The apprentice always wants to kill me

"Yeah." The woman sat down at the table, looked at him tenderly and smiled, "Eat more."

Du Zhong looked at the woman in a daze, feeling the sudden joy filled his heart, and held him tight and refused to let him leave.

He put a small piece of beef into his mouth, it was the beautiful and tender taste in his memory.When he was a child, he always sat on his mother's lap and ate the small pieces of food that her mother handed to his mouth.

It felt so good, and I couldn't tell whether it was the taste of the food, the warm embrace of my mother, or just the simple care.

And Dad would sit across from them after finishing the kitchen.Sitting under the warm light and having a leisurely meal together, the family is the most warm and happy moment.

It seems that the world is so big that only the place where the family is is the home.

Du Zhong put down the knife and fork, and gently wiped the lower corner of his mouth with a tissue: "Mom?"

"Ok?"

He was still a little dazed, and called again: "Mom?"

The woman held her chin and couldn't help but looked at him and laughed: "Why are you calling me?"

"Where's Dad?"

"No." The woman tilted her head.

Du Zhong followed her gaze and saw the man busy in the kitchen.The man also poked his head out to look at him: "What's the matter?"

The strange joy drove the heart to beat rapidly, Du Zhong touched his chest, and suddenly calmed down.This feeling must have lasted for too long.

Excessive joy, excessive joy, everything is beautiful and incredible, as if being in a falsehood.

The warm time with the family is as unreal as if separated by a layer of fog.

Du Zhong sat on the stool that was too short with his hands and feet shrunk, silent.This scene is so familiar, but more than that happened. After that, something important was forgotten, and there was a gap in his memory.

It seems that he shouldn't be here long ago. In this place, he seems to have something important to do.

At this moment, the man in the kitchen called out, "Honey, come here."

"Okay." The woman stood up, but Du Zhong suddenly grabbed her hand.She smiled and tilted her head to look at him, without speaking.

Du Zhong wriggled his lips a few times, and finally said: "Mom, I love you."

Although the woman was puzzled, she didn't ask, she just touched his forehead: "Yes."

After the woman went to the kitchen, she appeared to have had an argument with the man inside.At first, it was just whispered accusations, then loud abuse, and then they started fighting, beating and beating gradually became more and more violent, and finally evolved to the point where it was fatal.

Listening to their escalating dispute, Du Zhong's hands trembled slightly, and he cut the steak nervously, staring at it, as if it was not a piece of meat, but a very beautiful painting.

The dispute between the two sides subsided, but no one came out of the kitchen.The lights there were turned off by someone, and the inside was pitch black, like a big mouth that chooses people.

Du Zhong lowered his head and tried to curl up, but this chair was for children, and he could barely sit down as an adult, and he didn't even have room to move.

Sadness came as weirdly and overwhelmingly as the previous joy, trying to press him in this small space and not let him leave.

Du Zhong sat dumbly, and after a long time reached out to stroke his hair.He didn't have to go over to check the situation, because he knew that the quarrel ended with his father killing his mother and then committing suicide.

But the situation at that time was different from now. At that time, his crazy father walked up to him with a knife and showed a weak smile: "Duzhong, will you go with us? We are together, and the family will be together forever."

At a young age, he still didn't understand what death meant. He just instinctively felt that the liquid flowing from his father's knife and his mother's screams were scary.Sitting on the small chair, he cried out of fright and shook his head blindly.

With a regretful face, his father knelt down and stroked his cheek, rubbing the warm blood onto his face: "Father is leaving too, you have to be good."

After the father finished speaking, he stood up and went into the kitchen again. From then on, there was nowhere to return to.

After growing up, Du Zhong gradually realized that the reason why his parents came to this point was because of the disparity in status between them.

His mother came from a business family and received the best education since childhood.She hates the hypocrisy and obscenity among the upper class, and eventually falls in love with the captain of the security guard in the villa area.

Things like love are always blind. His mother loves the security captain's straightforwardness and positive sunshine, so she has the idea of ​​staying together for the rest of her life.

It's a pity that the life after marriage is not satisfactory. The security captain's low education makes him often have nothing to talk about with that outstanding woman, and his honesty makes it impossible for him to get along with people in the upper class.

Everyone was not optimistic about their love, so he begged to spoil his wife everywhere, making everything as beautiful as in love, at least on the surface.

But he couldn't accept that his lover would often associate with men who were good-looking and well-spoken. Doubt and anxiety had already eroded his reason and started to drive him crazy.

He wanted to hold on to happiness forever and ever, and hold on to the woman who brought him happiness, even if he died.

Ha, but aren't the things that make us most happy and warm and happy, all fleeting and false?It's okay if you just have a taste of it, but once you get into it, you will have to pay the price in blood.

At this time, this illusion could no longer confuse Du Zhong, so he silently recited the Qingxin formula to get rid of the strange emotions in his heart.He remembered his current identity, and he had to get out as soon as possible.

Du Zhong remembered that he was covering Gu Qingli on the spider's back before, and he didn't know what happened to him after falling into the illusion.

For many years, he would not specifically think about his childhood experience. How warm his parents cared for him when he was young, and how deep the pain of losing them later was.

Nostalgia, heartache, all emotions are to keep him in the illusion, so that he doesn't want to leave.

But whether this dream is a good dream or a nightmare, he must wake up immediately, for the family outside, the child he raised, the person who is very important to him.

Gu Qingli.

Eucommia pinched the decision with one hand, although he could not feel the spiritual power in his body due to the illusion, but they must still be there.

After a while, everything that was false in front of him began to fall apart, and he successfully returned to reality.

Du Zhong heard his heart beating, the emotions in the illusion were still affecting him, making him dizzy and in a trance.

Some people often say that love has no boundaries, but the experience of his parents told him that age, appearance and background are all fatal boundaries, and once crossed, it will hurt both physically and mentally.And what is he now?

A disabled monk?A person who will be dead in ten years?

What is he worthy of in this world?

Du Zhong shook his head, not thinking deeply about those weird thoughts.He took a few breaths, squinted his eyes and looked around calmly.

He was in a cave, glued to a web.The vampire spiders aren't here now, they're safe.

He turned his head and saw Gu Qingli who was also stuck on the Internet.The uneasiness in Du Zhong's heart dissipated a little, anyway, he still has this child he raised.

Gu Qingli seemed to be still conscious, Du Zhong immediately called him: "Gu Qingli, Gu Qingli!"

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