lack of love

Zhong Qiran is looking for candidates for a psychiatrist recently, and finally Yan Hao's condition has improved a little, he still hopes that Yan Hao can keep it up, and even recover better.After all, he is not a professional, and he can't judge Yan Hao's recovery based on his own thoughts, and it's not a solution to always bother the previous psychiatrist.

He has had this idea for a while, but because Yan Hao rejected Yan's mother once before, he didn't mention it.But now Yan Hao has made some changes, and he also thinks it's time, instead of groping around by himself, it's better to seek professional help.

After listening to Zhong Qiran's opinion, Yan Hao did not express any objection.He would reject his mother before, and he also knew that Yan's mother had some selfish intentions, and she always wanted to cure his homosexual disease, so he refused.Most parents in the world are like this, so there is nothing to blame.But Zhong Qiran was different, he was thinking for his own good, and Yan Hao had no reason to refuse.

After getting Yan Hao's consent, Zhong Qiran checked the information on the Internet and also asked the previous psychologist.

That doctor can be said to be the person who knows Yan Hao's situation best. After his evaluation, he suggested that Zhong Qiran find a clinical psychologist.Judging from Yan Hao's current situation, he is basically no different from ordinary people, and only needs follow-up follow-up.Clinical psychologists have been in contact with patients for a long time and have richer experience in dealing with them, especially in brain injuries and persistent psychological distress.

Zhong Qiran followed the doctor's advice and turned to a clinical psychologist, planning to do long-term counseling and follow-up.

It is impossible for the Yan family not to know about this matter.Yan's father expressed his optimism, since the Yan family is not short of the money anyway, even if it is not difficult to hire someone to treat him; Yan's mother probably still has a bit of a grudge about her son's previous rejection, and feels a little uncomfortable in her heart.

And Zhong Qiran also finalized the candidate under the doctor's introduction.He personally called to ask, and the other party was quite interested after hearing Yan Hao's situation, and agreed to talk about it face to face.

It's just that Zhong Qiran was a little surprised, the other party's voice sounded quite young.

It wasn't until the day when the other party came to visit in person that Zhong Qiran realized that it wasn't that this person had a young voice, but that he was very young in person. He just graduated last year and is currently doing an internship.

Zhong Qiran didn't look for someone based on age, but on experience first.It was hard for him to imagine that this person younger than himself skipped graduate school and passed the national special examination to obtain a license as a clinical psychologist.

This clinical psychologist was handsome, and his appearance was not bad. His temperament was similar to that of Zhong Qiran, and he was even more bookish.He showed a polite smile and introduced himself, "Hello, my name is Lian Siqiao."

Zhong Qi was stunned for a moment, and soon came back to his senses, and invited him into the room.

Although Yan's father had some doubts about this young child, he didn't say much after all.Yan's mother sat aside and watched without saying a word.

Lian Siqiao had probably been used to this kind of reaction for a long time, so she was not surprised.He inquired clearly about Yan Hao's situation, and quickly drew up a consultation plan. His performance was very professional, and his conversation could not be doubted or underestimated.But a few short conversations quickly dispelled the Yan family's doubts about his age.

Zhong Qiran has always admired such a confident and calm person, and he has a good impression of him.

And it was rare for Yan Hao not to just stare at Zhong Qiran as usual, he put more eyes on the therapist.When he was expressionless, it would make people feel intimidated, but Lian Siqiao didn't seem to be afraid at all, and talked with Yan Hao comfortably.

When Yan's mother saw this scene, she remained calm on the surface, rubbing her fingers secretly.

Zhong Qiran quickly finalized the itinerary with Lian Siqiao, temporarily agreeing to have psychological consultation twice a week.Lian Siqiao gave a good impression, with a kind attitude, neither humble nor overbearing.

In a sense, it is also unforgettable.If Lian Siqiao is gay, he must be very popular.

Zhong Qi didn't know what was wrong, after seeing Lian Siqiao, he was a little worried about gains and losses.He naturally hoped that the person who healed Yan Hao would be the best, but it was too good and vaguely unpleasant.Especially in the subsequent consultations, the two spent a lot of time alone.He felt that he might have been spoiled by Yan Hao during this time, and for a moment he hoped that it would be good for him to keep it like this, and only have the desire to monopolize himself, and not to change again.It is said that love is selfish, and now it seems that it is not true at all.

Yan Hao had just finished taking a shower, saw Zhong Qi was in a daze, walked behind him and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zhong Qiran turned his head and joked, "I'm afraid you will be abducted by others."

"I won't." Yan Hao said very casually but firmly, "If you care, then change someone else."

When Zhong Qiran heard his usual tone, he immediately calmed down again.He shook his head and said, "No, I think I just envy him."

"Why?" Yan Hao's tone was flat and unremarkable, as if he didn't understand what the man was so envious of.For a proud man like him, even without the aftereffects of a car accident, it would probably be difficult for him to understand what envy is.

"Because he is not afraid of the eyes of others, and only pursues what he wants." This was once Zhong Qiran felt that he could not do it, even though he has taken this step now, recalling the past, he still feels a little emotional.If he had been more determined, many things would have been resolved long ago, and it would not have caused so many misunderstandings and regrets.

"Don't envy others." Yan Hao said, "In my eyes, you are the best."

Yan Hao's psychological counseling began soon.

Lian Siqiao is a very professional psychological counselor. He not only talks to Yan Hao alone, but also interviews with members of Yan's family individually, analyzing Yan Hao's situation from various aspects.

His father and mother praised him a lot.And Zhong Qiran also completely trusted Lian Siqiao after talking with him once.

After the first week was over, Yan Hao didn't mention the replacement anymore, and he seemed to be less wary of Lian Siqiao.

After the second week, Yan Hao was able to reveal his past with Zhong Qiran to him.

After the third week, Yan Hao would sometimes stare at him in a daze.

Since the beginning of psychological counseling, Yan's mother has been paying attention to the changes in her son all the time.After all, she arranged people secretly, and she always wanted to know how it worked out.At the beginning, she couldn't find any good candidates from her sisters, but she inadvertently found out that Zhong Qiran was looking for a clinical psychologist, so she knew this was an opportunity.The best way to make neither of them suspicious is to let Zhong Qiran find this person himself.

Although Yan's mother didn't know much about Zhong Qiran, at least she knew that he would not harm her son.The circle of the medical profession is not big or small, and you can quickly find out what kind of talents you want.So Yan's mother took the first step to find Lian Siqiao, but when she came to the door and explained her intentions, the other party politely refused.She didn't give up, left a blank check, and offered many favorable conditions for him to consider again.

Yan's mother waited for a few more days, but she didn't get any news. At first, she thought there was no hope. It wasn't until the day Lian Siqiao took the initiative to pay a visit that she had hope again.

As expected, Lian Siqiao did not disappoint her, but in just three weeks, she had already attracted the attention of her son.

And Yan's mother was not idle, and simply tried to create a chance encounter between the two outside.Although Zhong Qiran commutes with Yan Hao, but after all, his job is different, so it is impossible for him to be by Yan Hao's side all the time.Yan's mother wanted to know her son's itinerary, and that was just a matter of asking.Then she sent a message to Lian Siqiao while her son was on a business trip one day, asking him to seize the opportunity.

Thus, Yan Hao and Lian Siqiao met under Yan's mother's arrangement.

Yan's mother was sitting in the car, watching the two standing on the road talking for a few words, and then walked towards the restaurant together.

Compared with Zhong Qiran, Yan's mother is indeed more satisfied with Lian Siqiao.But whether it is pleasing to the eye is another matter. Her son will never spend his whole life with a man.

Lian Siqiao's dress today is more casual, and she doesn't look as serious as when she was working.

But Yan Hao's gaze was still involuntarily attracted to him.He admitted that he was really confused at first, but later he realized that he saw Zhong Qiran's shadow on this person.

This is a high-end Chinese restaurant, and there are screens between each table, allowing for private conversations.The waiter took the two of them to their seats, poured water, and did not order food.

As soon as he sat down, Yan Hao asked, "Who told you to approach me?"

Lian Siqiao smiled at him, not at all embarrassed after being exposed."I'm still wondering when are you going to ask," he said.