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Live better. "

"Victor, I'm sorry, I chose to give birth to the child. You don't have to feel any burden or pressure. In addition, our life is very good now. It's the same with or without you. If possible, I hope..." Yuuri He lowered his eyes, and after a while, Fu raised them again, "Don't disturb us."

"Yuuri, I'm also the child's other father, it's not fair to me." Victor said with a smile: "I don't want to change the status quo of your life, I just think Angel will need one, mother? If I can say that, I would like to To take on this role..."

"But I don't want to."

"Yuuri, why are you rejecting me? Do you really hate me that much?"

"I don't hate you, Victor." Yuuri thought to himself how could he hate him, but he vaguely felt that Victor didn't belong to his world.Whether you say he is inferior or cowardly, Yuuri is afraid that one day, neither he nor Angel will be able to keep him.

It would be fine if he was the only one who hurt, but Angel was different, he didn't want to see her suffer any pain.

In the final analysis, it is just because he has been used to blocking himself for a long time. In a deeper sense, it is probably because of a serious lack of security, so he would rather choose not to believe anyone, and then curl himself up in the turtle shell.

"But I'm used to this kind of life, and it's hard for me to make changes..."

"That's okay, I can wait," Victor looked at him with firm eyes, "You don't have to care about me or change anything, it's fine as it is now."

Yuuri knew that Victor had made love to him, and he probably wouldn't change it easily no matter what he said.

"Yuuri, I know what you are worried about, but I just hope you can give me a chance, if I don't do well, you can beat me and scold me, but please don't let me go, I have missed Angel's first five years Time is precious and I don't want to make a big mistake that I can't make up for later."

"So I mean you wouldn't leave no matter what, would you?"

"...You can say the same thing."

Yuuri looks at him suspiciously, "What about you in Russia? You're not going to the Winter Olympics?"

"That's another matter," Viktor suddenly reached out and grabbed Yuuri's hand again, placing him in front of his chest, "Yuuri, have you considered coming back? If you want , let me be your coach!"

Come back... out? ? ?Be a coach? ? ?Are you kidding me?Not to mention his age, he can still compete with the active rookie athletes in a few years of spare time, but even the king he admires and admires the most wants to be his coach...?

"You don't need any reward, I'll bring you back to the game, Yuuri, trust me!" Victor opened his eyes wide, and raised Yuuri's hands closer, as if he was proposing a marriage.

No, even if it was a marriage proposal, Yuuri would not be so dizzy, the flattered and ecstatic feeling like being hit on the head by a meteor made him unable to finish his sentence for a while.

"Back and back?? What, what? And be my coach?" Yuuri said, "Are you sure you're not joking?"

"Do I look like a joke? I've already announced my retirement, because I'm going to be your coach, Coach Victor." He held Yuuri's hands and said, "You really want to go back, don't you!"

"..." Yuuri looked at him, and then at the hands they held tightly. Although he was a little overjoyed at first, after thinking about it for a while, he felt that this was impossible.What he couldn't do five years ago, will he do it five years after retiring?

Yuuri couldn't help but feel a palpitation when he thought of the intimidation and intimidation brought by that kind of competition. He really wanted to win, but he couldn't go back.

"No, no..." Yuuri's face suddenly changed, he broke free from Victor's hand, "Stop joking, I don't need a coach, you go back to Russia!"

"Yuuri, I know it's not easy to come back, you have to overcome a lot of difficulties, but I will help you as a coach, please trust me."

Victor said and stretched out his hand to him again, trying to hold the other's trembling hands, but the moment he touched Yuuri, the man slapped his hand away hard.

Hearing a "pop", the two suddenly fell silent, the atmosphere in the room was unusually solemn, Victor froze for a moment, and slowly raised his eyes to look at Yuuri opposite.Yuuri's expression was embarrassing and sad, and after a while, he lowered his eyes and said, "I'm sorry."

"Yuuri..." Victor didn't know that Yuuri would react so strongly to this matter, he had no intention of doing this, so he could only slow down his voice and say, "I should be the one to say sorry, I won't force you, you can think about it slowly."

"No, thank you for your kindness, but I don't think I can do this." Yuuri adjusted his glasses, "If you are willing to stay with us as a guest, I have no right to drive you away, but I haven't told my family about you, I hope..."

"I won't tell anyone, and I won't... tell Angel."

Yuuri bit his lower lip, he knew he was selfish and domineering, after all Victor was Angel's other father, but he prevented them from recognizing each other.

The sentence "I don't want you to disturb us" is like an iron wall, blocking Victor from the siege.

"Well, I'll bring you the bed later, you can stay here tonight." Yuuri closed the door after he finished speaking, and then he leaned against the door to gasp for air, trying to hold back the rolling in his eyes Tears finally poured out.There was no one in the aisle, he slipped slowly and sat on the ground, wiping the tears off his face in embarrassment.

What are you kidding, if you wanted to help me, why didn't you come earlier...? !

Yuuri more or less understood that he meant to vent his anger, he chose to have a child, he chose to give up his career, none of which was forced by Victor, but he just blamed all of these on Victor who knew nothing about it.He is not a saint, but just an ordinary person, with his own narrow-mindedness and selfishness. He knows that such anger is meaningless, but he still can't help but want to blame the other party: Why didn't he show up when he needed him most? Just when he was trying to start integrating into "normal life" he broke in recklessly?

Of course he didn't regret the decisions he made, but that didn't mean he wasn't upset or unwilling. In fact, he had been living with deep self-blame and guilt for himself these years, and those dark emotions were like a The invisible shackles imprisoned him made it impossible for him to move an inch.But no one knew that he thought so, Yuuri didn't mention it to anyone, and he didn't want to show his vulnerable side to Angel—after all, in Angel's heart, Yuuri was her hero.

Yuuri naturally didn't dare to cry like this in front of the banquet hall door, he went back to his room, and after crying bitterly, he got under the covers to escape reality, he didn't even remember to eat dinner.I don't know how long it took until his sister Katsuki Mari knocked on the door, Yuuri got out of bed, put on his glasses and opened the door.

"Sister Zhenli." He called out, his eyes were red.

Zhenli's expression was normal, as if he didn't notice anything unusual about his younger brother, he just pointed to the room Victor lived in with his finger, and said, "Did your friend decide to stay here during this period of time?"

"Big, probably..."

"Oh, then I'll help him make a quilt. The dinner is in the kitchen. If you're hungry, go and heat it up."

"Thank you, Angel..."

"Mom is taking her tonight, don't worry."

"That's good." Yuuri heaved a sigh of relief, during the period when he accidentally forgot about Angel, fortunately his family members were silently caring for him.Mari left after talking to him, Yuuri thought he didn't want to go to Angel right now because he didn't think he was in a good state.

Angel is too smart and sensible. At this age, she can always sense Yuuri's bad mood. If she sees his red eyes, she will probably worry again.

Then he went to the kitchen to warm up the meal. He didn't have any appetite, so he just ate a few bites and went back to the room. He still felt very tired, it was the kind of mental exhaustion, so he fell asleep in a daze after climbing into bed. up.

When he woke up the next day, it was Angel who woke him up. The little girl shook his arm beside his bed and said, "Father, get up soon. The piglets who get up early have pork chops for dinner!"

"Ah, good morning Angel." Yuuri fumbled around the bed for a while, found the glasses and put them on, and then he heard someone say by the door, "Good morning, Yuuri the Pig."

Yuuri was taken aback for a moment, then turned around to see Victor in a sweatshirt standing leaning against the door with his arms folded. It was obviously a lazy movement, but there was a sense of sexiness and coquettishness emanating from the bottom of his bones.

Why is he here? ! ... No, he seems to have been here yesterday!Yuuri rubbed his face, deeply wondering if he had fallen asleep.

God, he actually forgot that there is such a guy in his family! ! !

"Get up and have breakfast, let's hang out together later!" Victor smiled and waved his hand, "An Qier will also go."

"Yes, Angel is going too, Dad hurry up!"

"Anqier, don't you have to go to kindergarten today?"

"Uncle Xiaowei asked for leave for me, so I won't go to kindergarten!" Angel said happily: "And I remember that Dad doesn't have to go to work today!"

Good job, the first day to return