My deskmate makes me unwilling to study

Qingda Family Courtyard is a building built decades ago. The exterior is designed in the style of a small Chinese-style building. There are climbing wall roses planted in the corners, and a large area is opened deep and shallow.Walking along the rose vines, the end of the flower garden is a rockery with flowing water. There is a stone pier next to it. There used to be a stone pot on it to grow flowers. Later, the stone pot was removed, leaving only the stone pier in place.

Wen Xiao sat on it.

He was propped on the ground with his long legs, his lines were thin and thin like a teenager, his shoulder blades were supported by palms on his back, and he was slightly raising his chin to kiss Ikeno.

During the interval, he gasped for breath, "Why do you—"

Chi Ye noticed his subtle reaction, breathed tremblingly, bit his lower lip, and asked in a low voice, "It's more comfortable to kiss you than before?" His voice was deep and hoarse.

Wen Xiao didn't respond, but only half-lidded his eyelids, the cold color in his eyes became the night light of midsummer, and he replied vaguely: "I have made some progress."

Chi Ye kissed fiercely, and then pressed against the other's lips: "Because of frequent practice, I don't know how many times I kissed you in my dreams..."

During the most tiring and exhausting period, Ikeno could sleep with his eyes closed and touch the pillow. He often slept so deeply that when he was woken up by the alarm clock, he couldn't tell whether he had slept for a few minutes or a few hours.

Sometimes he dreams of Wenxiao.

In the dream, Wen Xiao was like green bamboo, wearing the blue and white school uniform of Mingnan High School, with a black schoolbag hanging on one shoulder, standing on the side of the street with a cold expression.The light-colored lower lip is slightly stretched, looking fragile, but also hiding a bit of vigor.

Or they sat in the last row of the classroom, elbow to elbow.Old Xu was giving a lecture on the podium, someone fell asleep in front of him, and someone was taking notes.Wen Xiao lowered his head to brush the questions, focused his side face, revealing a fair part of the back of his neck, and a very short stubble on the back hairline, which should be soft to the touch and not at all prickly.

Every time he opened his eyes from such a dream, Chi Ye would feel a little dazed.

So much so that now that he is holding her tightly in his arms, he wonders if this is a dream that he fell asleep in the examination room.

When he was woken up, there were still desks and examination papers in front of him.

Unexpectedly, Wen Xiao asked this question before him: "Are you really here?"

Hearing this sentence, Ikeno laughed first.Pressing the curved shoulder blades under his fingers, feeling the heat from the fabric, he replied: "Well, really."

Not a hallucination, not a dream.

As the ending softened, Chi Ye lightly touched Wen Xiao's lips, not daring to use any strength.

Wen Xiao said, "It's too light."

"Fuck." With a low curse, the next moment, Chi Ye felt his limbs and bones burning up, and squeezed Wen Xiao's jaw with his fingers, and kissed him hard.

It has been a year since they were separated, but when their lips were pressed together, they still fit together.Wen Xiao was deprived of oxygen by the turbulent kisses, and subconsciously turned his head to the side to breathe in the gust of wind and rain.Noticing his small movements, Chi Ye pressed the back of his neck and pressed back.As a habit, Wen Xiao tilted his head slightly, letting the tip of his nose lightly brush against the other's.

At this moment, Wen Xiao felt startled that even though a year had really been lost, he hadn't forgotten anything—like a branded imprint, his body remembered it all.

It has been integrated into instinct.

All the anxiety before turned into soreness in the bottom of his heart, and the name he unconsciously wrote down in the notebook again and again finally turned into the real person in front of him.

Noticing Wen Xiao's tension from the beginning to the relaxation now, Chi Ye's throat hurts.

He thought, fortunately, he finally came to this person.

He was not beaten, he was not tripped, he was always toward the light.

He was never defeated in life.

very nice.

Walking under the street lamp, Wen Xiao rubbed his fingers against the broken lower lip, and asked, "How did you get here?"

The last round of the college entrance examination ended at five o'clock, but now, Chi Ye had already stood in front of him.

Ikeno skipped the twists and turns: "Taxi, high-speed rail, taxi."

Wen Xiao turned his head to look at him, his clear eyes reflected the light, and asked again: "Are you going back at night?"

Chi Ye asked back, "Are you willing to go back?"

After two seconds, Wen Xiao replied: "Reluctantly."

Chi Ye pursed his lips, and put his hands in his trouser pockets habitually: "Then I won't go back, I will live wherever you want me to live."

Although Wen Xiao has been in Qingzhou for a year, this city has not made him feel a sense of identity. It is obviously like Mingnan with tall buildings and streets.

Unfamiliar with the surroundings, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to see which hotels were nearby, but first saw a message from his grandmother.

Looking up, Wen Xiao met Shang Chiye's eyes: "Grandma asked you to stay at home tonight, the exact words."

Opening the door, Wen Xiao found his spare slippers from the shoe cabinet and gave them to Chi Ye, and saw that the light in the living room was on, but the door of grandma's bedroom was already closed.

After passing the kitchen, Wen Xiao turned back and asked Chi Ye: "Have you had dinner yet?"

Chi Ye followed behind and confessed: "I didn't eat, but I bought a bottle of Coke while waiting for the high-speed train at the station."

From the end of the exam until now, my spirit has been as tense as a bowstring, I have no appetite at all, and I don't feel hungry.It wasn't until now that Wen Xiao asked about it that Chi Ye felt a pain in his stomach.

Wen Xiao turned on the light in the kitchen: "There are noodles in the cupboard, eggs are in the refrigerator, cooking a bowl of noodles?"

Chi Ye was not polite, and went into the kitchen to boil water.

Leaning against the door frame, Wen Xiao looked at Chi Ye, the water in the pot was gradually bubbling, white mist was rising, and a mist formed before his eyes, "Add a little more water, I want to eat it too."

"Are you hungry too?" Ikeno added cold water in a good-tempered manner, and skillfully fried two eggs while cooking the noodles.

The two of them finished eating quietly, as before, Wen Xiao got up to wash the dishes, and asked Chi Ye to wait in the bedroom.

There was a slight sound of water flowing outside the door, and Chi Ye stood on the wooden floor of the bedroom, observing carefully.This is where Wen Xiao lived for a year.Counting it, it was even longer than Wen Xiao's time in Jiuzhang Road.

There are not many things in the room, the bed, desk, wardrobe, and a bookshelf attached to the ceiling, everything is neatly arranged, not messy at all.

Ikeno glanced around, and suddenly settled on the desk.

The black schoolbag was casually placed beside the chair, several notebooks were randomly spread out on the desk, the pages were blown by the wind blowing in from the window, and there was a photo frame next to the lamp holder of the desk lamp.

After Wen Xiao washed the dishes and entered the bedroom, he saw Chi Ye standing in front of the desk, holding a photo frame in his hand and looking carefully.

I was at a loss from the bottom of my heart, as if some secret had been caught.

Ikeno shook the photo frame in his hand, "Who took the photo? I remember at this time, during the learning exchange meeting, the whole building went to the auditorium. You dragged me back to the classroom and let me listen to white noise to catch my sleep."

"Well," Wen Xiao closed the bedroom door and explained, "Old Xu took a picture with his mobile phone. He went back to his office to get something, passed by the classroom and saw it, and took a picture. He gave it to me the day I transferred to another school as a souvenir. "

"Old Xu's photography skills are much better than his erhu playing skills." Putting the photo frame back carefully, Chi Ye continued, "Leaving school before the college entrance examination, Lao Xu poured a large pot of chicken soup, and put a lot of Everyone said they were crying. The class went out one by one to say goodbye to Lao Xu, who was sitting on the podium, crying until his eyes were red, as if he had stayed up for several days at night."

"Cheng Xiaoning arrived half an hour early that morning, and many people were blocked by him at the school gate, angrily reminding the school uniform that the zipper was not closed, reading a book while walking, with too long uncut hair, and hiding the mobile phone in the pocket of the school uniform He was discovered. But everyone was very cooperative that day and did not choke with him. When the preparatory bell rang, someone saw Cheng Xiaoning standing at the school gate, wiping his eyes with a piece of paper."

"and also--"

"Chi Ye." Wen Xiao interrupted him.

Ikeno stopped talking and didn't say any more.He knew why he was rambling on about the attached middle school.After the first love, Yokogaki separated from each other for a whole year.Their lives do not intersect, like two parallel lines, gradually extending forward in different cities.

Subconsciously, he couldn't wait to say something familiar to both of them to eliminate the strangeness and the gap of this year.

Wen Xiao told him, "We don't need to do this."

At this moment, the uneasiness in Chi Ye's heart subsided like a tide.

Finding his own T-shirt and sweatpants from the closet, Wen Xiao threw it to Chi Ye: "Going to take a shower?"

Ike Ye took the clothes in his hands, "Okay."

Half an hour later, the two were lying on the bed.

Chi Ye smelled the familiar scent of shampoo and shower gel on his body. He was about the same height and build as Wen Xiao, and his clothes were not tight at all. meaning.

Wen Xiao reached out to dim the light of the bedside lamp, so that the room was shrouded in warm yellow light.

After a few seconds, he simply turned off the light, moved his position, lay down next to Chi Ye, and closed his eyes.

After a long time, in the darkness, Wen Xiao called out in a low voice, "Brother Chi?"

Chi Ye's voice was sleepy, hoarse and gentle: "Well, your brother Chi is here."