secretly like him

Shen Yanzhi forced himself to look away, but the scene he saw just now seemed to be still in front of him.

Gu Xun looked so happy, his smiling eyes curled up.

Reason told Shen Yanzhi that Gu Xun should always be this happy, but...

But the strange and negative emotion in his chest was spreading irresistibly.

Shen Yanzhi has never had a moment like this, clearly knowing that he is jealous.

This kind of cognition makes him feel that he is very hypocritical, very selfish, very...excessive.

On the one hand, she rejected Gu Xun and advised him to like others, but on the other hand, she was jealous that Gu Xun would be happy because of others.

He wanted the sun to revolve only around him.

Shen Yanzhi frowned at his dark thoughts, and he was even a little thankful that he had made it clear to Gu Xun.

Gu Xun would definitely not like this kind of self, Gu Xun was just deceived by the false appearance, he is not good at all.

It's not worth it at all, to be liked by such a warm person.

Shen Yanzhi took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled the hot and bitter jealousy from his chest, as if this could really reduce the feeling.

Over there, Gu Xun finished laughing, and was reading the extracurricular questions that Chen Feifei went to Gu Xun just now.

To be honest, he couldn't even understand the topic, and because he couldn't understand it, he felt more and more powerful...

Gu Xun poked Chen Feifei: "Do you really understand, or do you just rely on fooling around?"

Chen Feifei: "... let's understand a little bit."

Gu Xun understood clearly that most of them were relying on gangsters.

So to say……

Gu Xun put his head on the table and couldn't help laughing again, the person he likes is really amazing!

Chen Feifei's expression was numb, he really didn't need to ask to come out to find out what he was thinking!

Chen Feifei really wanted to lift him up and shake him hard!

Who is he working so hard for?Why does this righteous master only know how to giggle!

Chen Feifei's hands were itchy, and he was thinking about whether to take action when Gu Xun sat up straight again in front of him.

Chen Feifei was startled, and subconsciously moved back a little.

As a result, Gu Xun took the brush and began to copy the question. Chen Feifei leaned over to take a look. Good guy, he wrote stroke by stroke with great seriousness!

Chen Feifan couldn't hold back and asked, "Why did you copy this?"

Gu Xun didn't raise his head: "I'm happy! Leave me alone!"

Chen Feifei: "..."

Could it be that he has been full recently?

Chen Feifei wanted to quit!Staying up late every day to study is such a hard life, okay?

He was agitated in his heart, but he saw the corners of Gu Xun's mouth unstoppably raised, almost grinning up to his ears.

Chen Feifan suddenly softened his heart, he is a stupid brother, how could he be so stupid...

Copying a difficult problem that someone likes to do can make him so happy.

Chen Feifan's little emotions just now were immediately thrown away by him. He was full of pride in his chest, and felt that stabbing himself twice for his brother was nothing at all!

Isn't it just staying up late and reading!He is so smart!It's sure to be fine!

Then, he was slapped in the face.

So many slaps are purely to describe the intensity of the slap in the face.

Gu Xun watched Chen Feifan stay at Shen Yanzhi's side for a while, then floated back, and asked him: "...Uh, did you fail in expansion?"

Chen Feifei trembled when he spoke: "He...he..."

Gu Xun waited for him to continue with his ears pricked up, and Chen Feifei said, "He's actually doing calculus!!!"

Gu Xun swallowed, and asked ignorantly, "Very powerful?"

Chen Feifan looked at him with dead fish eyes, and Gu Xun coughed: "Then what, you are amazing! You can even tell it's calculus! Amazing!"

Chen Feifei thought for a while and asked, "Do you think he's giving me power?"

Gu Xun looked confused: "Why?"

Chen Feifan: "What does a male want to show in courtship? Power! Feathers! Wealth! Knowledge! Anyway, what to show! Understand?!"

Gu Xunxin said that I am also a male, but I have never shown that!

Chen Feifei was still analyzing: "Do you think he did that in front of my face in order to overwhelm me? I think it's very possible!"

Gu Xun was still asking himself what was wrong with him, so he listened to Chen Feifei's analysis, and then he asked, "Is it necessary to be like this?"

Didn't Ayan do nothing and just overwhelm him naturally? Do you still need to do this?

Chen Feifan looked at him and asked sincerely, "Which side are you from?"

Gu Xun: "..."

The answer was very cruel. Only then did Chen Feifei realize that he might be fighting alone, and he was very desperate.

Chen Feifei: "...I am very disappointed in you."

Gu Xun felt very ashamed, but he was naturally eccentric and couldn't control it at all!Because Ayan is really amazing in his heart!

Chen Feifei really felt sorry for himself.

After feeling sorry for himself, he began to wonder whether the idea just now was true or not.

Gu Xun was like a melon eater: "I think, maybe he just writes casually, and he still reads the original Shakespeare at home, that's all a hobby..."

Chen Feifan shivered and said, "It's really scary..."

Gu Xun asked: "What's so scary?"

Chen Feifei: "I wrote calculus in the first year of high school and read the original text of Shakespeare. Do you think it's scary? Is this a normal high school student???"

Normally, shouldn't everyone play games at home and mix up grades at school!

The tail of the fat cat in Gu Xun's heart turned up, and he said in his heart that it must not be, his sweetheart is an awesome existence!

Seeing how he couldn't hide it, Chen Feifei immediately felt more distressed about himself.

Gu Xun thought that he was quite secretive, and after he was done secretly, he felt that he should respond to his little friend.

So Gu Xun coughed and asked, "Then what, what is your theoretical basis?"

Chen Feifei: "...Intuition."

Gu Xun glanced at him, and said against his will, "...very good."

Chen Feifan also thinks that these two words are not very convincing, but sometimes intuition is the key to success or failure!

Chen Feifei gave him an example: "When I was a child, every time I felt that my mother was going to beat me, I would definitely be beaten when I turned around!"

Gu Xun rolled his eyes: "This also requires intuition?"

The two of them were very naughty when they were young. According to their mother's words, if they were not their own, they would have been thrown away a long time ago. If they were beaten, they wouldn't need any bullshit intuition, okay?

Chen Feifei: "..."

Chen Feifan decided to give him a hard time: "You have something to do with him, I didn't feel it all at once!"

Gu Xun choked, this thing is really... very powerful...

Gu Xun felt that he should face up to his brother's intuition.

Chen Feifan gave him an analysis in a murmur, from the classic plots of the novel, all the way to the courtship in the animal world, in short, the examples were very vivid.

Gu Xun listened to a lot of things, but he only remembered one sentence.

Gu Xun was a little flustered: "What does he do to me?"

Chen Feifei rubbed his chin, thinking that he should have a nickname called Chen Ermosi: "I don't think it is far from ten!"

Gu Xun looked at himself beautifully for a while, and then his face collapsed.

Chen Feifan couldn't figure it out: "What kind of expression is this!"

Gu Xun asked weakly: "I don't think this is reliable..."

If Ayan also likes him, then why reject him...

Chen Feifan said after learning about his mental activities: "This is another classic passage! Generally speaking, you only know how to cherish after you lose it! You only know how to love after you reject it!"

Gu Xun really hoped that he would be able to speak eloquently, but rationally, he felt that he should persuade this brother to read less novels, what is his mind full of!

Chen Feifan persuaded him from the practical level: "It's not easy to take a detour, right? Let's take you as an example. Before you liked that Shen, did you know that you liked men?"

Gu Xun kept shaking his head, it was hard to walk, he didn't know.

Chen Feifei curled his lips: "I reckon, before he was liked by you, I never thought that I would like a man."

Gu Xun's heart was beating wildly, he wished that everything in reality could be like what Chen Feifei said.

He and Shen Yanzhi just accidentally took the wrong fork in the detour, but in the end, they will still lead to the same goal by different routes.

Just thinking about this possibility, Gu Xun felt that what was flowing all over his body was not blood, but joy.

Then Chen Feifei looked at Gu Xun, who was full of joy and then became lonely again.

Chen Feifan was about to get sick from his ups and downs, he asked patiently: "...what's the matter with you?"

Gu Xun blinked, looked at Chen Feifan, and suddenly said, "Fan Fei, otherwise, forget it."

Chen Feifei almost stood up and yelled and asked him why!

But after all, he was still in school, Chen Feifei held back, but the experience of staying up all night studying hard made him unable to let go easily, he wanted to know the answer!

Gu Xun smiled at him, it was rather ugly anyway.

Gu Xun said: "I thought about it, the detour is really difficult."

Gu Xun was also as if he had been beaten, but what Chen Feifei said just now reminded him that this road is not easy to walk.

It doesn't matter if he walks by himself, no matter how difficult it is.

but……

Gu Xun suddenly thought, Shen Yanzhi could not take this road, he is so good, and the little girl who likes him can fill the entire first high, why would he take this detour with himself.

This road is so difficult that I don't even know where it will lead.

Gu Xun suddenly understood a little bit, understood why Shen Yanzhi said why he didn't fall in love early.

Indeed, I don't know where my future is, and I can't give anything to the other party. I just want to shake the world with pure love.

But it's not that easy.

Chen Feifan was also silent, this is indeed a problem.

This road is difficult to walk. What he is doing now is to drag a person onto this road and let that person go down with Gu Xun.

Thinking about it this way, Chen Feifan felt as if he was doing something bad.

but……

Chen Feifan asked gently: "Then what do you do?"

It was a good question, and Gu Xun was stumped.

He thought for a long time, until Chen Feifei thought he would not answer, and then Gu Xun said, "I'll go by myself."

Whether he likes it or not, he is destined to go down this path.

"If he is willing to accompany me, then we will go together."

It's just that Gu Xun thought, it shouldn't be like this to let him accompany me.

If Ayan's liking for me is not enough for him to accompany me on this road, then let me go by myself.

Gu Xun stretched out his hand to Lou Chen Feifan's shoulder, and leaned his head over to find some support from his brother: "Thank you for your hard work."

Chen Feifei didn't feel sorry for those days when he stayed up late studying hard, he felt sorry for Gu Xun.

Chen Feifan asked from the bottom of his heart: "Why can't you like me?"

Chen Feifei thought, if there is someone who likes him so much, he will definitely walk with that person all the way through all obstacles, no matter what path he takes, let alone a detour, he will find a way out if there is no way.

Gu Xun booed him: "As far as your development level is concerned, isn't it obvious that you are superior or inferior!"

Chen Feifei didn't explode this time, he just felt uncomfortable.

Gu Xun's starting point was a bit too high, he couldn't even figure out what kind of second spring he would be able to wipe out Shen Yanzhi's white moonlight.