smile before we meet

After the college entrance examination and volunteering, the rest is a whole summer vacation.

Cui Hao and Lu also planned their graduation trip early in the morning, but the original plan was a threesome, but later it became a foursome.

They were all boys, so the parents had nothing to worry about when they went out to play together, and with Cui Hao and Lu Ye covering up, Bai Wei didn't think much about it.

In the evening, Cheng Qufei packed his luggage, and Bai Wei was beside him to help. When he saw the motion sickness medicine in his schoolbag, he asked, "Are you motion sick?"

Cheng Qufei explained: "It's easy to get motion sickness when you live in the house."

Bai Wei always heard Cheng Qufei mention Ju Zeyi, but she had never met anyone. Thinking of this, she asked a little more: "How did Ju Zeyi do in the exam?"

"He." Cheng Qufei smiled, "He did well in the exam."

"I got 709 in the exam."

"Ten points higher than you..." Bai Wei was a little surprised, "Where did he volunteer?"

"K Medical University."

Bai Wei: "Hey, K Medical University seems to have a high score?"

"It's about the same as K's score. Last year's score in our city was 691."

"Why are you so clear?" Bai Wei smiled, "You are both in City K, you have such a good relationship, it would be great if you were both admitted."

"I listened to what he said when filling out the application." Cheng Qufei pursed his lips, and put the folded clothes into the box, "I also hope to be admitted."

"But my score is a bit hanging."

Bai Wei put the umbrella in her schoolbag and patted him on the shoulder: "The grades are out, and the volunteers are filled out. I'm going out to play tomorrow. Don't think so much, just have fun."

Cheng Qufei let out a "hmm" and continued to pack his things.

The earphone cable got tangled and tangled up, and Cheng Qufei was halfway through untying it, feeling a little annoyed, so he threw away the things in his hand and said, "I'm not very happy."

Bai Wei was a little amused, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I've been thinking about something recently." Cheng Qufei glanced at Bai Wei and whispered, "I think... I seem to like boys."

I have been thinking about coming out for a long time, but I have never found a suitable opportunity to talk about it.

He didn't dare to say directly that he was in a relationship with Ju Zeyi, so he could only test his parents' reaction first.

He was very uncertain, so he picked today to talk.

Tomorrow morning train, away from home for a while, don't have to face all kinds of problems after coming out of the closet, but also give parents some time to buffer their emotions.

Bai Wei didn't react, she was stunned for a while, and then said: "Yes... what did you say?"

Cheng Qufei didn't dare to look at her, picked up the headphone cable, untied it slowly, and then wound it around: "I think, I seem to like boys."

He said it again, very slowly and seriously.

Bai Wei watched him untie the earphone cable and wind it up again, looked at his trembling hands due to nervousness, lowered his eyes, and forcibly suppressed the "what are you talking about" in his throat.

Cheng Qufei has been very assertive since he was a child. Since he opened his mouth to her, he must have thought about it over and over again before making a decision.

My thoughts are in a mess, like a mess of headphone wires, the kind that can't be untied.

She couldn't hold back, and sighed softly: "Yes." Bai Wei asked softly, "Do you have someone you like?"

She had been vaguely suspicious since the Chinese New Year, she just thought it was her son's first love affair, but she didn't realize that it was a man.

Cheng Qufei nodded, then shook his head again.

He especially wanted to tell Bai Wei straightforwardly that he liked Ju Zeyi and that they were in a relationship.But seeing Bai Wei's reddish eyes, he couldn't say anything.

Bai Wei rubbed the space between her brows and sighed again.

She said: "You're still young, maybe, maybe it's just that you're thinking about it, or it's just a momentary crush..."

"Mom..." Cheng Qufei's tone was astringent, and he wanted to pretend to be a relaxed smile, but he couldn't smile, "I will die at the end of the month."

"." Bai Wei brushed her hair back, and smiled lightly, "I know what liking is, and liking ends up being a daily necessities, but most of the relationships between seventeen and eighteen can't stand the wear and tear of time."

She asked again: "What are you talking about to your mother now?"

"You have already graduated. If you have someone you like and you want to fall in love, you can hide it from your family. When you break up and feel sad, you will understand these principles." Bai Wei said, "If If you don't have anyone you like, how can you be sure that you must like boys, and you won't like girls now or in the future?"

Bai Wei frowned, and continued in a soft voice: "You are telling me this now...you want to tell me that you have chosen a different path from others, that there are thorns everywhere, mountains and rivers are full of obstacles, and that I want to see you alone on this road. Do you grind yourself on the road?"

Cheng Qufei lowered his head, paused every word, and said, "I'm sorry."

He added: "I have someone I like. Now, I really like it."

Bai Wei asked, "What about the future?"

"You like him now, will you still like him in two years, three years, ten years, ten years later?"

Cheng Qufei was dumbfounded, and asked back: "If two years, three years, ten years pass, I still like him..."

"Then you can come and tell me in two, three, or ten years." Bai Wei said, "Mom is not that unkind, but she is not that open-minded. Of course I am sad, and of course I don't want to accept it, but what can I do?" manage."

When Bai Wei said this, her eyes slowly turned red again.She gave a wry smile and said, "I'll just pretend you didn't tell me about it, and I won't mention it to your dad. In a few years..."

"Four years." Bai Wei spoke slowly, sighed lightly, and then continued, "After graduating from university, if you are still together, you can take him home and show me."

……

At seven o'clock the next morning, Cui An drove to the plane tree, and waited at the gate of the community to go to Fei.

When seeing Bai Wei coming downstairs with her bag, Cui An smiled and said, "Why, don't you feel relieved if I deliver it?"

Bai Wei originally didn't intend to send Cheng Qufei off, but when she thought of what Cheng Qufei said last night, she always felt uneasy. She even didn't want Cheng Qufei to go...

But she also knew that she couldn't cancel her trip to this time just because she cared and worried.

On the way to the train station, Bai Wei didn't say much. Cui Haolu and Cheng Qufei were also sitting in the back seat of her passenger seat. Chatting in the small WeChat group is flying.

[Lu Yeyi: To be honest, brother, have you messed up? ]

[Shan Kui: Why did my aunt suddenly want to send you off? ]

[Correct right and wrong: I came out to her last night...]

[Lu Yeyi: Damn me? ]

[Shan Kui:? ? ? ]

[Shan Kai: Brother, are you so rigid? ? ? ]

[Lu Yeyi: What did you say?Say you and Ju Zeyi are in a relationship?Aunt Bai actually let you go out today? ? ? ]

[Saving right and wrong: no. ]

[Considering right and wrong: Is my mind trapped by a door? I said that I am in a relationship with Ju Zeyi. ]

[Dispute right and wrong: I just told her that I like men. ]

[Legating right and wrong: But she guessed that I was in a relationship...]

[Mountain Kui: Hold fists.jpg]

[Shan Kui: What did my aunt say? ]

[Regarding right and wrong: I don’t agree or disagree, if I say this, it’s as if I didn’t say it. ]

[Regarding right and wrong: He also said that after graduating from college, if we are still together, let me take him home...]

[Lu Yeyi: Doesn’t rounding up mean agreeing? ]

Cheng Qufei was about to continue typing, when Cui Hao patted his thigh as if thinking of something, the voice was not loud, and the movement was not small.

Both he and Lu Yeyi looked at Cui Hao. Cui Hao opened his mouth, closed it again, and pressed his head on the screen frantically.

[Shan Kui: I have to report a letter to Brother Yi. It’s the first time I see my future mother-in-law, so I have to behave myself. ]

[Lu Yeyi: ...]

[Lu Yeyi: Brother Yi, did you tell Brother Yi? ]

[Store right and wrong:...]

[Story right and wrong: ...I didn't have time to say it. ]

He told Ju Zeyi about coming out of the closet. The two of them chatted until one o'clock in the morning last night. They woke up early this morning and haven't sent each other messages yet.

Ju Zeyi was in the main city, and Ju Lanting drove him to the train station for more than an hour. They didn't have to get up so early, and they didn't have the time to catch up. At this moment, I don't know if anyone has woken up yet.

And Bai Wei just came out of the room when he was about to go out, and suddenly said to take him to the train station, he was still worried, so he didn't remember to tell Ju Zeyi about it.

[Shan Kui: Then why don't you tell Brother Yi yet. ]

[Shan Kui: You two should pay attention later, don't let my aunt see anything. ]

[Storing right and wrong: Complicated mood.jpg]

Cheng Qufei clicked on the private chat with Ju Zeyi, and while typing, he thought to himself, Bai Wei is so smart, if she really met Ju Zeyi, she might not be able to hide it...

After typing the words in the dialog box and then deleting them, Cheng Qufei sighed and retyped slowly.

[Save right and wrong: early. ]

[Save right and wrong: go up. ]

[Save right and wrong: good. ]

After a while, Ju Zeyi replied.

[Ju Zeyi: Jujube. ]

[Ju Zeyi: Early. ]

[Ju Zeyi: I'm up. ]

[Save right and wrong: you sit down first. ]

[Save right and wrong: Let me tell you something. ]

[Ju Zeyi: Well, tell me, I'm sitting. ]

[Correct right and wrong: My mother, Ms. Bai Wei. ]

[Save right and wrong: Together with Uncle Cui, take us to the train station. ]

[Ju Zeyi: Huh? ? ? ]

The other end of the screen was quiet for a few seconds before a new reply popped up.

[Ju Zeyi: You said, auntie is here too? ? ? ]

[Save right and wrong: Yes. ]

[Ju Zeyi: Why is Auntie here...]

[Saving right and wrong: I don’t know. ]

[Discuss right and wrong: Let's be a little more careful later, don't be too...too intimate in front of my mother, I'm afraid she will guess. ]

[Ju Zeyi: I am nervous. ]

[Ju Zeyi: What clothes should I wear today. ]

[Saving right and wrong: dumbfounding.jpg]

[Save right and wrong: Boyfriend, calm down. ]

[Ju Zeyi: I can't calm down. ]

[Ju Zeyi: First impressions are very important. ]

[Ju Zeyi: I'm up, get up now, I'm going to wash up. ]

Cheng Qufei stared at the phone screen for a while, until Cui Hao touched his arm, and he came back to his senses.

Click on the wechat group of three people, and send a [sluggish.jpg] emoticon package.

[Save right and wrong: It's cold. ]

[Regarding right and wrong: I think my mother must be able to tell at a glance that there is something wrong between me and Ju Zeyi. ]