when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom

The wound on Hamanozawa's arm was almost fifteen centimeters long. I took the gauze and carefully bandaged it round and round.

We didn't say anything.

Can't say anything.

After bandaging, seeing Hamano Ze's lips turning white, he stood up and poured water for him.

Before the hand touched the cup, the body was shackled.

I couldn't bear to struggle, afraid of touching the wound left to protect me, so I let Hamanozawa ask for the long-lost warmth from me.

I fell on the hospital bed, and the hot kiss suppressed my breath.

I looked at the ceiling, opened my lips slightly, and Hamanozawa's tongue moved back and forth in my mouth.

Kissing, unknowingly, half of the shirt came off.

I leaned on the pillow and watched Hamanozawa leave a large red mark on my chest, his eyelashes were much longer than I remembered, his eyes were slightly closed during the kiss, and his slender eyelashes formed a row under his eyes Thin shadows.

Whether it's sucking my Adam's apple or licking my cock, Hamanozawa is serious about it.

Hamanozawa's hand went deep into my crotch, stroking back and forth, and the mouth continued to do the same thing over and over again.

When my chest was almost covered with Hamanozawa's saliva, Hamanozawa stopped suddenly, but he did not give up and focused on stroking my cock, but the soft object was still soft in his palm.

"This……"

Even though Hamanozawa had a passion to vent on me, I didn't show it at all.

Not even the □ tends to stand upright at all.

"you……"

Hamanozawa gave up and left his hand. He sat down slumped, and the iron bed made a "squeaky" sound.

"You understand? It's impossible for me to have feelings for you."

At this moment, I cannot feel for you at this moment.

I will never forget Hamanozawa's desperate eyes...

Hamanozawa left, and for several days in a row, the bench at the door was empty.

However, Hamanozawa and I are destined not to have the talent for a long-term cold war, and have always been.

A few days later, the nurse said to me: "The Japanese doctor is looking for you, at the door."

When I came out, I saw Hamano Ze leaning against the wall, the smoke from his mouth made him look older.

I thought Hamanozawa was hurt.

I thought Hamanozawa was still the one who was lost because of his incomprehensible feelings.

I thought Hamanozawa would avoid his eyes as always, showing his grievance.

However, when Hamanozawa saw me five days later, he raised his eyelids and never let my eyes escape.

His eyes are firm and determined.

"Liang Huai, it doesn't matter how you feel about me. Maybe, I'm just a passionate and self-righteous fool. But you must come with me!"

what?

Hamanozawa, you still don't understand what I mean?

"The thing is like this... My mission is almost finished, and now I only need to conclude the part. As long as everything goes well, I will be free. But I can't let you stay here any longer. I will ask... It can be regarded as the following I committed a crime... If you want to get the experimental results of so many years, I will let you go and let you go with me."

Exchange me for the experimental results?The result of the evil experiment that would harm others?

"No... I can't go with you."

"Liang Huai!"

"You can save me, but you can't save the Chinese in the whole bacteria factory!"

"Of course...Liang Huai, listen to me. Things are not as optimistic as you imagined. Even if you serve the army for many years, you will die in the end...Liang Huai, you have also seen that the army regards human life Like dung, in order to preserve the Emperor's reputation, they will do anything..."

"I'm not afraid of death! I just, can't follow you, with a man who has committed a crime of blood on the soil of China, my motherland."

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally said it.

After hearing this, Hamanozawa was obviously deeply stimulated and shocked, and looked at me with his mouth slightly open.

□Bare words, plain reality, and my heart that no longer trusts me.

Hamanozawa clenched his fist and squeezed the cigarette butt into his palm.

"Liang Huai... I seem to have mentioned it to you before."

Opening his palm, the deformed cigarette butt fell to the ground along with the ash.

"I was a poor student. I was interested in herbal medicine when I was young, and I learned a little knowledge from an old gentleman near my home. Then, at the request of my mother, the government saw that I was indeed talented, and funded me so that I was able to study in China. From From the moment I receive the money, my life belongs to the government. Once, how willing I was to serve my motherland, fantasizing about spreading the profound Chinese herbal medicine to Japan and healing my compatriots. Indeed, returning home In the end, I can stay in Japan to teach herbal medicine. However, I will never forget the note you left me. I thought, I thought that you also treated me...I dreamed of meeting you again, or even being with you for the rest of my life. I just wanted to come here. I even forgot that my life is not my own. I can’t control my own destiny. In the first six months, I was relatively free and looked for you, but there was no trace. Since Japan declared war on China, Then I was stared at, and finally sent to this bastard place... Liang Huai, do you think I am willing? Do you know how long I have stayed in this place? Three years, almost three full years... Halfway I haven't been back to Japan, not even once..."

As he spoke, Hamano Ze broke down in tears.

"I understand."

It turned out that everything was caused by the note written on impulse.

But it's good that I don't have to kid myself anymore.

It turned out that my self-willedness and self-righteousness are deeply hidden in the bone marrow.

Should I be grateful for this sudden war?

Thanks to the hard artillery of foreign countries for blasting my young master's temper to pieces, and blasting him completely.

So that I can see clearly my inferiority.

I won't run away, and I can't run away anywhere.

After the heavy snow fell, it was the first thaw in spring, and the air-conditioning stuck in my veins little by little.

And when night fell, the Japanese sat around the bonfire, tasting wine and eating sushi, wearing masks and dancing some weird dances.

After asking, I learned that the Japanese are celebrating the Cherry Blossom Festival.The Cherry Blossom Festival is a very important festival for Japan. Sitting under the fallen cherry trees, drinking and talking and laughing, watching the fireworks disappear brilliantly, the family enjoys themselves happily.The atmosphere is no less than our Dragon Boat Festival.

I still remember the story on the lake.

I weighed it, this is the best time.

Hamanozawa was drunk and shook a little when he saw me.

"I have something to tell you."

"Okay, I'm very happy today." Hamanozawa was very drunk, he took my hand and smiled, his flushed face was actually charming.

"I want to go to your room."

I also smiled, grabbed Hamanozawa's waist, and hugged him lightly.

Hamano Ze was surprised by the abnormal intimacy, and stared at me for a long time, I said: "What are you looking at? I am not as good-looking as you. Look at you, people of the same age have smoother skin than mine."

I caress Hamanozawa's face a little erotically.

"...Oh, it seems that I am really drunk."

Hamanozawa said, smiling but sweetly making me unforgettable.

"Don't be afraid. I'll help you go back."

Hamanozawa's arm was hung around my neck. Although he walked unsteadily, he always smiled at me, and the smell of alcohol from his breath hit my face from time to time.

Hamano Ze smiled too purely and seriously, my heart was sour.

Over the years, during the six years from the age of 22 to the age of 28, how much did I miss?

It's really not a taste.

I put Hamanozawa on the mat, and when he touched something soft, he fell asleep immediately.Lying down, the smile faded, and he slowly fell asleep.

Hamanozawa slept defenseless.

Hamanozawa was right in front of my eyes.

Hamanozawa is really close to me.

"Hamanozawa..."

I stretched out my hand and shook the body in front of me.

There was a slight movement in Hamano Ze, and an impatient voice came out of his mouth. I leaned over and leaned into his ear and said, "Wake up, I have something to tell you."

"Wake up, Binano Ze, I'm Liang Huai, there are only two of us now."

I increased my voice, and the person in front of me opened his eyes.

"Am I dreaming?"

Hamanozawa was sleepy.

"No, you feel it."

I took Hamanozawa's hand, took off my shirt, and stuck it where my heart was.

"How about it?"

"It's beating..." Hamanozawa was fully awake, and he looked at me seriously.

"I love you."

"..."

"Feel it? It's saying I love you."

"Liang Huai..."

Hamanozawa must be confused.

But that's all I can do.

"When did you fall in love with me?"

I asked.

"This... see you, half a year later."

"Me too, I had a different feeling for you around that time..."

"Then why are you?"

Hamanozawa frowned. He must have been very frustrated after being cheated for too long.

"Because I'm young, because I'm selfish, because I'm coquettish, because I'm conceited...and because we're all men."

I used to think that if the escape and cover-up were ruthless enough, this taboo feeling would evaporate from the world.

Hamanozawa gasped, his face was wet.

"do not Cry!"

I'm going to be with Hamanozawa tonight, we're here to have fun, not expose scars.

"Okay, I'll sing a song for you. It's a famous nursery rhyme in my hometown - "Sakura". Today happens to be the first day of the Cherry Blossom Festival. When I was young, I always spent the night with my relatives together. I Sing this song, and they applaud."

Hamanozawa smiled with tears in his eyes, cleared his throat, and began to sing "Sakura".

Hamanozawa's voice is indeed good, but I still can't enjoy listening to its tune.

"What is this? It's like mourning."

Finished, I complained.

"Oh? Will it?"

Hamanozawa showed doubts, and this doubtful expression made me laugh.

"It's the holidays, and you should sing some cheerful songs. The cheerful songs have a bright rhythm and a lively tune. Your song "Sakura" begins with two identical words repeated at a slow speed. How can you express happiness?"

"Probably because the Cherry Blossom Festival is actually to see the funeral of the cherry blossoms."

"Really? I see you are all very happy."

Hamano Ze was overwhelmed by my question. He thought for a while and said: "Because, cherry blossoms also represent unswerving love and eternal hope. Its death is actually a manifestation of eternity. Its death achieves forever..."

It seems that where have I heard this statement.

"I see." I stood up and asked again, "Do you have any extra kimonos?"

"kindness?"

"We are about the same height and shape, let's wear it together, celebrate the Cherry Blossom Festival!"

Hamanozawa took out four neat stacks of kimonos from the closet for me to choose from. For some reason, when I first saw the clean white kimono, I fell in love with it immediately.

Hamanozawa and I changed our kimonos back to back, and when we were done, we turned around together. He looked me up and down several times, and suddenly smiled again, and said, "It fits so well, so beautiful."

Hamanozawa, as long as you like it.Not for Japan, not for others, not for myself, I only wear kimono for you.

We opened the window to see the full moon, its light falling on the tatami and illuminating both of us.

Looking at the moon, I told Hamanozawa the story of Chang'e and the Moon Palace, and I also extended to Su Shi's "I wish you a long life, a thousand miles of beauty".We talked very happily. In the past six years, we have finally understood each other clearly and have a heart-to-heart relationship.

I put my arms around Hamanozawa, and he was leaning on my shoulder, laughing all the time, his hair touched my neck, itching to death.

But very happy.

I rubbed Hamanozawa's shoulders with my hands, bringing his bodies closer together.

"This way...hehe, it really seems to be back in Japan. You came to my hometown, we watched the cherry blossoms, and then found a place where no one was watching secretly...hehe."

Hamanozawa said.

"Well, we're back home."

As I said that, I noticed that Hamanozawa was rubbing his eyes, as if he was sleepy.

"Go to sleep."

I speak softly.

Hamanozawa shook his head and said, "I can't sleep. I want to keep an eye on you. What should I do if you disappear when I wake up?"

Hamanozawa's arms were wrapped around my waist, and we hugged each other, touching as far as our bodies could touch.

"I promise you, I will never run away again, and I will never leave you again."

"really?"

"please believe me."

Said, my kiss fell on Hamanozawa's forehead.

I understand that Hamanozawa has suffered too many injuries due to my erratic behavior.

"Okay. I'll trust you again."

We slept together.

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Overnight, the earth returned to spring, and the signs of snow became less and less obvious.

Last night, the Japanese in the bacteria factory had a great time. In the long-lost warm atmosphere, they returned to their childhood innocence.However, during the war, they could not neglect the tasks assigned by the emperor.After a night of sweet dreams, he threw himself into intense work again.

Especially the poisonous herbs department, when it was summing up, it was extremely busy.

However, Corey's staff couldn't find their core figure, Hamano Ze, anyway.

Until they broke into Hamanozawa's residence, they were terrified speechless by the scene before them.

Placed in the room were two men in kimonos. They had already fallen asleep. The man in white kimono was leaning on Hamanozawa's chest with an intimate gesture. If it wasn't for the bloodstains all over the floor, he really looked like a pair of intimate lovers.

The intruder guessed that the man in the white kimono must have killed Hamanozawa and then committed suicide.

Because the white kimono was stained with blood, as if it was decorated with cherry blossoms.

The cherry blossoms were blown down by the wind and scattered in all directions, warm and brilliant, really like blood spots splashed out when a dagger is pulled out from a human body.

What a chic splash of ink.

The Japanese military officers also deduced this, and they dragged the body of the man in the white kimono outside the factory, where the snow had not yet melted, and practiced his samurai sword desperately.

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In 1943, China's victory was imminent, and the bacteria factory gradually attracted attention from all sides.

A telegram from Japan ordered the bacteria factory to vaporize itself, but in fact the results of its experiments were secretly sent to Japan.It is gratifying that the experimental results of the bacteria factory are not significant, and Japan's arrogant ambitions have been suppressed.

Among them, the experimental results of poisonous herbs are blank, and there is even no relevant information.

In 1945, Japan was defeated.Paper can't wrap fire. Since then, the relevant personnel who have committed numerous crimes in the bacteria factory have been condemned by countries all over the world to pay homage to the people who suffered in the bacteria factory.

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