The imperial male god always wants to become a monk
Chapter 54 54
Corian's desperate struggle: "Actually, if you really want to go to Snow Planet so much, we can move and I will accompany you. If you don't want to go back to Colin's house, we will come back less..."
He didn't know that Ruan Xia had suffered so much before, but now that he knows, he will definitely protect him in the future.
No matter how decisive Ruan Xia said, Corian would not believe that he didn't like him, or even hated him.
He is not a fool, if Ruan Xia really doesn't love him, he won't be able to see his pain and loathing at all after being married to him for five years, and wishful thinking that his marriage is happy.
The reaction between people and getting along with each other is the most deceiving.....
Even when he pursued Ruan Xia and Ruan Xia kept rejecting him, he could feel that Ruan Xia actually had a crush on him, but it was only because of the complicated relationship between their families.
Later, after he woke up injured.
Ruan Xia agreed to his marriage proposal, seeing the worry in his eyes and the joy of regaining it, and the meticulous, even sincere care for him is not fake.
Not to mention the details of their marriage. Although Ruan Xia seldom talks about it, when people wake up every morning without any pretense and defense, Ruan Xia will subconsciously hug him. He knows that Ruan Xia secretly kissed him , I also know that Ruan Xia once touched his face when he fell asleep... There is a side that is particularly dependent on him.
At some point, she also particularly liked his way of being coquettish and soft-spoken, and even indulged him extraordinarily.
Therefore, he never felt that Ruan Xia didn't like him, but that he didn't like to express.
After venting, and the resentment that continued to devour him, Ruan Xia has completely calmed down, and he lowered his eyes and pondered: "Sometimes, I really don't know if you really can't see these things in our marriage. The problem, I still chose to escape and turn a blind eye..."
"Korian, you know me, you should know that before I say something, before I'm still whitewashing the peace, maybe you can make me soften my heart and continue to bear it, but once I say something, I won't let you go." There is no room for change." He said word by word: "I know you are good to me, and if I separate from you, I may never find someone who likes me so much in my life, but I have already made a choice."
He is not without feelings for Corian.
Humans are emotional, easily soft-hearted animals....
He was willing to try to marry Corian, and he was willing to suppress himself in this marriage for five years, gritted his teeth even if it was painful, and resisted even with resentment, the reason was never old Colin and Bai Li.
It's because of Corian.
He has an attachment to this idiot who has a life completely different from his own and grew up bathed in sunshine, and will soften his heart.
Sometimes he even wants to see this person who has been happy since he was born continue to be happy, and he can't bear to break his happiness.
Maybe some people are born with such a good life, and they can easily be liked by everyone.
To him, Corian is like a little sun—the person who loves him the most in the world.
He was the first person in his dark life who didn't care about his paranoia and sharpness, took the initiative to approach him, cared about him, and didn't care about him being hurt by him.
It's hard not to be impressed by him.
If Corinne wasn't his mother's stepson, even if he didn't like him at first, he would miss this warmth and be touched by his kindness in the long run. If old Colin and Bai Li hadn't persecuted him, maybe he would make peace by himself in the long run. His decision to get married, but in the current situation, no matter how deep his feelings for Corinne are, it will be wiped out sooner or later.
It's not that he didn't think about living a good life with him, but he couldn't restrain himself after all...
It's better to make a clean break now, which is good for everyone.
Seeing this, Gu Lan couldn't help persuading him: "Admiral Keruien, if I want to like someone, I should hope that he will live happily and happily, rather than blindly restraining him by my side. For such a big event as marriage , I think you should respect your lover's choice...to make him happy instead of suffering together."
Ruan Xia has already been forced to raise resentment to eliminate the injustice and resentment in her heart. If she is forced to continue, Gu Lan is really afraid that she will force people into problems.
Kerian's eyes were red and he didn't say a word.
Ruan Xia's attitude was very decisive and calm from beginning to end. He took out the divorce agreement he had prepared and signed it decisively.
Love is too much of a luxury for a man like him, never the most important thing.
After signing, he handed the pen to Kerian and signaled him to sign...
Keruien took the pen, his hand was trembling all the time, he was determined to let Ruan Xia go, but when the strokes landed on the paper, he trembled uncontrollably, unable to write, had to struggle to death and almost begged to look at Ruan Xia: " Don't sign yet, you go to Snow Star first, let's separate and calm down for a while, okay?"
He tried to procrastinate, and he always felt that the procrastination was temporary.
"Early signing and late signing are required..." Ruan Xia said coldly: "Twisted melons are not sweet, Corin Colin, do you have to force me to death to be reconciled?"
Ruan Xia's words are so decisive.
Keruien thought he still had resentment in him, so even if he was reluctant, he had no choice but to sign.
After signing and watching the divorce agreement being opened and notarized by Ruan Xia, Keruien was at a loss and almost looked at him pitifully: "So... will we still be friends in the future? "
"Stop deceiving yourself and others." Ruan Xia was determined.
When Corian got such an answer, his heart ached so much that he almost had a heart attack, but he was still thinking about Ruan Xia's resentment, so he got rid of Gu Lan and helped him get rid of the resentment.
Resentment is not a difficult thing to deal with.
Gu Lan easily expelled it from Ruan Xia, but Admiral Corin's marriage was completely ruined, and he didn't know how long it would take to get over the blow and pain that Ruan Xia brought him.
In fact, the source of Ruan Xia's resentment should be her mother and old Colin. Corinne is actually very innocent.
But as Bai Li's stepson and old Colin's son, he also fell in love with Ruan Xia who shouldn't have liked him, so now he can only admit his failure.
After Ruan Xia finished the divorce notarization, she took the things she had packed and left without looking back.
Gu Lan and Shen Yuan also bid farewell, and in their wedding room in Nuo Da, only the Corian family was left looking at each other in dismay.
*****
"Do you think that if you like someone, you should want him to be happy and happy, rather than blindly restraining him?" The two were silent all the way on the way back, and it took an unknown how long before Shen Yuan couldn't help it. speak out.
When Gu Lan blurted out this sentence just now, he had been thinking about this question.
He thought so when he was young, but now he doesn't feel so.
"of course."
Shen Yuan looked at him with burning eyes, as if trying to test his thoughts: "But like Corin, Ruan Xia would never stay by his side if he didn't use restraint methods, isn't it very sad? ?”
He and Corian are good friends who grew up together, and they are also very familiar with Ruan Xia.
He could see that Ruan Xia had no feelings for Corian...
Ruan Xia's personality seems gentle, but in fact he is fierce. If he really doesn't want to, no one can force him.
It is precisely because of feelings that Ruan Xia struggled with conflicts for so long, and even figured out a way to invite resentment to swallow up resentment.
When it came to the point where she wanted a divorce, she didn't want to hurt Corian, so she used such a roundabout way.
I apologized to him immediately, and never blamed him.
He loves him so he will marry him.
However, if he could choose, Ruan Xia would never choose Corian.
"Even if you are sad, feelings and choices are two-way. One-sided force will not lead to good results. It will only make both of you sad." Gu Lan looked at Shen Yuan with a lot of meaning.
Shen Yuan looked at him: "But if you don't force it, wouldn't you even have the chance to start?"
He was still talking about Corian and Ruan Xia before, but now he was talking about himself and Gu Lan.
In fact, he is also very contradictory...
"I said before that the relationship is two-way. Whether to start the choice should be made by two people together, and it should be decided by the one being pursued." Gu Lan looked directly at him without avoiding, and said word by word: "To force is to be restrained." People can't hold back their hearts."
Shen Yuan looked at him sideways, speechless for a while.
I don't know how long he was silent before he spoke again: "I remember when you were doing the live broadcast, someone asked you what you want to do in the future? Your answer was to become a monk. Now? Has your plan changed?"
"No." Gu Lan looked at Shen Yuan firmly: "I have a firm heart, and I have never changed my mind about my future plans."
It's just that he has the right to decide whether he can become a monk or not, because the marriage relationship in the previous life has never been in his own hands, but in Shen Yuan's hands.
Only when Shen Yuan lets go of his obsessions and settles cause and effect can he become a monk.....
Otherwise, if the stalemate continues, not only will he not be able to become a monk, but his talent in Taoism and the spiritual power brought to him by the reincarnation of gods will be exhausted bit by bit until he completely becomes an ordinary person.
It was fine when she and Shen Yuan were not in the same world before, but in the interstellar era, after marrying Shen Yuan, Gu Lan could clearly feel that the originally abundant spiritual power and talent in her body were disappearing bit by bit.
This is also the reason why Gu Lan is drawing fewer and fewer symbols now, and is becoming more and more slack.
This change made Gu Lan very frightened...
Especially, after Shen Yuan's obsession with him continued to deepen, his talent and spiritual power plummeted... It felt as if God was forcing him to pay off his debts.
Gu Lan was terrified, yet powerless...just didn't know when the Bai Yueguang from the second half of Shen Yuan's life would appear in Shen Yuan's life.
He is now almost Gu Lan's only life-saving straw——
It feels that only when he appears, can Shen Yuan let go of him.
"You shouldn't have forgotten that we're married, right?" Shen Yuan looked at him with burning eyes.
Gu Lan said unhurriedly: "As long as you are willing, I will cooperate with the divorce procedure at any time."
"What if I have to force it?" Shen Yuan pressed his shoulder lightly, looking at him like a poisonous snake staring at its prey, making people's scalp numb for no reason.
Gu Lan was not afraid of him at all, but said flatly: "A twisted melon is not sweet."
"Really?" Shen Yuan sneered, and pressed his shoulder vigorously.
Gu Lan was forced into his arms by him. Before he could react for a while, he felt a tingling pain in the back of his neck. As the sharp canine teeth entered the flesh and blood of the glands in the back of his neck, the tingling electric current only It spread throughout his whole body in an instant, making him weak from the spine.
"you--"
The feeling of desire flooded Gu Lan's whole body in an instant, making him so soft that he fell into Shen Yuan's arms, making him feel uncontrollably happy while suffering.
Shen Yuan marked him with glands.
Because of the development of interstellar era inhibitors and pheromone masking plugs, Gu Lan almost forgot the difference between this era and the era he was born in.
His current body constitution is an omega.
The kind that is most prone to heat.
Gu Lan was born with few desires, and it was the first time that the omega body brought him such a raging desire, which almost made him feel a little flustered and at a loss.
His whole body was shaking violently. Because of the influence of the pheromone being marked, although he resisted in his heart, not only did his body not react in struggle, he even couldn't help but hugged Shen Yuan tightly, and grabbed Shen Yuan with his hands uncontrollably. His shoulders, trying to make the other party closer to him, and then closer.
How long this mark lasted is unknown.
As a result, when Shen Yuan let go of Gu Lan, Gu Lan was limp and powerless.
"I think this twisted melon is quite sweet." Shen Yuan wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, sniffing the pheromone smell that once haunted him and was completely covered and wrapped by his own smell, his face bloomed A smile that was both cruel and content.
Affected by the omega physique, Gu Lan has completely collapsed in his arms, unable to say a word.
Shen Yuan gently pinched his chin, leaned into his ear and said, "Although as an alpha, I should respect my partner's ideas, but don't forget, you owe me."
"Even if you made an unintentional mistake when you were five years old, my father and brother still died because of you..."
No matter in the previous life or in this life, Gu Lan owed him... Since he owed him, he didn't have the right to break free and refuse, it was God who sent him to his side.
Let him repay his.
He didn't know that Ruan Xia had suffered so much before, but now that he knows, he will definitely protect him in the future.
No matter how decisive Ruan Xia said, Corian would not believe that he didn't like him, or even hated him.
He is not a fool, if Ruan Xia really doesn't love him, he won't be able to see his pain and loathing at all after being married to him for five years, and wishful thinking that his marriage is happy.
The reaction between people and getting along with each other is the most deceiving.....
Even when he pursued Ruan Xia and Ruan Xia kept rejecting him, he could feel that Ruan Xia actually had a crush on him, but it was only because of the complicated relationship between their families.
Later, after he woke up injured.
Ruan Xia agreed to his marriage proposal, seeing the worry in his eyes and the joy of regaining it, and the meticulous, even sincere care for him is not fake.
Not to mention the details of their marriage. Although Ruan Xia seldom talks about it, when people wake up every morning without any pretense and defense, Ruan Xia will subconsciously hug him. He knows that Ruan Xia secretly kissed him , I also know that Ruan Xia once touched his face when he fell asleep... There is a side that is particularly dependent on him.
At some point, she also particularly liked his way of being coquettish and soft-spoken, and even indulged him extraordinarily.
Therefore, he never felt that Ruan Xia didn't like him, but that he didn't like to express.
After venting, and the resentment that continued to devour him, Ruan Xia has completely calmed down, and he lowered his eyes and pondered: "Sometimes, I really don't know if you really can't see these things in our marriage. The problem, I still chose to escape and turn a blind eye..."
"Korian, you know me, you should know that before I say something, before I'm still whitewashing the peace, maybe you can make me soften my heart and continue to bear it, but once I say something, I won't let you go." There is no room for change." He said word by word: "I know you are good to me, and if I separate from you, I may never find someone who likes me so much in my life, but I have already made a choice."
He is not without feelings for Corian.
Humans are emotional, easily soft-hearted animals....
He was willing to try to marry Corian, and he was willing to suppress himself in this marriage for five years, gritted his teeth even if it was painful, and resisted even with resentment, the reason was never old Colin and Bai Li.
It's because of Corian.
He has an attachment to this idiot who has a life completely different from his own and grew up bathed in sunshine, and will soften his heart.
Sometimes he even wants to see this person who has been happy since he was born continue to be happy, and he can't bear to break his happiness.
Maybe some people are born with such a good life, and they can easily be liked by everyone.
To him, Corian is like a little sun—the person who loves him the most in the world.
He was the first person in his dark life who didn't care about his paranoia and sharpness, took the initiative to approach him, cared about him, and didn't care about him being hurt by him.
It's hard not to be impressed by him.
If Corinne wasn't his mother's stepson, even if he didn't like him at first, he would miss this warmth and be touched by his kindness in the long run. If old Colin and Bai Li hadn't persecuted him, maybe he would make peace by himself in the long run. His decision to get married, but in the current situation, no matter how deep his feelings for Corinne are, it will be wiped out sooner or later.
It's not that he didn't think about living a good life with him, but he couldn't restrain himself after all...
It's better to make a clean break now, which is good for everyone.
Seeing this, Gu Lan couldn't help persuading him: "Admiral Keruien, if I want to like someone, I should hope that he will live happily and happily, rather than blindly restraining him by my side. For such a big event as marriage , I think you should respect your lover's choice...to make him happy instead of suffering together."
Ruan Xia has already been forced to raise resentment to eliminate the injustice and resentment in her heart. If she is forced to continue, Gu Lan is really afraid that she will force people into problems.
Kerian's eyes were red and he didn't say a word.
Ruan Xia's attitude was very decisive and calm from beginning to end. He took out the divorce agreement he had prepared and signed it decisively.
Love is too much of a luxury for a man like him, never the most important thing.
After signing, he handed the pen to Kerian and signaled him to sign...
Keruien took the pen, his hand was trembling all the time, he was determined to let Ruan Xia go, but when the strokes landed on the paper, he trembled uncontrollably, unable to write, had to struggle to death and almost begged to look at Ruan Xia: " Don't sign yet, you go to Snow Star first, let's separate and calm down for a while, okay?"
He tried to procrastinate, and he always felt that the procrastination was temporary.
"Early signing and late signing are required..." Ruan Xia said coldly: "Twisted melons are not sweet, Corin Colin, do you have to force me to death to be reconciled?"
Ruan Xia's words are so decisive.
Keruien thought he still had resentment in him, so even if he was reluctant, he had no choice but to sign.
After signing and watching the divorce agreement being opened and notarized by Ruan Xia, Keruien was at a loss and almost looked at him pitifully: "So... will we still be friends in the future? "
"Stop deceiving yourself and others." Ruan Xia was determined.
When Corian got such an answer, his heart ached so much that he almost had a heart attack, but he was still thinking about Ruan Xia's resentment, so he got rid of Gu Lan and helped him get rid of the resentment.
Resentment is not a difficult thing to deal with.
Gu Lan easily expelled it from Ruan Xia, but Admiral Corin's marriage was completely ruined, and he didn't know how long it would take to get over the blow and pain that Ruan Xia brought him.
In fact, the source of Ruan Xia's resentment should be her mother and old Colin. Corinne is actually very innocent.
But as Bai Li's stepson and old Colin's son, he also fell in love with Ruan Xia who shouldn't have liked him, so now he can only admit his failure.
After Ruan Xia finished the divorce notarization, she took the things she had packed and left without looking back.
Gu Lan and Shen Yuan also bid farewell, and in their wedding room in Nuo Da, only the Corian family was left looking at each other in dismay.
*****
"Do you think that if you like someone, you should want him to be happy and happy, rather than blindly restraining him?" The two were silent all the way on the way back, and it took an unknown how long before Shen Yuan couldn't help it. speak out.
When Gu Lan blurted out this sentence just now, he had been thinking about this question.
He thought so when he was young, but now he doesn't feel so.
"of course."
Shen Yuan looked at him with burning eyes, as if trying to test his thoughts: "But like Corin, Ruan Xia would never stay by his side if he didn't use restraint methods, isn't it very sad? ?”
He and Corian are good friends who grew up together, and they are also very familiar with Ruan Xia.
He could see that Ruan Xia had no feelings for Corian...
Ruan Xia's personality seems gentle, but in fact he is fierce. If he really doesn't want to, no one can force him.
It is precisely because of feelings that Ruan Xia struggled with conflicts for so long, and even figured out a way to invite resentment to swallow up resentment.
When it came to the point where she wanted a divorce, she didn't want to hurt Corian, so she used such a roundabout way.
I apologized to him immediately, and never blamed him.
He loves him so he will marry him.
However, if he could choose, Ruan Xia would never choose Corian.
"Even if you are sad, feelings and choices are two-way. One-sided force will not lead to good results. It will only make both of you sad." Gu Lan looked at Shen Yuan with a lot of meaning.
Shen Yuan looked at him: "But if you don't force it, wouldn't you even have the chance to start?"
He was still talking about Corian and Ruan Xia before, but now he was talking about himself and Gu Lan.
In fact, he is also very contradictory...
"I said before that the relationship is two-way. Whether to start the choice should be made by two people together, and it should be decided by the one being pursued." Gu Lan looked directly at him without avoiding, and said word by word: "To force is to be restrained." People can't hold back their hearts."
Shen Yuan looked at him sideways, speechless for a while.
I don't know how long he was silent before he spoke again: "I remember when you were doing the live broadcast, someone asked you what you want to do in the future? Your answer was to become a monk. Now? Has your plan changed?"
"No." Gu Lan looked at Shen Yuan firmly: "I have a firm heart, and I have never changed my mind about my future plans."
It's just that he has the right to decide whether he can become a monk or not, because the marriage relationship in the previous life has never been in his own hands, but in Shen Yuan's hands.
Only when Shen Yuan lets go of his obsessions and settles cause and effect can he become a monk.....
Otherwise, if the stalemate continues, not only will he not be able to become a monk, but his talent in Taoism and the spiritual power brought to him by the reincarnation of gods will be exhausted bit by bit until he completely becomes an ordinary person.
It was fine when she and Shen Yuan were not in the same world before, but in the interstellar era, after marrying Shen Yuan, Gu Lan could clearly feel that the originally abundant spiritual power and talent in her body were disappearing bit by bit.
This is also the reason why Gu Lan is drawing fewer and fewer symbols now, and is becoming more and more slack.
This change made Gu Lan very frightened...
Especially, after Shen Yuan's obsession with him continued to deepen, his talent and spiritual power plummeted... It felt as if God was forcing him to pay off his debts.
Gu Lan was terrified, yet powerless...just didn't know when the Bai Yueguang from the second half of Shen Yuan's life would appear in Shen Yuan's life.
He is now almost Gu Lan's only life-saving straw——
It feels that only when he appears, can Shen Yuan let go of him.
"You shouldn't have forgotten that we're married, right?" Shen Yuan looked at him with burning eyes.
Gu Lan said unhurriedly: "As long as you are willing, I will cooperate with the divorce procedure at any time."
"What if I have to force it?" Shen Yuan pressed his shoulder lightly, looking at him like a poisonous snake staring at its prey, making people's scalp numb for no reason.
Gu Lan was not afraid of him at all, but said flatly: "A twisted melon is not sweet."
"Really?" Shen Yuan sneered, and pressed his shoulder vigorously.
Gu Lan was forced into his arms by him. Before he could react for a while, he felt a tingling pain in the back of his neck. As the sharp canine teeth entered the flesh and blood of the glands in the back of his neck, the tingling electric current only It spread throughout his whole body in an instant, making him weak from the spine.
"you--"
The feeling of desire flooded Gu Lan's whole body in an instant, making him so soft that he fell into Shen Yuan's arms, making him feel uncontrollably happy while suffering.
Shen Yuan marked him with glands.
Because of the development of interstellar era inhibitors and pheromone masking plugs, Gu Lan almost forgot the difference between this era and the era he was born in.
His current body constitution is an omega.
The kind that is most prone to heat.
Gu Lan was born with few desires, and it was the first time that the omega body brought him such a raging desire, which almost made him feel a little flustered and at a loss.
His whole body was shaking violently. Because of the influence of the pheromone being marked, although he resisted in his heart, not only did his body not react in struggle, he even couldn't help but hugged Shen Yuan tightly, and grabbed Shen Yuan with his hands uncontrollably. His shoulders, trying to make the other party closer to him, and then closer.
How long this mark lasted is unknown.
As a result, when Shen Yuan let go of Gu Lan, Gu Lan was limp and powerless.
"I think this twisted melon is quite sweet." Shen Yuan wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, sniffing the pheromone smell that once haunted him and was completely covered and wrapped by his own smell, his face bloomed A smile that was both cruel and content.
Affected by the omega physique, Gu Lan has completely collapsed in his arms, unable to say a word.
Shen Yuan gently pinched his chin, leaned into his ear and said, "Although as an alpha, I should respect my partner's ideas, but don't forget, you owe me."
"Even if you made an unintentional mistake when you were five years old, my father and brother still died because of you..."
No matter in the previous life or in this life, Gu Lan owed him... Since he owed him, he didn't have the right to break free and refuse, it was God who sent him to his side.
Let him repay his.
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