twin stars

Feng Xiangjie

Xiao Yi and Lin Yushan got back together...

I just went outside to shoot exterior scenes for two months, why did everything change after I came back?Didn't Xiaoyi promise to wait for me?Why?Why?

Does he regret it?He still likes girls, Lin Yushan?That being the case, why did you give me hope before?Why send me up to the top of a happy mountain, and then throw me down so hard, break me to pieces?He changed his mind and could get away, but what do I do?

Or, although he understood my intentions, he only wanted to be my brother and friend, so he didn't understand the meaning of my previous words at all, and it was all my wishful thinking?All dreams come to naught?

I looked at the platinum bracelet in my palm. The raised part on the bracelet was only half of the pattern, and it couldn't be seen as a smiling face at all.Without the other half, there will be no smiling faces anymore.

"Brother Jie, I can't find you anywhere, so you are here!" An Ran appeared on the roof of the dormitory.

The strength in my whole body seemed to be drained, and I had to accumulate for a long time before I could speak.

"I'm sorry... An Ran, let's... break up... I... I can't take care of you now." I sat under the fence on the roof with my head down, and I don't want to see anyone now.The bracelet is clutched in my hand, and it hurts my heart, but I still hold it tighter and tighter.

"Brother Jie, why do you say that? Did I do something wrong?" An Ran knelt beside me, shocked by my words, with tears in her eyes, feeling very wronged.

"You are not wrong, you are not wrong! It is me who is wrong, it is me..." It has always been my fault!I shouldn't deceive myself and have illusions about Xiaoyi.When did you fall in love with him?If I could have noticed it earlier, if I could have stopped it earlier, it would not be so painful now!

I was pulling my hair, trying to get him out of my head!

"Brother Jie, don't be like this, don't be like this!" An Ran grabbed my hand, her voice choked up.

"Let's go, let's go... Leave me alone, leave me alone..." I pushed An Ran away and continued to pull my hair.If pulling out my hair can forget Xiao Yi, I am willing to pull out all my hair!

"Please, don't drive me away!" An Ran burst into tears and threw herself on me: "Let me be with you, let me be with you! No matter what you take me for, I just want to be by your side. Please, Brother Jie, I will always wait for you!"

wait for me?An Ran said she would wait for me!But Xiao Yi, why don't you wait for me?Why……

The filming of Hangcheng ended, and Xiaoyi and I returned to the island.Lin Yushan was by Xiaoyi's side like a shadow.We started each directing our second film.My self-directed and acted "Motorcycle" tells the story of the main character, Ah Song, who fought a boxing match in order to get his dream motorcycle, but failed to win, so he had to borrow money from a loan shark to buy a car. After buying the car, the new car was stolen by a thief, and after several twists and turns, he finally got it back A car story.

I remembered the days when Xiao Yi and I lived frugally and bought a car with a loan.At that time we were very poor, with only a few hundred yuan of salary per month. In order to repay the loan, we were reluctant to eat street food, and sometimes we had to share a bottle of wine between two people.Now, Xiaoyi's classic car has long been sold, and I have bought a new car, but why do I miss those poor days so much?Although it was hard at that time, it was full of hope and joy.The two bought the car they wanted together, raced together, repaid the loan together, endured hardship together, and the bitterness eventually turned into sweetness.It seems that when two people are together, any difficulty can be overcome, and any dream can be realized.

But now, I know: some things can be obtained through hard work, such as motorcycles; some things can't be obtained no matter how hard you work...

The movie Xiao Yi made is a comedy, consisting of several short stories.In the movies, we try our best to give brothers like Tim and Ma Wu some opportunities and roles to appear on the screen, so that they can earn some extra money.Their current income is still relatively low, so we can help as much as we can.

Because the studios are different, the location is different, and the shooting time is different, Xiao Yi and I can't meet each other most of the time.Even if we meet, what can we say?Lin Yushan was always by his side.An Ran also visited me several times.Sometimes she and Lin Yushan would meet to play mahjong, and Xiaoyi and I would be drawn to play together.The four of them faced each other two by two, enjoying themselves on the surface, but my heart was desolate.

Xiao Yi looked very happy and at ease, as if the "five-year agreement" between me and him had never happened at all.I really want to know, what is his attitude towards my heart?Maybe I can give up completely only when I hear him refuse?

Find a chance, I will find a chance to ask for clarification!

When I finally made up my mind to ask Xiao Yi for clarification, he came to my apartment first.

He looked panic-stricken, with nowhere to rest his hands and feet, and he refused to even sit down.

"What's wrong? What happened?" I pressed his shoulders to calm him down.

"Yushan... Yushan is pregnant!"

Lei Yi

"Yushan... Yushan is pregnant!"

I felt my voice was as low as dust.I dare not look at Ajie's face.

Unexpectedly, Yushan would be pregnant, and it has been more than four months!Her recent physical discomfort was all ignored by her with a few words of understatement.I was so busy filming that I didn't think about it at all. "Children" is a concept from another world to me. I never thought I would have children, and I have no plans or intentions to welcome them.

Ajie has always said that a man should take responsibility, be responsible in doing things, and not be willful, but I let Yushan get pregnant before she was married...

I was terrified, or rather, terrified. It was the first time in my life that I was so terrified. I had never been so terrified when facing a group of hooligans with knives.In the past, no matter how big a disaster I got into, Ajie or Zhang Dao seemed to stand behind me and take care of me.But this time, for some reason, I felt a deep sense of fear: I seemed to have made an irreparable big mistake!

"What... what should I do?" I instinctively asked Ajie for help.

His hand on my shoulder slowly dropped.Silent, always silent.

After a long time, his Adam's apple moved, as if he was about to speak.I suddenly didn't want him to speak, because I seemed to know what he would say.

"Since you are...pregnant, you...as a man, you should...marry her!"

As expected!As expected!Obviously there is no suspense, but what am I looking forward to?

I stared at him blankly, speechless.

His complexion seemed to be very bad.

I suddenly wanted to shout: I'm not a gentleman, I don't want to take any responsibility, I'm just a coward, a clown who dares to act!I don't want to get married, I don't want to get married!Can you act like this never happened?Can you make me a mean person?

"Can't... let the child... have no father!" He uttered a few words slowly and with difficulty.

There seemed to be continuous muffled thunder roaring in the ears of "Boom".

I lost my father since I was a child, and Ajie has also lost a lot of fatherly love. Can I... be a person who abandons children?

"I...understood!" If I were really a ruthless, ruthless person, Ajie would look down on me.He has always demanded himself with a "chivalrous spirit", and he never likes people who shirk their responsibilities.

I can't make him look down, can I?

Feng Xiangjie

When he said the word "pregnant" my whole world seemed to come crashing down!

I was in a trance, and Xiao Yi in front of me turned into a double image, which made it hard to tell whether it was reality or a dream.

Why are you asking me?Why are you asking me?

Can I let you abandon the child and the pregnant Lin Yushan?

Do you know that when you come to ask me this, it is like Zhang Wenxiang stabbing Ma Xinyi and then turning the handle of the knife hard to break Ma Xinyi's intestines?

I thought I had already tasted the feeling of "broken heart", but now I know that it turns out that the knife twisting in the stomach is the most painful!But he was still twisting, twisting and twisting.

The pain was so extreme that it didn't hurt anymore!

"I...understand! Ajie, can you...can you help me? Get married...I don't know what to do!"

Xiao Yi asked me for help, as if his request was just an ordinary request.

help you?Yes, we are good brothers, good friends, I should help you, I should help you...

My body seemed to block all perception, and I accompanied Xiaoyi indifferently, and told Zhang Dao and Xiaoyi's family about Yushan's pregnancy.All unanimously agreed to let them get married as soon as possible.All the procedures were simplified, and only the fastest speed was sought. Even the dress and wedding dress were not prepared in time. Only the closest relatives and friends were notified, and the simple wedding was completed in the auditorium.

Quick is like a dream!

I can't remember all the details of the wedding.I just remember being Xiao Yi's best man!

I became the best man of my beloved!Haha, why do you feel so ridiculous?

Watching him exchange rings with others, and listening to them make vows to stay together forever.I have witnessed everything.I don't understand why I have to stand in the auditorium, why I have to witness the scene I don't want to see, why there is nowhere to hide?

The next day, Zhang Dao, A Sheng, and I went to the airport to send Xiao Yi off for his honeymoon.He took Lin Yushan's hand, turned around, and waved goodbye to me.

He broke into my life without warning, broke into my life, now, he just left and took away too many things from me, can I still ask for it back?

"Brother Jie, you... are you okay?" Ah Sheng, who was always pure and optimistic, actually looked sad today.

"Okay, fine, what's wrong with me?" Why did everyone look at me with pity?Am I weird?Perhaps a little eccentric.Right now, I'm probably like a walking dead.

"Ajie... Sigh!" Director Zhang pulled me to the corner alone, and sighed: "Don't be like this! You treat Xiaoyi...don't blame him, it's good for both of you, good for you!"

Blame him?I don't blame him!I just want to get back what he took.

Good for both?Yeah, nice to him, nice...

In the dead of night, I opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling.

Is it a dream?Not a dream!Is it a dream?

I always felt that when I woke up, I was still in the company dormitory, knocking on Xiaoyi's door and urging him to get up and practice boxing.He hugged the pillow and rolled on the bed: "I can't get up, I can't get up! I won't get up even if I die!"

Sitting at the dining table, he taught me Mandarin, slapping my legs and laughing while teaching me: "Hahaha, it's ridiculous, it's ridiculous!"

He watched me drive in a hurry, then pointed at me and laughed: "You are so stupid, you drove into a ditch!"

He proudly showed off: "I am born with a brilliant mind and a superb memory! How can an ordinary person like you understand?"

He warned me: "Don't touch my head again! I'm not a child and I'm not your pet dog!"

"Ajie, do you think I've become stronger?"

"Ajie, if you are a woman, I will definitely marry you!"

"Of course I raise you, my income is higher than yours!"

He can always make me laugh.He used Azhi's girlfriend's cosmetics to make up a white-faced and red-faced zombie, grinning at me; he dressed up as a gorilla behind the fat aunt, beating his chest and feet; Promise with your body, I promise with your body, okay?"

At that time, I was so happy, happy like a fool, happy to yell!

It turns out that all the happiness he gave me must be taken back!

But what he took from me, how can I get it back?How to come back?

Can the heart come back?Can love come back?Can anyone tell me how do I get back?

Lei Yi

The entire marriage process is handled by others, and I am like a marionette, completely following everyone's wishes.If it wasn't for Ajie to accompany me all the way, I would probably run away, far away.

I used to think that I could be a responsible person, but now I realize that the word "responsibility" is too heavy, too heavy!If there is only one person, it doesn't matter even if they live on a deserted island, even if they perish, but now I am firmly bound by "responsibility".

I should take care of Yushan and the child in her womb.I should work hard to learn to be a good husband, a good father, and a person that Ajie can appreciate.When I am confused, Ajie, you will stand by my side and help me, right?As long as you're by my side, as long as you're by my side...

Honeymoon is totally like a shopping trip.As long as Yushan is happy, I will try my best to satisfy whatever request she has.I hastily bought a house in Hangcheng as a wedding room.In the past, I had no plans for my life and was used to being extravagant. Now that I have a family and bought a house, I know that I need to plan for the rainy day for my family.I'm in a hurry, and I'm battered, and I actually want Ajie to help me!He does everything in an orderly manner, and I used to rely on him in my life.Get up on time, eat on time, control drinking, don't eat too much spicy food, don't flick cigarette ash, don't drink cold water, don't fight... At that time, I always thought he was nagging, but in my heart, I felt that being under his control was a kind of happiness.He is willing to take care of me, which shows that he cares about me and cares about me.Before him, no one cared about every aspect of me like he did.Is it because he is used to taking care of others?From now on, Su Anran will be the object of his careful care.And I can no longer be taken care of by him like a child, I can only learn to take care of others...

Feng Xiangjie

It turned out that Zhang Dao had already seen my feelings for Xiao Yi.I'm grateful that he didn't scold me loudly or look at me strangely.He probably knew that it would be impossible for me and Xiao Yi to film the "Brotherly Love" twin drama, so he started to use Ah Sheng and the actor Ah Qi recruited on the island to form a new twin.Zhang Dao's ideal is still the loyalty of the rivers and lakes and the brotherhood of brotherhood.

If I hadn't fallen in love with Xiao Yi, I would have been willing to risk my life for him.But now, he has stabbed me to pieces with a knife, how can I show brotherhood with him?

After Xiao Yi finished his honeymoon, Director Zhang took everyone back to Dai Island to film "Five Patriarchs" with Shaolin disciples as the theme.

This time it's a group play again, with five protagonists: me, Xiao Yi, A Sheng, and A Qi and A Meng recruited by the company on Daidao.Shooting a group play is better than shooting a twin play, at least Xiao Yi and I don't have so many scenes with each other.Now I feel painful even looking at him, and I am afraid to get close to him when taking pictures.When I'm not filming, I try to stay with Ah Sheng as much as possible.Xiaoyi has to take care of the visiting pregnant wife, and I don't want to see them at all.Ah Sheng always made funny faces in front of me and was mischievous, as if he wanted to make me happy.As long as Xiao Yi is not in my sight, I can pretend to be happy.

I don't know if it was because of the unacceptable climate or physical and mental exhaustion, but I fell ill and almost collapsed.An Ran specially came to Dai Island to take care of me.

I watched her clumsily make a night full of soup, and asked with a faint smile:

"How many packs of medicine did you rush?"

"Everything is two packs."

"Silly girl, there is only one kind of medicine that takes two sachets, and you take the rest of the medicine for two days."

"Ah! Then what should we do?" An Ran was very embarrassed, and it seemed that she had never taken care of others.

Suddenly, I felt that this scene seemed familiar. I once had a high fever in the dormitory, and Xiao Yi took care of me in the same way, and he also took the wrong medicine in the same way.

When I was in a daze, Director Zhang brought Xiao Yi and A Sheng to visit me in the ward.

"How is it now?" Zhang Dao asked with concern.

"Maybe I ate something unclean, some food poisoning. It's nothing serious, and I can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." I tried my best to look more energetic.

"But the doctor said that you are too weak and asked you to rest for a few more days..." An Ran said anxiously.I cut her off:

"It's okay, my body has always been strong and I can handle it!"

"Hey!" Zhang Dao sighed: "Ajie, you don't have to worry about filming. It's important to take good care of your body first."

"I'm really fine! Let me lie on the hospital bed, my illness will not be cured!" I curled my arms, trying to show my strength.

"Xiao Yi, what are you doing standing behind? Why don't you speak?" Director Zhang pushed Xiao Yi to me.

He looked at me blankly, scratched his head after a while, and said with a smirk: "Oh, Ajie said it's okay, so don't worry too much. I was thinking just now, Ajie's sick appearance is really "overwhelming." 'a ha ha ha!"

Overwhelming country and city?I'm sick like this, and he still has the heart to tease me?Oh, in his heart, I am really insignificant!

Lei Yi

Ajie's face and lips lost all color, and his brows were like black ink.Those beautiful eyes with autumn water and pupils, seeming sad but not sad, sad but not sad, made my heart seem to become a piece of ice, ready to be broken for him at any time.

He also had a serious illness once in the dormitory, and I was taking care of him at that time.When he was in a daze, he used to hold my hand tightly on his chest, which I was happy about, but he didn't remember.Now that Su Anran is taking care of him, I can only stand aside and watch silently.

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1974 "Motorcycle", "Weird People and Strange Things", "Five Patriarchs of Shaolin"