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"Chuxue, Legolas." The doctor, wearing a red cloak, turned his head and smiled at the elf who was one step behind.The delicate little face was almost buried in the bright red cloak, and it looked even more like a white jade, with a head of jet-black hair casually scattered behind him. The doctor smiled and looked at the elf tenderly, exhaling white mist while speaking, purely happy.The wind blew his hair, and he looked comfortable, as if the gods in the sky were about to leave the mortal world in the next moment.

The elf took a breath and reached out to grab the doctor's hand. "What's the matter, Legolas?" the doctor asked softly. "It's nothing." The touch in his hand was truly warm and delicate. The elf felt relieved, but he didn't let go of his hand, and walked forward holding her hand.The horses of the two were grazing and resting not far away. When the doctor saw the grassland, he proposed to get off the horse and walk, so the two walked slowly together, talking in low voices and smiling at each other.

This year's first snow came in the strong wind, like the stars scattered from the sky, thin, small and pure white.They fall from the sky gently, and are happily hugged and kissed by the wind or other creatures, and their happy laughter can even be heard.The doctor and the elf, too, laughed and kissed their hair, their cheeks, their lips, their eyelashes, their fingers.The snow is still too young to cover the earth with a pure white dress, but in this climate, the warm hands of this person beside me are already a blessing in life.

As the two walked, neither of them wanted to look back, and neither of them wanted to stop. Even though there were so many sweet times like this between them, every time it came, people tried their best to keep it, and couldn't bear to let it go.The snow is getting bigger and bigger, and the surrounding area has been covered with a layer of white.

The doctor's face was rosy, like a red apple.The elf worried that the doctor was a little tired, so he proposed to go back.The doctor looked at the horse like a black spot, and leaned on the elf to walk back contentedly.

At this time, the snow was flying like goose feathers, mixed with the wind blowing head-on, replacing tenderness with brutal carnival.

"Let's find a place to take shelter first, and then set off after the blizzard leaves." The elf almost wanted to hug the wrapped doctor forward.They moved quickly, returned to the original place, pulled the somewhat irritable horses, and galloped towards the forest where they had come.The wind and snow in the forest is much less than that on the plain, but it is getting bigger and bigger, and I believe it will engulf the forest in a short time.

The doctor and the elf rested in a cave, picked up dry logs, and lit a fire.Drinking hot tea comfortably, leaning against each other with blankets to keep warm.The doctor let the elf lie on his lap, and gently dried the elf's long, somewhat damp golden hair. From time to time, he ran his fingers back and forth to comb it gently.The storm at the entrance of the cave whizzed past the university, but it didn't affect them at all. Everything was still so warm and soft, very comfortable.

The elf was drowsy, but a ferocious wolf's head protruded from the cave, awakening the lazy elf.Greedy and savage animal eyes, lip skin turned out, exposing scarlet gums and bone white fangs, saliva dripping from between the teeth, accompanied by snorting heat, silently peering at the food he identified.It gradually walked in. The shiny gray fur, strong and powerful limbs, vigorous figure, and radiance all showed that this was a superior wolf. It was not easy to deal with, but the only thing that was fortunate was that he was a lone wolf.It is very rare for a wolf to forage alone. The doctor guessed that it might have been exiled by the leader of the wolf pack, but the current situation cannot be described anymore.

The elf looked serious, drew the bow to the full string, and shot an arrow decisively!The gray wolf escaped!It quickly moved in front of the elf, and its sharp teeth were about to penetrate the elf's arm, but was stopped by the dagger drawn by the elf, and it pushed back with force.

The doctor drew out his dagger, held it tightly, and observed the situation.The gray wolf paced back and forth within a short distance, panting heavily. This distance is not suitable for bows and arrows, so the elf drew out another short knife on his back and bullied him!

"Hyman, we have to get out of here." The elf wiped off the blood on the short knife, his handsome face was stained with blood, he looked a little indifferent and sacred, staring at the gradually cold corpse on the ground, "Fresh meat will attract more people Mighty carnivore." The doctor nodded and smiled, and joked, "Even the Valar help us." The doctor was referring to the blizzard that had stopped and the sky had cleared.

"Go!" The elf smelled the reminder from the wind, got on the horse, and lifted the doctor to the horse (······).The doctor whipped the horse and followed the elf: "What's the matter, Legolas?"

"It's the wolves, they're coming." The elf sat upside down on the horse. His flexible and strong body made him never worry about falling off the horse. He drew his bow again and again, harvesting one after another of the galloping beasts.

"Hyman!!!!!!!!!!" Seeing that the doctor was thrown into the snow by a beast leaping from behind the snowdrift, and the elf rolled off the galloping horse, he even forgot the best way to do it. The weapon is in front of the doctor with his bare hands!Bone White's sharp teeth were about to bite into the elf's perfect arm. In a panic, the doctor forgot the dagger in his hand and pushed the elf's arm away. The sharp teeth that had been bitten by Kankan drew a fleshy wound!The elf reacted and stabbed the beast with a backhand. At the same time, the wolf king jumped up from behind the elf, trying to bite off the elf's neck while sacrificing a wolf!

"Legolas!" cried the doctor sharply, almost losing all his strength.I don't want him to go!I don't want him to leave me!Use your strength!The doctor's eyes were red, panting heavily, and shot out the dagger at a speed that was almost invisible!Right in the throat, the wolf king fell heavily into the snow before he even had time to howl.

Seeing this, the surrounding wolves scattered away, and soon there was only a vast expanse of whiteness, silent trees, warm corpses and two people who were still in shock.They hugged tightly and lay in the snow, neither of them getting up.They just kept hugging to confirm each other's warmth and vitality.Hearing the doctor's rapid heartbeat, the elf thanked Vera insincerely, almost losing his little doctor, which made his heart ache.

The elf suddenly remembered the wound on the doctor's wrist, and quickly got up to bandage the doctor.The doctor gazed tenderly at the elf who was frowning at his wound, and gently comforted him: "It's okay, Legolas, it will be fine in a few days." forward.

The doctor had no choice but to hold the elf's face, put his forehead against his forehead, and looked at him with a gentle smile and love in his eyes: "I am a doctor, Legolas, you have to trust me."

"Hyman!" The elf suddenly said in surprise.Following the elf's gaze, the doctor touched his own pointed ears and his suddenly long black hair, his gaze became ecstatic and very fiery, "You have become an elf, Hyman! We don't have to separate! "

When the two of them didn't pay attention, the sky began to snow, fine and soft. They looked at each other, reluctant to look away, and escaped from the drowning tenderness and affection.The white snow fell on the doctor's black hair, which was particularly conspicuous. They also fell on the cheeks, eyelashes, and lips of the two of them.

Shen Zhao smiled: "It's like icing sugar." But the doctor quietly blushed again, and looked away, "Would you like to taste it, Legolas?"

The answer disappeared in their touching lips. They closed their eyes and kissed tenderly in the icing sky and the silence of the sky.There are no warm words of love, just a shallow touch of lips and tongue, intertwined with each other, swallowed with love and tenderness without haste, warming the whole body from the beating heart.Soft to the touch, tingling nerves, the doctor and the elf both had flushed cheeks when they parted, not daring to look at each other.

"Go, Legolas." The doctor turned his back on the elf, and mounted his horse.The elf recovered from the bewildered state, smiled, and wanted to step forward to stand side by side with the doctor, but he was suddenly horrified to find that he could not move, and could only watch the doctor gallop away and disappear into the white world.

Hyman!Hyman!Hyman!The elf yelled the doctor's name again and again in his heart, his eyes were red, he couldn't move even with all his strength, his heart was enveloped in despair, his eyes were cracked, don't leave me! ! !He roared and roared, almost losing hope.The doctor who had gone away for a long time suddenly turned his head. It was obvious that the distance was far away, but the elf saw the doctor's expressionless face clearly and meticulously. His eyes were no longer gentle, and there was an expression of indifference.As if hearing the call of an elf, he replied: "I don't want you anymore. I hate you." Immediately, he disappeared into the vast world.

"Hyman! Don't go!" The elf woke up from his dream, and the sweet memory turned into a nightmare every night. Cold sweat flowed from the handsome face of the elf, who was always calm, across the corners of his lips that were no longer smiling. Falls into the soil, leaching out the color.He stared at the small patch of dark color, and seemed to see again the hot tear that flowed from the doctor's cloak when he left.

"Did you dream about the doctor again?" The ranger who was resting in the shadow asked for the known answer.His chiseled handsome face is hidden in the cloak, lush brown shoulder-length curly hair, bushy beard, and strong limbs, showing a rough charm different from that of elves, especially his eyes, even in the dark. The shy and sharp eyes are deep and sharp.

"Yeah." The elf was expressionless, and his soft blond hair spread out gently, sleeping on his shoulders and back. His face was always handsome and young, but his vibrant blue eyes had faded away after leaving the doctor. He became as silent as his father, as if nothing could awaken his buried soul and life.

In fact, after leaving the doctor, as long as he is resting, not only falling asleep, but even closing his eyes, the doctor's every move will clearly appear in the darkness, calling his name with a gentle smile, and worrying about him with a sly smile. Worried frowns, shining eyes when angry, slightly raised mouth corners, deliberate coquettishness, considerateness enduring pain...

[Leglass, look at the fire burning clouds! 】【Leglass, I'm so tired, carry me on your back. 】【Can't get up, Legolas, sleep a little longer】【You are so annoying, I won't talk to you anymore. 】【I think the snacks here are very good, you can try one, ah~】

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The elves never knew that everything about one person could be so deeply embedded in another person's life, as Heyman was for him.Leaving him, it seems that everything in this world has nothing to do with it, and has lost its meaning.Even once, after he and Aragorn rescued a village of villagers from the invasion of orcs, he even hoped that he would die in battle. Facing the thanks of the simple villagers, he couldn't even smile.

The world is gray to him.I don't close my eyes, I can't see Hyman, but I think about him all the time, his hair, his starry eyes, his smile, his gentleness, his petty temper, the scar on his wrist, his slender waist, his flexibility His limbs, his slender legs, his tiny ankles, and his soft and fiery lips.

Heyman had kindled a fire in the elf's heart, burning from the most important place, reaching to the whole body, warming him.But he forgot that apart from warmth, he also burned him, awakening his desire and longing.

I want to hug him to sleep as always, I want to protect him from anything, I want him to smile at me all the time, I want to feel his little temper, I want to hide him from anyone to see, I want to hug Him, I want... I want to kiss him, I want to possess him, I want to enter him.

Today, only three days after being separated from the doctor, the elf finally found out what he wanted.The previous considerations were just excuses, the lack of support for his father, the limitations of his own common sense, and the hesitation about the hurt from the last relationship that didn't end well, all made him hesitate to move forward, and even pushed his lover away.

I'm so sorry.The elf suffers all the time, if he gets hurt in my absence, if his secret is revealed, if he has a new friend, if... if he doesn't love me anymore.Just thinking about it makes the elf hurt so much that he can't move. Love is as sweet as it is sharp.

The doctor's long hair is tied behind him casually, no one asks, there is no warm body to hug in the lonely night, the leisurely and comfortable tenderness has long been far away from him, and the tacit understanding of each other is no longer there.Every bit of the elf's life has long been related to the doctor and grew up together.Digging it out alive at this moment is like splitting the soul, half of it goes to the distance with the lover, and the other half stays in the empty shell to linger on.I can't love anymore.

The elf can't sleep peacefully every night, wishing to reach his lover in the next second and tell him that he loves him and he is wrong.But the elf immediately became afraid of the doctor's unforgiveness. What if the doctor really wanted to leave him, no longer love him, or even hate him, as in a dream?So he dared not face him again.

He is his weakness, his reverse scale, anyone who moves will be smashed to pieces, but now he is crushed by stupidity himself, so he is in pain.

The author has something to say:

This chapter is fat la la la la

How are you all doing during Chinese New Year?The author's dog is exhausted QAQ.

It's a small abuse, so it won't be too long (I haven't written the plot for so long, I really want to shoot my own slow [bye] [bye])

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