The Paranoid Love of the Disabled Big Brother

He doesn't seem to care much, but as long as there is something he likes, he will get it by any means.

From this aspect, Shen Yu is a very direct and intuitive person who expresses desire.

……

All kinds of fiery gazes stuck to him, Ye Sheng lowered his eyes in annoyance, and the beauty mole on his forehead moved accordingly, full of indescribable vividness and innocence.

He raised his eyes for a long time, and the innocent curiosity of a child flashed in his ignorant eyes.

Shen Yu's furrowed brows were filled with a bit of sternness, and the evil man beside him glanced across the bar, those bold gazes suddenly retracted.

"I lent you the venue, don't take it carelessly." It's better to do good things on the spot, the man thought wickedly.

Shen Yu's eyes were calm and indifferent, and he did not respond to his friend's provocation.

Inserting fingers into her hair, before Shen Yu stepped out of the booth, she tousled her carefully groomed hairstyle with one hand.

With his keen observation skills and amazing intelligence, he knew what kind of posture to show to minimize Ye Sheng's vigilance and defense against him.

Ye Sheng is a harmless person and likes dealing with harmless people.

He has always stayed away from those who are too strong and domineering.

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Under Shen Yu's guidance, Ye Sheng took a seat at the booth.

It's not noisy here, and no outsiders who don't have eyesight dare to disturb it, forming a semi-enclosed enclosed space.

There were five people including the waiter. After the waiter put away the tray and left, even Cheng Kui left, leaving only three people here.

Ye Sheng sat next to Shen Yu, and just opened his mouth to ask him why he came here, and if he could leave earlier, he didn't like it very much.

The evil man opposite, who couldn't see clearly, toasted him from a distance, with playful eyes.

"Will you drink?" The man said in a lazy tone.

Before Ye Sheng could speak, he took it for granted, "It doesn't matter if you don't, you Mr. Shen also don't know how to do one? Oh, by the way, my surname is Xi, and you Mr. Shen's friend."

Ye Sheng was stunned for a moment, raised the wine glass in front of him, and drank it down in one gulp.

Facing the choking look on Gardon's face, er, he wanted to say that he can drink well.

The colorful cocktails are just the colors look good, but the strength is not as good as the white wine he drank since he was a child.

Shen Yu didn't seem to expect him to be so unrestrained, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and it fell quickly.

Glancing over with a cold glance, the person opposite stood up in a lack of interest.

"I won't disturb your date anymore. Drinks are free. Have a good drink, kid."

The man surnamed Xi walked quickly, Ye Sheng hadn't put down the wine glass in his hand, he was startled by what he said first, the cocktail he just swallowed was about to choke out.

"No cough... No, Mr. Shen, please explain to that Mr. Xi, is there a misunderstanding?"

"It's okay, Ye Sheng." Shen Yu patted him on the back softly, and said firmly: "Their misunderstanding is exactly the result I want."

He withdrew his hand and placed it on Ye Sheng's lap, so as not to be too offensive, but also enough to hint at Ye Sheng's level.

This place is gay, and that's why Shen Yu wanted to lure him here.

Ye Sheng blushed instantly.

"You...you misunderstood, Mr. Shen, I'm not...not gay..."

There is a word gay at the end of the sound, which twists and turns on the tip of the tongue, and it is undetectable to spit it out, as if saying it is shame. Shame is so shameful that no one can see it.

Shen Yuwen smiled softly: "You think you can fool me."

After a pause, Shen Yu felt that he should not be in a hurry. In order not to scare people away, he said in a tactful tone: "Don't deceive yourself, Ye Sheng, you can't hide it from everyone. Anyone with eyes can see the difference between you. It is said that homosexuality There will be attraction between groups, which is why like attracts like, and people stick together."

With a steady tone of scientific discussion, he seems to be talking about it with great interest, with his right hand resting on his chin, and his slender fingers gently tapping his cheeks.

Ye Sheng became more nervous after hearing what he said, and curled up on the sofa as if frightened.

"Besides, even if you are not gay, there is an 80.00% chance of being bisexual. I heard that the vast majority of people are hidden gay. With such a high probability, Ye Sheng, do you think you are one of the two? "

Taking another [-] steps back, even if Ye Sheng is not even bisexual, even if he is a straight straight man, he still has a hundred ways to bend him.

Of course, the worst possibility is not the best.

Ye Sheng's face changed when he heard the words, he didn't want to talk about this kind of topic in public, whether it was a scientific discussion or a joke, especially if the target was him.

In this society, judging from his education environment, it is not his fault to talk about sexual discoloration.

He wanted to beg Shen Yu to let him go, but an inexplicable anger blocked his throat, preventing him from saying a word.

Shen Yu was aggressive step by step, and finally came to a conclusion: "You are gay, Ye Sheng, don't deceive yourself."

It was as if Ye Sheng, a dying fish, was slapped to death on the chopping board, ready to be eaten at any time.

Ye Sheng was a little bit ashamed when he was told about the central matter: "Why are you picking on me?"

If Shen Yu didn't say anything, not only could he hide it from others, but he could also deceive himself and others.

He seemed to be questioning, and it was rare for him to speak harshly, but it was a pity that he was facing the wrong person.

Shen Yu chuckled as if he thought it was very funny. He didn't like such dishonest and hard-spoken people. Ye Sheng should be a good boy: "Ye Sheng, you are such an adult, do you understand me?"

Ye Sheng nodded his head.

Shen Yu went to grab his finger, but Ye Sheng flinched, but didn't.

"Some things are more repressed and easier to rebound. It's better to admit and accept it openly."

Ye Sheng pursed his lower lip, but said nothing.Things are easier said than done, not to mention that everyone's situation is different, so we can't generalize.

It's just that he also knew that Shen Yu's words were reasonable.

"As for why you asked me why I gave you trouble, Ye Sheng, it's not that I want to embarrass you..." Shen Yu waved his hand.

Seeing such a seductive man in front of him, Ye Sheng couldn't help but listen to him.

Shen Yu pressed his shoulders, exhaling quietly: "It's not that I want to embarrass you, but that I want to pursue you."

"Rubbing..." Ye Sheng backed away in fright.No wonder Shen Yu wanted to hold him down, did he really have the foresight?

"Mr. Shen! You...don't be joking!" Ye Sheng's whole body turned red from inside to out, and he felt steam rising from the top of his head. "What's so good about me, I'm worth your pursuit..."

It's not that he underestimated himself, he was mediocre in appearance and ability, and he could never achieve high or low in whatever he did since he was a child.

As for Shen Yu, you can tell from his conversation that he is extraordinary, he is a very cultivated person.You can tell by looking at her clothes, her family background must be outstanding.

It is indeed a happy and proud thing to be pursued by such an outstanding person.

But he also has self-knowledge.

Ye Sheng's voice was getting weaker and weaker, he hadn't realized the difference between "want" and "want".

Shen Yu wants to pursue him.

Ye Sheng was so shocked by the heavy news that he couldn't speak. He felt his throat was dry and thirsty. He took a few glasses of drinks casually and drank them several times in one gulp to feel better.

Shen Yu waited patiently for him to calm down, watched his swallowing and rolling Adam's apple, and squinted under the dizzying light: "What's wrong with you, isn't it worth my pursuit?"

Ye Sheng said, "You don't understand me."

Shen Yu pulled him to sit down, and brushed his bangs with his fingers. The white eyes of the person in front of him were bright, and there was a little red mole on his forehead, which surprised him at a glance.

It's just the timid eyes that undercut the charm.

Thinking of this, Shen Yu's tone became softer: "Then let's give it a try, try the feeling of being together, and then decide whether I can pursue you."

Ye Sheng didn't dare to raise his head, his fingers clenched his trousers tightly.

Shen Yu raised his chin, allowing him to see clearly the entangled couples of men on the dance floor.

They may have been strangers who did not know each other at the last moment, but since they stepped into this bar, they are equal people eager to hug and kiss.

All the rules and regulations are left behind, all the pressures of life are put on the shelf.

They are bolder and more open than Ye Sheng.

Ye Sheng was suddenly out of breath, his breathing was difficult, and his chest heaved violently.

This stubborn look of pursing his lips to support his self-esteem, pure and vivid, instantly shocked the man around him.

Color imparts to the soul, and even the soul will be hooked away.

Shen Yu almost trembled his eyelids, calmly withdrew his mind, and spoke again, it was still Mr. Shen who had a gentle and kind face, but in fact the city was extremely deep, and he was so stable that he couldn't see his thoughts.

"Ye Sheng, relax." Dreamy clear voice.

Ye Sheng then calmed down his heartbeat.

The back of Shen Yu's hand gently slid across his cheek, but there was no actual contact.

Shen Yu's hair brushed against his ears, and his warm breath hit his cheek.

Shen Yu's soft voice told him: "You are very good, worthy of liking, and even more worthy of my liking."

The contact with each other is vague, distant and near, full of invisible tension and attraction.

And once Shen Yu was far away, Ye Sheng couldn't help but look for the breath and temperature to chase after him.

Unknowingly, half of his body leaned towards Shen Yu.

Shen Yuxu held him in his arms, and whispered in his ear: "Have you felt my warmth, Ye Sheng, will this kind of me disgust you..."

Ye Sheng swallowed his Adam's apple, opened his mouth and bit his fist.

Ye Sheng thought, he couldn't refuse this man.

He finally fell into Shen Yu's arms, panting.

……

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When Yu Yang and the others looked for him according to the location of his mobile phone, Ye Sheng was crouching under the streetlight with his knees hugged. His friend could still recognize him clearly, but his eyes were blurred.

"What do you mean?" Jiang Yili asked in confusion.

Yu Yang and Lu Ming didn't know either.

"Ye Sheng, have you been drinking?" Yu Yang looked at the bar behind Ye Sheng.

Ye Sheng held his face and nodded, and stood up unsteadily.He's a good drinker, so he shouldn't get drunk from a few cocktails.

But wine does not intoxicate people, people intoxicate themselves.

He foolishly replied: "Yes, I drank it." His voice was soft, and he was already drunk.

Yu Yang was so annoyed that he was so annoyed that he had already emphasized to Ye Sheng not to go into the bars outside casually.

Some glamorous bars have turned into smoky nightclubs if they are not kept clean.

Who knows what kind of medicine was put in the glass of wine delivered by someone.

Which bastard kid brought people in!He didn't believe that Ye Sheng, who was always obedient, dared to be so bold.

What's going to happen, how can he feel sorry for Ye Sheng's mother.

Fortunately, it's okay, Lu Ming talked to Yu Yang, motioning to take him back first.

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After returning to the hotel, Yu Yang made up some half-truths and half-fake bar news, deliberately scaring Ye Sheng, so that he would not dare to enter the bar again.

As a roommate, Lu Ming was ordered to take good care of Ye Sheng.

Lu Ming nodded calmly, seeing that Ye Sheng didn't show signs of drunkenness, could wash and change clothes like a normal person, and fell asleep soundly, he was also relieved.

A group of people slept peacefully until the next day, and there was still a trip arrangement for the last day.

In the afternoon, they will take the high-speed train back to school, the Normal University in Nanfeng City.

Ye Sheng looked like a normal person today, but in fact he was always in a daze from time to time, with a trance-like expression.

In the afternoon, they wanted to cross the river to play on the other side, and the train station was also on the other side. Before that, they first took the ferry to visit the warship, satisfying the military fans' wish of Yu Yang and others.

Just a gust of cool wind blew by, the pedals under his feet were slightly tilted, Lu Ming wobbled, and shouted indifferently: "Ah, I'm about to fall, Ye Sheng help."

When Ye Sheng in front of him was so frightened that he almost lost his mind, and rushed over to pull him in a hurry, this guy first pursed his lips and laughed.

Lu Ming has never been the kind of person who would be very sad and happy, talking and laughing loudly, this is already an obvious fluctuation in his expression.

Seeing this, Ye Sheng didn't understand, he was really funny and angry, and the deer called a boring horse flea (sao), and played pranks and amusing people.

"What are you guys doing!" Yu Yang was visiting the central control room over there, and came out when he heard the movement, he was not as anxious as Ye Sheng.

After coming out and training Lu Ming to be childish, he played rough and tussle regardless of the occasion, and then taught Ye Sheng: "It's only you who believed in his tricks and kept telling him to lie."

Ye Sheng rubbed his nose in embarrassment.Not to mention, it's quite a thing for Lu Ming to pretend to be like that.

But Ye Sheng was finally free from the trance that morning, which is gratifying.

Yu Yang glanced at Lu Ming: "What do you think you are drawing?"

Lu Ming: "Pfft, teasing Ye Sheng is fun."

After visiting the warships, Ye Sheng and the others got off the ferry on the other side after guessing that the time would be about the same.

With a wave of his hand, Yu Yang announced that they were shopping in the nearby commercial street, bought souvenirs to take back to school, and something to eat on the train.

They were excited, but Ye Sheng didn't have that spirit.

Seeing the time passing by, and soon they would take the train and leave the city completely, Ye Sheng was in a state of confusion.

Jiang Yiyi listened to Yu Yang's assignment of teams, heyed and wanted to say that he wanted to team up with him, but Yu Yang and Lu Ming had already run away.

The remaining one, He Yesheng, was absent-minded, so Jiang Yili just looked left and right, and wandered around slowly, because he didn't have the money to bring souvenirs to others.

He didn't want to talk to Ye Sheng, and suddenly saw a pair of hot-eyed people in front of him, and suddenly said a word.

Ye Sheng turned his head abruptly, staring at him with wide eyes.

"You, you, you... what are you going to do? Don't think I'm afraid of you just because you have big eyes." Jiang Yiyi was taken aback.

Ye Sheng, who was opposite him, reacted even more strangely. First, he shuddered like a ghost, and then he had an expression of crying and laughing, so excited that he couldn't speak.

Immediately afterwards, he ran away! ? ? ?

Jiang Lili stretched out his hand but didn't hold it back. He felt that he was going to lose his temper under his nose. After Yu Yang and Lu Ming came back, they might kill him alive.

After a while, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message in the temporary group.

"Jiang Lili!! I told you not to provoke Ye Sheng again!"

Abandoning the great business of purchasing, Yu Yang, who rushed over, aimed at Jiang Yili and roared head-on.

"Why did I mess with him, I just said a few words, no, just a word, and he ran away by himself!"

You should be self-aware of your ability to be a nuisance.

Yu Yang gritted his teeth and almost said it. He had talked with this friend several times, but he kept his mouth shut these days, and he was not honest.

"So what did you tell him?" Yu Yang was annoyed.

Jiang Yili felt slightly guilty: "I just muttered, homosexuality is really disgusting, and it's nothing."

Your mouth is so stinky!Yu Yang almost wanted to growl again.

What's wrong with your homosexuality? If you insist on having a mouthful, you won't accrue virtue at all.

He wouldn't be surprised that Jiang Yili would be bombarded by thunder because of his bad mouth!

Seeing that something was wrong, Lu Ming separated them: "Don't quarrel, the most urgent thing is to find someone first."

He also said: "Ye Sheng is not the kind of person who will run away with a small temper. Maybe something has caught him."

He crossed his arms and thought, using his infrequently used brain cells: "Well... I remember that Ye Sheng participated in a promotional activity for LGBT community science popularization in his sophomore year. He was quite supportive of homosexuality."

Jiang Yili didn't dare to say this when he was full, and Yu Yang was still watching him covetously from the sidelines.

"You have such a stinky mouth, well, you insulted that group so unceremoniously, Ye Shengming knew that he disagreed with you, and it was useless to argue, and he didn't want to waste his energy arguing with you, so you ran away angrily. "

Jiang Yili felt that Lu Ming's logical analysis was all fallacies, fallacies!

It's a no-brainer to protect that He Yesheng!

Obviously the three of them were friends who often went out to travel!

Ye Sheng, who ran away alone, ran to the pier in one breath, just in time to meet a small yacht and set off, and he could sit on the other side for 50 yuan.

While breathing evenly against the breaking waves, the words Shen Yu whispered in his ear last night lingered in his mind and couldn't get rid of them.

To be precise, it troubled him for most of the day.

"You're in a mess right now, I'll give you time to think about it."

"Tomorrow, I will stay in the room all day."

"I'm waiting for your reply, Ye Sheng."

……

At the end of the memory is a pair of smiling phoenix eyes, dark and deep like a bottomless abyss, about to suck people into it.

Ye Sheng clenched his fists and thought, he should be a well-behaved person, listen to his strong mother, and be the most well-behaved good student

Love learning, live an active life, be well-behaved, and never change.

In the future, he will marry a wife and have children, support a family, and conceal his sexual orientation throughout his life.

But that is not the future he wants!

The truth is so ingenious that Ye Sheng himself could not convince himself of his choice, and fell into a deep predicament.

The two friends don't know why, and they can't give effective advice.

It happened to be the person he ignored the most. At this critical moment, he rescued him by mistake.

"Homosexuality, it's disgusting." Jiang Yili said so when he saw a close same-sex couple in front of him.

He mumbled a sentence very casually and naturally, even in a low volume, only Ye Sheng who was next to him heard it.

But it was like a thunderclap, and Ye Shengguang was enlightened.

Maybe Jiang Yili doesn't really hate homosexuality, he just expresses his views on a group casually and capriciously based on a little knowledge.

In fact, he doesn't understand it at all, and it doesn't matter if he understands it. Anyway, it has nothing to do with him. It doesn't matter which group the object is changed to, and he will inevitably be criticized by him.

He is not wrong, because most people have the same concept as him.

It doesn't matter if you don't care about people who don't care about it.

That being the case, why does he still want to cover up his true sexual orientation and submit to the opinions of the outside world for these things?

——Scrupulous eyes and words of all kinds.

No one cared what happened to him at all.

As soon as the wind on the river hit his face, Ye Sheng woke up, and the blood that was stimulated by Jiang Yiyi's words subsided.

He should not have been excited just now.

But he still gritted his teeth and refused to take a step back.

Although he is cowardly, he is also a headache when he is stubborn.

Before the yacht arrived on the other side, he sent a message to Yu Yang and the others to explain the situation, so he had to make up a lie that he left something in the hotel.

In the hotel, the door of 1307's room today has not been closed all day, it is just ajar, and it opens with a push.

Shen Yu was sitting on the sofa in the living room, dressed in casual casual clothes, holding an old thread-bound Buddhist scriptures, flipping through them leisurely.

The Buddhist beads on the wrist are simple and soft, which makes him seem to have a sense of Zen.

No matter how many times Cheng Kui watched it, he couldn't believe it. The man in front of him was a ruthless capitalist who turned his hands into clouds in the financial market, the famous Mr. Shen with a ruthless iron fist.

When capital comes to the world, dirty blood drips from every pore.

People who have been immersed in the smell of money and copper all year round, chasing the interests of businessmen, actually study the Buddhist scriptures that teach people to be indifferent and bright, as if they have collected all the filth.

No wonder Cheng Kui couldn't believe it.

Cheng Kui felt it was funny, He Yesheng was about to leave Chuncheng to go back to school, and Shen Yu still had time to read Buddhist scriptures?

He also knew what Shi Yesheng was thinking about yesterday, but this day, He Yesheng passed by their door without even glancing into the room!

Does this mean to reject Shen Yu?

Cheng Kui didn't know how he felt, but he couldn't see it on the surface anyway.

As the sun went down, he prayed unkindly that it was his boss who had stumbled.

There were times when Shen Yu couldn't get something by mistake, but thinking about it was very exciting and pleasant to hear.

Seeing that the time for the train to Nanfang City was approaching, but the person who was supposed to go to the train station appeared at the door, Shen Yu smiled.

Cheng Kui sighed, why not just leave like this.

Thinking again, sure enough everything was within Shen Yu's expectations.

He couldn't stop it, so he went out silently and stayed downstairs.

Shen Yu usually looks at people like an ancient well with no waves and no waves, but as long as he is willing, his eyes can be as gentle as spring water, drowning people's hearts.

Like this moment.

He recited Nietzsche's philosophy in German aria: "True courage is the courage to change and surpass oneself."

"Ye Sheng, I'm very happy." His eyes showed Ye Sheng's expected appreciation.

Shen Yu is well aware of what Ye Sheng, who lacked his father's love since childhood, needs, and he does not hesitate to give it.

From today onwards, He Yesheng, this person will belong to him completely.

Controlled by him, and even reformed.

Hidden under the lingering soft waves, it looks like it is in charge of mountains and rivers, looking down.

Ye Sheng supported his knees and gasped for breath, his sweat-soaked top was close to his skin, and his waist line outlined a tight arc visible to the naked eye under the white T-shirt.

Shen Yu knew that Ye Sheng was very nervous, and his whole body was tense.

"Shen...Mr. Shen." Ye Sheng let out a small but excited gasp, his embarrassment made Shen Yu catch him.

He was looking forward to Ai Ai, because he blushed because of the embarrassment of running all the way, and looked back at Shen Yu anxiously, this person seemed to be covered with exquisite elegance forever.

What responded to him was Shen Yu's heartfelt pity, and the look on Shen Yu's face told him that he did not despise him.

Ye Sheng suddenly gained self-confidence and extraordinary courage, and something in his heart was clamoring to burst forth.

He stood in front of Shen Yu, and under Shen Yu's thought-provoking eyes, he smiled lightly.

Ye Sheng was nervous, he didn't know how to put his hands and feet, his eyes were twinkling, but it was courage to hold on.

Shen Yu sighed and pulled him down, and the soft loveseat sank immediately.

You can't ask him to stand up with a lame leg.

Although Ye Sheng was slender than Shen Yu, he was still a big person, trapped between the back of the sofa and Shen Yu's arms, he opened his mouth and muttered, "Mr. Shen, I..."

"Hush, needless to say, I won't make it difficult for you. Your coming naturally represents your answer."

Shen Yu put a slender index finger on Ye Sheng's lips, and signaled Ye Sheng to keep silent in a very considerate tone, no need to say more.

This made Cheng Kui afraid to laugh when he heard it.

What a considerate, considerate and tolerant Mr. Shen!

Another close contact, Shen Yu outlined Ye Sheng's eyebrows, nose bridge, and facial contours with his breath, and stamped his own mark with his lips.

Not going any further, to show Mr. Shen's precious respect.

Although Ye Sheng was embarrassed, he didn't resist, let alone hide.

Shen Yu consciously regarded his non-resistance as an invitation, dropped sticky, wet pecks, and guided the immature novice with ease.

Ye Sheng opened his red and watery eyes, and called out in a hoarse voice, not knowing the so-called syllables.

Shen Yu caressed his cheek and called softly: "myboy..."

My boy, are you in love yet?

The person in front of you, but the person you like?

fall in love...

Fall in love, my boy.

His voice was still clear, like a gurgling stream in the mountains.

He was clearly doing the most embarrassing thing, but he just smiled clearly, and didn't even change his slow breathing.

Ye Sheng suddenly burst into tears, and the teardrops fell down. He bowed his head sideways, and his back stretched out a beautiful arc.

The author has something to say: This is the first step for Ye Sheng to go out. He must first recognize his own sexual orientation. He still has a lot to improve.With a wry smile, this is indeed not a perfect protagonist.

Note: True bravery is the courage to change and surpass oneself. - Nietzsche, "The Birth of Tragedy"

When capital comes to the world, dirty blood drips from every pore. ——Marx's "Das Kapital"

LGBT: Generally refers to non-heterosexual people.It is an acronym for lesbians (Lesbians), gay men (Gays), bisexuals (Bis.exuals) and transgender (Transgender).

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Shen Yu stopped his movements and wiped away Ye Sheng's tears without being shocked.

Ye Sheng was extremely embarrassed: "I...I'm just, too...too excited." He couldn't help himself.

A sentence was interrupted several times.

No one knows when or what will touch their mood, and they will cry the moment their emotions are triggered.

Some people also say that a person who suddenly cries in spite of his image on the street means that this person is on the verge of collapse and cannot hold back anymore.

Although Shen Yu is not a person with a true temperament like Ye Sheng, and his pitiful empathy cannot support him to understand Ye Sheng, but this does not prevent him from comforting Ye Sheng with the most gentle gesture at this moment.

The little guy can't be scared, and he's always been patient with his favorite possessions.

So he stopped all provocative behaviors and comforted the person in his arms carefully.

Ye Sheng sniffed, harboring ulterior motives, the secrets he worked so hard to hide from the people around him were actually not worth mentioning in the eyes of people like Shen Yu.

He is not unfair, he just wants such courage and insight.

When the sexual consciousness of adolescence germinated, he was vaguely aware of the difference between himself and other boys, and he dared not guess.

Falling into boundless panic, no one told him why, that little knowledge of physiology was learned in the classroom under the cover of the school teacher.

On the surface, he fights with his friends as usual, but in fact he carries a heavy psychological burden all the time.

Until his sophomore year, he participated in the non-heterosexual publicity science popularization activity initiated by the school. As one of the department organizers, he had to collect detailed information and even directly contact the gay group in the school.

Only then did he dare to be sure of his sexual orientation, and at the same time he suppressed himself even more desperately, not daring to let others see his truth easily.

Really, that sucks for him.

If he had a mature elder like Shen Yu guiding him in his life, he wouldn't be so tired.

Not complaining, on the contrary, he felt that it was not too late to meet Shen Yu, and he was grateful to Shen Yu.

"This is wrong, it's too fast..." whimpered like a frightened little beast.

"Why, don't you like me?" The devil asked softly in his ear.

"But..." Ye Sheng still wanted to say something, but he was lost in the sky and night.

The night is seductive, and the night is misleading.

Ye Sheng was panting so badly that he was breathing through his mouth completely, forgetting the function of his nose.

Shen Yu had to cover his mouth with one free hand, and the strange thing was that Ye Sheng's panting was not so severe.

Shen Yu washed his hands once, and carefully wiped the water with a paper towel.

He leaned on the sofa, sat down next to the huddled Ye Sheng, straightened the corners of the disheveled man, but didn't want to give up, and started the next wave of adult education.

He has always been neatly dressed, without a single wrinkle.

Invulnerable, Ye Sheng has no resistance.

Shen Yu hugged the man on his lap, pressing on the uninjured left half.

He feels that the timing and atmosphere are good, and he doesn't hate this feeling, which can further develop the relationship between body and mind.

Appropriate intimate contact helps to enhance feelings and develop a harmonious relationship.

Ye Sheng's consciousness is like duckweed on water, ups and downs, unable to control himself.

Suddenly he heard a voice calling him from outside the door, it was Yu Yang and the others who came to look for him.

He shuddered and woke up immediately.

Shen Yu raised his eyelids, he was not surprised that his good business was disturbed, he has never been a person with lust.

A high degree of self-disciplined restraint was enough for him to suppress his natural physiological reactions and stop his movements.

"You go back first, I will come to you." Shen Yu pressed his lips against Ye Sheng's ear as though the subwoofer was seductive, and then let go of his hand covering his mouth, dripping sticky saliva.

The chest that was close to his back was also withdrawn. In order to stay away from the hormonal breath that would erupt from each other at any time, Shen Yu sat back in the wheelchair instead of staying on the sofa, and slowly arranged the blanket covering his legs.

Ye Sheng was liberated, but he couldn't breathe anymore. He slid off the sofa, and he breathed heavily, as if the oxygen in his body was insufficient.

Seeing his appearance, Shen Yu smiled slightly.

Qingyue's laughter echoed in the room, Ye Sheng came back to his senses at this moment, kicked his feet back until his back was against the wall, there was no way to retreat, he covered his open mouth by himself, and his knees were also tightened together .

At this moment, there were still tears in the corners of his eyes, his face was flushed with shame, his whole body was pink, and his wide-open eyes seemed to express his disbelief at what happened just now.

Shen Yu's eyelids drooped, and the darkness in his eyes disappeared, and then he opened his eyes, his eyes were clear.

He steered the wheelchair close to Ye Sheng, picked up the glasses on the ground and put them on for him.

Then he held the back of Ye Sheng's head with one hand, lowered his head, put his lips together and sucked, and murmured: "Good boy."

The breath sounds on the cheeks, and the words are scorching hot.

Ye Sheng's cheeks turned even redder instantly.

As soon as he touched it, Shen Yu straightened his messy clothes.

"I... I'll do it myself..." Ye Sheng murmured in a low voice, half pushing and half refusing.

Shen Yu was as good as he was, and stepped back half a meter.

The voice calling Ye Sheng got closer, Ye Sheng hurriedly took care of himself, hurriedly ran out of Britannia, not daring to turn back.

The room was silent for a long time, and the man in the wheelchair raised his left hand, which was covered with Ye Sheng's dried up saliva, and twirled his fingertips.

It seems that I can still feel the freshness just now, which is very playful. The smell left in the air is sweet and thick, and I feel more eloquent and endless aftertaste.

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look at each other.

Ye Sheng and Yu Yang Luming were outside the door of 1304, staring wide-eyed.1307 diagonally across from them is the room Ye Sheng ran out of.

Ye Sheng slowly pointed behind his back with difficulty: "I'm going to say hello to Mr. Shen, I haven't told him when I'm going back, haha."

Can't laugh.

"Have you found what you left behind? If you find it, go quickly." Yu Yang Luming and Ye Sheng passed by, their expressions were as usual, and there was nothing strange at all.

Ye Sheng was very polite and would say goodbye to people he met many times before leaving. They were not surprised at all.

"Oh, I found it." It seemed that he was guilty of thinking too much, and Ye Sheng's heart dropped when he mentioned it.

"By the way, where is Jiang benefiting others? I was in a hurry just now, and I haven't told him yet."

"Tsk, leave him alone." Yu Yang couldn't hold back anymore.

Lu Ming kindly explained: "He couldn't wait, he went to catch the train back to school by himself."

"That you……"

"It's okay, it's changed, and so is yours." Their train tickets were purchased by Yu Yang.

Yu Yang: "No, the ticket will be refunded, we will take the high-speed rail." I don't believe that Jiang Yiyi can take the high-speed rail faster than them!

...Ye Sheng and Lu Ming did not dare to refute the aggressive Yu Yang.

When he arrived at the station, within two hours of the train, Ye Sheng would laugh so hard at anyone who talked to him.

Although Ye Sheng used to be like this, treating everyone with a good-natured smile, but there is no such... how to put it, a sweetness that is so boring.

"Oh, little sweet." Lu Ming shook his head holding the soaked instant noodles, "Sweet and greasy little leaf"

Yu Yang turned his head suddenly, with a cold expression on his face, what a disgusting name.

After getting on the high-speed rail, Yu Yang and Lu Ming were in the front seat, and Ye Sheng was in high spirits. He sat alone in the back with his head leaning against the car window, thinking about the look of a person with downcast eyes and a smile, which made him even more attractive.

Just because I met someone, the depressed mood of running away from home disappeared, and the pressure of approaching the start of school also turned into a full expectation of school life.

Shen Yu will come to him and bring him more surprises.

His life will no longer be ordinary and unchanging.

The pale world suddenly took on colorful colors.

Ye Sheng couldn't help laughing when he thought of this, and looked forward to tomorrow for the first time.

The scenery outside the window flew by at a high speed, the tired passengers died away, the lights in the carriage were also dimmed, and there was silence.

The two people in the front seat held the back of the seat and looked at Ye Sheng secretly: "There is a problem."

Lu Ming asked, "Where do you think the problem lies?"

Yu Yangqi: "How do I know what the problem is? I've never been in a relationship."

Luming: "!"

"That's where the problem lies." Lu Ming's temperament is dull, and no matter how big the mood swing is, it's just a twitch of eyebrows. "Ye gave birth to him, and he's in love."

Yu Yang:"!??"

Lu Ming: "You don't understand, being single limits your imagination." Among the three, only Lu Ming has a girlfriend and love experience.

Yu Yang sat back in his seat and cut him hard: "I'm single, am I still wrong?"

Fu said bluntly again: "A promising young man with a thriving career like me is busy fighting for his own life, so he doesn't bother to fall in love."

Lu Ming spread his hands and shrugged.

Who knows who is single.

☆, can't bear

As soon as Ye Sheng arrived at school that night, his good mood disappeared.

Feeling like I have travel syndrome, empty, and down.

Bite the bullet and open the door, there is only one roommate named Wu Dianqi in the dormitory, Ye Shengming