you came in time

The coffee shop at noon is very quiet, and the weather in mid-August is very hot, and few people are willing to go out at this time.

The coffee shop is built in the shopping mall, with an entire wall facing the square, and a lot of floor-to-ceiling glass is embedded on that wall.There is a table and chairs that are completely placed next to the glass, without any barriers from the walls.

At this time, a young man sat on that chair.He actually looks a little cold, but the sunshine outside is so good, and he is even having a good time.Although there are glass and indoor air-conditioning filters, it will not make people feel overheated, but for no reason, it makes the young man sitting by the window a little gentler.

The young man was wearing a white shirt, and his skin was also very white. When exposed to the midday sun, not only his skin was somewhat transparent, but his whole body seemed to gradually become transparent.He lowered his head and was writing something in the book with a pen. There were still a lot of stickers, tapes and the like scattered around the side of the book, as well as several bottles of ink of different colors.

It's all in color, and compared with the young man in white, all of this is even more attractive for no reason.

There were not many people in the coffee shop and it was not busy. At this time, almost all the female shop assistants were looking at him by the window with their chins on their hands.

See his side face being painted with light, see his somewhat transparent fingers unscrew the ink bottle under the sunlight, and see his brows frown occasionally.

When he frowned slightly, all the female shop assistants frowned.

"Is he too hot!" Someone asked in a low voice.

"Yes, the sun is too strong there, why don't we turn on the air conditioner over there to make it cooler?"

"Yes!" The little girl immediately went to adjust the temperature quietly.

After adjusting it, he came back and saw that he frowned even more frequently!

"What should I do? Is his coffee cold because of the air-conditioning? I remember he ordered a hot drink!"

"Let's give him another drink!"

Although it is against the rules, this is the way coffee shops are. Occasionally, when you meet a regular customer or a customer you like, it’s okay to quietly send an extra serving.

But who will deliver it?

Everyone wanted to give it away, but for a while, no one dared to do it.An hour ago, the young man had just arrived. When ordering, the little girl at the cash register was smiled by him, and it took about a quarter of an hour to clear up her mood.

The coffee was ready quickly, and they looked at each other, but no one dared to deliver it.

"I put it here." The man who brought the coffee finished speaking and was about to leave.

The eyes of the female shop assistants lit up immediately, and one of them reached out and grabbed him: "Shu Tong, don't go!"

"Huh?" The man named Shu Tong was a tall boy, and he turned to look at these sisters.

"Do my sister a favor!"

"What's the matter?" Shu Tong asked.

The female clerk quietly pointed to the young man by the window: "Help my sister give him the coffee!"

Shu Tong looked along her fingers, just in time to see the other party frowning.

Even though the man was sitting in the coffee shop, his back was straight and serious.Experience told him that such customers are difficult to deal with because of their high demands.The man frowned like this, even though he was sitting in the sun, he looked a little cold.

Shu Tong understands, the clerks and sisters don't dare to make trouble.

He easily picked up the tray again, and replied, "I'll go."

Amid the thanks from his sisters, he walked over there.Halfway through, he remembered that those sisters seemed a little strange?Even if the store is busy, why don't they play with their mobile phones by themselves, instead of staring at such a person?

But he has come to the table.

"Sir," he called.

Jin Jiayue was almost bored to death.

But he looks like "not annoying" and "very calm". Even if he is annoying to death, he looks very indifferent.

He has a lot of troubles, countless small troubles every day, and many big troubles every month and every year.

When lying on the hospital bed, the worry is whether the pain can be relieved today?When I left the hospital and went home, I was worried about whether I could go to the hospital a few days later.Occasionally, when you find something you like, the worry is how long will this preference last?It's so hard to find someone or something you like all day long!

What worries him all the year round is why does he always have to live so tiredly?Still living in such pain.

What troubles him most recently is that he has agreed to live up to 25 years old. Why is he already 26, and God still doesn't accept him?He has already made all preparations to meet death, after all, this is something he has understood since he was sensible.When he was a child, the most authoritative doctor asserted that he would not live to be 25 years old.His father didn't believe in evil, and even feudal superstition brought masters to give him orders, which is also miraculous. Almost every respected master agreed that he would not live to be 25 years old.

Unless a miracle occurs.

But there has never been a miracle, and there has never been a bone marrow match for him. There was one who suddenly regretted it before the operation.

Years later, never again.

But at the age of 25, he did not die.

Even on the last day of 25 years old and the first day of 26 years old, which is his birthday this year, his physical condition reached the best state in the past three years.At that time, his parents thought it was a flashback... They threw him a very grand birthday party in a lively manner. Like his parents, he thought that after the flashback, he was going to die, right?

But he's not dead yet...

Why doesn't this bother him?

This is the real guillotine on his head.

Who really wants to die?But he was born to die early and prepares for it every day.

Why can't I die!

When he was a child, he was also very afraid of death. Later, he was tortured by illness several times, and he really preferred to die.When he was in middle school, he was better for about a year. He was in the third year of high school and had fewer illnesses. He studied seriously for a year and had classmates and friends. He suddenly didn't want to die.That year, my parents were also very happy, and the doctor also said that there might be a miracle.

But as soon as the doctor finished speaking, he collapsed in class the next day.

The doctor also directly said that this time it might be really bad.

But with tubes all over his body, he woke up again.

After he woke up, his younger brother sat by the bed, saw him open his eyes, and asked him, "Why don't you just die?"

Jin Jiayue was also dizzy at the time, and when she woke up, she didn't have time to think about it, thinking that her younger brother really matched him successfully.He was very sad because the last thing he wanted to happen still happened.

The younger brother found out the truth of his birth and knew that the whole family lied to him. He was very desperate, right?

He wanted to speak, but couldn't speak, his younger brother said again: "Since you are not dead, live well, don't think about dying all day long."

Even his younger brother said that, he was very moved, and he wanted to live a good life.

But the next few years were also the worst years of his adult life.

He lies in bed every day, living in too much pain, he just wants to die early.

He has been tossing until this year, but he is still alive.

Among them, he secretly planned to go skydiving, die in the air, and fall in the ocean, which is very good, the best way to die.

But he was caught and returned halfway.

Jin Jiayue frowned, and made a long horizontal stroke with her brush.

This is his latest hobby - writing a suicide note, or using a hand account.

Originally, he was just writing a suicide note. He tried to urge God to take him away by writing a suicide note. This is the only thing he has persisted in this year. He writes one letter a week on average.After writing it, it's meaningless. The suicide note is nothing more than words.

Later, he discovered the handbook, which is great, with countless tapes and stickers.

It is enough for him to buy something different every day, and he immediately plunges into it, and the time is much easier to pass.

He came to this shopping mall today to buy new adhesive tape, and found a coffee shop to sit down after buying.

The sunlight by the window might be a bit hot for normal people, but it was just right for him. He was not in good health and couldn't blow air-conditioning at all, thanks to the neutralization of the sun.

But I don't know why, the cool wind is getting bigger and bigger!

And he found that his hands were trembling a little, actually it started last night, maybe he's going to be hospitalized again!He cut the paper with scissors angrily, but it still cut crookedly.

He was furious.

But he can't be angry, anger is bad for his health, he secretly took a deep breath.Halfway through breathing, the sunlight around him was blocked by someone, and he immediately became more angry.

When people get angry, nothing is pleasing to the eye.He's just sitting here sticking tape, why everything is against him!

He threw the scissors on the table with a bang, and at the same time, a polite and nice voice called him "Sir".

Jin Jiayue looked up, and saw the tall boy standing behind the backlight, unable to see his face clearly.

But with this light, it is not impossible to see the face?

Jin Jiayue wanted to shake his head, but in the next second, his body had already slumped down, and he fell limply on the table.

Jin Jiayue woke up in a hospital bed.

He is regularly treated in this hospital, and the hospital even has his exclusive ward.

After he woke up, he saw his mother's red and swollen eyes. Seeing that he was awake, he immediately rushed over and touched the back of his hand: "Jiayue."

Jin Jiayue thought coolly, she's not dead yet.

His head moved slightly, just in time to see the half-drawn curtains and the light coming in.

He suddenly thought of the backlit boy in the coffee shop.

He also suddenly thought that there was one thing he hadn't had time to do yet.

Jin Jiayue stayed in the hospital for more than a month. During this time, his bodyguards helped him find out who the boy was.

In fact, he doesn't need his bodyguards to check, his parents also attach great importance to it.

After all, he passed out in the coffee shop that day, and it was the boy who carried him to the hospital.He was in a bad mood that day and no one was allowed to follow him. His bodyguards and drivers were all in the underground parking lot.It was also the boy who used his mobile phone to contact his parents and so on after taking him to the hospital.

His parents are naturally very grateful to the boy, his father is not easy to show his face.

It was his mother who personally went to the boy's house to thank him. Because of his physical condition, his parents believed that doing good deeds would bring him good fortune, and it was to accumulate blessings for him.His father couldn't do anything because of work.

His mother really believed in Buddhism and told him that the boy was in the third year of high school, his family was very poor, the house was very dilapidated, and he worked in a coffee shop.While talking, his mother's eye circles were red again.They also said that the boy had good grades, and they planned to subsidize the boy to go to school, and wanted to change a house for him, but the boy refused and refused to see them again.He was also angry because of this, saying that he just sent someone to the hospital, without thinking too much, thinking they were insulting him.

Jin Jiayue opened his mouth to eat the fruit his aunt gave him, and he swallowed it, but he was still bored, but asked, "What's his name?"

"Shu Tong."

"What Tong?"

"Tong of Wutong." His mother finished speaking, and then said, "He is really a good boy. He refuses to ask for our support. But your father and I plan to watch him secretly. He must graduate and work in the future. Can you help me?" help."

Jin Jiayue took another mouthful of banana, and another mouthful of milk, and let out an "oh".

Another half month, after the National Day, a new psychology teacher came to Nan'an No. [-] Middle School.

It is said that the teacher is a returnee from overseas, with a brilliant academic record and many degrees.After the holiday, at the flag-raising ceremony on Monday, everyone saw the psychology teacher.

When participating in the flag-raising ceremony, the head teacher and the subject teacher almost all stood behind the class, or looked back and forth to see if anyone was whispering.But for example, physical education teachers and psychology teachers stand alone outside the student team.

The students have already seen all the teachers in the school.

Almost at a glance, they immediately recognized the new psychology teacher.

The female students were all excited.

Many girls stood on tiptoe and peeked at the new psychology teacher standing in the queue of teachers. The psychology teacher who was watched by everyone lowered his head slightly until he heard that "Shu Tong from Class 6 (Senior Grade [-]) is invited to speak under the national flag." ", he slowly raised his head.

Wearing a red and blue school uniform, a tall and thin boy stepped onto the rostrum.

Facing the rising sun in the east, it is really a handsome and youthful face.

He finished his speech smoothly out of the script, bowed to the audience, and when he got up again, the girls in the audience applauded excitedly.Behind him, the school leaders also laughed and applauded.

Jin Jiayue took out her hands from the pockets of her windbreaker, and clapped slowly.

The arrival of Teacher Jin made the female students in the school excited for a long time.

The psychology teacher's office, which is usually the most unattended, is almost full of people. Jin Jiayue thinks it is quite interesting, because he has never played it before.

Many girls blushed and embarrassedly mustered up the courage to look up at him, and when he smiled, they immediately lowered their heads again.

He asked, "Do you have any troubles to ask the teacher?"

"Yes!" But after "yes", very few people can really say a few coherent words.

They came to see Jin Jiayue, but they couldn't tell the truth to the teacher, could they?

Jin Jiayue then said nonsense such as "study hard", "come to the teacher anytime when you are in a bad mood".The female students continued to blushed and said "thank you".

This is even after reading the psychiatrist.Jin Jiayue brought a bag of candy herself, which is the fruit candy he likes to eat. It was made for him by their aunt, and only their family has it.

He used it to send these girls, and said: "Eat some candy, life will be sweeter, and all troubles will leave you."

The girl turned around and ran away holding the sugar ball wrapped in transparent cellophane.

After running out of the office, I started hugging the classmates who came with me, jumping and screaming softly while hugging each other.

Jin Jiayue heard it clearly and shook her head amusedly.

It's really interesting, being a teacher is right, it's much more fun than writing a suicide note.

On the seventh day of coming to school, Teacher Jin met two students who really needed his advice.

Jin Jiayue did study psychology and has a degree in psychology.God is fair, given you such a dilapidated body, you must use something else to make up for it, right?He has a very clever mind, he learns things quickly, and he has a near-photographic memory when reading books.

He is not afraid of students who really need to be enlightened.

This time it was two girls who came to him for enlightenment, and they cried as soon as they came in.

Jin Jiayue then gave them sugar again and asked them to speak slowly.

The two cried almost, and began to explain why.The two have been best friends since they were young, but they turned against each other because of a boy.Now the two of them are deeply entangled in love and friendship, and feel very painful, which has even affected their study and sleep.

Jin Jiayue is still indifferent by nature, but he can't mislead his children. Since he is a psychological teacher, he must be responsible for his children.

He tried his best to keep his facial expression gentle and help them analyze.Teacher Jin thinks that what is a man, good sisters are the ones who can accompany her for a lifetime.But he said it very tactfully, you can't just say that men are nothing, can you?He was still a man himself.And this is too vulgar to say to students.

Teacher Jin said slowly: "You are in high school now, and you will go to university in the future and work after graduation. You will meet all kinds of boys, and there are countless outstanding ones. But you two have been in the same heart since elementary school, yes The best sister has already accounted for more than half of your current life. Are you sure you will meet such a good sister in the future?"

The two girls shook their heads.

Just as Jin Jiayue was about to continue, the two of them cried together and said loudly: "But teacher! There is only one senior Shu Tong in this world!"

"..." The gentleness that had finally piled up on Teacher Jin's face disappeared.

Shu Tong was called to the psychology teacher's office, still a little confused.

He feels that he has always been mentally healthy, why did the teacher call him?

When he walked to the door, he said, "Teacher——"

In the middle of speaking, he first saw a somewhat familiar face behind the desk, and he was taken aback.

The school's new psychology teacher who attracted the discussion of all the female students turned out to be this person?

The next moment, the cries of two girls woke him up.

He was dazed for a while, walked into the office, and finally said to Jin Jiayue, "Hello, teacher."

Jin Jiayue also raised her eyelids to look at him, but quickly looked away.Shu Tong saw this subtle movement.For some reason, he found the teacher very arrogant.

But the teacher is not his turn to judge.

He asked politely again: "Teacher, can I ask you anything?"

Jin Jiayue pointed directly at the two little girls and said, "The two sisters turned against each other for you, so you come to enlighten me."

"..."

That was the first time Shu Tong felt that this person was ridiculous.

Later, he realized that this was just the beginning of the absurdity.After the absurd, it's all absurd.

At that time, Shu Tong felt that this teacher was very strange.

But after all, it is the teacher, Shu Tong has always respected the teacher.He had no choice but to bite the bullet and say a few words to the two female classmates, nothing more than telling them to study hard.

The two sisters cried again and asked: "Senior, you will graduate next year. Will you have a girlfriend after you go to college?"

Shu Tong thought, of course not.Where does he have the energy and money to make a girlfriend? University is the real beginning of his life. He will work hard, give full play to himself, and realize his dream.And it has nothing to do with you whether you have a girlfriend or not—yes, Shu Tong is also a proud person at heart, but he is the only one, and he can't see girls crying like this, and the teacher is still there, so he shakes his head.

The two sisters cried: "Then senior, you have to wait for me! I will study hard for you! I will work hard to get into your school!"

"..."

The two sisters ran out of the office arm in arm, crying.

Shu Tong felt inexplicably embarrassed, after all, he was in front of the teacher.After the two school girls ran away, he looked at Teacher Jin who was still bowing his head, and said, "Teacher, if it's okay, I'll go first."

Teacher Jin ignored him and looked for something in the drawer.

He turned to leave.

"You stop."

When Shu Tong turned his head, Jin Jiayue said to him, "Come here."

Shu Tong then moved closer to him.

"Come again."

Shu Tong had no choice but to go further, and simply walked to the desk, which was very close to Jin Jiayue.Jin Jiayue crossed her arms, supported her chin, and looked up at him.

Shu Tong was inexplicably nervous, Teacher Jin's eyes were beautiful, the corners of the eyes were naturally upturned, but Teacher Jin's eyes were cold, what is Teacher Jin going to do?

This is a feeling he has never had in front of other teachers.

Shu Tong even swallowed, and halfway through the swallow, Jin Jiayue saw his Adam's apple move, and directly asked what she wanted to know the most: "Have you ever slept with someone else?"

"... Cough cough cough!" Shu Tong was dumbfounded, swallowed half of his saliva, and coughed directly.

What is the problem?

Can teachers ask students such questions? !

No, even if it is not a teacher, who has the right to ask others this kind of question? !

Shu Tong's complexion immediately turned gloomy, regardless of his talent, the gloomy look looks pretty good.

But Mr. Jin will not be scared by him, he is the only one who scares others. He thinks Shu Tong's scared appearance is very young, cute, and of course also good-looking.He rarely showed a smile, and then asked: "Have you slept?"

Shu Tong was indeed frightened, he was angry and shook his head in confusion: "No."

Jin Jiayue smiled happily, a real smile, and asked: "Are you this year? One year old, or is it false?"

"nominal age."

"You will be eighteen years old next year?"

"Yes..." Shu Tong was even more confused, what was he going to do?

"What month is your birthday?"

"June [-]th."

Jin Jiayue opened the calendar beside her and looked at it, and she nodded for some reason.He grabbed another handful of sugar from the sugar bowl on the table and handed it to Shu Tong: "Here you go."

Shu Tong was still confused, he stretched out his hand to take the sugar ball in a daze.

Jin Jiayue continued to cross her hands, continued to support her chin, continued to look up at Shu Tong, and said, "When you become an adult, let's sleep together once?"

“……………………”

Seeing that he didn't answer, Jin Jiayue was angry: "You talk."

Shu Tong was still holding the candy ball he gave him, and before the expression on his face could express his true thoughts, the veins on his arms had already burst out one step at a time.

"You talk." Jin Jiayue was even more displeased, "I will give you benefits."

Although Shu Tong's family background is poor, and he is not a bookworm ignorant of the world, but this is the first time he has seen a person like Jin Jiayue in his life.

He almost gritted his teeth: "You must be sick."

Jin Jiayue was taken aback for a moment, and then became angry.This is also the first time that someone dared to say that he was "sick" to his face.

He is sick!

If he hadn't been sick, would he have said such things to a high school student? !

He was a little angry, and when he got angry, his panting became a little bit wrong.

In Shu Tong's eyes, how could a teacher be ashamed to say such things?Shu Tong was even angrier, those words just now were really insulting!Shu Tong was so angry that he directly spilled the sugar ball in his hand, and sprinkled it all over the floor.

He sprinkled, turned and left.

Jin Jiayue saw her beloved little colored sugar balls being thrown all over the floor.

His eyes began to blur again. Thinking of being discharged from the hospital this time, the doctor said that it was autumn, so he must be less angry for a while, as he would get angry and bleed easily.He is not angry, he is not angry, he keeps taking deep breaths.

But he is angry!

What kind of day is this, even suicide is not allowed, people follow him all the time, just afraid that he will commit suicide because of living in too much pain like before.He had cut his wrists, hanged himself, and tried to take sleeping pills, and he was quickly discovered each time.Every time it is discovered, it will be watched more strictly next time.

Living in such pain, if you don't let him die, God won't let you die.

Isn't he just too boring?

Thinking about dying, it's fine if he hasn't been in love. He doesn't have anyone he likes, and he's not interested in liking anyone.But at least find someone to sleep with, right?As a high-level animal, if you can't even understand this animal instinct, it's useless to come to this world.

Who knows if he will be a pig or a grass in his next life?

He just thought that this boy was good-looking, clean-looking, full of grass smell, good character, and kind-hearted.He thought this boy deserved to sleep with him.

Just sleep, he will give him a lot of money, give him a house, give him a bright future.

Shu Tong has nothing to lose, she slept on her own for nothing, if she doesn't want to, then she refuses.

As for being so mad at him?

Isn't he also discussing with Shu Tong?

Don't let him sleep, right? He still wants to sleep!

It had been a long time since no one had been so angry with Jin Jiayue. Seeing his figure about to disappear in front of the door, Jin Jiayue was even more angry.He got up distressed and bent down to pick up his candy ball.

He can't eat anything too sweet, too spicy, too salty, etc.

Sugar balls are pretty much the only thing he can eat, other than fruit.It's not because of Shu Tong's good looks, a boy who thought he was pretty good, gave so much sugar.Don't forget it, give it back to him!Why throw it!Why bother with him!

As soon as he picked one up, his vision became even more blurred. He blinked, his legs gave way first, and he fell to the ground.

Just as Shu Tong walked out of the office, he heard a "boom" behind him.

He was going to continue walking, but after thinking for a few seconds, he turned back.Walking to the door, he saw Teacher Jin lying on the ground.He was stunned, and then looked at the wrapping paper of the sugar ball gleaming in the light.Surrounded by a sea of ​​colors, Mr. Jin, who was already wearing a milky white cardigan in early October, was even more pale in the hot weather.

Shu Tong couldn't help thinking of sending someone to the hospital that day, and thinking of Teacher Jin's mother saying that Teacher Jin was not in good health, etc. Teacher Jin's mother thanked him so much, and cried.

He blamed himself for saying the wrong thing.

He strode forward, carefully picked up Teacher Jin, hugged him tightly, turned around and ran outside.

Jin Jiayue had a moment of consciousness.

He smelled a lemon-flavored soap on the tip of his nose, which was the same smell as when he was taken to the hospital by Shu Tong in the coffee shop that day.

Jin Jiayue was still very angry, he thought, if he didn't die this time, if he could still wake up.

Shu Tong just wait for him!

Dare to say he is sick!