May there be no time to turn back

The howling sea breeze almost swept everything.Guan Xiao's hair slapped his face in a mess, he barely recognized the way forward, went down to the beach, and walked towards the church.

How much memory this white pointed building carries inside has long been unclear.

At that time, everyone often gathered together, chatted about irrelevant things, and complained about such and such things.At that time, no one tried to guess the future, and no one expected that the future would be like this.

The people who used to sit here have been scattered like stars in the sky, it is difficult to gather in one place.

Some people faded out of sight, some people went to distant countries, and what's more, they traveled long distances to the unknown world, leaving everyone with eternal backs and endless grief.

It's you, it's you.Guan Xiao bent down with restraint, tightly clutching the ring that fell on his chest.The cold wind outside the church was so fierce that people couldn't keep their eyes open.

I should hate you forever, I should hate you forever, Wang Xiran.

The last day of Wang Xiran's life was a sunny day.There is a breeze resting on the window sill, and the white gauze curtains flapped in the air, making a slight rustling sound.

The car accident five years ago did not kill him immediately, but left him with incurable sequelae.He didn't remember his last name at all, and he lost the ability to walk.Fortunately, I met Guan Xiao again, and was able to spend a peaceful and peaceful time.It's just that the memories taken away by God have never been mercifully returned to him.

Guan Xiao doesn't mind, now that he has finally become his, no one has the ability to take him away from him.That's enough, what more is there to ask for?

He gave him almost all his love, he gave him warmth, he gave him the lingering selfless affection, and he gave him the most luxurious life and the most magnificent world.If Wang Xiran desires, he is even willing to go to the nine heavens to embrace the moon, dig out his heart, and put his life in his hands.

Guan Xiao really loves to the point of blindness, he can no longer bear to lose him, he can't bear to have him disappear from his life.

Just a sigh of good fortune, just one year later, the future that Guan Xiao had carefully described was like soap bubbles, easily shattered into nothing.

Wang Xiran's severely injured bones and internal organs were gradually weakening at a faster rate than ordinary people, and his physical fitness was deteriorating, but the course of the disease was subtle and almost indistinguishable.When the sudden deterioration was admitted to the hospital for diagnosis and treatment, it was found that there was no way to recover.

So Guan Xiao's world collapsed, he didn't know what to do, and he didn't know where to go.Darkness filled the road ahead, and nothing could be seen clearly.

Wang Xiran accepted the result calmly. Every day after the car accident, he treated it as a gift from God and spent it gratefully.And this warm time will end one day, he is mentally prepared, so he is calm.

It's just that Guan Xiao was left alone in this world, which made him worry after all.

Wang Xiran still couldn't remember the past that was repeatedly mentioned by Guan Xiao.But in the year that accompanied it, I felt the most profound happiness.Although Guan Xiao always said with regret that he owed Wang Xiran something, but Wang Xiran felt that everything before it didn't matter anymore, and that you were by my side at this time was the greatest reward, and there was no need to worry about anything else.

"During this time, I have been very happy, thank you, Guan Xiao." This is what he said.The afterglow of the evening shone in through the window, hitting his slightly pale face, coating it with a layer of soft orange.

"Don't talk, have a good rest. Tomorrow, I'll take you to see the sunrise." Guan Xiao had a vague premonition, and he eagerly promised like this. He said to Wang Xiran on the sick bed, as if giving himself an extra day very hopeful.

Wang Xiran shook his head with difficulty.He clearly felt that the end was approaching, and at the last moment, if he didn't explain some words properly, he might never have another chance.

"I still can't remember the past," Wang Xiran said apologetically, "but what happened in the past is irrelevant to me. I'm really grateful that you treated me so considerately..."

"Stop talking..." Guan Xiao dissuaded, Wang Xiran's growing anger frightened him.

"So, I sincerely hope that you can find your own happiness, find someone who loves you deeply, and then live a good life..."

"The person I love deeply is you, so where are you going to drive me?" Guan Xiao said, tears rolling down his cheeks, "You can't leave me, without you, what should I do?"

Wang Xiran raised a hand tremblingly, trying to wipe away his tears.When it was close to the cheek, Guan Xiao felt a slight chill, and the temperature was disappearing from Wang Xiran's body little by little.

"Thank you for loving me so much." The tears from the corners of Wang Xiran's eyes dripped on the pillow, forming light water stains. "Can you not be immersed in sadness? Otherwise, I will feel uneasy. Live well, there is still life in this world. There are many good things waiting for you, and there are many people who need you... Live well, Guan Xiao, this is the last wish I want you to fulfill for me. Can you help me realize it?" Wang Xiran pleaded, waiting Guan Xiao replied, "Hey, please help me realize it."

Guan Xiao refused to obey, and slowly shook his head, but was finally defeated by Wang Xiran's injured expression.

"Okay." He agreed, "Can you also..."

Can you grant me a wish in return?Can you, can you stay with me forever?

Guan Xiao hoped so earnestly, but saw that Wang Xiran's hand had dropped from his strength and hit the bed heavily.His head was slightly tilted to one side, his expression peaceful and content.

He didn't make any promises to Guan Xiao, and even refused to listen to Guan Xiao's wish.

However, he got a heavy gift from Guan Xiao, was satisfied and hurried on the road, rushing to another world to have fun secretly.

Let me live well, and the motivation for me to live well is you.

How hurtful and willful is it to take back the antecedent abruptly, but ask me to give a result?

Guan Xiao fell down beside the sick bed, staring blankly at the sunset behind the mountains.He guarded Wang Xiran motionlessly, until he was discovered by Chang He who came to visit the next evening.

At Wang Xiran's funeral, Guan Xiao didn't say a word, just sat in the corner silently, wondering what he was thinking.

Afterwards, it was safe in the ground, and Chang He was worried that Guan Xiao would be overwhelmed, so he watched his every move vigilantly.

"Don't worry about it, I won't seek death," Guan Xiao reassured Chang He funnyly after realizing it, "He asked me to promise to live a good life."

"I should hate him, hate him for leaving me." After a while, Guan Xiao continued, "But I can't hate it, mine is very painful." He covered his heart, his tone was cold, but the listener felt suffocated .

Memories have always been a sharp weapon that hurts people without blood, digging a knife in the heart, making people feel so painful that life is worse than death.

Guan Xiao sat on the sandy beach by the church, listening to the tide rise and fall, remembering it like this, slapping the old scars, his face was indifferent, one after another, the cigarette butts were discarded by his side, making a mess .

The sea breeze is salty and cool, bringing a damp chill as it passes by.As the sky darkened, the fishing boats on the horizon turned on their lights, flickering and flickering faintly.

He burned the last cigarette, stood up with the dust off his trousers, hesitating not to go back to his lonely home to endure the torment of loneliness, but he didn't know where to go next.

At this moment, Bai Zijian's call came in.

Guan Xiao got connected, and when he heard what was said there, his expression changed, and he left the shallows in a hurry.