Let's talk about love, okay?

"Oh!" Yuan Hua hurriedly took over the stack of books and held them in his arms, kicked at the door of the dormitory, and shouted: "You still don't open the door?!"

"Here we come!" Yuan Hua's roommate fawned as he opened the door, the dormitory was in a mess after the war, although...it's not difficult to see that they have tried their best to keep the dormitory tidy.

Shen Yang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so they were sorting out house affairs!Pointing to the children romping about in the dormitory in their underwear, he reminded, "It's winter!"

"Leave them alone, children are very angry!" Yuan Hua waved his hand, and pointed to the other three people to get out of the way.

"Boss, you can't do this, the class teacher is looking for trouble for you, you can't spread fire on us!"

"Talk more!" Yuan Hua shook his fist threateningly, not daring to look at Shen Yang, for fear that he would dislike him and become a "bastard" again.He turned around and climbed onto the bed, put something under the pillow, then turned to Shenyang and said: "The books are not here, let's go out."

Soon the two left the dormitory. Yuan Hua held the book in one hand and Shen Yang in the other, and said, "I haven't eaten yet. Come with me."

"I didn't eat either." Shen Yang rejoiced, so they thought the same thing!

When passing by the temporary parking lot at the gate of the school, Yuan Hua took the car keys from Shen Yang's pocket, put the books into Shen Yang's car, and said, "I'm reading these books at your place. It's not good to let them know that I have a small stove. "

"It's because I didn't think carefully." Shen Yang said.

"..." Yuan Hua was stunned for a moment, realizing that Shen Yang was upset by what he said, and quickly explained: "I didn't mean to blame you."

"I'm not angry. You don't have to be so careful." Shen Yang shook his head to indicate that he wasn't unhappy at all. He withdrew his hand, not letting him hold it, and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

"It's cold, let's eat something warm!" Yuan Hua said, pointing to the village in the city in front of the school, reaching out to grab Shen Yang's hand again, but found that he had already put his hands in his pockets.He couldn't pull it off, so he had to follow him, talking about how he was caught by the head teacher. Although he didn't want to say such a shameful thing, he didn't want to lie to him. Rather than being caught lying by him, it's better to be honest. !

"No way, I left a note for Lin Xi and left." While speaking, the two were already sitting face to face in the casserole restaurant. Yuan Hua spread his hands to express his helplessness. Seeing the boss serving the pot, he hid back and said : "This casserole noodle shop has a long history. I heard that it is delicious. Try it."

"Okay." Shen Yang smiled, in fact, it doesn't matter what you eat, he just came to eat with him.After thinking about it, he had nothing to say, "You just entered school, how do you know this restaurant is delicious?"

"..." Yuan Hua avoided his eyes, and said vaguely, "I heard. I haven't eaten either."

Seeing that he didn't want to say much, Shen Yang felt bitter. It seemed that he asked a question that he shouldn't have asked. He began to regret his reckless behavior at noon, and he also began to regret coming to him.

I really shouldn't get carried away and run away to find boredom.

The two had their own thoughts, face to face, feet to feet, knee to knee and ate two pots of casserole noodles. Both of them were warm after eating, but the distance between them could not be shortened no matter what.

Yuan Hua was very anxious, he could feel that the doctor was unhappy, but he didn't know why, and he was also worried. While eating, he recalled what the two had said since they met, trying to know what was wrong with him and made him unhappy.

At the same time, Shen Yang was also uneasy, and rationally told himself that it was really nothing, anyway, they were in the stage of mutual attraction and mutual affection, he went to him, so he also came to him, this is relative and equal Yes, there is no need to worry about gains and losses at all.

But there was a voice in his heart clamoring that Yuan Hua had too many secrets.

he……

They are in the stage of getting to know each other, but Yuan Hua has never said anything to him.

He didn't know anything about him, even if he asked him, he wouldn't say anything.Except for those five years ago, all he knew was the half-truths he gave these days.If Luo Xiao hadn't interrupted them, he wouldn't even have known that the head of the jade girl was his stepmother.

He actually didn't know anything about Yuan Hua.

Shen Yang knew in his heart that this was wrong and unfair, but he was here watching him thoughtfully, eating this pot of warm casserole noodles with him like supper.

Not only that, but he often thought of him, and even kissed him without controlling himself.

This is crazy.

It's too unlike myself.

Shen Yang sighed secretly, and said to himself in his heart.

Or... just forget it.

"...doctor...doctor..."

"..." Shen Yang returned to his senses, looked at Yuan Hua, with a gentle smile that was always alienated, and asked what was going on in his eyes.

"Are you mad at me?"

"No." Shen Yang shook his head, maintaining a soft smile on his face, and said, "Why should I be angry? I have no reason to be angry."

Yes, there is no reason to be angry.It is also possible to dial the wrong number on the phone, not to mention mistakenly thinking that the right one is moved once and put into certain actions.

He needn't be angry.

"But……"

"how?"

"You alienated me all of a sudden." Yuan Hua said aggrievedly: "Although I can't say clearly, but I know, I have feelings, and you are unhappy. Doctor, if I do something wrong, no, tell me Am I okay? You tell me, and I will change everything."

"..."

"I'm a little stupid, and a little stupid. I'm always nervous when I see you, and I'm afraid I'll do something wrong, but the more I get nervous, the more mistakes I make, just like just now..." Yuan Hua looked at Shen Yang tremblingly, seeing that he was really Hearing himself talking, he gritted his teeth and murmured: "I've thought about it for a while, but I just didn't want to understand which sentence made you unhappy, why I'm not allowed to pull you all of a sudden."

"Is it the few sentences about the book, or the few sentences about the casserole noodles? Let's erase it and start over, can I say it again?" Yuan Hua secretly looked at Shen Yang, saw that he still didn't give any response, and hurriedly continued He explained: "Luo Xiao is very famous. I read the books he used in the dormitory. Those ghosts must be jealous and hate me to death! But I really don't blame you for taking the books to the dormitory. You come to me , even if it’s just to give me a book, I’m very happy. I was talked about by the head teacher for several hours, and I saw you as soon as I was released. Don’t mention how happy I am..."

"...It's not sending books." Shen Yang was a little shy suddenly, he stood up as he spoke, he couldn't always occupy a seat in the casserole restaurant.

The two walked out of the casserole shop one after the other and walked onto the dark street.

In the winter night, even the snack street in front of the school was not crowded. Shen Yang walked in front with his hands folded. Suddenly, he turned around and looked at Yuan Hua, and said seriously: "Sending books is just an excuse. I want to have dinner with you. Find you in your dormitory. But I don't know if I can come to you."

"Yes, of course!" Yuan Huaxi smiled, and quickly said: "I can go to you, why can't you come to me?"

"...It's different." Shen Yang shook his head resentfully, but he couldn't explain why. It was a feeling, an indescribable panic.

No matter what he said to himself, Shen Yang, you are an adult, you are outstanding, you deserve him to do more for you, but the uneasiness in his heart is still there, and it is pervasive.

This is not a problem that can be solved theoretically.

Nor is it a problem that can be suppressed with reason.

Suddenly, the two fell silent again.

"..." Yuan Hua lowered his head slightly, and quietly followed behind Shen Yang, stepping on his footsteps, and the two walked towards the campus together like a line.After a long while, he pointed to the cultural square in front of the school, and said, "It is said that this is the 'Road to Freedom'. In fact, I think it is just a random and inexplicable road that destroys the integrity and coherence of the lawn."

"..." Shen Yang took a look at the intricate and unruly wayward paths in the cultural square, and laughed silently.Yuan Hua doesn't know what the "Road to Freedom" is. The gap between them has always been very clear. Yuan Hua doesn't know how to make a breakthrough from scratch, and he doesn't know the road. He walks out step by step. .

The two continued to walk into the campus. The campus was extremely quiet at night, and they didn't meet anyone along the way.After a while, the two of them turned on a not-so-spacious opposite lane, Yuan Hua took a quick step, stepped onto the sidewalk with Shen Yang, and said, "This is 'Yulan Fangfei', they say, this is 'The Road to Enlightenment' .But I never had an epiphany here."

On winter nights, they can only see mottled branches and a crescent crescent in the branches.Shen Yang stepped on the messy and blurred tree shadows under his feet, but still did not speak.

The journey was not long, and the two of them came to an end after a while. Yuan Hua laughed at himself and said, "Look, I'm just so stupid."

"Let's go again." Shen Yang turned around first, and Yuan Hua followed closely to the right, and the two walked in the opposite direction and walked through "Magnolia Fangfei" again in the winter night, where there was no Magnolia or Fangfei.

Yuan Hua followed Shen Yang blankly, not understanding why they had to walk again, but Shen Yang had already left, so he immediately followed his steps.Soon the two returned to the corner of "Road to Freedom" and "Road to Enlightenment", and stood at the starting point of "Magnolia Fangfei" again.

"Heh..." Shen Yang turned around on the spot, faced "The Road to Enlightenment" again, and said to him, "I didn't realize anything either."

"!"

"So...it's nothing." Shen Yang said, "You are not stupid alone."

"..."

"Isn't it more comfortable to think so?"

"Doctor..." Yuan Hua looked at Shen Yang and walked forward again with a smile. He was full of joy and was so moved that he couldn't help but reach out and hold his arm. It felt a bit awkward. It's really strange for men to hold hands like this. .He withdrew his hand a little, only tightly grasping Shen Yang's forearm, and continued to follow him, as if he was his guide and his crutch.

"I've never been in love, don't laugh at me, I have no chance to fall in love." Yuan Hua was uneasy, seeing that he didn't push him away, he became more courageous, and said: "You know, back then, the teacher only Treat me like a child and ignore me at all. The mountain is very busy, there is no time at all, and no one talks to me...in love..."

"..." Shen Yang laughed, and said, "Then...why...can you reflect on yourself?"

"I don't know, so I just ask others. She said that we should eat casserole noodles together in winter, so that the two of us are not cold. She also said that if I make a mistake, I will apologize and reflect on myself. If I really don't know where I made a mistake, I will ask you to understand it." She said that you can gain your heart with your heart. She said that as long as I admit my mistake and apologize, I will never make a mistake if I am obedient..." Yuan Hua said in a low voice as he whispered to himself: "I just want to listen to you, and I only want to listen to you. I apologize to you and admit my mistake, can you fall in love with me..."

"? What are you talking about?" Shen Yang approached Yuan Hua with his ears pricked up. He didn't hear the follow-up, so the brothers bumped his shoulders with him and said honestly: "I'm not angry, I just think you have too many secrets. It’s like casserole noodles. When I ask you how you know this restaurant is delicious, you just say that you heard about it, and nothing else. But who did you hear it from? Why do you talk about eating? Have you eaten together? Wait... …I really don’t know if I’m asking the wrong question.”

"..."

"You left a note for Lin Xi, but you didn't say anything to me, and you didn't even pass on a word. I don't know if I can come to you..." Now that he was honest, Shen Yang reciprocated, thinking that it would be fine if he didn't After continuing to contact, he can't leave any regrets, and he can't let himself recall the madness of the past few days in the future, regretting why he didn't speak more clearly at that time.

That's too cowardly!

"Actually, I'm also quite nervous." Shen Yang also confessed: "I don't know how to fall in love, but... I think in the literal sense, you have to 'talk' when you fall in love. But you don't say anything, I don't know what you mean."

Yuan Hua went to find him, said he missed him, accompanied him to eat, and delivered him meals. He had thoughts about him, but Yuan Hua had too many secrets, so many that he often felt that he thought about him and those people who had a blind date. It's the same, but Yuan Hua is smarter, so he will use these "mind" methods to cover up the fact that he only wants to have sex with him.

But Shenyang didn't want to go to bed just for the sake of going to bed, he still hoped that there would be something like "love" between them, and that kind of emotion should have nothing to do with going to bed.

Shen Yang felt embarrassed to say this kind of words out of his mouth, but if he didn't say it... Shen Yang really didn't know when he would be so excited that he was willing to take action next time.

He said distressedly: "To be honest, I thought... I scared you at noon..."

"No, no, no, absolutely not scared!" Yuan Hua hurriedly waved his hands, only to realize that he was still in trouble!After knowing it, it turns out that he has been upset since noon!He grabbed his wrist and hurriedly said: "I... I just don't know what I should do, what I can do... I... I'm actually very happy, me, doctor, can I kiss you too?"

"..."

"She said, if you don't agree, I have to wait... But I..." Yuan Hua stopped suddenly, took his hand and caressed his chest, and said eagerly and solemnly: "There is a fire in my heart, Almost burning my consciousness, it said, I was thinking of him just like you."

"???" Shen Yang was confused, why did he suddenly read a poem?

What kind of poem is this?

No, who taught him?He taught so meticulously!Almost hand in hand, teaching him how to court step by step!

Yuan Hua didn't wait for him to think about it, seeing that the playground was in front of him, and thinking of something, he hurriedly took Shen Yang's hand and ran quickly, with long legs, the two of them rushed into the grove beside the playground.

He held Shen Yang in one hand, hugged a slender tree in the other, and stammered: "This is a small forest, no, she said it's not a small forest, it's a 'forest of confessions', she said it's a 'road to growth' ',she says……"

"Wait a minute, isn't this one of the five masters of X?" Shen Yang was out of breath, and his breath was disturbed by his sudden running, and he found it even more ridiculous to hear his nonsense, and said, "This is a century-old school, you—— "

"I don't know... Hey, don't worry about that," Yuan Hua shook his head in a daze, he really didn't know about this, and he didn't want to know about it, but...he was very anxious, impatient, impatient and anxious, and discussed: " She said, if you are willing to come here with me, you are willing to let me kiss...Although I don't know why I can kiss here...but we are already here, I..."

"You dragged me in!" Shen Yang shook his hand lightly, and said in a low voice, "You dragged me in without even asking me."

"Then what should we do? Do it again?" Yuan Hua panicked immediately, as if he rushed in without asking!Can't this work?He said anxiously: "Why don't we go out and come in again? If we go in again, we can kiss again, right? Do you agree?"

"Agree." Shen Yang said.

Yuan Hua was overjoyed, let go of Xiao Shu, turned around and walked out.He asked La Shenyang to go out and come in again, because then he could kiss him.

fool.

Shen Yang laughed, grabbed Yuan Hua, held his face and pressed it lightly.

"..." Yuan Hua suddenly understood what!

God, his heart was beating so fast!

It turns out that the doctor's lips are as soft as the doctor's heart.

Following Shen Yang's example, he also raised his hands, trembling to cup his face.

"Hey!" Shen Yang resisted, "Don't move!"

"..."

"Don't act like you're much taller than me!"

"..." Yuan Hua didn't dare to move, but hugged the little tree behind him tightly.With Shen Yang holding his face, he lowered his head slightly, while feeling his kiss, he put his lips on Shen Yang's face at the same time.

This feeling is really strange, it is obviously tasteless and uninteresting to peck, but he is like a crow sipping broth, pecking out the fun bit by bit.

This feeling... so subtle, no, so wonderful!

Volume Two