heart has peach garden

I came out of Yin Xueji's room in silence, feeling a little restless along the way, unknowingly followed the quiet fragrance, and walked to the lotus pond.The setting sun shone on the remnants of the lotus, and I couldn't help but feel a little desolate. I couldn't help sighing, and sat on the ground in front of the lotus pond. I picked up the lotus leaves that I didn't know who picked them up and discarded them, and covered my face. I leaned back and lay down. down.

There was the sound of the wind blowing the leaves in my ears, and the impenetrable pain brought by the lotus leaves in front of me. I opened my eyes and saw Yin Xue quietly rising beside the bird singing stream, suppressing the sense of absurdity and unreality in my heart, and finally Unstoppable, they sprayed out together in this uninhabited corner, like an invisible quagmire, pulling me into a filthy prison that never sees the light of day.

I did die once.

Die from the colorless and odorless "Pin Po San".

This thing has no advantages as a drug, and the effect is slow. If you accidentally eat some mountain delicacies, the toxicity will be easily neutralized.But there is only one thing, it can make people feel no pain before death, and they will die when they fall asleep, and die quietly.

"Shaoposan" is eaten by myself.If it wasn't for Mo Xuanmin's sudden visit, talking too much about my dying matter, I think I must have been very clean when I left, I didn't have to listen to false cries, and I didn't have to look at those people and things that made me tired. True peace.

If it were me when I was young, I would never have imagined that I would end my life in this way.

At that time, I was competitive and wanted to stand out, to prove to those who thought I was worthless, to let them know that I was not only useless, but also better than them, and even dreaming was made by them lying down in front of me. , Admitting that I had eyes but didn't know Mount Tai at the beginning, and it will be a situation where I follow the horse's head in the future.

The truth is often very different from what you think.

No one I care about ever thinks I'm worthless.

As for the opinions of those clowns, why should I care?

It’s ridiculous that I was dazzled by a wrong purpose, unscrupulous, those who followed me sincerely paved the way for me with blood, I stepped on their bones, trampled on their sincerity, and climbed to a high place, but I saw nothing but flowers.

It was endless darkness.

I have already lost myself.

Naturally in the dark.

Uncle Shi died.The master is dead.The living junior sisters have exhausted their innocence in the years of wastage, and their faces are beyond recognition.

As for me, what I gained the most was the pain all over my body.

In Taoyuan Villa, there are no more peaches, no more flowers.

This is the most feared assassination villa on the rivers and lakes.

Take people's money and people to eliminate disasters.Some are just cold and killing.

Every day I face the evil eyes of my subordinates. They yearn for blood and enjoy killing. There is undisguised desire/desire in their eyes. Their eyes are cool, and they pass by my neck from time to time, imagining how to cut me off. The throat of my body, take my place, and once I show them that I am incapable, they will immediately put this fantasy into action.

In my spare time, I hold a jade bottle in my hand and drink a lot of good wine, but the wine is tasteless when I am sad.I hugged and invited the best beauty in Yuelou, and when I heard him call "Lang Jun", I also responded with a smile. He can "swear to each other" with me today, and he can have a bridal chamber with someone else tomorrow. If it is true, sows can climb trees.

When I go back to the inner courtyard, I can always see Yu Qing slipping away to meet his lover, holding hands and kissing. Sometimes they squat in the corner, sometimes they dig into a tree hole. These two fools who think they are secretive can occasionally give me Have a little fun.

I have thought about killing this pair of idiots more than once. It is easy to kill them. Once Yu Qing dies, the vacant position of the owner's wife will definitely cause trouble.Among the various factions and forces in the martial arts, the criss-crossed interests are no less than those in the officialdom. Outside, I have always used the banner of "deep love with my wife" and rejected the "beauties" sent by various families. Such a tough Cypriot to destroy the relationship between our "martial arts model couple".I can't find a suitable person to replace Yu Qing for the time being. Once his banner falls and someone with a heart takes advantage of the loophole, I will be in a situation where I will be attacked from both sides.

So not only can I not kill Yu Qing, but I have to protect him and his adulterer well.Yu Qing is a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death, and loves vanity, but he has a deep love for his brother Angus. Even if he faces a young talent like me every day, he still has a rock-solid heart and remains unmoved.If someone tied up Wu Liang, threatened Yu Qing, and told him to stab me in the back, he wouldn't bat an eyelid, and he would fight me for life.

Yu Qing is a useless piece of mud in my eyes, only in this point, I can't belittle him, and I even admire him a little.

I can not do it.

Of course, no one will do this for me in this life.

Looking around blankly, everything I saw seemed to be covered with a deep shadow and lost its color.

I feel the loneliness and loneliness that go deep into the bone marrow. It is an invisible pain, like a knife, like a needle, everywhere, like a shadow.

In the end, I couldn't find anything else in the world that I could miss.

I was relieved and figured it out.

If you can't live proudly, then die proudly.

The white powder was mixed with half a bowl of cold water. After drinking it, it failed to take me to the place I wanted to go, but instead sent Yin Xueji to me.

God really played a big joke on me.

Is it because I have unpaid debts in my previous life, and you want me to pay off the debts before going to hell?

That's fine, just pay it back.

But today I figured it out, whether I get involved in Yin Xueji's matter or not, he will be dead.If he really wants to pay off this debt, it's not my turn to give priority.

So, what is this life I took for nothing?

"Perhaps, this is a gift from God to you, giving you the opportunity to live according to your own will."

In the evening wind, someone responded softly.

My mind went blank, and the fear of my secret being discovered swept through my whole body in an instant, pinning me firmly to the ground.The limbs were stiff and numb, and they couldn't listen to them.

The footsteps were getting closer.

I forced myself to calm down, and quickly brushed off the lotus leaves on my face. The man had arrived in front of me, with a faint smile on his face, looking at me.

Yin Xueji half-bent and looked down at me, with a lock of long hair hanging down, which he held behind his ear impatiently.

There was no longer any obstruction to the line of sight, and I could clearly see the dark red streamer slowly flowing in his eyes.

Red... light?

This is mind reading! !