Mr. Chang who refuses to be hijacked by love

Weird name? "Yu Yang couldn't help asking, frowning, but when he looked up, he saw his tear-filled eyes.

"You don't like it? Then I won't call..." He tried his best to please, "I thought you wouldn't come."

Yu Yang avoided his sight and said nonsense: "I am a person with a strong plan. Besides, no matter what you treat, you should start well and end well. Isn't this what you want?"

"Don't alienate me like this..." He tried to make amends like the "little adolescent girl" he said.

Yu Yang said: "This is how I treat ordinary friends. If you don't keep a distance from him, what should he do if he likes me to pester me?"

Chang Zhou couldn't hear the arrogance in his tone at all, sniffed, lowered his head and said dejectedly: "I know."

When he landed and arrived at the hotel, Chang Zhou followed him at a distance, listening to him tell the front desk in English that he changed the couple's suite into two single rooms.Yu Yang finished on his own, and deliberately turned around to ask his opinion: "Is this arrangement okay?" Chang Zhou looked at the ground dumbly and said, "Yes."

Yu Yang had done evil all day, lying on the bed at night, his chest was in pain.But to see the light, such evil deeds will have to be carried out for a few more days.

Later, they set off from Marrakech, traced the wind and sand from the foot of the Atlas Mountains, and reached the hinterland of the North African desert for two full days.On the last night, Yu Yang took him to camp under the dome full of stars. He fixed the tent on the ground with his own hands, arranged sleeping bags for two people, and then sat on a low and gentle slope far away to smoke.Chang Zhou followed his footsteps and made another one.He sat docilely beside Yu Yang. Yu Yang blew out a smoke ring and shared with him the most vulgar desire under his neat clothes: "I once dreamed of having sex under the starry sky in the desert." He put out the cigarette and sighed seriously "It seems unrealistic now, the night temperature in the desert is too low."

Chang Zhou leaned his weight over and called out to him in a hoarse voice.His hot face was pressed against Yu Yang's exposed neck, Yu Yang's heart trembled, and when he turned his head to see his blushing skin, he realized that he was calling him "husband".

He grabbed his fingers into the sand and explained to the two of them in a relieved tone, "This matter on the bed was originally persecuted by me unilaterally. You have the right to pretend that I am ignorant and humiliate you."

"no--"

"Under the bed, I can't even let you down," Yu Yang calmly presented the contradiction, "We don't interfere with each other in business, you don't care about me, and you don't allow me to help you; economically we are independent of each other, You didn’t miss my one month’s rent—you even paid more and more.” He spoke more and more passionately until he no longer believed that he was just trying to provoke him, and Yu Yang asked angrily, “Say, my husband does what I do. For the sake of it, does it deserve your name?"

Chang Zhou got rid of his contemptuous shame, clenched his fists angrily, and even wanted to beat him, but he was used to being gentle, so he couldn't really hit him. He stood up, looked at him with trembling teeth, and stared at Yu Yu. Yang was at a loss in his mind, and after a long time, he let out a low growl: "You bastard! Get out of here and pay more and more, that's my salary!"

Yu Yang was dumbfounded, and after he threw a handful of sand on his trouser legs, he hurriedly chased after him. Chang Zhou warned him to keep a distance from him to avoid physical disputes.Yu Yang gritted his teeth and stepped forward to hug him, bearing his fists and feet, talking nonsense to divert his attention: "I don't like keeping a distance, you should have a physical dispute with me."

Back in the tent, he forcefully pressed his hands in the water to wash them off, bound his feet and wrestled them into the sleeping bag, Yu Yang pressed his forehead, and let him kick his calves. Hugging him, wiping off the filth of sweat and tears on his face with one hand, he apologized guiltily, "I have no idea about money." Chang Zhou scolded him for being shameless, and he had no choice but to correct him: "I have no idea about this amount of money..."

Chang Zhou grinned and gritted his teeth, "You dislike me for giving too little?!"

"How dare I?!" Yu Yang grabbed his hand and pressed it to his chest, trying to calm down the ups and downs. Chang Zhou thought about his accusations against him word by word. Except for this misunderstanding, the rest of him didn't seem to be Completely innocent, he sighed, trying to explain: "I didn't turn your back on you—"

At this moment, Yu Yang only felt that the fault was entirely his own, "It's because I hid too much from you."

"I always thought you were omnipotent, and I made more mistakes." For other people, this might be an opportunistic compliment, but Yu Yang knew that Chang Zhou was confessing frankly.He added, "There's another one. I don't want you to help me, but that's because—"

Yu Yang could no longer blame him for any problems, "I know, you have to work hard for your career."

Chang Zhou's hand was on his brown and moist hair, and the two kissed each other briefly.Chang Zhou revealed himself wearily: "I am too complicated. I always think, I am not suitable for you, you need a considerate person who can accompany you."

Yu Yang took out a wet tissue to wipe his forehead, and said in disapproval: "I will never love someone who is too simple, I like complicated people. If we are equally complicated, we can explore each other for a lifetime, and no one will get tired of it." ,Is not it good?

"If he/she cares about me and is with me, but never understands me; when he/she says he loves me, he/she just likes a reflection in his/her own heart... What does he/she use to please me? Bed tricks? But people After all, it is not an animal, and sex is far from love, as you said."

Chang Zhou was stunned and said, "You are right..."

Yu Yang said earnestly: "Chang Zhou, what I need is you...do you also need me?"

He got a response far beyond expectations - "I love you." Chang Zhou said softly.Yu Yang was shocked by it, but saw pain on his face.Chang Zhou grabbed the clothes on his chest with his hands, "But my heart hurts, and I'm afraid I'll get angina pectoris sooner or later."

Yu Yang smiled with stretched brows, and pressed his lips to his ears, "No, I'll rub it for you."

At the end of April, the April meeting of the USPS was held, and Chang Zhou traveled to the United States again.Yu Yang first accompanied him to visit Xiang Xiwei in Los Angeles.Dr. Xiang has a round belly, which is less arrogant and more elegant, which contrasts with Ms. Liu's teeth and claws, and her short-sightedness.Dr. Xiang took Chang Zhou's hand to touch her belly. Ms. Liu was jealous, and said strangely: "I have been hiding it for a few months, and now I am allowed to touch it again? A 40-year-old woman is really unpredictable." Thirty-year-old Dr. Xiang asked with a smile: "What do you mean by 'three 40-year-old women'? Can 30-year-old and 40-year-old women be confused?" Chang Zhou observed with trepidation, seeing that the two did not really have a conflict, he went Let's take Mr. Yu's word for granted—Miss Liu will not make things difficult for Dr. Xiang.

Then the two flew to Boston. On the day of the speech, it was Mr. Yu who personally sent Chang Zhou and Liu Liang to the venue.When Dr. Liu Liang jumped out of the car, he shook Chang Zhou's cold hand and said, "Don't be nervous."

Chang Zhou breathed out, and said distressed: "I don't know what's wrong with me, I obviously don't care that much in my heart. I try to forget about it, but I can't relax."

Yu Yang guided his breathing and imparted a remarkable experience: "Control and relaxation are not opposites, but one. You have to believe that you can control freely, not give up control."

After Mr. Chang got off the car, Steven laughed and sarcastically mocked the boss: "Won't you feel unbalanced if you send him to the top step by step like this?"

Mr. Yu looked at the back of him leaving, smiled hotly, and asked him: "How can a truly mature person need the insignificance of his partner to contrast his strength?"

The April meeting lasted for two weeks. While Chang Zhou was busy, Yu Yang negotiated with Dean Qian Shensi again on his behalf.Firstly, Qian Qian accepted his great affection, and secondly, the temptation of benefits should not be underestimated. Dean Qian finally let go and said that as long as Chang Zhou proposed on his own, he would unconditionally support him to leave the research institute.After finishing speaking, he was still unwilling to say: "No matter where he goes, you must guarantee that he will come back eventually." Yu Yang does not need to agree to this request. They have inherited their parents' love for their homeland. If they don't come back here, where can they go?

The last banquet was over, Chang Zhou returned to New York, dreamed all night, and woke up in the morning, Yu Yang asked him what was wrong, and Chang Zhou hugged him unconsciously, saying that he had a weird dream.I dreamed that I was looking for the owner's secret in a house and found that the secret was hidden on the fourth floor.He wanted to climb the stairs to see it, but the stairs were intermittent between the third and fourth floors.He asked the butler what was going on?The butler said that a grand banquet was being held on the fourth floor, and everyone wanted to squeeze in. There were too many people, so they had to break the stairs and let them wait in line downstairs for the elevator.He asked if the fourth floor held the secret of the owner of the house, how could there be a banquet?The steward said, what secret?The master has no secrets!

He talked intermittently about this vague dream.Yu Yang couldn't understand the metaphor as if he was himself, so he had to kiss his disappointed eyes intimately.

At the beginning of June, Chang Zhou submitted his resignation letter to a certain university and the South Research Institute, and planned to go on a trip with Yu Yang to the holy land of whale watching in Alaska before entering the job—these large marine mammals will neither make Chang Zhou allergic nor make Yu Yang afraid .What's not perfect is that when Yu Yang came back from a business trip, Chang Zhou caught a cold, and because of his legendary history of allergies, he couldn't take many medicines, so he could only let his illness get worse.

Yu Yang dropped the suitcase and went into the bedroom, and saw him curled up under the quilt, with a fever-reducing patch on his head, and his cheeks were flushed due to the hot cough.He raised his head slightly and said to him, "You are back."

Yu Yang pursed his lips and smiled, bent over to touch his face, "Your voice sounds very sexy."

"What you hear is not my voice, but the voice of a cold virus." He hummed unintentionally, and then warned, "In order for you not to lose your voice like me, I suggest you keep a distance from me. "

Yu Yang bowed down, "Is the distance far enough?"

A smile spread across Chang Zhou's eyes, "Not enough."

Yu Yang got closer, almost touching the tips of his noses and asked, "How about this? Is it far enough?"

He made the judgment "I love you" for the first time because he discovered that when you appear, time and space itself is used to forget, and nothing needs to be calculated and deduced, and reason loses the meaning of existence.

"Not enough," he told him.

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