twin stars

Feng Xiangjie

We settled Ah Qun properly, but Xiao Yi still looked worried.

"Don't worry, let him rest and recuperate first, and we will buy some supplements to see him in two days."

I try my best to comfort Xiao Yi like a steady elder brother.Probably because of the bewilderment and helplessness he felt when he couldn't find Ah Qun, I suddenly felt that he needed to be taken care of, and unconsciously regarded him as my younger brother, thinking that his affairs were my affairs.

He is not emotionally stable now, I hope to be his support, just like I am the support of my mother and sister.

Back on the set, we were named and criticized by the company because we missed classes and did not ask for leave.But those are small things compared to saving a drug addicted friend.

Xiao Yi frowned, his eyes dodged, he didn't dare to look at me, I knew he still felt guilty.

In the past two days, whether it was practicing martial arts or teaching Mandarin, he was very proactive.But I hope that he will relax like before, and not always have the thought of repaying gratitude.

Two days later, after class, we went to visit Ah Qun with fruits and supplements.He took good care of himself, and Xiao Yi's eyebrows were finally relaxed.

On the way back, he was eloquent and dancing, and all kinds of strange expressions flashed on his face quickly, which made me overwhelmed.

"Ajie, let me tell you, at that time some homeless people occupied the abandoned stone house and refused to let Aqun and me live in it. We played ghosts to scare them in the middle of the night. We put on black cloth and tore the old white plastic bags into strips to cover the roof. It is used as hair on the head. It also pretends to be a strange bird, just like an owl, I will teach you: gurgling, gurgling... It scared them half to death, hahaha!"

He performed with both voice and emotion, and he looked like a child who was full of imagination and playfulness!

I laughed and listened to his funny stories about wandering.For me, the days of wandering were a period of darkness, with no direction in life, and no one around to spur and supervise me. I was confused and painful, and I almost let myself go and give up on myself.Xiao Yi can turn difficult experiences into optimistic memories, I like him like this!

Turning the corner of the street and about to take the bus, I casually looked across the street, and was instantly unable to move like a thunderbolt.It was a big family, older father, mother, son, daughter my age, and several younger children.Smiling or elated, they were entering a restaurant for what appeared to be a family dinner.

A strong sense of soreness immediately permeated my heart, and my eye sockets were a little hot, as if there was a hot current wanting to gush out.

"Ajie, Ajie, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Yi was startled by my dazed appearance, and asked repeatedly.

I was so tight in my chest that I couldn't speak, I just shook my head.

"Let's go, I'll treat you. Let's go to the bar and have some drinks to relieve boredom." Xiao Yi put his arms around my shoulders and dragged me into a nearby small bar.

We sat at the bar and he ordered five beers.I grabbed a bottle and drank it down.Wanting to grab the second bottle, Xiao Yi stopped me: "Don't worry, let's drink slowly."

After drinking two bottles of beer, the alcohol made my heart feel better.Xiao Yi carefully accompanied him to drink without asking.

"That family just now, the older one...is my father!"

Xiao Yi almost dropped the wine bottle in his hand in surprise: "W-how could it be...?"

"He had other families when I was very young. We didn't see each other a few times a year. My mother used to be so young, beautiful, and stubborn, and then...

We lived in a slum, and my mother sewed and worked several jobs, which was very hard.My sister and I helped with housework when we were very young, carried a large bucket, climbed to the top of the mountain in ten minutes, and waited in line to fetch water.Some hooligans often stopped us, robbed us of water, and forced us to fetch water for them.I resisted and was beaten.And my sister, I saw her being bullied, but I couldn't protect her.We dare not tell our mother, for fear that she will be even more sad.At that time, there was no father to protect and support the family.All his love, to another family..."

I took a sip of wine, thinking of the scene of being bullied, hatred was like a poisonous snake baring its teeth in my heart.But at that time, what I hated the most was actually myself.I hate that I am only a child of seven or eight years old, and that I cannot grow up immediately to protect my mother and sister; I hate that I still have illusions about that person, thinking that one day, he will suddenly appear like a god to save us .

"I fight and wander around, but I can't get his attention. Sometimes I wonder if he doesn't remember giving birth to us at all? Do you think it's funny? Hahaha..."

Xiao Yi looked at me, and there seemed to be brilliance in his pupils: "I know, I understand...whether it's fighting or wandering, it's because I want to get the attention of my family..."

"I've never said these words to anyone. Xiaoyi, you have to remember, don't rely on anyone, you can only rely on yourself!" When I got drunk, my tongue twisted a little: "Beer...is not enjoyable, I want Change to white wine! Get white wine!"

Xiao Yi grabbed my waving arm and said in a sad tone: "Ajie, listen to me, I am actually just like you. My father passed away when I was five years old, and I don't even remember his appearance. There are many children in the family. , I was not as sensible as my eldest brother and second brother, so I was fostered at my grandma's house. Later, my mother remarried and gave birth to younger siblings. They enjoyed themselves happily, and only I was thrown to my grandma. Grandma was the only one who loved me, but she also passed away It's gone... I think all of them don't care about me, it's the same with me or without me, maybe one day I die outside, and no one will find out..."

"What are you talking about? What's dead or not?" I slapped him on the back of the head, this kid is actually more pessimistic than me!

"How could your mother and your brother not care about you? Didn't you say that when you were wandering, your brother took you home?"

He shook his head, forced a smile, the smile was very bleak, he snatched the wine bottle from my hand, and drank it in big gulps.

In a blink of an eye, all five bottles of beer had bottomed out.

"Let's have some more white wine, have a good drink today!" Xiao Yi waved to the waiter.

I pressed his arm: "I can't drink any more! If you have something on your mind, just say it, don't keep it in your heart. Say it, and I can help you untie it."

He just shook his head and smiled.The waiter quickly brought two bottles of white wine.

"Take the glass away, we don't need it." Xiao Yizhi walked away from the waiter, handed me a bottle of white wine, clinked glasses with me, and drank from the mouth of the bottle.I had to drink with him.

Liquor is no better than beer. After a few sips, the hot smell of alcohol spread from the stomach to the top of the head. Xiao Yi and I were a little dizzy, and his face turned red.

Drinking like this, I'm afraid we will be carried back to the set.I was about to stop, when Xiao Yi yelled in a low voice: "Oops, I met an acquaintance! Ajie, you block me, don't say you've seen me." Before he finished speaking, he turned over and jumped over the bar , made a silent gesture to the bartender at the bar, and hid under the bar counter, still holding the wine bottle in his hand.

I was puzzled when three girls suddenly appeared beside me.

"I clearly saw Lei Yi, why did he suddenly disappear?" A girl with short hair looked around, her voice was loud and full of confidence.

"He's still hiding and doesn't want to see me!" Another girl with long hair, who was very pretty, said in a rather resentful tone.

"I can't hide. Didn't he drink with this person just now? Ask him." There is also a curly-haired girl with a plump figure and a flirtatious dress. She pointed at me, almost pointing at the tip of my nose, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"Hey, are you Lei Yi's friend? Where did he go?" the short-haired girl asked rudely.

"I don't know, I haven't seen him." I answered according to Xiaoyi's instructions, but after all, I was lying, and I was still a little nervous, and I didn't dare to look them in the eye.

"Sorry, I'm Lei Yi's girlfriend. If you see him, please tell him. I've been looking for him and I have something to say to him." The long-haired girl was sincere and polite, but her voice became more and more Low, there seemed to be tears in his eyes.

girlfriend!I was taken aback, why did Xiao Yi hide from his girlfriend?Seeing this girl's pitiful appearance, I almost wanted to tell her Xiaoyi was here because of my uneasy conscience.

"Okay, I will tell you." I responded loudly, also telling Xiao Yi.What the hell is this guy doing?I am most afraid of seeing girls crying sadly.

"Hey, Yawen, this little brother is much more handsome than Lei Yi, why do you only care about that Lei Yi?" The curly-haired girl stared at me intently, making me very uncomfortable. "Brother, what's your name? Are you drinking here alone? Do you want me to accompany you?" She leaned on me while talking, and the strong smell of perfume hit my face, making me dizzy.I quickly dodged backwards: "No, no need."

"Annie, he's shy!" the short-haired girl giggled.

After being told by her, I was even more embarrassed, and I didn't know how to put my hands and feet.

"It's so pure! I like it!" The curly-haired girl rested her slender hand on the wine bottle in my right hand, her gaze became hotter and the distance closer.I wanted to remove the wine bottle, but to my surprise, her hand was like a boneless snake, with a slight slip, it covered the back of my hand.The moment my skin touched, I shivered, feeling drunk, and with a random push with my left hand, I pushed the curly-haired girl several meters away, causing her to fall to the ground.

I gasped and tried to help her up.

"No, just don't, why are you so rude!" The short-haired girl's sharp accusation attracted everyone's attention, and many people in the bar turned to look at us.

"I, I..." I was at a loss for words, and I really didn't know how to explain it.

"Let's go! Hmph!" The curly-haired girl was helped up by the long-haired girl, with a pretty face full of shame and anger, she stared at me with resentment and hatred.The long-haired girl looked at me with apologetic eyes, and I knew it was inconvenient for her to say anything more.The short-haired girl rushed over, and the three left the bar quickly.

Seeing that there was nothing to watch, everyone dispersed.

I stayed where I was, and didn't understand how the scene just now happened.

"Ah, I'm finally leaving! It's really difficult!" Xiao Yi jumped out of the bar and appeared at this moment.

"You, you, you..." I tapped his head with my fingers, but I didn't know what to say to him: "You hide aside and let me hit the mine! I almost got into trouble again! I'm the worst at dealing with it It's a girl, do you know that?"