smile before we meet

The music of radio gymnastics was already playing, and Ju Zeyi and Ren Yu confronted each other for a few seconds, and said, "The inter-class exercises have begun."

When did Ren Yun and the others do inter-class exercises, they looked at each other, and a tall man stood up and said, "You fucking meddle in your own business."

Cheng Qufei complained in his heart that this dialogue was really nothing new, but he didn't want to offend Ren Yun and the others, so he was still very polite: "We all belong to the same school, can you give me some face."

Ren Xun: "..."

Is the number one in the grade not very good at thinking? If a school wants to save face, then they won't pick so many things and fight so many fights.

It's not that Cheng Qufei has a bad brain, but he's just too naive, trying to reason with the unreasonable gangsters.

Ju Zeyi sighed helplessly, pulled Cheng Qufei's wrist, pulled him behind him, and took out the phone from his pocket.

"I just took a picture and sent it to the grade director." He glanced at the few people whose expressions changed slightly in front of him, and asked slowly, "How long do you think it will take to get here from the playground?"

"Fuck your mother." Someone couldn't help but swear, "Isn't school not allowed to bring mobile phones?"

"It doesn't matter." Ju Zeyi spread his hands, "At worst, my phone will be confiscated."

"And you—" He paused and laughed, "It's troublesome to be demerited in the third year of high school, isn't it?"

"Fuck."

"Brother Ren."

"You are fucking looking for death."

There were also people who were more rational, calmly called "Brother Ren", and asked him, "Why don't you forget it."

The scolding came one after another, Ren Xuan frowned and raised his hand, scolded "Fuck" with a livid face, then pulled the boy with his head bowed and trembling all over, and said under his breath, "You are lucky today."

After waiting for three or four big boys to leave under the pressure of anger, the people who stood there raised their heads tremblingly, Cheng Qufei smiled at him, and said in a very friendly tone, "Are you okay? "

"It's...it's okay, thank...thank you." The boy's voice was very low, and he stuttered, probably because he was frightened, his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry in a second.

Because of the pushing and shoving just now, the zipper of the boy's school uniform was mostly unzipped, his coat was hanging slantedly on his body, and his hair was messed up. Ju Zeyi stretched out his hand to unzip the zipper and tidy the collar for him, with delicate and gentle movements.Then he patted his shoulder and used some strength to stabilize his trembling hand: "It's all right."

It's not that Cheng Qufei has never seen Ju Zeyi's gentle side, it's just the first time he's seen his kindness to a stranger, and it's not at all cold like he usually is.He was stunned, always feeling that although Ju Zeyi with this appearance had gentle eyes, he was hiding something else.

Later, the boy declined their proposal to send him to the infirmary, and only thanked them repeatedly.

Ju Zeyi was not surprised, but said in a deep voice, "I suggest you seek help from your teacher or parents."

Perhaps his tone was too strong, the boy murmured, but he answered "Okay" seriously.

Cheng Qufei looked at the boy's lowered head again, and sighed inwardly.

Ju Zeyi smiled at the man: "My name is Ju Zeyi, Class 31, if you want, you can find me if you need anything."

Cheng Qufei hurriedly said: "There is me, Cheng Qufei, you can also find me."

"I...my name is Zhou Qiang." Zhou Qiang raised his head and smiled, shyly with a grateful smile, "A mast with a lot of sails. Class seven."

After saying goodbye, Zhou Qiang left first, while Cheng Qufei and Ju Zeyi stood there for a while, watching him enter the stadium from afar.

Looking up from the entrance of the swimming pool, you can see the window where they were standing just now. Cheng Qufei was still holding a bag of custard buns in his hand. It was already cold, but his heart was warm. That beautiful parabola.

He asked Ju Zeyi: "Did you really send a text message to the dean?"

Why hasn't the dean come yet?

"Fake." Ju Zeyi patted his head, the emotions in his eyes faded, and he said in a low and affectionate voice, "Stupid."

Cheng Qufei slowly raised his eyes to meet his eyes, and then laughed softly: "The exercises between classes are coming to an end."

Ju Zeyi heard something in his words, and raised his eyebrows slightly: "What's the punishment for skipping the exercises?"

"Well——" Cheng Qufei took his time, with a smile on his brows, "It's the same as being late, and the punishment is hygiene."

Ju Zeyi let out a "tsk", looking very annoyed, but laughed in his heart, shook his head helplessly, and said, "Then let's turn to the end and go back to the classroom."

When you are with the person you like, even cleaning is a very happy thing.

Cheng Qufei squinted his eyes and smiled, biting the custard bag, the dimples were looming, like ripples on the water surface from time to time, circled and swaying, filled with the sun, and like lotus in the custard bag Rong stuffing, sweet, makes people want to taste it.

……

After cleaning in the afternoon, Cheng Qufei and Ju Zeyi went to take out the trash together.

The garbage was standing outside the sports field, Cheng Qufei saw Zhou Qiang when passing by the cafeteria.He should have just come out of the library, holding a few books in his hands, wearing a neat school uniform, and walking across the basketball court.Someone accidentally hit him with a ball, and the person who picked it up seemed to be apologizing to him. He had a smile on his face, and smiled shyly when he was in a trance and whispered in the morning that his name was "Zhou Qiang, the mast with many sails" The figures overlapped.

Zhou Qiang always lowered his head when he walked alone, and he looked like the kind of person who couldn't be found when he was thrown into the crowd.When you raise your head, it will give you a kind smile, and the whole person is not aggressive.

Cheng Qufei tilted his head and asked Ju Zeyi: "Tell me, with Zhou Qiang's temperament, how did he get into trouble with Ren Xun?"

Ju Zeyi also saw Zhou Qiang, but he looked away after only one glance, and in a calm tone, he educated him in the tone of a big parent: "Little friend, if a person wants to trouble you, he doesn't need any reason at all. "

"It's not necessarily that he hindered Ren Xun, nor did he offend Ren Xun, maybe it was just because he was unlucky that Ren Xun and the others took him as a target for bullying." Ju Zeyi's eyes darkened a little, The voice was still calm, "There are too many reasons, introverted, maverick, cowardly, inferior, eccentric, homosexual..."

"The scariest thing is not the physical violence itself, but the logic of 'I don't know what kind of person you are, but everyone doesn't like you and isolates you. Pin bones."

"Homosexuality..." The term was like a long and thin needle, stuck in Cheng Qufei's heart, he couldn't pull it out, but he couldn't bear it.He repeated it lightly, frowned, and asked, "Why?"

Ju Zeyi lowered his eyes, and his tone of voice sounded a little cold: "Because it is different, the world does not tolerate it."

"Wrong." Cheng Qufei pursed his lips and said in a tense voice, "I am not sociable by nature. On most occasions, I either think the other party is boring, or I am afraid that the other party will find me boring. But I don't want to endure the boringness of the other party. Not wanting to try to be interesting is exhausting. I’m most at ease when I’m alone because I don’t feel like I’m boring. Even if I’m bored, I’m on my own, and it doesn’t hurt anyone else, and I don’t need to feel insecure.”

"I'm different, I'm eccentric, but I think I'm fine."

Ju Zeyi turned his head to look at him, his eyes softened instantly, and he gazed at him tenderly in the twilight.

Then he laughed slowly: "The kid memorized the textbooks well."

It's the kind of real, with a sudden smile, without any concealment, bright in the eyes, rippling on the lips, with a gentle and clean youthful feeling that makes people caught off guard.

Cheng Qufei was stunned suddenly, and for a while, only the beating of his own deer's heartbeat was left in his ears, bang bang bang, louder than louder, restless and restless, as if it was about to jump from his chest in the next second Go to Ju Zeyi's hands.

Ju Zeyi said again, "I also think you're pretty good."

The rapid heartbeat made Cheng Qufei feel a little suffocated. He couldn't bear to move his eyes away, his Adam's apple moved up and down, took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly.He said "um", and then quietly answered in his heart, "I'm so nice, do you want to like me?"

Some words are hidden in the bottom of my heart, like a seed buried deep in the soil, no one knows when it will germinate, or it will rot silently, but Cheng Qufei knows that the seed in his heart, In every smile of Ju Zeyi, roots and sprouts grow tenaciously.The branches and leaves wrapped around his entire heart, and every time it beat, it stretched and wanted to spread it out for Ju Zeyi to see.

He thought to himself, he really likes this person too much.

The author has something to say:

The words of our little friend Cheng Qufei come from Mr. Zhou Guoping's "Confetti in the Wind"

That's why Ju Zeyi said that he memorized textbooks well