Good for nothing, don't have supernatural powers

When you were young, did you feel that a small place is the whole world.When you grow up, do you feel that the world has become so big, but you don't know where to go.

Tao Ming met a strange person who always sat there alone and never communicated with others.

At that time, Tao Ming would sometimes quietly squat beside him and watch him, and he would not speak, just doing his own thing so quietly.Sometimes it is drawing on the drawing board, and sometimes it is writing some music scores on paper that Tao Ming can't understand.

Finally one day, the weirdo was ready to go.He asked Tao Ming: "Do you also want to go to many places?"

"Ah?" Tao Ming counted with his fingers: "I go to my grandparents in the morning, go to school from Monday to Friday, and go to the cookie shop on weekends. Sometimes I go to the park to play, and sometimes I go to the riverbank to look for stray cats. Well, it seems Quite a lot."

"I really envy you." The weirdo said with a smile.

It was the first time that Tao Ming smiled when he saw the strange man.He was silent most of the time, his eyes didn't seem to have any sparkle, and even when he sang the most joyful songs, his beautiful voice didn't infect that kind of happiness at all.

But when he said "I really envy you", he was really smiling.

Since then, Tao Ming has never seen that weird person again.But occasionally he would be dazed for a while, thinking that there used to be such a person, he was as quiet as a sculpture, but he painted the brightest paintings and sang the most joyful songs.

Tao Ming occasionally mentioned this strange man to Shen Gu.Because he felt that Shen Gu's memory was better than his own, and there were some things that Shen Gu could help him remember.

Tao Ming didn't think about whether he would be separated from Shen Gu in the future, didn't think about what to do if he knocked on Shen Gu's window and he didn't respond, and didn't think about many long-term things.

The world in Tao Ming's eyes is still very small.

What about Shen Gu's world?

In fact, Han Dongsheng once said to him behind the scenes: "I don't understand, why are you willing to hang out with that guy Tao Ming? Don't you think we have a more common language? Whether it's IQ or EQ."

Shen Gu: "Zzzzz..."

Indeed, Shen Gu and Han Dongsheng are more similar. They had the same state of mind, were unhappy and even hated the same, and were also forced by reality to become mature and lost their due innocence.

But Tao Ming was different.He seems to feel no pain, no hatred, no bad things, he will always be like the first time he came to this world, quietly waiting for the sweet gift of fate.

Silly and impractical.

But the world in Tao Ming's eyes is so beautiful, people can't help but want to slow down and walk with him.

Let's worry about a tree and a dog together, drive a car together for a time being late, smile for a dinner party and a trip together, and do those stupid and meaningless things together.

Shen Gu could understand the meaning of the phrase "I really envy you", and was very happy that he was not only envious but not able to participate.

What a lucky encounter!Not one step too early, not one step too late, everything is just right.

Shen Gu sat in front of the computer and searched through the clues given by Tao Ming.

Not surprisingly, he saw a long story.

The story may start from the teenagers. At that time, everyone was still young, playing football together, skipping classes, laughing, playing, hooking shoulders and shoulders, doing little bad things, talking about dreams when it’s okay, and then counting each other’s dreams as worthless.

The story may start from graduation, when he said "I love you" to him, and he said "I'm sorry" to him.

The story may start from a later point. The person who said "I love you" has changed drastically. He is promiscuous, he does not cherish or love himself, and he is even obsessed with drugs.And the person who said "I'm sorry" persuaded and stopped him, but failed to pull him back, and finally he was so disappointed that he stopped looking at him.

In the end, he got a serious illness that could not be cured, and the scandal was placed on the most conspicuous front page headlines.

Everyone has given up on him.

Then he lay quietly on the hospital bed for a whole day. When dusk came and the sun was setting, there were inaudible conversations outside.He suddenly remembered that he didn't know when it started, he never listened carefully to other people's words, he never felt other people's eyes carefully, he never knew how warm the sun was, and he never knew the flower he planted at the beginning. Whether it was opened or not, those countless days and evenings seemed to be stolen by a shameless thief, and the memory was empty, nothing.

Then he suddenly remembered that there seemed to be one afternoon when they were lying side by side on the grass full of fragrant grass and talking: "What do you want to do in the future?" "I probably keep playing football. What about you?" "Me? Of course I I played football with you." "Oh, you are indeed my daughter-in-law! She is so virtuous! But didn't you want to be a painter when you were young?" "Didn't you want to be a singer then?" "Didn't you say Am I tone deaf? Playing football is more dazzling, as soon as a goal is scored, you can hear the cheers and screams from the audience, how cool it is!"...

At that time, I didn't think too much about it, I just hoped that such days could continue forever.It's just that later, more and more expectations, more and more extravagant hopes, became more and more unsatisfactory.

It is the inner beast that makes itself hideous.

So he started his final journey.He no longer has contact with anyone, but quietly observes every city, and then draws pictures and writes songs.There is no love and attachment, no madness and jealousy in those pictures and tunes, so pure and cheerful, enough to make anyone happy.His life is inevitably coming to an end, but everything is still going on. Someone published his art collection, someone sang the song he wrote, he did not leave a name, and everyone called him "Sunshine".

And one day a long time later, the star player who had just hugged his teammates on the green field heard a song written by "Sunshine" on the radio, and suddenly stood there in a daze, crying uncontrollably.

"I want to be a singer!"

"Then I'll write you a song."

"No, the songs you write must be as boring as yours, then I won't be popular for the rest of my life."

"No, I will write very happy songs, because you want to sing."

"I probably play football all the time. How about you?"

"Me? Of course I play football with you."

"sorry."

"It's ok."

"Look at your fucking eyes to see what you look like now? Humans are not human and ghosts are not ghosts!"

"Even if I am not what I am now, will you love me?"

"How did you become like this?"

"Sorry for bringing you so many bad memories. I will find my own happiness and stop disturbing your life."

Because the things you see are different, the paths you choose are different.But everything that they once owned together is not just unbearable.

There are also so many beautiful things that I dare not recall.

So someone cried like a child amidst the cheers and screams that were so longing for: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

The ending of the story seems to be very good, no more worries, no extravagant hopes, maybe no dreams, but everyone lives in the world of their own choice, occasionally sad, occasionally tears like rain, but when you open your eyes You can still live as usual.

Shen Gu thought about it and thought it was good.Then he spent the morning cleaning up the traces on the Internet. If the content that was not suitable for Tao Ming to see could not be deleted, he would brush it to a few hundred pages away to ensure that Tao Ming would not search for anything by mistake.

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After all that was done, there was a knock on the window beside him.

Shen Gu raised his hand and opened the window.

Tao Ming held a small cardboard box in his hand and said, "Mr. Turtle brought back a puppy, what do you think should be done?"

Shen Gu said without thinking, "Throw it away."

Tao Ming looked at him eagerly.

Shen Gu compromised: "Then raise it."

Tao Ming was happy: "Then let's make a kennel, shall we? Come out and do it together!"

Shen Gu looked at him quietly for a while with those dark eyes, then nodded and said, "Okay, let's go together."

When you were young, did you feel that a small place is the whole world.When you grow up, do you feel that the world has become so big, but you don't know where to go.

Wouldn't it be easier to find what you want if the world was always as small as it started?