twin stars

Feng Xiangjie

Xiao Yi's jokes have become more and more excessive recently, such as "an old cow eats young grass", and "has sex/behavior/behavior with underage girls"...Damn it, am I that kind of person?This kind of words even reached Director Zhang's ears.Everyone looked at me with strange eyes, no matter how I explained that I only regarded An Ran as a little sister, it was useless.In order to avoid gossip, I asked An Ran to visit the set as little as possible.She was a little disappointed and hoped that I could call her more, and I agreed.Anyway, she did nothing wrong and I couldn't bear to break her heart.

Xiao Yi is dating Lin Yushan again!

He hasn't mentioned Lin Yushan recently, and I thought he wouldn't get too close to Lin Yushan like he did to his former female friends.However, Asen told me that he once admitted in front of a roomful of people that he was pursuing Lin Yushan!

He likes her?He's in a relationship?Will I be forgotten as quickly as a classic car?I can't think about it, and when I think about it, my heart hurts.

I bought a car now, but so what?He and I both have cars, and each time we go out, we start to drive separately, instead of sitting in the same car as before.He will never accompany me in the rain again!But, Xiao Yi, do you know?How happy was I to drive you through the rain at that time?

When I was sad, I called An Ran.She is carefree and full of simple worries, such as her father being too stubborn and restricting her too much.Talking to her about these simple troubles can make me temporarily forget my own depression.

Lei Yi

In order to thank me for my rescue last time, Lin Yushan called and invited me to dinner.I'm bored, it's good to go out and relax.

The environment in the restaurant is elegant, and the diners sit at the table in twos and threes, talking in low voices, and the light music creates a soothing and gentle atmosphere, which is quite different from the noise we had in the bar.I do need to be quiet and quiet.

"You look very depressed! You don't talk much, and you don't look like you used to. Is there anything bothering you recently?" Lin Yushan was radiant and dressed very delicately.

I let out a sigh of relief and said with self-deprecation: "Troublesome things...who doesn't?"

"Then let me guess!" She blinked her intelligent eyes, pursed her lips and said with a smile, "Is it because of love? You like someone, but she doesn't like you?"

"Crack"!The glass in my hand was crushed by me.Fortunately, there was not much wine left, only the tablecloth was wet.The shards of glass fell all over me.Lin Yushan was taken aback, and quickly called the waiter to clean up the table and debris.

After sitting down again, she looked at my expression and asked with lingering fear: "I just guessed randomly, but I didn't expect... are you okay?"

I shook my head, asked the waiter to pour the wine, raised my glass, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry, I scared you just now! In fact, the real me has always spoken very little."

Lin Yushan stared intently at my eyes, as if she wanted to see something: "Honestly speaking... I am very curious about you. When you are lively, it seems that you can't hide anything on your mind. But when you are depressed, you seem to hide a lot. Secrets, people can't help but want to explore."

"Curiosity?" I looked at the magnificent color of the red wine in the glass reflected under the light, and smiled lightly: "Curiosity can kill people sometimes. So you'd better not be curious about me."

I tasted the wine slowly, as if I was a sacrifice destined to go up to the altar and drink my own blood in advance.

After a moment of silence, Lin Yushan suddenly took out two playing cards from her handbag and said heartily:

"Come on, let's gamble? It's said that 'unlucky in love, happy in the casino'! Come and try your luck."

I was taken aback, this sentence, Ajie also said to me.At that time, he thought that I was very upset about breaking up with Yawen, so he deliberately lost money to me to make me happy.

It feels a little cordial.I cheered up and played poker with Lin Yushan.After a few rounds, she wins and I lose.

"Ah, why am I the one who won the money? You wouldn't let the water go on purpose, would you?" Lin Yushan asked with a smile.

"It's not a loss to me if I lose to a beautiful woman!" I spread my hands, expressing my willingness to lose.

She turned her head to look at me and said with a smile, "Well, I'm much better now!"

Chatting with others will really make you feel more cheerful.

It seems that I haven't chatted with Ajie alone for a long time.I really want to say something to him.In fact, it doesn't matter what you say, I just want to hear his voice.However, when I got back to the dormitory, Ajie was on the phone with Su Anran.

He spoke earnestly and earnestly on the phone, and explained Su Anran patiently and meticulously about the trivial matters in life. He is simply a caring big brother.

He used to do this to me.

My heart started to feel bored again, so bored that I didn't want to say a word, so I went back to my room to rest.

Feng Xiangjie

When Xiao Yi came back from a date, I really wanted to ask him if he really liked Lin Yushan.But he doesn't seem to want to talk to me much.I promised in my heart to "just be a brother", how can I interfere with him getting a girlfriend now?Very annoying, really annoying!what do I do?

An Ran suddenly came to me the next day, saying that her father forbade her to see me and that she was going to run away from home.In order to appease the agitated An Ran, I invited her to dinner and went to the park with her to relax. Then I called An Ran's father and told my uncle that I would treat An Ran as my younger sister and follow his advice on how to treat An Ran.Uncle let go, An Ran also made concessions, and she was finally willing to go home.

"Before you go home, can you promise me one thing?" She asked with a smile.

"Okay, as long as you are willing to go home, I promise you anything!" I really wanted to kneel down and beg her to go home early, otherwise people would say that I abducted the little girl again.

She approached me and raised her head. I thought she was going to whisper something to me, so I lowered my head slightly.Unexpectedly, she stood on tiptoe, gave me a "snap" kiss on the face, and then smiled innocently.

I touched my face, very helpless, so I had no choice but to regard this kiss as a little girl's prank.

Lei Yi

Ajie is going to drive Su Anran home.Su Anran's small leather bag was left on the sofa in the dormitory, and I chased it out to return it to her.However, in front of the garage, I saw Su Anran stand on tiptoe and kiss Ajie's side face.

Ajie didn't resist.

I stood where I was, feeling that Ajie was so far away from me, so far away...

A Dong went home to visit relatives these two days, and the dormitory is now empty.The room was eerily silent.

"Yushan, are you free tonight? I want to treat you to dinner." I got a positive reply from Yushan on the phone, and I put a bunch of beer in the trunk of the car and drove to pick up Yushan.

After receiving her, I stepped on the accelerator and sped on the national highway.The dark trees on both sides of the road were like ferocious beasts, rushing towards me one after another, and abandoning me one after another.

The scene of Ajie being kissed by Su Anran suddenly flashed in front of my eyes, I slammed the steering wheel, drove off the roadbed, and rushed into the grass.After stopping the car, I got out of the car, opened the trunk, took out a bundle of beer, and threw one bottle after another at the big rock in the grass.In the quiet night, there were crackling sounds of "bang bang" one after another, as if I could vent all the anger in my chest.

After throwing the bottle, I slumped on the lawn.Holding his head in his hands, he pulled his hair hard.

Yushan also got out of the car.She was still in shock and was too scared to speak by me.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what to do!" After venting fiercely, I am very vulnerable now.I didn't know who to turn to for help, so I had to ask Yushan, "Do you know how to forget someone?"

She came over slowly, sat down beside me, and asked softly:

"You like her so much, why don't you go for it?"

"It's impossible for us..."

"She already has someone she likes?"

"..."

After a moment of silence, Yu Shan said, "It is said that the best way to forget someone is to start a new relationship. If you can fall in love with someone else, maybe you can forget her."

"Fall in love with someone else..." I raised my head, very at a loss: "Who do you love?"

"Maybe... we can try dating for a while?"

I looked at Yushan in surprise, her expression seemed to be serious.I find it ridiculous.

"You don't know me at all! Maybe I'm a psychopath?"

"Only by getting in touch with you can I understand you."

"I never intended to get married, and my previous girlfriends broke up with me because of it. So you're just wasting your time with me."

"Marriage? Haha, that's too long ago. Whether the two can get along is still unknown. Maybe after a few days of contact, I find you are not suitable and dump you."

Her words left me speechless.

"If you still can't forget her after dating, then we will break up, and I won't pester you. I also want to forget my fiance, maybe we can help each other."

I sent Yushan home.

Back in the dormitory, Ajie hasn't come back yet.I took out the white wine from the wine cabinet and poured it myself, my mind was filled with all kinds of messy thoughts.If you can fall in love with someone else, maybe it won't be so painful, right?But, but I don't want to give Ajie to others, I can't stand him getting close to others!What about a mental patient?Can mental patients not like Ajie?Why can Su Anran kiss Ajie, but I can't?I want to kiss him too, I want to...

"Crack", the door of the living room opened, and Ajie came back.

"Xiao Yi, why are you sleeping on the sofa?" He came over and helped me up.

I deliberately leaned on him like a broken skeleton, and went crazy with alcohol: "Ajie, do you know that you are the sun, and Su Anran is the sunflower chasing the sun. The sunflower is also called the sun flower, and she is yours." Sunflowers! Haha."

Ajie frowned: "Stop talking..."

"Do you know what the flower language of sunflowers is? It's 'bravely pursue your own happiness'! I want to be a sunflower too, haha, I want to pursue happiness too, hahaha!"

"...I'll take you back to your room to sleep."

"I want to drink water." I begged him.

While Ajie was going to pour water in the kitchen, I staggered into Ajie's room, took off my clothes and pants, leaving only a white vest and white underwear, and lay on Ajie's bed with my arms outstretched , never want to remember.

"Xiao Yi, why are you in my room?" Ajie stood at the door holding a water glass.

"This is my room, my bed! Mine, it's all mine!" Even you are mine!I lay on the bed and laughed.

"You made a mistake, I'll take you back to your room."

Ajie put the water glass on the table, walked to the bed and tried to pull me up.Taking advantage of his unpreparedness, I grabbed his arm, pulled him down on the bed, and then turned over and rode on him.Looking at the face and the full lips that made me linger in my dreams, my whole body was burned with desire in an instant.Ajie, I want you, I want you!

I leaned down, grabbed his collar, and couldn't wait to grab the rosy temptation.

I want to kiss your lips, I want to kiss your lips!

Ajie turned his head away...

My lips grazed his neck, and half of my face sank into the mattress.The two of us were close together, and I could feel the heat in his chest, but my heart was already cold.I no longer had the courage to raise my head, no longer had the courage to look at him.

"Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi!" Ajie pushed me, but I didn't move.Just pretend to be asleep like this, and let him think that everything just now was because of my drunkenness.

He carried me back to my room, turned and left. The sound of "click" locking the door seemed to lock my heart.

Within 2 minutes, he heard the sound of him opening his door again.The strings in my heart tightened again, and I vaguely expected that he would come to see me.However, he just went to the bathroom.

I waited, and waited, until he went back to his room, and then everything fell silent.

Huge loss and sorrow permeated my whole body, mixed with feelings and desires that I couldn't vent in my heart, tormenting me so much that I really wanted to tear my body apart.

Ajie, do you know that the flower language of sunflower has another meaning, it represents "silent love, unspoken love"?Do you know how much I love you?Su Anran can bravely pursue her own happiness, but I can't, I can't...

Am I that sunflower that can only look up at you and never get close to you?I can only give up, can I only give you to others?

Feng Xiangjie

Xiao Yi got drunk and entered my room by mistake.He took off only his vest and shorts, my heart was pounding, I was really afraid to see the same alluring scene as in the bar last time.I wanted to pull him up, but he pulled me on the bed instead, and then straddled my stomach!

The drunken and flushed face fell towards me, and I quickly avoided it.His lips grazed the skin of my neck, and his breath was hot and itchy in my ear.I can't control it anymore!I really want to hold him in my arms, caress him and possess/possess him with impunity!

Terrible thoughts roared in his mind, and his sanity was on the verge of collapse.Turning my head, Xiao Yi fell asleep lying on top of me.As if redeemed, I quickly picked him up and sent him back to his room.

The heat all over my body couldn't go away, so I rushed into the bathroom, stood under the shower, and kept rinsing myself with cold water.

You can't indulge your own desires, and you can't do whatever you want with him!Otherwise, when he sobers up, he will definitely hate me!I have to restrain myself, only by restraining myself will I not lose him!If you don't restrain yourself, you will lose!

It's just... this... too painful!

I pinched my thigh with all my might, until blood oozes out from the pinch...

Lei Yi

I lay in bed and stared at the ceiling absently for the whole night.

The desire/desire recedes, and the mind is clear.

I can't get Applejack!I have to accept this fact.If you continue to plunder regardless of the consequences, you will only scare Ajie away!I can't lose him!Even if he has a girlfriend, the person he loves the most, even if he only regards me as a brother, as long as he is still by my side, I should be satisfied!

As long as, as long as I can fall in love with others, all problems will be solved, right?

In the early morning, I picked up the microphone and asked, "Yushan, would you like to be my girlfriend?"

Yushan and I started a formal relationship.I have no intention of hiding this from my friends, my company colleagues, or even the media.Yushan is quick-witted and considerate, and she is very happy to be with her.I went shopping with her, went to the playground, went to the park, listened to operas, concerts, and art exhibitions with her, and my life seemed to be more colorful.Unlike before, with boys, only drinking, horse riding, drag racing, dog training, martial arts...

When the brothers get together, I also bring Yushan with me.Both Ah Xiu and Ah Sheng started calling Yu Shan "sister-in-law".Occasionally, Ajie would bring Su Anran to the party.When I saw her, my heart still felt tingling, and I could only tell myself over and over again: Don't be jealous, don't be jealous!I couldn't stand it anymore, so I asked Yushan to go out alone, not seeing them and not worrying.Ajie also began to date Su Anran frequently.

A Dong often complains: "The dormitory used to be so lively, but now you all have girlfriends, and after the filming, you don't see anyone, and you all go out on a date! I'm just left alone, so boring!"

"Then you can also talk about a girlfriend!" I teased A Dong.

"I don't want to talk about girlfriends casually like you."

Talk about girlfriends casually?No, Yushan makes me happier than other girls.I think I should be in love with Yushan.I put the bracelet that Ajie gave me into a small box, put it in the deepest part of the bookcase, and hid it inside so that no one would notice.Everything is going in a good direction, isn't it?I fell in love with Yushan, and Ajie is still my good brother...

"Brother Jie is going to meet Su Anran's parents!" A Dong looked surprised, as if something extraordinary had happened.

"Meet the parents?" I haven't reacted yet.

"That's right! Brother Jie wants to invite An Ran's parents to dinner. How did they develop so fast? Could it be that the next step is to get married?"

marry?marry!My mind was bombarded with these two words and went blank.

"No, it's impossible? Su Anran is not yet an adult..."

"Then you can also get engaged! Ah Zhi is engaged to his girlfriend."

Is Su Anran really going to become Ajie's fiancée?I thought of Fang Ding and Bai Piaopiao, and that dream.The heart seemed to be held in someone's hand, constantly shrinking and squeezing, painful and breathless.Nightmare about to come true?

At dinner at night, Yushan sat across from me and said something, but I didn't hear anything.All I could see was the wine, and I drank glass after glass until I lost consciousness.

Open your eyes, dark room, blurred vision.where is thisWhere am I?My head hurts and I feel dizzy.A hand caressed my forehead.Ajie, is that you?Every time I get drunk, it's you who take care of me.

That hand was about to leave, I quickly grabbed it and put it on my chest: "Don't go! Don't go! I need you!" The hand was still trying to take it away, I grabbed the owner of the hand in my arms, Pressed down.

Why is the body so soft?Applejack, have you turned into a woman?Am I still dreaming?Is this a continuation of my last dream?I want to kiss you.I lowered my head and kissed the moist lips that I dreamed of.

This time there was no resistance and rejection.I was overjoyed, and continued to ask, keep asking...

When I woke up the next day, I saw that the person sleeping next to me was Yushan.