Give me the first charge [hologram]

"..."

Wen Liangjiu was overwhelmed after a while, with "I'm not I don't have it, why are you talking nonsense" written all over her face.But Bai Li had turned his head away and refused to look at him again, his side face was tense, and he tried his best to suppress his emotions and did not want to conflict with him again, "You go out."

"I'm a little angry, I just can't see you being tortured like this because of him."

Wen Liangjiu tentatively touched his hand, "I can't leave now, can I? What if you cry secretly behind my back when you go out?"

"Didn't you let me take a bath?"

Bailey turned to look at him sharply.As if he had finally found someone to vent to, he spoke in a hurry, throwing all his annoyance and grievances on him, "I can't listen to you, and I can't listen to you. Then I, I... I, I What, what to do!"

Even at such times, his voice was still low.Like a whimpering little animal, unwillingly asking for help in the exhaustion of cold and hunger.The angry and desperate emotions had never been seen before, and Wen Liangjiu was almost sure that something must have happened in the hospital.

It was the age when he was young and frivolous and ignorant to cause trouble, but in the hospital he faced the group of people who gathered together for the sake of profit. Those people had different intentions, but very few of them had good intentions. The young people who come out of the campus get the greatest benefit.

He shouldn't have been left there alone anyway.

The worries and regrets that had piled up since leaving the hospital came to a head.Wen Liangjiu folded his arms and pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly, as if getting closer could take away some of the pressure on him.

Bai Li let him hug him, grabbed his clothes corner like a driftwood in the drowning water, relaxed all the strength in his body, and murmured, "What on earth should I do?"

You can leave it alone.

Wen Liangjiu thought about it countless times in his heart.

If you want, I can build you a castle, as long as you stay in it happily, all your troubles and sorrows will be far away from you.

But he knew that Bury didn't need that kind of overprotection.He has his own attitude towards problems, and the important thing is to believe that he can do it, as long as you wait patiently by his side and say "well done" to him when all the dust settles.

In addition, give him a hug when he really can't bear to look back for psychological support.

The trembling of the shoulders gradually subsided in the embrace.There was no sound for a long time, Wen Liangjiu was afraid that he would catch a cold if he fell asleep directly, so he patted his back and shook, "Are you feeling better?"

Bai Li hummed with a nasal sound, but still didn't look up.

"Change the wet clothes first, and let you hug me when I go to bed later."

Wen Liangjiu deliberately slowed down his speech, "But I think I still have to stand here and watch you wash. Otherwise you..."

"I won't cry." Bai Li quickly pushed him away, "You go out first."

The corner of Wen Liangjiu's mouth twitched, and he finished the second half of the sentence, "What if you fell asleep while washing here?"

Bailey: "..."

Wen Liangjiu raised his hand to pick up the small mirror on the sink, took it off and waved it in front of his face, "What's the matter with those eyes."

Needless to say, the faint shadow in the fundus of the eyes, the red blood on the eyeballs is densely distributed, which is quite frightening.Bai Li was also surprised when he saw himself, and explained, "I stayed up too late, and I forgot to pick up my invisibility."

Wen Longjiu: "..."

Baili took off the contact lens with the help of the small mirror in his hand, and finally said the demand calmly and seriously, "I'm very hungry now. I want to eat."

Seeing that his mood had stabilized, Wen Liangjiu was a little relieved, "Don't soak for too long, I'll go and see what to eat."

He went to the small bathroom in the guest room and simply took a shower and changed his clothes.There was still the takeaway from the previous day in the refrigerator, and he glanced over it, and finally took out the few ingredients left and ordered a bowl of clear noodles.Adjust the sauce, put two poached eggs in a bowl, and finally sprinkle a small handful of minced green onion and chopped coriander.

When Bai Li came out of the bathroom, he just served it on the table, and his eyes lit up when he saw the hot face, "It smells so good."

"There's nothing in the refrigerator, let's just make do with it. It should be pretty tasty."

Wen Liangjiu handed him the chopsticks and spoon, "Do you want a drink?"

Bai Li shook his head and carefully sipped the noodle soup, "It tastes good."

"I also liked to eat it when I was a child, especially when I came home hungry after going wild outside at night, and I always pestered my mother to make it."

Wen Liangjiu sat across from him and looked at him with his hands in his hands, "Later she got impatient with me, so she simply taught me to be self-reliant."

Bai Li was silent for a moment, then picked up a pair of steaming thin noodles, "My mother doesn't know how to cook."

A large tear pattered into the bowl.

"..."

Obviously chatting to death.

Bai Li calmly swallowed the noodles and explained, "It's hot."

"..."

Wen Liangjiu nodded cooperatively, "Then eat slowly, this side can be hot for a long time. It's not hot enough and there is still in the pot."

"..."

It's so annoying this man.

Bailey let out an "oh".When I was about to take a second bite, I heard a cell phone ringing in the room.

His mobile phone has always only been on vibrate, and when he just came back to charge it, he deliberately set it to ring in order to avoid missing the hospital's call.Now when I heard it, I dropped my chopsticks and ran over to pick it up.

It started with the phrase "I am".Bai Li took the mobile phone back to the dining table and sat down, listening to the conversation.Only speak out when necessary, "That needs me, do you want to go back now?"

"Not for the time being. If you still can't agree on her request, it's best not to show up, so as not to anger her."

"However, the situation of patients who have been delayed for a long time is not optimistic. I hope you can make a decision as soon as possible."

"I see."

Putting down his mobile phone, Baili held up the bowl to cover his face and drank the soup.

Wen Liangjiu looked so uncomfortable that he wanted to pick out the person on the other end of the phone and beat him up.

"Not because of him."

When he put down the bowl, Bai Li's expression had returned to calm, and he answered his previous question first.

"My mom is awake."

Wen Liangjiu nodded, "What did she say?"

"Bai Chang committed suicide."

Bai Li stated the facts to him as objectively as possible, "The amount of inhalation is different, she didn't die together. Now I want to give her the signature of the euthanasia application.

When she first woke up, she even asked him to join this "trip".

Dad went to the fun place to wait for us first.Let's go find him, shall we?

Don't you want your mother?

She didn't even get out of the house to see what the world was like.

He looked at Wen Liangjiu and thought to himself, she hasn't even seen you yet.

She no longer wants to stay in this world.

Euthanasia has just been legalized in China, and even if it is really to be implemented, it must have the signed consent of the applicant who has a legal relationship with the applicant.The relationship with Bai Changsui also requires another written identification. Baili has just done a private DNA analysis, and it will take 24 hours to get an accurate result.So I have time to breathe and come back.

For the first time, the laws of this country really told everyone that he was the child of these two people.It was because of this.

Wen Liang paused for a long time, digesting the amount of information coming to him, and then asked him seriously, "Do you want to talk about this now?"

"...I'm not full yet."

Bai Li looked at the bottom of the empty bowl and thought for a while, "Let's talk later."

"it is good."

Wen Liangjiu picked up his bowl, and the voice came from the kitchen, "The antipyretics are in the drawer under the coffee table, go and take two."

After the meal, Wen Liangjiu cleaned up the kitchen, and when he returned to the bedroom, he saw that the bed was covered with clothes.

Bai Li was emptying out the closet, when he saw him come in, he stopped to explain, "I'm going to shut myself up for a while."

Wen Longjiu still nodded cooperatively.He took the clothes in his hand and threw them on the bed, "Please."

At the moment of such emotional fluctuations, both of them were strangely calm.

And eerily comfortable.

Wen Liangjiu leaned against the cabinet door with his computer in his arms, but didn't feel like typing.I put it on my lap and looked at the black screen for a while, and suddenly laughed softly, "Even if we quarrel in the future, it will be very worry-free."

Even if you are autistic, you have to notify me.Choose a place where he can see it.

Bai Li's muffled voice came from the closet, "Let's not quarrel in the future."

The small dark environment still makes people feel safe, but the effect is no longer as obvious as before.

Bailey found herself preferring to hear him talk.

"Are you asleep?"

"No."

"are you asleep?"

"No."

"now what?"

"……No."

"Why are you sad?"

Wen Liangjiu suddenly asked, "Because you don't want her to leave you?"

"..."

Bailey didn't answer his question directly. "If it were you. What would you do?"

Wen Liangjiu answered straightforwardly, "I won't die with her anyway."

"I do not know either."

Bai Li closed his eyes, put his fingers on the cabinet door and slowly traced his outline, "But I'm not reconciled."

How can you love someone so much that you are willing to die for him?

He wants to drag you to be buried with him even when he dies, so why do you still love him?

Bai Li asked in a low voice, "Is it because I don't love her enough?"

When I was young, I saw her being "bullied" by her father and weeping in a low voice. She was wronged and could not resist, sobbing and swallowing/vomiting, because the sentence "I want my mother not to cry, you can replace her" can replace her without hesitation. She satisfies dirty desires.To get her hug, to see her smile, and even to be happy for a time to share her suffering.

Even when I grew up, every time I thought about it, I was so disgusted that I didn't want to look at him again or say a word to him.He is still willing to endure surveillance and morbid desire for control for her, and cooperate with her to maintain the superficial peace at home.

"I am willing to do for her, everything I can do. I can be with her and live a good life together."

"She asked me why I didn't want her."

He whispered softly, "Then why doesn't she want me?"

Why should you go with him.

Why don't you want to stay for me?

Inside and outside the cabinet door is like a small makeshift confession room.Wen Longjiu sat facing the wardrobe.With his forehead and palm pressed against the cabinet door, he said softly, "Love cannot be quantified."

"But before choosing, love does have priority."

Bai Li remembered what she cried when she begged herself.

"Mom loves you too, Xiaoli."

"But I love my brother more," she said.

"Perhaps keeping her is a crueler choice for her."

Wen Liangjiu said, "She doesn't think it's a good thing to be alone. If you are forced to stay because of the choice you made on her behalf, she will even resent you."

"She wants to go to her brother. She can't live without him. Then send her there."

"If it's for her, it's a better choice."

Bai Li said stubbornly, "Even if she resents me, it doesn't matter."

"But where is there a better choice?"

Wen Liangjiu sighed in a low voice, regret and helplessness penetrated into his heart, "What choice she wants to make is more important. That's what she really wants, no one forces her to do anything, she can just do it for herself."

"Let her go, Bury."

The voice fell, and there was silence in the cabinet for a long time without any further voices.

Wen Liangjiu knocked on the cabinet door, "Are you crying behind my back?"

"……No."

Burry said, "I think what you said has a point."

He was silent for a while before whispering, "I feel like crying a little bit."

Wen Liangjiu pushed the computer on his lap aside, patted the cabinet door again, "Come."

After staying in a dark environment for a long time, the wall lamp suddenly came out very dazzling.Bai Li raised his hand to block the light, and peeped through his fingers that he got up and turned off the wall lamp, and replaced the dimly lit bedside lamp.

Wen Liangjiu came back and sat down next to him, gently took his hand and pulled it away, saying, "Open your eyes and look at me."

Bailey opened his eyes and looked at him.

Obviously, I can't help laughing when I see it.But at this moment, after half a minute of peacefully looking at each other, he suddenly shed tears.

Maybe it's been too long since he has vented his emotions by crying, and he doesn't know how to have fun at all.Tears kept pouring out, the corners of his eyes were flushed with heat, and they fell down silently in strings.Even the choked sobs are still desperately pressed in the throat, broken into pieces.Seeing it in the eyes and pouring into the ears, it hurts people's heart.

Wen Liangjiu couldn't bear it anymore, frowned and said, "Cry louder."

"..."

Bai Li sobbed back, "You don't need to teach me."

"You make me want to cry with you too."

Wen Liangjiu kissed his tearful eyes, and whispered, "Would you like to share half of the tears with me?"

In such a gentle sight, he finally cried out like a child.He held Wen Liangjiu's hand tightly in his arms and refused to let go.

It's not that I don't really know what to do.

On the contrary, he knew there was nothing he could do to change her mind.Knowing that I have to accept the parting that comes early.Knowing that I will grow up quickly overnight, I will deal with the chaotic interest disputes with a mature attitude.Know that you can handle it well.

But before he can face it all without fear, he needs to find some courage.

In the end, he stopped sobbing, his brain was a little lack of oxygen, but his heart was satisfied.

The purpose of coming back this trip has been fully achieved.

"Is there anything particularly important when you come back at this time?"

When he was almost done venting, Wen Longjiu asked the question he was most concerned about.Afraid that he would be embarrassed to make a request, I purposely lowered my voice, trying to induce him to say, "What do you need me to do? Tell me."

Bailey rubbed his eyes and shook his head.

Actually, I just want to come back and see you.

But looking at this person looking at him with concern, he looked very distressed.His heart burned, he swallowed the words on the tip of his tongue, and said something else in a low voice.

Wen Liangjiu's expression froze, "Say it again?"

"..."

Bai Lier's roots were burning red, and he turned his face away as if to repent, "You can reject me."

"Wait a minute, don't, just do as you say."

He quickly got up and ran to the living room, "Sit here and don't move, I'll unpack a courier first."

"..."

As expected, Baili was obedient and sat there motionless waiting for him.For some reason, I remembered the time when I just found out that I seemed to like Wen Liangjiu.

He hid in the closet of the dormitory and kept thinking wildly.Think "why is he being so nice to me", think "what on earth can I give him in return", think "is he being so nice to me just to sleep with me".

But now there is no such doubt anymore.

never mind.thought Burry.

Even if he really only treats me so well because he wants to fuck me.Even so.

As long as it is him.Then I will.

When Wen Liangjiu came back, he was still obediently sitting by the closet, his eyes washed by tears were exceptionally clear when he looked up.He didn't realize that his expression was about to ignite something, and looked at Wen Liangjiu and asked, "Why didn't you reject me this time?" Even he himself felt that it was a bit ridiculous to make such a request at this time.

"Reject you?"

Wen Liangjiu smiled inexplicably, swept off the clothes on the bed, bent down to pick him up and threw him into the quilt, "It's not like you don't know, I'm a person without principles."

"From now on, I will give you whatever you want."

He quickly took off his shirt.When leaning over, the look in his eyes seemed to be a different person, "Whenever you want, I will give it."

"Exactly, I'll reduce your fever."

The author has something to say:

Come to Liao!

I tried to write a car in the middle, but I found that the atmosphere was very tragic when I was driving? ?

still slipping away

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When I first wrote this book, I made a vow, saying that this child is too repressed by nature, and I have to let him go out.So although their cars start late, as long as they catch fire, I will let them drive freely on the highway every chapter.Open it for me!But go ahead!

It was later discovered that this plan was not feasible.Because I got off to a really bad start!Night!up!

So it's up to everyone to make up where they can drive, mua