Hard to be a gold master

Chapter 35 Orientation and Mind

Ai Xi didn't say a word, she was thinking about what Lan Xiaoshi wanted to do, her good friend's eyes were high, but the two of them were good friends, Lan Xiaoshi always liked to help her quietly, she also She will help her friends within the scope of her ability, but she can put someone in her place to prevent her from committing suicide... How depressed does she look, she talks a lot when she is with Lan Xiaoshi.

In this way, even Lan Xiaoshi thinks she is depressed, so other people don't think she is mentally ill?

In short, all of this will be confronted when Lan Xiaoshi comes back. Does this guy think that he can avoid confrontation by running away?No, that's just a matter of time.Ai Xi squinted her eyes, her eyes flashed, it was all calculations.

"Xiao Xi..." Tong Ruiyuan tugged at the corner of Ai Xi's pajamas, she looked up at the person in front of her, that pretty face was full of gloom, could she not accept her family?After all, she still wants to take Ai Xi home, will she really scare Xiao Xi?Why?What are you squinting for?very scary!Are you going to drive her away?

Regardless of pretending to be wronged and innocent, Tong Ruiyuan stretched out his arms and hugged Ai Xi's neck tightly after he tugged at the corner of Ai Xi's clothes three times. The person sitting on the sofa rushed straight up, crying in his voice: "Xiaoxi, you can't let me go! My family is far, far away in a foreign country, and I'm homeless, woo woo woo, you are my benefactor ..."

The ear-splitting cry brought Ai Xi back to her senses, and she found that she was pinned down by Tong Ruiyuan, and the child's arms were powerfully wrapped around her shoulders, completely immobilizing her, making her unable to move at all.There seemed to be countless grievances in the ear, and the corners of Ai Xi's mouth twitched. Where did this come from?

Pulling out her hand with great effort, Ai Xi patted Tong Ruiyuan's back as a comfort, would it be enough to coax the child?

Unexpectedly, Tong Ruiyuan's cry became louder.

Ai Xi is speechless, she has never brought up a child, how should she be coaxed in this situation?Follow the meaning of the big child to coax?But what did the eldest child say just now, as if he didn't want her or something?Ai Xi, who deeply felt that she had parental responsibilities, had no choice but to continue patting Tong Ruiyuan's back and trying to coax: "Tong Ruiyuan, I didn't say I don't want you."

"Huh?" Tong Ruiyuan stopped crying, and a smile burst into her face buried in Ai Xi's neck.

"Get up first," Ai Xi pushed the person on her body, it was too heavy, the older child looked so thin, pressing herself like Mount Tai, "Hurry up! Don't dawdle!"

Tong Ruiyuan reluctantly got up, her fair face was covered with tears, her eyes were also red, like a rabbit in a hurry.

Ai Xi held back her laughter, supported the older child's shoulder with one hand, and patted the older child's head with the other hand, coaxing and coaxing: "I didn't say I don't want you, you can live here, but you have to tell me, what Ran Nan said Is it all true?"

Hearing this, Tong Ruiyuan was stupid again. It's over, how should I explain her orientation?

"I really hate other people using me, but you are not someone else, Tong Ruiyuan." Ai Xi said patiently, "So, tell the truth."

The gentle and gentle tone was even softer than usual, but Tong Ruiyuan could hear that there was no refusal in it: If you dare to lie to me, you will bear the consequences!

"Xiaoxi, I don't seem to like the opposite sex since I was a child..." Tong Ruiyuan said frankly that even the Tong family didn't ask about her orientation in detail, but after knowing that she likes girls, everyone looked clear, as if everything All expected.No one asked her how she found out, and no one cared whether she suffered in the process.

Ai Xi thought about it, the current society is more open, diverse and inclusive, even though marriage is not yet legal, many countries in the world allow it, so it is not surprising.

"I tried dating boys when I was in school, but I didn't feel anything at all." Tong Ruiyuan's low voice was full of powerlessness. Even when she was abroad, she felt like a little monster at that time, until she met someone who had the same relationship with herself. With friends with similar orientations, she discovered that orientation is like a hobby. Some people like apples and others like pears. People who love pears cannot say that people who love apples are bad people.

Ai Xi smiled. Tong Ruiyuan studied psychology. All along, his mind must be more sensitive and delicate than ordinary people. Children should be self-doubt from beginning to end. In the end, it takes courage and determination to be completely sure of yourself and know yourself.Even so, she is not disgusted. Everyone has a process of self-acceptance, and everyone is a different individual. She respects Tong Ruiyuan's choice. Ai Xi tilted her head and thought about it, rubbing the head of the older child : "You are still young now, maybe you will have another kind of heart in a few years."

Tong Ruiyuan drooped her head, she felt that Ai Xi coaxed her into being a puppy.

"What a child, you're not happy when I say that?" Ai Xi vigorously slapped Tong Ruiyuan's head.

Tong Ruiyuan raised his head and stared back anxiously, look, you told me to say it, but when I said it, you said I was too young.However, when she came into contact with Ai Xi's gentle gaze, her heart beat faster for a moment, as if a small drum was beating in her heart, just because that gaze seemed to contain thousands of words and a tolerant attitude. Reassuring, but also have the sincerity of love.

It turns out that Ai Xi is not introverted, but that there are very few people who allow her to open her heart.

It turns out that Ai Xi is not autistic, but that there are very few people who can walk into her heart.