gossip

03.

The weather in summer is changeable.

When Gu Nian woke up, she thought the alarm clock was broken.Seeing the dark clouds outside the window, he shivered involuntarily.I felt panicked for a while.Since the accident, he has become restless when it rains.

When he went out, Gu Nian's face was very ugly. He heard people whispering and pointing at him.His soul seemed to have escaped from his body, making many disgusting noises.Out of mind.

In this small town, any rumors would spread with explosive speed.

No text required, not even the internet.The appearance of the rumors has become all sorts of strange things, like a monster, like someone or something, leaving no room for it.

All the way to the school gate, Gu Nian's hands and feet were always cold.

Zhao Buwen gave him a caring look, and he forced a smile, his face was still a little pale.

"It's him!" Suddenly someone shouted from behind, and then a force grabbed Gu Nian's back collar, and Zhao Buwen pulled him quickly so he didn't fall to the ground.

"You...you are a people's teacher! How could you do such a thing!" He recognized the woman in front of him, Bai Tang's mother.

Gu Nian looked around, there were about a dozen people who came, not counting the crowd watching.Not only Bai Tang's mother, but his father is also there. From the corner of his vision, he even saw Bai Tang timidly hiding behind the crowd, "I...?" Gu Nian just wanted to ask, but was blocked by many voices. Shut up.

"Bai Tang is still a child! You bastard, beast!"

"I'm going to beat you to death today, bitch."

"You don't even let your children go? You're a son of a bitch!"

Many people were talking, many people were shouting at him.Gu Nian felt that his footsteps were a little weak. He could feel Zhao Buwen's hand firmly supporting him, and a little heat came through through his clothes. If it wasn't for him, he would have fallen to the ground long ago.A woman pulled her collar and shook it back and forth. Gu Nian couldn't hear what she was saying, but felt that the man's saliva was sprayed on her face.He raised his hand to wipe his face, but felt a coldness.

Someone threw a notebook at his face, and the notebook quickly disintegrated within a short distance.In front of him was the wreckage of that notebook, which filled the sky and the ground.Someone pasted a piece of paper in front of his eyes, and he could barely read the words on it. [I like you. ] Another person took a picture of his face, in the picture it was dim, and he was pressing Bai Tang against the corner of the wall.He remembered the confession in the corridor that day, and also thought of the sudden pounce behind him, it turned out that it was not such a simple prank...

Boom!A thunder exploded in the distance, followed by bean-sized raindrops dripping on the tip of his nose, then on his shoulders, between his eyebrows, and on the back of his hands.Countless raindrops came one after another, making it too late for him to react, where would the next one be.

"Ahh..." Gu Nian's sobs that he had never heard before awakened his sanity. The people around him dispersed a little due to the rain, but one person rushed towards him with a fruit knife and waved it. Then he scratched his face.While paddling, he cursed, "Pervert, boy!"The sobbing sound was from Zhao Buwen to remind him, it was too late for Gu Nian to raise his arm to block it, but Zhao Buwen grabbed the blade of the knife ahead of him.

"Blood! Blood!" Someone screamed, and everyone around them took half a step back in unison.

In the panic, another thunder exploded, followed by torrential rain.Gu Nian looked at Zhao Buwen's bloody palm, his body trembling uncontrollably.The sound of the rain was so loud that it isolated all the surrounding noises under the rain curtain.He could only hear the sound of raindrops hitting the ground, Gu Nian moved his steps with difficulty, and suddenly ran towards the school.There was a lot of noise behind him, and there was a demon behind him, so he didn't dare to turn his head.

When he arrived at the office, Gu Nian sat down on the chair, as if his strength had been drained.He vaguely knew what had happened, but he seemed to be in a daze.The clothes were wet from the rain, and it felt very uncomfortable to stick to the body at this time.But he didn't want to move, as if just sitting like this, time could stand still, and he wouldn't have to face the next suffering.

The bangs were sticking to his forehead wetly. Someone gave him a tissue. He wiped it against his face, and the tissue was soaked almost instantly.He looked at his hand on the table, clenched his fist for a while, and loosened it for a while, the only feeling he felt was cold.He was cold and shivering all over, but he still couldn't move.

"Gu Nian." The office door was opened, and the headmistress stood at the door and called him softly.Gu Nian turned back to look at her, his eyes were like a wounded animal, bewildered.She felt that such an expression was not at all like the usual Gu Nian who turned a deaf ear to rumors, but she felt a little distressed by such Gu Nian.

"Principal..." Gu Nian's voice was a little hoarse, and it took him a lot of effort to keep his voice from trembling.

"Come on." The headmistress said something, turned and went out.

"You take a break in my office..." The headmistress poured Gu Nian a cup of hot water from a disposable cup, and handed him a towel. "I'm going to deal with the group of students' parents. You are in your own office, and it is inevitable that someone will trouble you. I have known your mother for a long time, and I don't want anything to happen to you..."

Gu Nian held the cup of hot water in both hands, and the heat slowly seeped into his palm.His eyes were a little dull, and he nodded mechanically.

"But I still want to confirm with you that you really didn't..."

"I didn't." Gu Nian felt that his throat was a little tight again, he didn't want to say another word, and he focused on the head of the water glass in front of him without lifting it.He vaguely heard the headmaster sigh in a low voice.

"Look at this, I'll go to work first."

The door slammed shut!Gu Nian looked at the few pieces of paper left by the principal on the table in a daze, and took a long time to pick them up to read.The ink on the paper has been soaked by the rain, and the specific content can only be seen when you look hard.

This is without a doubt Bai Tang's handwriting.

When Gu Nian discerned the content, his throat tightened for a while, and the suffocation tightly strangled his throat.

April 2

School has finally started, and I'm about to meet Teacher Gu Nian.

Teacher Gu is the only person in this school who treats me well. I also like him very much. He is really handsome.

April 2

Teacher Gu called me to the office today and took off my clothes.

There is no one in the office. Teacher Gu's figure is so good that he doesn't want to wash his hands after touching it.

April 3

I finally took this step, is this what kissing feels like,

Teacher Gu, I love you.

April 4

ah.I can't control the sounds I make.

I love being fucked by you.Teacher Gu, give me more,

..........................................

Pieces of diary content, adolescent fantasies.

Gu Nian took a deep breath and wanted to smoke a cigarette from his pocket, but he couldn't light it because of the rain.

He was a little irritable, his mind was full of what happened today, like a movie, it was in front of his eyes over and over again.

Gu Nian always thought that he was used to the malice from the surroundings, but when the malice rushed up, he was still hit by a somersault.Especially in weather like this...

He turned his head to look at the pouring rain outside the window, and suddenly thought of a person.

Zhao Buwen, how is he...

He blocked a knife for himself, and left him alone outside the school.Why don't you send him to the hospital... It seems that since the relationship has improved, he has always been injured.

On weekdays, those people always talk about Zhao Buwen, and those children always bully him because he is a deaf-mute.It is estimated that he will be bullied even worse after this incident, but it seems that just treating him to a meal is not enough to soothe his self-blame.

Gu Nian tore up the obscenities on the table and threw them into the trash can. The scenery outside the house was blurred by the heavy rain. The principal didn't come back. Gu Nian stood by the window with a damp cigarette in his mouth, feeling his nose sour.

It's been a long time since school, but the rain still hasn't stopped.

Gu Nian realized that his umbrella was gone, his body was already wet, and he didn't plan to run back, just walked calmly.

There is a small river ditch at the back gate of the school, and many things flashed through my mind.Gu Nian walked to the side of the small river ditch by accident. After the rain, the water flow in the small river ditch was extremely fast.Maybe he just died like this... For a moment, maybe because of this thought, Gu Nian watched helplessly as there was a slippery stone under his feet, but he still stepped on it.Not surprisingly, the whole person fell into the small river ditch.

Suffocation, despair, pain.

At that moment, all the fear hit Gu Nian's heart, he opened his mouth to shout, but felt his throat was extremely tight, and it hurt like a fire.He flapped his arms in a panic, splashing layers of water, and his eyes were pitch black.

A pair of big hands pulled him ashore, he coughed violently, and tears flowed down his cheeks mixed with the rain.

Gu Nian looked at Zhao Buwen in front of him, whether it was the gauze on his forehead or the sloppy bandage on his hands, they were shocking.He bit his lower lip, his nose was sore, and his eyes were blurred with tears. Finally, he couldn't hold it back, and wept.

Zhao Buwen comforted Gu Nian over and over again, rubbing his back.Gu Nian looked up, and seeing that Zhao Buwen's eyes were also red, and there were tears on his face, he couldn't help but feel a throbbing pain in his heart.He involuntarily kissed Zhao Buwen's face, flustered and out of order.The sound of rain and thunder cluttered his ears, making his brain buzz.

Gu Nian tightly closed her eyes, feeling pain all over her body.