who are you

Keep your eyes open, there are no mirrors, glass or anything that can reflect light around you, and there is no picture of you.Can you imagine yourself?

I don't remember which great person once said that the most important thing for a person is consciousness, the soul, not the body, not the shell.So we are born to perceive everything, but we don't know what our appearance looks like.

When I was very young, I used to hide in the closet at home, and it was dark in there.Through a gap, I peeked outside.There is light outside, and there are people, it is very lively, and occasionally screams can be heard.I felt my soul hiding in my head too, looking out of my body through my eyes, just as I was hiding in my closet and looking out of my closet.

The difference is that the me hiding in the closet may be found out, but the soul hiding in my head will not be found out.There is no sound when the soul cries.If you close your eyes, no one can see him.

For me, the secret of the soul is too fascinating, and I have embarked on the path of biological research since then.

A car accident left me in a coma for five years. When I woke up, Shao Yuan hugged me. He was very excited, but he didn't dare to use too much force, as if I was a crystal doll, for fear of breaking something.He said it was a miracle and he was always afraid that I would never wake up again.

I'm also thankful that although I have no memory of the crash, the wound on my back shoulder from the shards of the truck's windshield is no lie.Shao Yuan said that I had hurt my head and had to rest for a while, so I couldn't go back to study biological experiments right away.

When he told me that he had completed the "soul body" experiment with the help of Xiao Jing in the past five years, I was very surprised and couldn't wait to go to the laboratory to see it.But he just took out a simple report, kissed me lightly on the forehead, and asked me to take good care of my body before continuing to work.

After sleeping on the bed for too long, the feeling of dominating the body is very strange. It took me a long time to get used to it.The clothes were all a little too small for some reason, Shao Yuan smiled wryly and complained that I had slept for too long and they all shrunk.Fortunately, there is no such problem with the shoes, and I feel comfortable after wearing them a few times.

When I looked in the mirror, I was a little surprised that my complexion didn't turn sickly white, but looked very healthy, and my complexion was also very good.Shao Yuan followed him almost every step of the way, and said with a smile, it was all thanks to him pushing me out to bask in the sun every day.

I quietly listened to him talk about the things I missed in the past five years, and I felt relieved and sad.I understand that I am relieved that he is now better than before, but I don't understand why I am sad.However, thinking that I will not be absent again after his death, I feel that this is already very good.

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Fang Yisheng

The author has something to say: This is the first time I am posting in Jinjiang, I hope everyone will take care of it_(:з」∠)_

Generally speaking, this is a bizarre brain hole, so be prepared to read it again haha~