was a faint hatred in her heart. She would rather make a scene regardless, question herself and blame herself, than such a calm and self-restraining statement.She frowned tightly, took Qingping's hand and said: "Get up."

Qingping could clearly see the expressions on Chu Jun's face, she was the one kneeling, but Chu Jun's eyes were full of pleading.Qingping couldn't tell what to feel in his heart, so he gently pushed her hand away, bowed deeply, and said: "All the foreshadowings of the trip to Chenzhou are just for today. To break the deadlock of the six states, Chenzhou is one of them." Good opportunity. Your Majesty wants a sharp sword to cut through all of these and sweep away the bad governance, so you shouldn’t cherish this sword too much. Keeping the sheath out will only ruin its sharpness.”

Chu Jun said after a while: "There are many people in the imperial court, and you are not lacking. Chenzhou can send suitable people to—"

She stopped in the middle of her words, Qingping stood up holding her hand, looked her in the eyes and said: "No, Your Majesty knows that I am the most suitable person."

Chu Jun's eyes trembled slightly, if nothing had happened in the past, and the relationship between the two was just a master and a minister, Qingping's words would definitely make her feel very relieved.But now, a piece of her heart seems to have collapsed, hanging empty on the ground, and she can fall into the abyss with just one word.

This is obviously what she wants, she wants this person to be used by her willingly, why until now, she just feels completely at a loss, leaving only a place of love and hatred, with nowhere to rely on.

She wanted to keep her, but she just couldn't.

The sky outside the window was gradually brightening, and the sky was shining into the room. None of them spoke, as if they were waiting for something.A faint bell sounded, Qingping listened for a while and said: "Your Majesty, it's time to go to court."

Chu Jun seemed to have never heard of it, and just looked at her fixedly.Qingping found last night's copy from the scattered memorials, opened it and put it on the table.She used to be pushed along by others, but now she can finally make her own choice, even though the road ahead is full of obstacles, at least it comes from her heart.

That being the case, what is there to regret?

In fact, there is no need to weigh again and again, Chu Jun took the square seal, pressed it lightly on the paper, closed the memorial and put it on the corner of the table: "Pack up and get ready to leave the palace."

The palace maid wiped her wet long hair and bundled it into a bundle, combed it evenly and then rolled it up. Her face was reflected in the bronze mirror, as white as jade.Behind her, a phoenix bird with gorgeous wings was embroidered on a corner of the hanging curtain. Not only that, but if you look around, you will find that the pattern of the phoenix bird is all over here.

This is the emperor's bedroom, except for the servants, even the harem servants are not allowed to set foot here.Qingping didn't feel any majesty and mystery, but felt that it was too big and deserted.Before Chu Jun said to pack up before leaving the palace, she thought it was just to put on some clothes, but she never thought that she would come here to pack up.

She put on her official gown under the service of the palace servants, and was about to put on the headgear when she suddenly saw the palace servants around her quietly retreating, so she knew that it was Chu Jun who had arrived.

Qingping didn't turn his head back, a figure appeared in the bronze mirror and approached step by step.Chu Jun changed into the imperial clothes, and the two of them were dressed in similar colors. At first glance, they looked like a newly married couple.

She took out the ornaments from the wooden box one by one, compared them to Qingping's head in front of the mirror, and said softly: "Don't move."

The hairpin was decorated with hairpins, and the jade beads were hanging down. In just a moment, she was the well-dressed Master Li again.Chu Jun's slender fingers stuck to her forehead, and put the black gauze firmly on her.Qingping got up, but Chu Jun embraced her from behind, resting his head on her shoulder, with a thousand words in his eyes, as if saying don't go.

But the matter has come to this point, they all know that there is no possibility of turning back, even with these two words, they have no chance to say it.

Qingping pressed her hand, turned around and picked up the belt.Chu Jun dressed her up without saying a word, and finally hung something around her waist.

Qingping hooked something like a tassel with his hand, looked down, and saw that it was the white jade pendant.She subconsciously looked at Chu Jun's waist, and as expected, there was also such a snow-white jade pendant.She smiled, not knowing where Chu Jun got it back, the pawning of it at that time was vivid in her memory, as if it was just yesterday.

Chu Jun helped her straighten her hair, and said after a while: "When you go to Chenzhou, you must be more careful. Don't rush things, plan before you act. You should understand these principles, so I don't need to say anything more."

Qingping looked at her pale face, his eyes were red for no reason, and he responded in a low voice.

Chu Jun said: "The document for returning to Chenzhou Mansion has been sent out, and the cabinet has already issued a memorial. You will temporarily handle the affairs of Chenzhou and exercise the power of shepherd in the state. When the imperial court elects the shepherd of Xinzhou, you can come back at that time. "

A beam of sunlight fell in front of them, and it happened to separate the two of them in light and shade. She barely suppressed the obsession and madness in her eyes, and gently brushed Qingping's shoulders, saying: "Go, you must come back, you know ?"

Qingping's pupils reflected the gold fragments all over the floor, which was indescribably clear and transparent.She didn't answer, but bowed to Chu Jun, and then walked out of the hall in a bright light.

Chu Jun watched her back disappear outside the door, the snow and ice melted outside the house, the tick tick seemed to be raining, thinking about Cai Qingping's expression just now, a thought popped up in her heart, and she couldn't suppress it anymore ——

She might never come back.