Today is also the day I was attacked by the little lord

"You can't push me away."

The seven characters fell lightly, causing ripples in the heart lake.

Su Xun was still suffering from a low-grade fever, and his consciousness was foggy. He repeated this sentence several times in his heart in a daze, before he managed to understand the true meaning.

Did I ever... want to push him away?

There was a sudden cramping pain in his chest, and the memory suddenly rewinded uncontrollably. The moonless night more than ten years ago flashed before his eyes, so clear and so strong.

At that time, Duan Yunyang didn't have the broad and straight shoulders in front of him. His slender figure revealed the slenderness unique to young people, and his brows and eyes were soft and cunning.He just sat cross-legged in the grass with himself, chatting about anecdotes about the Western Regions.

"Have you ever heard of sugar baking? Here, it's as big as my palm." The young boy's childish brows and eyes are filled with a bright smile, and his honey-colored fingers are neatly trimmed. "The shell is crispy and delicious, and the inside is filled with maltose. One bite can sweeten people's heart."

Su Xun stared at him blankly, with unconcealable envy and longing in his eyes.As long as he can remember, he has been living in the narrow world of the Prime Minister's Mansion, and he has never even seen the scenery of an ordinary market, let alone the customs of a foreign land.

"Unfortunately, I have no way to leave here. I don't know martial arts, and I don't have chariots and horses to eat. I'm afraid I won't be able to walk a few steps and I will have to sneak back in embarrassment."

He sighed self-deprecatingly, but there was a burst of warmth on the side of his face, and he raised his head in surprise, just in time to meet the tender eyes of the young Duan Yunyang.The man was a little helpless, a little pity, stretched out his fingers to caress the center of his eyebrows, and rubbed gently:

"Xun, you look better when you smile, don't frown all the time."

His eyes were warm and moist, which made Su Xun wrinkle bitterly, and couldn't help feeling shy and embarrassed.Uncomfortably looking away, he lowered his head, his white earlobes flushed like roses:

"...No one has ever called me like that before."

"Hahaha, what's the matter? On the Tribulus Grassland to the west of the Qi Kingdom, there are many outsiders with long names. We all call each other by their first names."

Duan Yunyang smiled nonchalantly, and his smile was brighter than the moonlight in the sky: "Besides, your name is so nice, I once heard a literati in the Central Plains say, 'The beauty of the East, there is no doctor, Xun Yuqiyan', named Meiyu, is such a beautiful person, wouldn't it be a pity if you don't call her by his name directly?"

He is not as gentle and reserved as the Liang people. Su Xun had been praised so unabashedly before, his face flushed with shame, and he wished he could bury his face in his hands: "...Don't talk nonsense, I am not good-looking. gone."

The culture of the Central Plains has always adhered to the golden mean, even if it is a very beautiful word, it has to be carefully crafted in the stomach, and the compliment is at most three points, and it seems exaggerated, let alone the person at the moment A sentence popped up.

Duan Yunyang, however, was like a cat being scorched, almost jumping up, his voice was full of sincerity, which was as solemn as an oath: "I, Duan Yunyang, do not speak dark words, and the above If there is a half-truth in the statement, let the thunder in the sky split me into coke!"

He really thinks that Su Xun is good-looking, with a fair and flawless face that is exquisite and exquisite, a slender swan neck that is as translucent as beautiful jade, and a shoulder that is as thin as a waist.When the face is expressionless, a pair of clear and moist autumn pupils are as clear as water, but when there is a smile on the face, the pear dimples on the cheeks suddenly appear, just like the spring water flowing when the ice melts and the snow melts, it goes straight to the heart of the person.

"Xun, you are really good-looking. I have never seen such a good-looking person like you."

After all, Duan Yunyang was young, and he didn’t stay in the Central Plains for a long time. Finally, he mastered a few sentences of ancient Chinese by parrot and was eager to show off, but if he really wanted to describe his true inner feelings, he would inevitably fall into the rut of lacking vocabulary, repeating the words over and over again. The word "good-looking" was repeated several times, and suddenly he slapped his head and said joyfully:

"It's late at night today, and tomorrow I will introduce you to Father Marshal and His Majesty Qi Emperor, they will definitely like you very much. With their support, it is only a trivial matter for you to want to leave this prime minister's mansion."

"But if I leave here, where can I go? No one will accompany me."

The light of hope in Su Xun's eyes ignited, but it soon went out again. He grew up alone in this boudoir compound since he was a child. He didn't even have a friend who could talk to him on weekdays, and he didn't know much about the outside world. After all, the sudden freedom has become a useless treasure, empty in the palm of your hand, but you don't know how to use it.

Prime Minister Su was busy with government affairs, left early and returned late, and the prime minister's wife was also seriously ill. She couldn't see her sick bed all year round. The servants in the mansion even had a strange respect and fear for him, and there was no more communication except for serving daily life.He has always been alone, so he gradually got used to loneliness and living in seclusion. Compared with the unknown wind and frost of the outside world, the still unchanging boring life makes him feel more secure.

He lowered his eyes and thought carefully, and didn't notice that Duan Yunyang suddenly stretched out his hand and wrapped his ten fingers in his palm: "From now on, I will accompany you."

"I jumped from such a tall tree tonight. You don't know martial arts at all, and you risked injury to save me." A faint hot flush flooded his cheeks, and his expression in his light-colored eyes was very serious. It was firm and serious, "From that moment on, I knew you were my friend."

"Friend...?" Su Xun was taken aback by this word, and couldn't think of a response for a while, so he stared at him stupidly, curling up his fingers uncomfortably.But Duan Yunyang didn't want to let him withdraw his hand, his fingers nimbly slipped in one by one along the crevice of his fingers, and clasped his palm tightly:

"Since we are friends, wherever you want to go, I should stay with you all the time."

"You want to go to the Western Regions, which happens to be my hometown. I am the most familiar, and I can guide you. I will accompany you to eat delicious snacks, visit the rare treasures of foreign merchants, and see the oasis in the desert. How fantastic and interesting this world is.”

"Just wait for me, and when I tell my father, I will come to find you tomorrow."

The heartstrings swayed lightly, and ripples rippled on the clear lake one after another. The crystal red dyed the cheeks and neck, and the scorching heat almost melted him, dissipating inch by inch in the tranquil evening wind.

The young man's promises are the most unreliable, many are nothing more than impulsive and impulsive jokes, but he is determined for no reason, wants to believe, and wants to practice.

So he nodded solemnly, and his words clanged:

"Okay, I'm waiting for you."

How can you imagine that this wait is 12 years.

During this period, he wondered countless times, whether that person forgot the promise that was as light as a feather, or encountered unknown changes, until his relatives and friends passed away, and everything was changed by time. They met again later, and all the remaining luck was shattered by a "senior" who had a shallow friendship.

If there is no hatred in his heart, even he himself can't believe it.

Pulling away from the confused memories, the tears in the corners of Su Xun's eyes were dry, and the emotion in his eyes cooled down, showing a slight sharpness: "It's ridiculous, how have I ever pushed you away?"

It is said that people are most prone to worry and depression when they are sick. At this time, his emotions were overwhelmed and he couldn't control it. The more he thought about it, the more angry he was. Who left first without saying a word, and who was sticking to the previous agreement? On the day of the reunion, waves will be stirred up from a pool of stagnant water?

The heart that had been silent for a long time suddenly beat violently, and the pain of blood gushing out from the skin, how could the sweetness of the feeling be easily erased by sweet words?

"Ah Xun, that's not what I meant..." Duan Yunyang was still immersed in his emotions, but he suddenly noticed that his face was suddenly cold, and he couldn't help but panic for a while, and it took a long time to find his voice, "I naturally know that I used to be too I was too careless, I didn’t protect you enough, and caused you to suffer so much alone, I will definitely protect you in the future..."

The colic in his heart became more and more intense, Su Xun only felt a headache and nausea surged, his eyes turned black, but his anger was still burning, he simply pushed away Duan Yunyang's long arm that was leaning over, half-supported Body:

"You don't understand at all... Do you think that the mistakes that have been made can be undone with just a few soft words? What I want to do is my own choice. What right do you have to say?"

Duan Yunyang was taken aback when he heard the words. After all, Su Xun has always been calm and self-sufficient. He rarely gets angry and loses his composure. Although he is slightly alienated from himself, he is always kind and gentle.In his opinion, such stern words were too unusual, as if some important details were ignored, and now they were exposed in front of his eyes, involving bloody scars.

He spoke with difficulty, his voice was obscure: "Ah Xun, what are you angry about? Ever since I revealed my heart to you, I have never concealed anything. If I said something wrong just now, you can just blame me, I will never There will be a little bit of resentment. But right now I just want to bear it with you, so what's wrong with that?"

The cold stabbing pain came whistling like a sharp knife, Su Xun's breathing was stagnant, his body trembled slightly, and he didn't even notice that the obscene clothes had slipped off his shoulders.

He was really in pain and cold, and the years of anticipation had turned into dross in the torment of time, and he no longer dared to accept any sudden fiery enthusiasm, he was the one deeply rooted in his heart Can't either.Especially when life and death cannot be controlled by himself, he has no right to act willfully.

After arranging everything with painstaking efforts, and then being unreasonably destroyed by that person, coupled with years of deep-rooted longing that has no cure, this feeling of resentment and disappointment becomes more and more unstoppable.

Seeing Su Xun drooping his eyes and saying nothing, the skirts of his clothes loosened, and the quilt on his upper body being pushed aside, Duan Yunyang's heart skipped a beat, fearing that the cold weather would make him catch the wind, he immediately ignored his defense and raised his hand to defend him. Tidying up his clothes, he didn't expect Su Xun to have such a strong reaction. He pulled off his arm almost fiercely, and then pushed hard against his chest:

"Do not touch me!"

Duan Yunyang couldn't hold back for a while, and was pushed to lie on the side, and something stored in the front of the obscene clothes rolled out of his arms quietly, and landed on the quilt between the two of them.

I saw that it was a dark object, made of two bundles of intertwined/twisted temple hair. Although the workmanship was rough, it looked very simple and lovely.

Su Xun suddenly widened her eyes——

This is actually the sympathy knot that Duan Yunyang made for himself in Xianglanyuan that day.

The author has something to say: yy, let me tell you, running away after flirting is the biggest sin, even if there are special circumstances, it cannot be easily forgiven~

And when people are sick, it is easiest to turn over old accounts, so coaxing your wife still has a long way to go!Come on!

ps The author is really busy these days. I haven't slept for 10 hours in two days. I have tried my best to update it. I hope you can understand and forgive QwQ

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