She's like a lifesaver

"You..." Jiang Li hesitated to speak.

There seems to be no response.

Jiang Li turned around.

The door of Ye Yishu's office is still open, if He Xiang is discovered by her, no one knows what kind of trouble it will cause.

After thinking about it, Jiang Li walked towards He Si.

Jiang Li squatted down| body and put the cardboard box aside.

He seems to be immersed in his own world, indifferent to everything happening around him.

Jiang Li held He Si's tightly clenched fist and said in a low voice, "Don't do this, I'm afraid that you will be sad if you find out, so Yi Shucai won't tell you anything."

He Ru stared blankly, and slowly let go of his mouth.

The bitten place on He Ru's arm left a deep tooth mark, and the blood was still flowing out.

Jiang Li couldn't bear to look at it, so she raised her head and looked at He Sian.

Unexpectedly, the picture in front of her was even more unacceptable to her.

He Ru's lips were covered with blood, some flowed down the corners of his mouth, and some spread to his chin. He didn't have any sense of beauty as shown on TV, especially those bloodshot eyes.

Tears were clamoring wildly, but He Sian stubbornly held them in his eyes, not letting them flow.

He Ru opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse than gravel rubbing, "Can I ask you some questions?"

Jiang Li nodded, "Come with me."

Jiang Li picked up the box and left first.

He Xiang stood up, hesitating.

He moved towards Ye Yishu's office with shaky steps, then backed away as if frightened, and turned around in a panic to follow Jiang Li.

Jiang Li didn't see any entanglement, but she felt the same way.

After all, the feelings are the same, even if the way of love is different, the pain can also kill people.

Jiang Li took He Si to the small garden of the inpatient department. There is no summer heat here, and it is so quiet that people can't bear to speak loudly.

"Sit." Jiang Li said.

He seemed to stand still.

Jiang Li didn't force her, she put down her things and found a seat to sit down, and said, "When did you come here? Did you hear everything we said?"

"Yeah." He Si took a step back, leaned against the pillars in the corridor, raised his head and didn't know what he was looking at, "Send He Qiqi to school in the afternoon, the school is very close to the hospital, when Xiao Yezi called, I was already there Ready to get off."

"She didn't intend to let you know about these things."

"I know."

"Then you..." Jiang Li didn't know how to speak, "What are you going to do?"

He Ru's body stiffened, "I didn't think about it. I have many problems. The biggest one is that my emotions are all on my face. It's impossible for me to pretend I don't know."

"But it's an injury, and it's hard to tell anyone."

Why don't you say anything.

Of course she understands this truth, but the more ambiguous some things are, the more difficult it is for her to overcome.

Jiang Li suddenly hooked her lips and smiled easily, "He Xiang, I moved to 1304 in the second month after you broke up. Before that, I knew nothing about you, but after that, I started from Ye Yi. I have seen a complete you in my sparse memory, do you know what you look like in my impression?"

"I don't know." He Xiang replied.

So far, she knows nothing about Ye Yishu's life in the past six years. The sporadic knowledge is just that Ye Yishu loves her and has always loved her. As for how she describes herself to others, she guesses not come out.

"You are the sunshine in her life."

"That's not my impression."

Jiang Li didn't refute, but asked rhetorically, "When we broke up, you forced her by jumping off a building, right?"

The topic changed abruptly, and the seemingly indifferent eyes became fierce in an instant, "...Yes!"

Jiang Li narrowed her eyes, and her gaze deepened, "Yi Shu said that she is also pushing herself."

He seemed surprised, "What?!"

Jiang Li turned her head and looked into the distance, not wanting to see a little self-blame in He Si's eyes, "You already know the reason for breaking up, but you don't know what Yi Shu did to yourself to force you to leave."

"You..." He Ruo scratched his hair, his tone was a little impatient, "I don't want to hear this."

Jiang Li ignored it, "The question you want to ask me is how did she get here in the past six years? Why don't you want to hear it now?"

Why don't you know.

She is in a mess now and can't think of anything.

"Breaking up with you is the beginning of my life in the past six years. If you want to know it, you must know the beginning." Jiang Li leaned on the pillar, pulled a leaf from the vine, and continued the topic just now, "Before going to the rooftop, what is the beginning?" Shu gave herself a sedative, she was afraid that she could not control her emotions dominated by fear, and you would see the clue."

He Si was confused, she always thought that Ye Yishu's calm and impersonal words came from her heart, but later, after reconciling, she didn't think about it again.

It turned out that she had struggled.

"Yi Shu said that breaking up with you is a gamble for her. If she wins, she owes you a relationship. If she loses, she owes you a life. She uses two lives to prevent you from jumping off and watching it again. Not to her.

In the end you still jumped, but you jumped back to the roof.

So Yishu won the bet.

If she wins, she will use all the good things to repay the relationship she owes you. "

"After you left, Yishu moved to 1302, and there was nothing in the house except a bed.

The empty life is her punishment for choosing the path that hurts you the most but is the only one that can protect you.

And the 1302 pair who can recall the sweet love when they open their eyes and close their eyes, it is proof that she can't let you go and feels guilty for you. "

Unable to stand still, He Ruo slid down the pillar and sat on the ground.

Jiang Li said these words, it seems to be guessed.

But when she guesses, she always subconsciously chooses the reason that is the easiest to make her feel at ease. Now that she is naked| naked in front of her eyes, He Sicai suddenly feels distressed.

"After you had an accident abroad, Yi Shu contacted Yi Xin. Yi Xin, do you know who it is?"

He Ru nodded, unable to make a sound.

"Yi Xin loves Yi Shu very much, she almost single-handedly brought up Yi Shu for her busy parents, you can try to imagine the relationship between them.

The deeper the relationship, the deeper the hurt after being left behind suddenly.

Especially after the only remaining brother also had an accident.

Therefore, even though Yixin left a contact information for Yishu when she left home, she never took the initiative to contact her. "

Jiang Li took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly.

When she spoke again, her voice became a little louder, "But one day, Yi Shu suddenly told me that she asked Yi Xin to find you.

At that time, I just felt that this decision was sudden, and I didn't understand what prompted her to make this decision. Now that I think about it, she should have made up her mind after watching the video of you being beaten. "

Jiang Li paused, not knowing whether to continue with the next words.

Sensing Jiang Li's hesitation, He Si forced a smile and said, "It's okay, tell me, I'll listen."

Jiang Li sighed secretly, "He Xiang, including asking Yixin to take you to the battlefield where you may die at any time, is all a decision made by Yishu himself after suffering.

Only that place Liu Zhao's hand could not reach.

But what about your safety? "

"She asked Sister Xin to protect me all the way." He Si answered for Jiang Li.

"Yes." Jiang Li affirmed, "Yi Shu just wanted to contact Yi Xin but had to. He wanted you to be safe but had to send you to the battlefield. He wanted you and Yi Xin to be safe but had to be with you." The paradox of making choices among them passed those six years.

During those six years, except for the occasional media reports, Yi Shu didn’t have any news about you, and Yi Xin didn’t tell her anything.

After all, it is a battlefield, no matter how well protected you are, there will be times when you get hurt. Yixin is a sensible person, she knows that if she says one more word, Yishu will feel more guilty, so she simply doesn't say a word about your situation.

Across the distance and time difference, Yishu has to be at the mercy of Liu Zhao to ensure that he will not attack you, and on the other hand carefully collects evidence that can negotiate with him. Apart from the fear of life every day, all that is left is worrying and missing you. .

After six years of this kind of life, Yishu can still go back to the past with you, how much perseverance and persistence it takes, you can imagine without me telling you. "

He Ru hugged his knees and looked at Jiang Li with red eyes, "When we were together, I always stood up for her. She is so soft and easy to bully. Why do you think I need to be protected by her?"

Jiang Li didn't answer.

She tossed the coin in her palm upwards, clasped her hands together and closed her eyes tightly when it landed in her palm again.

"What are you doing?" He seemed puzzled.

Jiang Li opened her eyes and spread her palms, "The word is facing up."

"Ok?"

Jiang Li put away the coin and looked at He Si, letting out a breath as if she had made up her mind.

"Tell you a little story." Jiang Li blinked her eyes playfully, which didn't match her age, but matched her relaxed tone, "I like a person, a woman, a wild conservation volunteer."

"A handsome job." He Si praised sincerely.

Jiang Li nodded, and couldn't hide the admiration in her eyes, "No matter who it is, dreams always get closer and closer to reality as they grow older, but she has not changed since the day she knew what dreams are.

In this world, except for dreams, nothing can keep her, including feelings.

I always thought so. "

He Ru frowned, hesitant to speak.

"Until one day, she sent an email saying that she liked me since she was a child.

She said that she would come back to me when the work in Australia came to an end.

I promised to wait for her.

But I waited until my father was critically ill, and she never showed up again until I married someone else. "

"What's wrong with her?" He Si asked.

Jiang Li laughed softly, "She said that she prefers to find excitement in the deserted wilderness than the ordinary life day after day.

Over the years, I have received photos from her one after another. Without exception, they are all ferocious animals, but I can always see the desire to survive in their eyes.

Over time, I began to fall in love with the world I imagined.

In that world, the strong prey on the weak, but there is no human-made killing.

The person I like rescues the weak in that world, and at the same time, she is also protecting the strong. "

"The strong also need protection?" He seemed puzzled.

"Yes, they need protection more than the weak." Jiang Li looked at He Xiang, speaking slowly and clearly, "Because the weak know that their survival is not easy, they always try to avoid the whirlpool.

Hiding may not be brilliant, but it must live longer than knowingly committing a crime.

But what about the strong?

They are naturally drawn to the battlefield. "

"Towards the battlefield." He Xiang muttered in a low voice.

She seemed to understand what Jiang Li meant.

"He Xiang, you have experienced five years of war. You know the truth of the war better than anyone else. Have you ever seen a war without gunpowder and death?"

He Ru shook his head, "If there is a confrontation, there will be casualties."

"Yes." Jiang Li stood up, and put her hands holding coins into her trouser pockets, "He Bi, Yishu witnessed your childhood, and also participated in your adulthood. With Yishu, you not only need her protection The weak are the strong who need her utmost protection.

So, how to keep the weak at ease and the strong safe?

The only answer is to let them behave and stay away from the battlefield. "

"Why, the word tough refers to you and Yishu, you are tough, but she is tough.

Toughness can certainly withstand storms, but tenacity is the best able to withstand blows.

Liu Zhao is your battlefield, as long as you are here, you will definitely stand in front of Yishu and protect her desperately.

But Yishu knows better than you who Liu Zhao is. To keep you safe, she can only drive you away and find a way to get things back to the original point by herself. "

Jiang Li stood up and picked up the box, "He Bi, this is what you want to know. In the past six years, I only talked about her situation, and didn't say what efforts she had made for your relationship. I think, as long as you With these starting points, no matter what she does, she will be understood."

He Xiang, "I, you let me think again."

Jiang Li took a step forward, He Ruo could just see her shoes.

"As long as you pay attention to Yixin's death, you will know. You carefully recall Yishu's performance. Did she show any sadness in front of you?"

He Xiang shook his head, "No."

"Yes, she didn't. Her dearest sister died, and she didn't show any sadness." Jiang Li lowered her voice, trying not to touch He Si's sensitive nerves, "He Si, she tried so hard not to let you know , you are so smart, as long as you put your heart into it, you can figure out whether we should dig out these scars again to make her feel uncomfortable."

"..."

"I'm leaving. If you need anything, you can find me at 1304." Jiang Li said.

He Ru stared blankly at Jiang Li passing by in front of his eyes, and when his eyes brushed against the bracelet on her wrist, he suddenly said, "Sister, can I ask you another question?"

"Ah."

"What's the name of the person you like?"

"Tao Wan, the one to keep."

After speaking, Jiang Li left without hesitation.

He Si froze in place, his face turned pale.

A few seconds later, He Ru frantically took out his phone and rummaged through the photo album.

One second before Jiang Li's back disappeared at the corner, He Ru clicked on a black-and-white photo, with two words written in the lower right corner of the photo - Tao Wan.

"He Xiang, I am very happy to die on this grassland, but I am also regretful.

I made a promise to someone that I would go back to her after work and tell her face to face that I liked her for 35 of the 21 years I knew her.

But before long, my ashes will be scattered in these animals' new homes, and my work will never end, so I can never go back to her. "

"You know my email address, and the password is the full spelling of my name plus 522.

Every winter, please help me send her some photos and tell her that I am doing well.

It is enough to send it until I am 50 years old. My dream is only planned to be 50 years old. If I have not returned by then, she will know where I stayed. "

"He Xiang, her name is Xiaoxiao, I'm the only one in this world who calls her that."