I have nothing to talk to you about but love

Liang Yun waited quietly for her to speak.

"Why are you here... Get out!"

Mother Tang said a little excitedly.

Liang Yun didn't move, he bent down and bowed to Mother Tang, then raised his head and looked at her calmly.

"Auntie, I'm sorry to bother you. I'm here because I want to talk to you about something."

His tone was humble, and he thoughtfully took out a tissue in his hand.Mother Tang thought that when she fainted just now, it was Liang Yun who appeared in time and helped her up.Thinking of something, she sat back on the sofa with an ugly expression on her face.

"Just say what you want." She said indifferently, looking at the potted plants on the table.

Liang Yun nodded lightly, and said: "Auntie, I want to apologize to you again for what happened back then. I'm sorry. I'm solely responsible for what my father did. You can scold me whatever you want."

Tang's mother didn't speak, her face was a little pale: "You have already apologized back then, and now you are telling me this again, is it because of Ah Xu?"

"Yes."

Liang Yun didn't deny it. He looked at Tang's mother with sincere and firm eyes: "I know that Tang Xu won't be with me without your permission. So I beg you to give us a chance."

"Why do you think I'll give you a chance?" Mother Tang raised her eyelids and looked at him coldly: "I'm just such a son, do you think I will agree with him to be with a man?"

"I know." Liang Yun pursed her lips, her eyes were bright and resolute, "Tang Xu is everything to you, but you probably don't want your son to be unhappy, do you?"

"I know better than you how he is doing." Mother Tang said displeased.

Liang Yun smiled, "Maybe our understanding is very one-sided."

He looked at Tang's mother with calm eyes, and said softly: "I used to think that I would make his life better if I separated from him, but now I realize that I was wrong. Auntie, do you know that he has How hard it was, he never told you, did he?"

Mother Tang's eyes moved, she clenched her palms tightly and did not speak.

Indeed, Tang Xu never talked about his work with her.Even during the most depressing period of his career, he just stayed in the room all day long, silently looking out the window.They are the closest mother and son, but there are many things that Tang Xu still won't say to him.His pain, torment, suffering, the most secret thing in his heart, will not be shared with her.

"What do you want to say?" She looked at Liang Yun.

"What I want to say is that I have the ability to make him live happily and not to work so hard." Liang Yun looked at him deeply, with begging and hope in his eyes: "I know you can't forget what my father has done to you. But I am willing to use the rest of my life to make up for it. I will do my best to treat Tang Xu well, and I will do my best to honor you with Tang Xu."

Mother Tang looked down at the pills on the table, but said nothing.

She remembered the first time she saw Liang Yun, he was standing shyly at the door with a lot of supplements in his hand, smiling and saying hello to Auntie.During the few days he was with Tang Xu, she had never seen her son smile so happily; and when Tang's father was hospitalized, he also stayed by Tang Xu's side every step of the way, even if she asked him to leave; She has known Liang Yun's character for a long time. In his bones, he and Tang Xu are actually very similar. They can do everything for the sake of feelings, and can give up anything for the sake of feelings.

It's been five years, and she thought that Liang Yun had long forgotten about this inexperienced relationship with her son. With his appearance and character, it should be very easy to talk about a girlfriend who is well-matched.But she didn't expect that after five years, his feelings for Tang Xu remained unchanged, and he was even willing to humbly come here to beg her.

Mother Tang was silent for a long time, and sighed softly.

"Let's go." She seemed to be extremely tired, her eyes were half closed, and she leaned wearily on the pillow behind her.

Liang Yun didn't understand what she meant, he stood where he was, hesitatingly said: "Auntie, I—"

"I want to be alone, you go first."

Seeing her tired expression, Liang Yun said worriedly: "How about I take you to the hospital first?"

"No need." Mother Tang knew her situation. Near the end of the period, her schoolwork had also increased a lot. She was already getting old and lacked rest recently, so the old problem of dizziness reappeared. Going to the hospital is nothing more than prescribing medicine Eat, there is no need.

Hearing what she said, Liang Yun couldn't force himself, nodded to her, and left hesitantly.

After Liang Yun left, Mother Tang stood up.She glanced at the dark sky outside the window, returned to her desk, and opened the drawer.On the top was a photo frame inlaid with a family photo. She took out the photo frame and gently stroked the familiar but unfamiliar face of the man on the right with her fingers, her eyes gradually becoming wet.

Old Tang, if you hadn't been so stubborn back then, it would have been great...

When Tang Xu's cell phone rang, he had just got off the bus back to Shencheng.He was already restless, but when the phone rang, and saw that Tang's mother's call was displayed on the screen, he tightened his grip on the phone nervously.

"Qiuyang, wait for me, I'll answer the phone." He waved to Xu Qiuyang.

"It's okay, the driver hasn't arrived yet." Xu Qiuyang helped him carry the backpack.

Tang Xu walked aside, Shencheng was extremely cold in December, he stood in the cold wind, took a breath, and then answered the phone.

"mom."

"A Xu, are you asleep?" It was Tang's mother's gentle voice.

Tang Xu shook his head: "I haven't slept yet. Mom, are you looking for me... Is there anything else?" He had a premonition that this call was related to Liang Yun.

"I do have something I want to tell you." Tang's mother glanced at Tang's father's black and white photo frame on the bedside, lowered her eyes and said, "Ah Xu, in fact, mother should have told you about this a long time ago. I haven't told you all this time. , I hope you won't be angry with your mother."

"What's the matter?" Tang Xu pretended to smile relaxedly: "It can't be that you found a new partner and didn't tell me?"

Tang's mother was amused by him: "You child, what are you talking about?" She quickly regained her calm expression, and her eyes were also stained with a trace of guilt.

"Mom wants to tell you that when your father passed away, in fact...it wasn't stimulated by Liang Yun's father."

Tang Xu's expression froze, and he said dryly: "Mom, you are..."

"It's your father himself—" Mother Tang sighed heavily. She had kept this secret in her heart for too many years, and at the moment when she finally wanted to tell it, she felt an unspeakable sense of relief.

"Your dad was feeling unwell before, and I asked him to go to the hospital, but he didn't go, insisting that he was fine. Then, what happened to you happened again, and your dad was so angry that he finished talking to you in your dormitory that day. , he said that he wanted to teach you a lesson, and he had to delay going to the hospital the next day, just to make you feel guilty when he saw him sick. Unexpectedly, Liang Yun’s father happened to come to the door at that time, and your father didn’t wake up for long I felt unwell, and when he saw your father, he just fell ill, and it was Liang Yun's father who called the ambulance..."

"Although your father's death has nothing to do with Liang Yun's father, his attitude is indeed too arrogant, and he even sent that kind of photo to the house. Your father left in a hurry, so I thought, this misunderstanding is okay without explaining it. After all, I I also don't want to see you and Liang Yun together..."

"Axu, I'm sorry, my mother lied to you for so many years..."

"Can you forgive mom?"

Tang Xu clutched his cell phone, and after listening to Tang's mother's words, he fell into a daze and stupefied.Until Mother Tang's low sobs brought him back to his senses.

"Mom..." As soon as he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was extremely dry.His eyes hurt, and the whole world seemed to turn into a misty lawn in front of his eyes, full of traps that frightened him.

"You didn't apologize to me, you don't have to blame yourself." He lowered his head and looked at the concrete road under his feet, his throat seemed to be blocked by a ball of hot blood: "It's my fault for making you so difficult and making Dad take such a big risk." risk, even at the cost of his own life.”

"Axu..." Tang's mother was afraid that he would end up in a dead end, so she hurriedly persuaded him, "Don't think too much, it's not your fault. Your father's death has nothing to do with anyone. It's because he didn't pay attention to his body. -"

"Mom, I have something else to do, so I'll hang up first." Tang Xu interrupted her.

Without waiting for Tang's mother to respond, he pinched the phone.This was the first time that he acted so rudely in front of Mother Tang.

Tang Xu looked at the darkened phone screen, blinked, and looked up at the sky.

There is not a single star. At night in the city, only the colorful neon lights on the tall buildings illuminate the sky.

He took a deep breath, and the bone-chilling air penetrated into his lungs, stimulating his internal organs.He suddenly felt a dull pain, coming from the deepest part of his heart, like a knife, gouging out his flesh and blood.

He wrongly blamed Liang Yun, he has always wrongly blamed him...

He has done so much for himself, but he has done nothing for him, and he is still standing in the victim's position as a matter of course, pushing his sincerity away time and time again...

"Brother Tang, who called you?" Xu Qiuyang saw him squatting on the ground suddenly, and hurried over.

Tang Xu pulled his hat down to cover his face, he smiled palely: "It's nothing, it's about work."

"Then why are you squatting on the ground?" Xu Qiuyang was puzzled, he clearly saw a flash of sadness in Tang Xu's eyes.

"It's a little cold, squatting on the ground can reduce the heat dissipation area." Tang Xu took out the mask in his pocket and put it on again. He looked at Xu Qiuyang and smiled, "Is the driver here?"

"Well, it's at the door, we just go out."

"Then let's go." Tang Xu stood up.

On the way back, Tang Xu wrapped his coat and leaned against the car window without saying a word.

Xu Qiuyang was not stupid, he knew that the phone call must be very important to Tang Xu, otherwise Tang Xu would not have changed so much in just a few minutes.

"Brother Tang, take a look at the address, right?" Xu Qiuyang asked the driver to take him back to the community first. He sat in the co-pilot and turned to check the address with Tang Xu.

Tang Xu revealed a pair of eyes and nodded slightly.

There was another silence in the carriage.Xu Qiuyang glanced at his watch, and when he was hesitating where to take Tang Xu for dinner, a low voice sounded from behind.

"Qiuyang, I'm sorry, I can't have dinner with you tonight. I want to go home first."