To you who are late

Ju Jingyi, however, interpreted Zhao Jiamin's attitude at the moment as a refusal to contact her, and didn't take it to heart, after all, this guy has always hated others approaching her, "Do you think that after a period of stable life, I forget everything ?”

I don't know why, but Zhao Jiamin's reaction aroused her bad taste, she just didn't want to back off, and insisted on staying close to him.

Feeling the oncoming pressure, Zhao Jiamin took a deep breath and said with a paralyzed face, "No."

She thought she was very sincere, but in Ju Jingyi's eyes, she didn't take it seriously.

"If you want to cooperate, trust me."

"I see." Zhao Jiamin turned her head impatiently, "Get up."

Only then did Ju Jingyi realize that there seemed to be something wrong with Zhao Jiamin's expression.

She couldn't help laughing, and reached out to hook Zhao Jiamin's chin, "Hey, kid, don't tell me that you have been abroad for ten years and have no nightlife at all."

Zhao Jiamin's chin was smooth to the touch, so comfortable that Ju Jingyi couldn't help scratching it a few times.In fact, Ju Jingyi was just a subconscious reaction, but Zhao Jiamin was like a hedgehog whose soft belly was touched, and instantly erected his spines to protect himself.

She roughly pushed Ju Jingyi's hand away and pressed it against her shoulder, her voice was hoarse, "Have you played enough?"

Seeing her reaction, Ju Jingyi couldn't help being surprised and said, "You have been in the past few years." She didn't finish her sentence, but the meaning was already obvious.

Not to mention the provocation is palpable.

Zhao Jiamin got up without any warning, stretched out his hands to clasp her thin shoulders, and pressed Ju Jingyi who hadn't reacted yet.

The eyes of the two met, and Ju Jingyi was surprised to find that Zhao Jiamin's eyes were suppressing something.Just like the turbulent waves hidden under the calm sea surface, even if there are some bad premonitions, as long as the water surface remains calm, no one can predict how strong the upcoming storm will be.

Her voice is hoarse.

"Ju Jingyi, you asked for this."

Zhao Jiamin didn't care about it, and directly lowered her head to kiss her, but she didn't feel the expected softness.

Looking down, it turned out that it was Ju Jingyi who covered her mouth with her hand while she was moving.

And she just kissed the back of Ju Jingyi's hand.

Seeing surprise in Zhao Jiamin's eyes, Ju Jingyi curled her eyes mischievously, as if to say, how about it?Little kid.

Fight with your sister, you are still young.

Zhao Jiamin's eyes darkened a little, and he directly held Ju Jingyi's slender wrist and lifted it above his head, and pressed his body down, restraining the knee she wanted to lift.

As if faintly aware of Zhao Jiamin's purpose, Ju Jingyi couldn't help widening her eyes, a little unbelievable, and even her movements were two beats slower.

At this moment, there was nothing to stop her, Zhao Jiamin was like a wild horse that had run loose, and kissed her without hesitation.

As she expected, it was sweet.

Ju Jingyi didn't know whether she was too lazy to resist or disdained to resist, but she allowed her to attack the city and act recklessly, and even started to respond to her.

For a while, Zhao Jiamin didn't know if it was his own illusion.

Her heart was unexpectedly peaceful.

The two were entangled in an inseparable relationship, but suddenly they heard a loud bang outside.

Someone should have smashed the wine bottle against the wall, and it was the wall behind them.

The voice was as strong as the earth shaking, and the ambiguous atmosphere in the room disappeared immediately.

Ju Jingyi was the first to recover, stretched out her hand and pushed Zhao Jiamin away, picked up the slipped shoulder strap, brushed her hair again, and walked to the door to check the situation.

She didn't seem to be any different, but she staggered a little when she got up.

And Zhao Jiamin sat kneeling on the sofa with her eyes downcast, she didn't know what she was thinking, she calmed down for a while, then got up and walked forward with Ju Jingyi.

Ju Jingyi opened the door and asked, "What's going on?"

The waiter who was passing by in a hurry recognized Zhao Jiamin behind her, stopped, showing a embarrassed expression, "It's a guest next door, drunk."

It's not uncommon to meet a drunkard, Ju Jingyi was about to take the opportunity to tell Zhao Jiamin that she was leaving, but she heard the drunkard's voice unexpectedly.

She is so familiar that she can't pretend not to know her.

At this time, the bar was close to closing time, many customers had already left, only a few of them were left, and the background music also changed to a soft piano sound, the other party's voice was very clear, but came over in fragments.

"Let go! I have money! I want to drink!"

As expected, it was Bai Chengze.

"Little Ju?"

Bai Chengze was so drunk that he could still recognize people, but Ju Jingyi didn't know what to say about him.

Fortunately, this bar was opened by someone Zhao Jiamin knew, and the two of them would not be afraid of being kicked out if they stayed here with an alcoholic.

Asking the waiter to help her into the room, Ju Jingyi leaned against the door, folded her arms and said, "What's going on? Wenwen is getting married?"

As if being poked into a sore spot, Bai Chengze raised his head abruptly, with complicated expressions in his eyes, including sadness, grief, and resentment, "You really know!"

Rubbing her temples, Ju Jingyi raised her phone and sighed, "Wenwen sent me a message a few hours ago."

In fact, she just saw it.

Maybe her explanation barely calmed Bai Chengze's wounded heart, or it should be said that he was just venting his anger, and he didn't hold on to Ju Jingyi's slip of the tongue.

He lay crooked on the sofa, picked up the wine bottle and poured most of it into his mouth, but most of it was wasted on his shirt, making people wonder whether he felt sorry for his clothes or the bottle of wine.

Turning his head to look at Zhao Jiamin who entered the room after explaining to the waiter, Bai Chengze was lying on the sofa moaning, "I didn't expect to see the picture of the two of you coexisting peacefully. It seems that I am quite drunk."

Zhao Jiamin and Ju Jingyi were standing together. Hearing what he said, they looked at each other unnaturally, and then quickly took a step back and separated.

Fortunately, Bai Chengze didn't pay attention.

But he noticed another detail, which is not actually a detail.

After all, it's too obvious.

"You just came from Yao Wei's?"

Ju Jingyi was surprised, "How do you know?"

Bai Chengze rolled his eyes, "The collarbone."

Ju Jingyi quickly lowered her head, with colorful expressions on her face.

She brushed her hair back unnaturally to cover up the traces of ambiguity, and asked in a deep voice, "You don't have a day off tomorrow, you still have to go to work, what are you drinking so much for?"

"I'm not going." Bai Chengze picked up the bottle and continued to pour it into his mouth, and continued to leak a large bottle, which made Ju Jingyi feel extremely distressed, "What's the point?"

"Tch, what's the point of being alive?" Ju Jingyi kicked the sofa, telling him not to continue drinking, "Anyway, living is living anyway."

"You know what to say so big."

"Why don't I know?" Ju Jingyi said impatiently, "Wenwen just left you."

Bai Chengze laughed, put down the wine bottle, looked at Ju Jingyi and Zhao Jiamin, and asked, "How did you feel the day Ling left?"

"I don't feel anything." Ju Jingyi lowered her head and turned the ends of her hair. She had no expression on her face, but the atmosphere was heavy, "Yes, it seems that something is missing."

For some reason, Bai Chengze's smile became dim, "There is something missing."

"I know how you feel." Ju Jingyi really couldn't understand his appearance, and interrupted him, "But who in this world can't live without anyone? You want to be more open."

"You know?" Bai Chengze shook his head, "You don't know."

"Wenwen is in my heart and has long been a part of me. When she existed, I thought it was normal. After a long time, I didn't care much. But when I lost her, I realized how much she meant to me. important."

Bai Chengze once again interrupted Ju Jingyi's desire to speak, pointed at her and said, "But none of you are in as much pain as I am! Yes, zero is also very important to you, but this is different!"

He turned his head and looked at Zhao Jiamin who was silent at the side, "At that time, you were just a yellow-haired girl, do you know what love is?"

"And you." He turned his gaze back and looked at Ju Jingyi, "You always knew that your father wanted a son, but what about you? For your own selfish desires, how many actions have you done behind the scenes? Know? Can you understand what love is?"

Before Ju Jingyi could explain, Bai Chengze patted the coffee table in front of him, "Sit down, both of you, I will teach you a lesson today."

Ju Jingyi knew that arguing with an alcoholic at this time would be killing her, so she had no choice but to sit down in front of him.Zhao Jiamin looked at the two quietly, and sat down with Ju Jingyi.

Seeing that the two were obedient, Bai Chengze was very satisfied.

"You two are heartless people. How can you fall in love with someone without heart? Don't tell me you love Zero." Bai Chengze put the wine bottle heavily on the glass and interrupted Ju Jingyi arbitrarily "You two are not love at all."

He hiccupped, tilted his head and neck in an extremely distorted manner, and under the clear light, his eyes were blurred, "Your feelings for Ling are different from my feelings for Wenwen. You are basically, I'm used to staying in the dark, but when I suddenly saw a little sun, I just wanted to get closer to keep warm."

"Love? People like you talk about love, it's a joke."

Ju Jingyi's drooping fingers bent up, and the joints squeaked. In this quiet box, it was a little scary.

The silent Zhao Jiamin raised his eyes to look at Bai Chengze, showing no emotion, and still didn't speak.

"I don't really understand what love is like." Ju Jingyi said suddenly, her voice was calm, "But I know a truth. If you love someone, you shouldn't hurt her."

Bai Chengze shook his head, "How is it possible? Where there is love, there will be hatred and resentment. How can it be possible not to hurt others or ourselves?"

"However," he lowered his head, holding his head with his hands, looking like a wounded little beast, who would just hide in the corner and lick the wound and whine, "I did hurt her."

"But what about you!" Bai Chengze raised his head, his eyes were so sharp that Ju Jingyi didn't dare to look directly at him, "When you and Yao Wei were together, who were you thinking about? Who were you hanging on there?"

After all, he is not a cub who has no attack power and can only show his teeth and claws, but he didn't know how to refute Ju Jingyi's words, so he could only show his fangs and bite the other party hard.

As if in this way, his own pain can be reduced a little.

At this time, how could he remember that this person was his best friend.

What's more, hurting others can't reduce your own sadness and sorrow.

He couldn't hide his mistakes.

Sadness and anger are never diminished by hurting, they only add to the scars.

Zhao Jiamin looked at Ju Jingyi suddenly, and at this moment, she saw her smiling.

Different from just now, the smile on the corner of her mouth at that time was leisurely and indifferent, and even had a hint of mockery towards her.

But now, this smile makes people feel distressed.

"It's been so long, you're still sure that zero has a place in your heart, but are you sure she's still that important in your heart now?" Bai Chengze seemed to have decided to let himself go, pouring out everything, "Who I can’t be sure that I can love someone for the rest of my life.”

"You are a fallacy." Ju Jingyi finally couldn't help interrupting him, "If Zero is still there, I will never be like you."

Before she finished speaking, she realized that she had suffered a complete defeat in front of Bai Chengze.

This is not a slip of the tongue can explain.

"Don't make excuses for yourself." Bai Chengze was obviously dizzy from drinking, but his tongue was still very sharp, "You both are mothers who are zero behind the scenes. Don't you do so much because you are afraid that you will forget it one day? , I am afraid that I will forget the hatred and have no goal of living."

"For you, life has long been meaningless. The zero at that time saved you, so you will support it until now because of this warmth."

"What about you?" Zhao Jiamin seemed to sense that Ju Jingyi was no longer in the mood to refute, and then she said slowly, "You have made so many excuses for yourself, even scratching Ju Jingyi's painful feet, so that you can cover up your problems ?"

Bai Chengze couldn't refute a single word.

"I don't know if I should be thankful that I have been abroad for the past few years, so you can't grasp my weakness." Zhao Jiamin stepped forward, clenched his fist and slammed Bai Chengze's face, the movement was so fast that even Ju Jingyi had no time to react, "Bai Chengze, you make mistakes yourself, but you want to catch other people's problems and torture others to ignore your own mistakes, what a coward."

Bai Chengze, who was hit by the hit, let out a muffled grunt, and as soon as Zhao Jiamin let go of his hand, he threw his head up and fell there.

After struggling hard for a long time, he was like a fish just out of water, thrashing desperately, but couldn't stand up for a long time, so he could only lie there panting, "I am indeed a coward."

As if she really couldn't stand Bai Chengze's appearance, Ju Jingyi took a deep breath, got up and walked out the door.

"Today's account is on my head." Ju Jingyi walked to the door but stopped, turned around and looked at Bai Chengze, met his slightly shocked gaze, she smiled helplessly, her tone was full of crying The pampered child's sense of indulgence, "Who would let someone be my best friend?"

The first person Bai Chengze and Yan Wen told was her, and because of her, Yan Wen did not live with Bai Chengze, but lived with her, because of her, Yan Wen and Bai Chengze had many disputes.

In fact, they are estranged, and she does have a responsibility.

"It's so late, let's sleep here." Zhao Jiamin got up to stop her, "There is a room upstairs."

Ju Jingyi was indeed very tired, she didn't even have the strength to call for a replacement driver, so she didn't refute Zhao Jiamin, and followed her upstairs, and Bai Chengze was helped up by the waiter.

As soon as he entered the room, Bai Chengze seemed to finally be unable to bear the onslaught of alcohol, and immediately passed out as drunk as mud.

After tidying up Bai Chengze first, Zhao Jiamin found a clean room for Ju Jingyi.

Standing outside the bathroom door, Zhao Jiamin opened the door to reveal a crack, handed over a clean towel, and heard the sound of splashing water inside, said in a low voice, "Are you all right?"

Mixed with the sound of water, it seemed that Ju Jingyi chuckled, "What can I do?"

It sounded normal, but Zhao Jiamin didn't know whether to rest assured.

She suddenly remembered the call from Yan Wen in the afternoon.

"Doctor Zhao, I want to ask you something."

Subconsciously, she thought it was Bai Chengze's business, and her voice was perfunctory, "Tell me."

Her perfunctory is really obvious, the other party also heard it, and said with a smile, "It's about Xiaoju."

Zhao Jiamin was taken aback for a moment, unable to speak for a while.

Realizing that she said such a sentence without beginning or end, it might make Zhao Jiamin a little embarrassed. After all, the relationship between these two people is not very good on the surface. Yan Wen said quickly, "Actually, me."

She struggled for a while, as if she had made up her mind, "I don't know whether I should tell you, but I just think that if I tell you, it might help her."

Zhao Jiamin sorted out her thoughts and said calmly, "Say it."

"Since Ling left, if I remember correctly, it should be at that time that she has been suffering from insomnia symptoms. At first I didn't know, I just thought she was busy making up for the missed courses. After all, since the third year of high school, She has always been busy. But when I moved in with her, I discovered that she had been relying on sleeping pills to fall asleep, and would even secretly increase the dose against the doctor's advice. At that time, I couldn't stand it, forced Seeing that she insisted on stopping the medicine, but." Yan Wen paused, a sense of helplessness spread, very jerky, "She was also afraid that I would worry about her insomnia all day long, so she would secretly take it behind my back. Sleeping pills, there is no solution. After such a long time, I don't know what to do with her. "

"So, what are you trying to do by telling me this?"

"She won't tell me a lot of things, and she may still hope that I shouldn't get too involved in her life. She always feels that the things she touches are not good for me. Of course I know, she is for me Okay, but what she did also made me wonder how to help her. Dr. Zhao, although you haven't seen her for ten years, I think, in some respects, you should know her better than me. "

"I don't know what kind of person Zero is, but to make Xiaoju like her so much, to make Xiaoju reunite with her father, and to make you never forget her, she must be a very, very good person." People. So, for her sake, since you all like her so much, can you help take care of Xiaoju?"

Zhao Jiamin didn't answer, but just hung up the phone silently.

Take care of her.

Does a person like Ju Jingyi need others to take care of her?

But she subconsciously remembered the dark circles under Ju Jingyi's eyes these days.

Is it because Yan Wen moved away, so I can't sleep again?

From being so close just now, she could clearly see her slightly curled eyelashes and the tiredness in her eyes.

There seemed to be a string in her heart being plucked, although the sound was small, it was enough for her to hear.

Subconsciously said, "Talk about our business?"

Ju Jingyi wrapped her wet hair in a towel and pushed the door out, "Then let's start with Zhao Jiahe."

"he?"

"The people behind this scene hide too deeply. Now we don't know who is in charge of the development and use of ATPX-1502. Although Liu Yushu, the chief surgeon at that time, is now the vice president, it is not certain that he just used it. This volunteer program comes in exchange for the position of associate dean."

Ju Jingyi sat on the sofa, combing her long hair slowly, "The internal relationship in the hospital is complicated and changeable, and you and I don't have enough information, so why not borrow Zhao Jiahe's action when he came back, and play a trick to startle the snake."

R & D requires a lot of financial support, especially ATPX-1502, a drug that is used for anti-cancer itself, can support it and has close contacts with hospitals. Only a few pharmaceutical companies in this city are eligible.

The most qualified one is Haisheng Pharmaceutical.

Ju Jingyi meant that Zhao Jiamin already understood that if Haisheng Pharmaceutical was behind the scenes, then Zhao Jiahe would definitely not be able to form an alliance with the hospital, because being able to provide a large amount of funds for the hospital to develop ATPX-1502 shows that their relationship is inseparable.

"Do you want to confirm, or exclude?"

"Is there a difference?" Ju Jingyi asked back, "Or, are you scared?"

As if she had finally found a chance to counterattack, Ju Jingyi became interested, her eyes sparkling as if she had hidden stars.

"I."

Zhao Jiamin knew that she couldn't hesitate no matter what at this moment, but when she thought of Yan Wen's words, she suddenly couldn't open her mouth.

Ju Jingyi put the towel aside, and said slowly in the tone of an adult feeling superior to an ignorant child, "So I say you are a brat."

Said she was vacillating?It was she who was clearly vacillating.

To her surprise, Zhao Jiamin was not angry, but said seriously, "After all, she is my mother, I can't doubt her casually."

"If it's really her."

Zhao Jiamin interrupted her decisively, "If it's really her, I won't stop you."

Ju Jingyi was taken aback.

But Zhao Jiamin didn't explain anything, and didn't want to explain anything.

She didn't want to tell Ju Jingyi about some things that Ju Jingyi didn't know.