arrogant and coquettish

When Xie Ran met Gu Ning for the first time, it was in the hospital, the gentle voice of that person in the cold mechanical equipment became his only salvation.At that time, he was just going for a free health checkup with the heart of a small citizen who was "greedy for cheap". He didn't expect to meet him like this. He was a little reckless and a little lucky.

At that time, Gu Ning gave him a business card out of politeness, but unexpectedly he misunderstood his intention.Later, Xie Ran was extremely annoyed by this first impression, and always felt that if time could be restarted, he would not be so stupid to say such a thing.But if the time really comes back, whether or not he will be able to meet him is unknown.

When Xie Ran came out of the hospital, he raised his head and saw the rarely clean sky in City B.It may be because of my mood, so I always feel that the clouds that day have become extra soft.

But now, sitting on a bench in the park in the community, talking about this to Su Qinghe, he actually felt ridiculously stupid at that time.For Gu Ning, at that time, he was just a patient who spoke directly without thinking. Well, he was not even considered a patient, but just a passerby who met by chance.He forgot about him the next day, only Xie Ran was still thinking about it.

The second time the two met was at the pet hospital. Xie Ran was stupid again, thinking that he was a veterinarian, and even put all his thoughts on his face.For the first time, Gu Ning was wearing a mask, but now his facial features were revealed, and Xie Ran was amazed for a while.

It seemed ridiculous when I said it, but those pictures are extremely precious when I recall them in my memory.At least for Xie Ran, it is the beginning of good memories, and it is also the joy of bad memories.

What kind of definition does everyone have in their hearts for the person they like, it may be impossible to express it in all the languages.And Xie Ran himself is not a person who can't express himself, but Gu Ning at that time reminded him of a particularly hypocritical sentence - "Moshang is like jade, and the son is unparalleled in the world".

Later, when he had nothing to do, he loved to run to the hospital, and for the sake of that man, he put himself in front of the crazy dog ​​to block him, without hesitation at all.Such a long period of persistence and silent approach finally got him a "thank you", and the person finally had a good impression of him, even though it had nothing to do with liking.

Do you have a pure love for someone, maybe because he is good-looking, maybe because he talks to you very gently, maybe because he lends a helping hand when you need it, these likes can be said to be superficial, but If it becomes love, it is destined to be profound.

Su Qinghe asked Xie Ran why he fell in love with Gu Ning, but Xie Ran couldn't answer.In fact, there is no fixed reason for liking someone.It’s just that when that person is around, you feel at ease, when he smiles, you feel happy, and even the weather gets better.It seems that for a long time you have always stood alone somewhere looking at the scenery, and when he comes, you are not alone anymore.

Later, the two became friends logically, the kind who could speak their minds, Xie Ran felt very happy.When the person you like becomes normal, the initial admiration will gradually fade away, and those auras that were put on because of subjective feelings at that time seem to disappear.So in the end, everyone has to admit that the "hero" in your heart is actually just an ordinary person.

Gu Ning would share his life with him, tell him about his troubles, and sometimes if they were happy, the two of them would find a small place to sit down and have a drink.Xie Ran is already very satisfied with this kind of life, he has never been a greedy person, he just thinks about grasping the present moment, this is the case with work and love.This kind of Gu Ning no longer makes Xie Ran feel superior. In the emotional world, after the barrier of distance disappears, many things seem to become simpler.

Xie Ran sometimes accompanied Gu Ning to work all night without saying a word, but only asked him "did you sleep" every so often, and waited until he didn't reply, then he fell asleep holding the phone.

You asked me what I like, but I am not afraid of your jokes. I have never liked anyone. Everything I have done since I met you is my instinct.Because of you, the word like these two words can be slowly finalized in my heart and become a palpable appearance.I should thank you, this goes deeper than my liking.

Su Qinghe said, Xie Ran, you are so stupid, some relationships are doomed from the beginning to have no results, why do you bother with others?

Xie Ran just laughed, and the circles of his eyes were red from laughing - if he can escape easily, then it is not love.It is precisely because there is no escape that it seems more like fate and more precious.

In the end, Xie Ran finally realized that the person he liked for so long actually already had a beautiful wife, and he just regarded him as a friend all the time. His cautious complacency at the beginning seemed absurd and narcissistic.Gu Ning received a call saying that he was going to be a father. He was very happy and happily shared the news with his good friend in front of him.Xie Ran forced a smile in his joyous expression, feeling despair for the first time.

"You didn't tell him, how do you know he doesn't like you?" Su Qinghe didn't like this kind of story that ended without a problem, and he couldn't understand Xie Ran's behavior of turning his head into a shrinking turtle.

Xie Ran shook his head, his smile was pale and weak, "There are some things, you don't need to say it, your heart is like a mirror."

Su Qinghe never expected that the ignorant manager would say such a thing one day.But under such circumstances, he couldn't be happy.

"I used to think that just being beside him and listening to him speak, I would be very happy. But I didn't realize until the moment when the illusion was shattered that I thought too much of myself." Xie Ranwan He lowered his body and buried his face deeply in his crossed arms, his voice sounded extremely dull, "I can't accept this result, to be honest, but I have to compromise."

Su Qinghe didn't know what to say. There were many stories, and people like him who listened to the stories couldn't get involved.Su Qinghe knew this very well, so he didn't say a word.

Xie Ran turned his head to look at him, the eyes under the bangs were full of helplessness and bewilderment, he said, "Qinghe, I am not reconciled."

In fact, what is love like, what is emotion like.No one can tell at all.Everyone's definition of feelings is different. Many times what we think of as feelings may turn into an illusion in the end, and no one can tell.Some people have no way to speak clearly, but some people dare not speak clearly.As long as many things are related to emotions, no matter how rational a person is, it seems that they will lose the ability to think in an instant.

Su Qinghe thought of Jin An's gentle expression when he looked at him, which was not like his own, and suddenly wanted to ask him, "What does love look like in your heart?"

The sudden incident at the wedding seemed to have troubled Jin An, he didn't come back until ten o'clock, and when he entered the room he looked tired.The room was very quiet. He thought Su Qinghe was asleep, but he didn't expect that there was still a small wall lamp on in the living room. The man was lying on the sofa wrapped in a thin blanket, his eyes and eyes were full of coldness and gentleness.

Jin An's tense nerves suddenly relaxed. He walked over to hold his hand, but was startled by the cold temperature on his hand.

"Qinghe, wake up." He knew that Su Qinghe was out of control in life, so he didn't adjust the temperature of the heating in the house.Jin An was a little helpless, but found it funny.Well, Su Qinghe, if I don't take good care of you, it seems that it will become unreasonable?

"Huh?" Su Qinghe raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and looked at the person in front of him sleepily, until the circle of light in his sight gradually freezes into an image, transforming into the man's face.

"Are you back?" His voice was hoarse because he just woke up.

Jin An nodded, seeing him sitting up straight, his bandaged arm exposed because the blanket slipped off, frowned, "Are you injured?"

Su Qinghe froze for a moment, shook his arms to show that he was fine, raised his head and smiled at him, "Scratches."

Jin An picked up the thin blanket and covered him, "The temperature of the heater is too low, cover it up, and be careful not to catch a cold."

Su Qinghe was still a little dizzy, pulled the blanket on his body, shook his head, "I think it's pretty good."

This man is really stubborn.The helplessness in Jin An's eyes became heavier. Seeing that he was clearly out of shape, he smiled, "Go to bed if you're sleepy, it's not too early."

Su Qinghe didn't move, just put on a blanket and put on slippers and stood up, "How is Zhou Yi?"

Jin An frowned when he heard Fa Xiao's name, looked at Su Qinghe's concerned expression, thought for a while and decided to tell the truth, "The situation is not optimistic, the bullet is too close to the heart, and it has compressed the aorta, and it is still undergoing surgery middle."

At that time, the situation was chaotic and no one might have noticed that small detail, but Su Qinghe could see it clearly.At that time, the man's gun was aimed at Jin Yi, but Zhou Yi pushed him and blocked the bullet for him.He seemed to have seen what the two said later, but he had no way of knowing.It's just that Jin Yi's expression was very ugly, and he didn't know whether it was the injury of the person in front of him or what he said.

Su Qinghe suddenly remembered what Xie Ran told him in the afternoon, and his originally chaotic thoughts suddenly became clear.For Gu Ning's Xie Ran who was bitten by a dog, and for Jin Yi's Zhou Yi who is currently lying in the intensive care operating room.Did they really not think at all when they made those reactions?Again, the body is more honest than the words.So is the body language at the first moment more credible than the words spoken?So at that time in the basement, Jin An, who stood in front of him, what was going on in his mind?

Su Qinghe licked his somewhat dry lips, a faint light flickered in his eyes.He looked at the man in front of him, collected himself, and said slowly, "Jin An, what do you think love should look like?"