repent

That night, Xiao Xingchen stayed up all night, tossing and turning, the figure of that person was in his mind that he couldn't get rid of.He still remembered Xue Yang's appearance when he was escorting him to the Jinlin Terrace, his face was still childish and domineering, and he couldn't help him control him at all, even if he captured him, his smiling face was full of undisguised murderous intent.He crossed all living beings, but he did not cross him alone.Does Xue Yang deserve to die?Xiao Xingchen couldn't help asking himself this question.He didn't know, the answer was just like what he gave back then.

He still remembers what Xue Yang said back then, and it haunts his heart all the time.Xue Yang said: The walking corpses he killed were all villagers who had been poisoned by corpse poison.He also told him: It was he himself who killed Taoist Song Zichen himself.Laugh at him: Salvation?I really laughed to death, you can't even save yourself!He chose to kill himself.Is it because he can't bear these?Or can't bear to be deceived by someone who has been with you for three or four years?From the beginning to the end, Xue Yang lied to him!Yes, as Xue Yang said, how embarrassed and sad he was?

Xiao Xingchen couldn't sleep, so Xue Yang couldn't sleep either.He sneaked up to Xiao Xingchen's side, restrained his breath, and was already very cautious.But because Xiao Xingchen couldn't see, his other senses were extremely keen.Knowing that he was coming, she pretended to be asleep, but the palms under the quilt were slightly sweating.

Xue Yang was afraid of waking Xiao Xingchen up, so he moved very lightly, but couldn't help but want to talk to him, so he lowered his voice very low, but Xiao Xingchen could still hear it clearly.

Xue Yang said: "Taoist... If I know I'm wrong, will you forgive me?" This sentence is a bit cheeky, no wonder Xue Yang dare not say it to Xiao Xingchen face to face

I heard him say again: "If you could have met me earlier... when I was seven years old... wouldn't you hate me so much?"

Xue Yang let out a deep sigh in the air.

Xue Yang said: "I really don't regret anything about the Chang family! Ask yourself, I'm not wrong! I know that destroying the whole family with one finger is unreasonable in your eyes, so that's okay, I don't need others to understand. But the Taoist... I'm so tired. Everyone wants me to die, so I'm not afraid. If they have the ability, they will come to take my life. Even if there are hundreds or thousands of people, why should I be afraid?! But I alone... don't want to be killed You hate, really tired."

Yes, he is really tired.ten years!Those obsessive things at the beginning have long been weathered, and their edges and corners have been smoothed.Sometimes Xue Yang would laugh at himself for failing to live.Of course, most of the time he likes to be that tyrannical hooligan who wants to grab what he wants, and all manners and manners are farts in his eyes.But people who are a little bit normal don't want to be cast aside by the world, right?Just because he doesn't care, doesn't mean he doesn't care.And this heart was given to him by Xiao Xingchen.It was him who made him realize that he was also a person of flesh and blood, not a devil who only lived for revenge!

After being silent for a long time, Xue Yang said: "It is said that you fell into my hands. I thought so too. I have ruined your innocence for the rest of my life. I deceived you and made you commit an irreparable crime." , I will repay kindness with revenge, and repay kindness with grievances. But now I feel that I have fallen into your hands... If it wasn't for you... why should I be like this... I might as well be that wolf-hearted street gangster."

After speaking, Xue Yang left.Xiao Xingchen felt mixed emotions when he heard it, it was very unpleasant, and a soreness came to his heart.