Classmates, restrain yourself

Seeing that I didn't speak, Sheng Xiaobo got anxious and knocked on the window, "Hey, what do you think, why don't I show you the way? That would be a serious crime."

"Look at your poor mouth." They are also bad academic masters.

The cigarette smoked quickly, probably because of the extremely depressed mood, even if the proprietress backed me, she might not be able to harden up, so what can I do to understand.

I have never dared to go to a gay bar, I am afraid that Yue Yangqiu will confirm the news that I am gay, and I will probably be haunted to death.

Am I a useless man?

I don’t think so, as to why a person likes a man or a woman, this may be a question that philosophers need to consider. I am only responsible for liking, and then take a path I want to take, and it has nothing to do with whether it is useful or not.

Sheng Xiaobo ran out of the house and sat next to me. Seeing that there was only one butt left of the cigarette in my hand, he reached out and grabbed it for me and then extinguished it on the ground, "I have to go to my dad's place for dinner tonight. My family knows you're here. , I am preparing a large table of dishes, and I will invite you to drink tomorrow night."

"Hmm...why do I feel that the sunset is so late on your side, the sun is still big." The eye-catching orange looks like a big fire is about to burn.

The afterglow of the setting sun turned out to be more like a flashback before the twilight, and it was so enthusiastic that it made people flustered.

Sheng Xiaobo looked in the direction of the setting sun, and then he was blinded and quickly blocked it with his hands, "It's only after five o'clock, midsummer, and it doesn't start getting dark until eight o'clock, you blame us for the bad boundary? It's dark over there Why don't you tell me later."

"..."

I didn't speak, and Sheng Xiaobo stopped talking.

That place is no longer my home, after all, Sheng Xiaobo's home will be my home in the future.

I will live in this area from now on, and if I don’t get into university, I will inherit my grandma’s small broken courtyard, and live a life of picking chrysanthemums and seeing Nanshan leisurely under the eastern fence.

But people are still young, and embarking on the journey of retirement early is no different from waiting for death, so every time I look at the surrounding environment, I feel that I am getting closer to suffocation.

Sheng Xiaobo also noticed it, and muttered in a low voice, "Actually, this place is alright...a small place has a small place, you and I have lived here since we were young...and Shao Jia, we didn't think there was anything..."

"Hmm." People have to try to get used to it, and it's not unacceptable, but the status quo always takes time to get used to.

Sitting with Sheng Xiaobo on the steps of the door and resting their cheeks on their hands for 10 minutes, Shao Jia suddenly rushed out of the room with one shoe missing.

He walked out while carrying it, and the other hand was answering the phone, busy like a shuttle on a loom, "Okay, I understand, I am welcome! How many times do I have to say it? I fell asleep after resting in the cram school, I didn't mean it! Got it, I'll go back right away!"

Shao Jia hung up the phone, and cursed the words that were about to swallow, "Fuck!"

Sheng Xiaobo poked his head to look at him, "Why are you in such a hurry?"

Shao Jia was busy tying his shoelaces, without turning his head, he just said, "The relatives at home are too busy to die."

After he finished speaking, he suddenly turned to look at me, "Yes, you."

I said, "Xu Yang."

"You, Xu Yang, do you live here at night?"

Without even thinking about it, I replied, "Live."

Sheng Xiaobo interrupted me suddenly, "No, Xu Yang... When I called my dad just now, he said... He meant that you should at least live in our house for a few days before moving here, otherwise it won't look good. My home is your home, how can you sleep in cram school on the first night?"

Sheng Xiaobo was persuaded by his father.

Shao Jia had already tied his shoelaces, and looked at us impatiently as if he was about to run home at any moment.

I ignored what Sheng Xiaobo said, and just said to Shao Jia, "I'll come over after dinner, but it might be ten o'clock in the evening."

"Okay, I lost my key. I might come over tonight. I guess it will be after ten o'clock. Just open the door for me." Shao Jia ran away after finishing speaking, the shoelaces were not yet tied into a bow, As if being urged to death.

I want to know what kind of relatives came from his family to scare him into such a state.

Sheng Xiaobo stared at his back and sighed, took a twig and scribbled on the ground, "Yangzi, I know you feel uncomfortable, let alone let you here alone..."

"Isn't there still Shao Jia that night?" I said.

I didn't stay here because of Shao Jia. I planned to sleep here. It is certain that Sheng Xiaobo's house can't fit in. I have worked hard to make me feel that I don't feel excluded. In fact, I don't need to trouble them like this.

Maybe it would be better to give me a relatively quiet space.

"Shao Jia, Shao Jia..." Sheng Xiaobo turned his head and looked at me resentfully, "Xu Yang, tell me what's going on with you, I always think you like him."

"..."

Surprised, Sheng Xiaobo's eyes that are good at spotting gay guys are too damn poisonous, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"I'm talking nonsense? Xu Yang, don't you dare to say that? How many friends have you made over the years? Why did you see Shao Jia's eyes like those of the elders today?"

Sheng Xiaobo seldom said such thoughtless words, so I yelled at him, "Hello."

Without looking up, he drew a pile of shit on the ground with a branch, and wrote my name under the shit.

I couldn't laugh or cry for a while, thinking that he was jealous of his friends.

"What are you doing? Isn't it because you always praise him that I look at him more? I'm preconceived. If you think I think highly of him, that's because you always praise him."

Sheng Xiaobo's ears drooped even more when he heard that, "No...I didn't mean that...Shao Jia is a nice person, but he is not as good as you. I hope you don't have any hostility towards him because...he is very talkative in this film. Yes, I don't want you to be isolated, but I didn't expect you to be so fond of him."

I was stunned for a while, "I didn't..."

"I can see it!" he retorted loudly.

I suppressed a smile, "Fatty, you...are jealous."

"You, you fart!" Sheng Xiaobo stammered until he blushed, "Do you know what it means to be jealous? I'm jealous of you... If my future daughter-in-law finds out, she might even scold me."

Sheng Xiaobo is an honest man, I can't always tease him like this, "Don't be angry, I don't think Shao Jia is better than you, really."

"Really?" He squinted at me, his small eyes were sharp and painful, a little cute little fat man.

"real."

I found out later that Sheng Xiaobo didn't have many friends, and I had little contact with him before.

And Shao Jia would not have played with a gentle boy like him, it was Sheng Xiaobo who accidentally helped him once, and the relationship between the two of them became closer since then, but Shao Jia has many friends, and there is no shortage of Sheng Xiaobo .

Probably because Shao Jia always has a mentality of protecting the weak, so he likes to protect Sheng Xiaobo who has helped him in everything. Whether it is loyalty or impulsiveness, Sheng Xiaobo always feels that his relationship with Shao Jia is precarious, because Shao Jia really does not lack a friend.

If I am completely confused by Shao Jia again, he will be sad.

I'm a little happy, as if I've surpassed that stinky Shao Jia in some places.

When I arrived at Sheng Xiaobo's house, my head almost exploded after greetings, and I finally had time to catch my breath when dinner was about to start, so I sent a message to my dad.

I don’t usually use online banking much, and I like to bring cash, but now that I don’t have my ID card, it’s hard to reissue a bank card, so I can only contact my dad and ask him to transfer some money to my various social accounts, otherwise his son should I have eaten a hundred meals.

My dad usually hates me for being weak, but today he has a good attitude. He also teased me why I didn't drop my head together to make it better. Then he paid me a huge sum of money.

I still owe Shao Jia 200 yuan here, so I can only transfer the money to him. I don’t want to owe him all the time, but I don’t have his contact information.

"Yangzi, Yangzi! I want to ask you something..."

Sheng Xiaobo pulled my arm under the table, I raised my head suddenly, and met his enthusiastic family, "Ah...Mr. Sheng, I..."

I didn't hear what Sheng Xiaobo's father said.

Sheng Xiaobo's father is the physics teacher in our cram school. I called him uncle when I was a child. During the summer vacation of the freshman year of high school, he sent Sheng Xiaobo to my house to play. When I saw him, I used to call him teacher.

Teacher Sheng is not the kind of person who likes to show off. He smiled and asked Sheng Xiaobo to pour soup into the bowl for me, "I heard from Xiaobo that you would like to live in the cram school and want to study more at night? Is it because your family is too busy?" Is it a little messy?"

"Uh, um... I want to learn more at night, for fear that it will affect Xiaobo's sleep." My tongue was about to tie up as I lied.

I probably won't study after watching movies all night.

The excuse was too legitimate, Teacher Sheng said something else, and finally agreed with me to go over at night.

Sheng Xiaobo's bed is not big, it's a bit awkward for two big boys to fall asleep, the main reason is that there are too many women in his family, it's always inconvenient for me, a strange man, to break in suddenly.

After dinner, Sheng Xiaobo wanted to send me back to the cram school, but I refused again.

"Just let me go for a walk alone, to feel this place, and you can go back to sleep with peace of mind, okay?"

Under the moonlight, only Sheng Xiaobo's puffed cheeks could be seen, with an expression of disbelief on his face, "Are you walking alone, won't you see Shao Jia soon?"

"Damn..." I raised my leg to kick him, "You're still in good spirits, aren't you?"

"No, I was just kidding, I just... want to tell you that Shao Jia is not easy to get along with, if you think he makes you uncomfortable, just ignore him."

"I know you're such an idiot, I'll change my attitude after a while." I'm quite happy that Sheng Xiaobo is dissatisfied with Shao Jia.

I don't know if Sheng Xiaobo likes to be friends with me more when I am happy, or if Shao Jia is sometimes disliked by others when I am happy.

But when I went back to the cram school, I got lost again and followed the navigation in a mess.

It was almost ten o'clock when I came out of Sheng Xiaobo's house, and it was 10:30 after I strolled on the street.

Sheng Xiaobo probably has gone home to wash and sleep, if I call him again, his family will be alarmed, and he will simply wander the streets recklessly.

At eleven o'clock, there was a call from an unfamiliar number. I stared at the screen for a while, but I really didn't recognize it, so I hung up.

As a result, the man kept calling, hung up again, called again, hung up again.

Still playing.

With such perseverance, I subconsciously accepted it.

"Xu Yang, if you don't come back, return the key to Sheng Xiaobo, and I will use it."