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Bai Bolin fell ill, very suddenly, did not speak, did not eat, and was drowsy all day long.Bai Bailin went to the Shangyu Troupe to perform on the stage that morning and things didn't get any better, so She Luxi had to come over and inform Bai Bailin that Shunzhi would take Wu Ban from the troupe to perform.

Bai Bailin half-closed his eyes and didn't speak, while Peng Feibai on one side said, "It's just a bird, anyone can go." She Luxi left with a depressed expression, and Peng Feibai tucked the quilt for Bai Bailin, " There is still a chance."

"—no more, no more."

Bai Bailin said in a hoarse voice, a feeling of vomiting hit him, he held his forehead, his eyes turned black.He didn't look at Peng Feibai, but said: "If I don't collect your information, I won't receive it here."

"I don't need to spend time collecting things that can be bought with money. I came here to have some fun. I bought a lot of secrets from the elders of your group before."

Bai Bailin kept silent, he didn't even want to see Peng Feibai, the more he liked it, the more he loathed it, the pain he wanted was spreading bit by bit, he didn't want to tell Ge Zhongyi to stick to Peng Feibai, he just wanted to I want to stay as far away from this person as possible, wandering around, and I don’t want to be performing a bird show, so disappear!disappear!He hates it all!Thinking of life today makes me want to vomit.

Seeing Bai Bailin's painful expression, Peng Feibai thought he was unwell, and panicked, and stroked Bai Bailin's hair with his hands, trying to calm him down.But Bai Bolin didn't know that because of this, Bai Bailin slipped down tears quietly.

Bai Bailin fell asleep at some point.

When he woke up, it was all over, the long quarrel, the jealousy, the sorrow all ended tonight.

It was already night when Bai Bailin woke up, he sat up and wanted to drink water, but found that the atmosphere in the camp was not right, there was always some movement in the past, but today it was abnormally quiet.

Peng Feibai came in from outside the tent, carrying a bowl of hot soup.

"Just trying to wake you up."

Bai Bailin looked at him, swallowed, and asked, "What's going on outside?"

"Huh? Nothing?"

"Oh, I feel a little quiet. I thought something happened?"

Bai Bailin took the bowl from Peng Feibai's hand and said, "I'm determined to recover from my illness."

"Healed up after the performance?" A smile was mixed in the question.

"Ah."

Bai Bailin drank a bowl of soup and prepared to sleep again.Peng Feibai suddenly said: "It's good to be well when you're sick, you guys will share things tomorrow, and you just happen to be able to get a share."

Bai Bailin smiled bitterly and said, "When did it happen? I just asked you if something happened, and you still said no."

"No, the camp is as usual, but your group fell out, and when you let me judge it, it's really boring. I didn't want to respond, but then I thought you woke up, and there was no one to pass the news, so I went to watch the excitement. .”

Bai Bolin thought to himself: What an annoying person, unscrupulous, cruel person.

"Thank you."

The words are full of irony.

Peng Feibai pretended not to hear it, and continued: "Today's performance on stage was a complete failure. Xiaobai didn't listen to him at all, and was flying around in the sky. The grandpa's daughter was jumping and falling from it. Your head rescued him." The scene was rescued well, but everyone knows that this is caused by the poor cooperation between the actors, and I lost my lord."

Bai Bailin listened silently, constructing those scenes in his mind, now he has no sense of presence, and his heart is stiff.

"As soon as the performance was over, there was a quarrel in the tent of the head of the group. The daughter of the grandfather said that her lover said that the salary of other groups was higher than that of the group, and the odd jobs could buy black leather shoes made by Maijin. , clamoring for money, in fact, what is asking for money, I just feel that she deliberately wants to force your regiment leader to disband, and she made a fool of herself today. The audience laughed together."

"Shu Niao Opera pays special attention to the integration between the actors and the stage. Since Sister Nan came to Xuzhuang, I haven't seen how she rehearses. It's strange that she doesn't fall off."

"Later, you yelled because your head refused the aid of the Talgis National Shuniao Troupe. By the way, the person who ate at our table last time—"

"Brother Xu Jie?"

"It's that person, speak for your group leader, that's all right now, she just scolds people, it's just money, talking about a group of people wasting time together to perform a bad show, it's better to leave early."

Bai Bailin's eyes were reddened by tears, and he choked up and asked, "Then, did the head of the group say they were leaving?"

"Well, she didn't talk for a long time, and then she talked after she brushed her hair."

"No one said no?"

"No, everyone didn't talk. Then she said something will be divided tomorrow, let's go."

Bai Bailin burst into tears, sobbing, Peng Feibai couldn't persuade him no matter how hard he tried.

Bai Bolin could imagine what everyone in the regiment was doing now.The elder generation’s family must be thinking about how to get more money and things. The third master’s family should be kinder and will sigh for a while before discussing how to divide the money. Ming Jin and Ming Yin must be crying, and by the way, they are probably cursing and complaining. Brother Xu Jie is now It's time to go to bed, Brother Xiaoyi happily packed his luggage.Commander, Commander, Commander, what are you doing now?Only Sheluxi, Bai Bolin couldn't guess that what she said was angry at the time, but everyone's reaction made this sentence true, and the last sentence she said was despair.Then, lying on the bed pretending to be sick is actually one of the culprits that caused the disbandment of the troupe.The head is smoking?Or hide and cry?

Just when Bai Bolin was thinking wildly, She Luxi put on the ruby ​​ring in the box, which was her engagement ring. In the middle of the night, she called her fiance, and the person on the other end of the phone said that he would Come here immediately.

Sheluxi hung up the phone before crying.

The Shangyu Opera Troupe with a glorious history announced its complete disbandment at this moment, and in the following time, it will become the dust of history, unable to distinguish its own identity.

The next day, Bai Bailin packed up his simple luggage, fed Xiaobai the last food, and said goodbye to Sheluxi. He didn't ask Sheluxi for his money, and turned away.

He didn't care about Peng Feibai, in the morning, the two of them didn't speak a word, Peng Feibai sat on the edge of the bed and watched him pack his things, and in the end, Bai Bailin didn't say goodbye to him either.

It's a bit silly to do this, Bai Bailin shook his head, no matter whether the other party would laugh at him or not, he would be ashamed of it all his life, as if he had been emotionally hurt, but it was only a combination of shame, anger, escape, and pain that drove him to do this.

Too stupid!Too stupid!There are actually better ways to say goodbye!

"Too stupid!"

Bai Bailin yelled and ran away quickly.

It's fine if you don't see it!Be stupid!Bye now!Bye now! ——Peng Feibai—Mr—Sir——

As soon as that person's name appeared, the shyness and anger disappeared, and thick sentimentality flooded up. He thought in a low voice, it's ridiculous to like him so much, it shouldn't be, he loves himself the most!If you really like him very much, you should do everything possible to stay by his side.

"No, that would be really stupid."

After answering himself, Bai Bailin understood his feelings a little bit. The erratic feelings are only temporary, and the path he walks is forever. He wants to escape, escape, and he has no power to realize it.

Bai Bolin didn't stop when he passed by Zhenzhu Pavilion, he went straight to the train station in Xuzhuang, and bought a ticket to Giverol.

Givenrol, the border city between Wensang Kingdom and Kyrgyzstan Kingdom, Bai Bailin couldn't help choosing a place that was very close to Peng Feibai's hometown.

The train only left at night, Bai Bailin went to a small restaurant, had a casual bite, and then rented a bed in a nearby small hotel to sleep.At night, he bought a box of clean food and miscellaneous fruits and took it on the train.

There was no one in the train, Bai Bailin sat on the seat according to Hao on the ticket, he ate a few mouthfuls of mixed fruit, and then couldn't help laughing, the passengers next to him looked at him suspiciously.

"Can't stand you, sir!"

"Why can't you take it anymore?"

"What is your trick? What Giverol are you going to, and how do you know where I am going?"

The passenger on the side said in a voice Bai Bailin was accustomed to hearing: "The money is gone, of course I have to go home!"

This person is Peng Feibai.

"How did you keep up?"

Bai Bailin stuffed a few mouthfuls of mixed fruit into his mouth again, the sweet and sour juice stimulated his mouth, Bai Bailin just wanted to laugh out loud, he handed over the fruit box, Peng Fei ate a mouthful, and said: "I just ate it yesterday. If I hired someone, I knew you were going to run, and I was tired of chasing you myself, and I couldn’t chase you back, why don’t you wait here one step ahead of you, where else can you run on the train?”

"I can't say enough about you!"

Bai Bailin passed Peng Feibai and looked at the car window, feeling his heart suddenly fall back into his body from the sky, his body was limp, and nothing could bother him anymore!He acquires courage that borders on madness.

"Then I'll follow you, but if I'm tired, I won't follow."

Peng Feibai's reaction was great, and he said, "Carry you away! Carry you away!"

Bai Bailin smiled.

It has been a long time since the train left, galloping fast on the dark wasteland, the lights of the house gradually decreased until finally disappeared, only the stars and the moon in the sky accompanied it.Bai Bolin thought: The stars are the eternal lights. He used to think that the Shuniao Opera would last forever, and the Shangyu Troupe would continue to perform. Until one day, he could also talk about the past with the children.Nothing is eternal. Shuniaoxi is not a star, but a light that burns for a short time. Everyone is also a light. In a limited time, they want to live freely and get rid of distress and sorrow. However, no one will live forever To be happy, all you can do is to do something that makes you comfortable when your own light is burning as hard as possible, even if these things will hurt many people.

Bai Bailin stared at the stars, leaning lightly on the fluffy white shoulder.

"I'm very tired now, but also very relaxed."

Just as he was guessing that the other party must not understand what he was talking about, Peng Feibai sighed and said, "Let me think about it, I promise to give you a correct answer before getting out of the car."

"Ah."

Bai Bailin closed his eyes and fell into a sleeping net.

Looking at Bai Bailin's sleeping face, Peng Feibai began to think about which sentence would be the best to confess.

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