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Chapter 118 When I'm Lonely
"..." Yuan Hua nestled on the sofa alone, the sudden arrival of his old love rival from Jiusi Middle School brought the sudden past.
Thinking of the past, Yuan Hua felt even more lonely and cold.
teacher……
elder brother……
Ordinarily, he wouldn't think about these at all, let alone compare his brother with his teacher, but this day was unusual.
So unusual.
So much so that he himself couldn't tell whether he didn't even ask the teacher if he was afraid of being beaten by his cousin, or because he was afraid of knowing that the teacher was really with his cousin.
He also couldn't tell if he only thought about his brother all day long, whether it was only his brother in his heart, or... he was avoiding a fact.
The fact that he can no longer find the teacher.
"dong dong dong"
There was another knock on the door.
"Who is it?" Yuan Hua was depressed, logically speaking, someone shouldn't have knocked on the door.He got up and opened the door, but saw Xi Xiaodong.
"Primary school principal?"
"Well, it's me." Xi Xiaodong said seriously: "My brother said, you can take me out to play, let's go."
"..." I don't want to go out to play.Yuan Hua almost blurted out, but seeing Xi Xiaodong's naive expectation, he couldn't refute.What's more, he is still a senior. Although this senior is not a big deal, there is someone behind him, and that person is Bai Pingyun.
This cannot be taken lightly.
Yuan Hua had no choice but to change his clothes, took out Shen Yang's fleece hat from the cabinet, took Shen Yang's car keys, and went out with Xi Xiaodong.
However, although Xi Xiaodong said he wanted to go out to play, he didn't have any destination, and he didn't really want to play.To be exact, Xi Xiaodong didn't know what to play outside.Yuan Hua drove around the city center several times, but he had nowhere to go. It seemed strange for them to watch a movie together. The key was that he was afraid that his senior would beat him up if he found out.
When passing by South Street again, Yuan Hua suddenly turned a corner and drove into a very distinctive European-style building.
"Where is this?"
"..." Yuan Hua didn't answer, but took Xi Xiaodong up the stairs, through the revolving door and into the resplendent hall.
Five years have passed, and I didn't expect this place to be so vulgar.
Yuan Hua cursed secretly, went up to the second floor familiarly, and swiped his card to enter the exhibition hall.
"!" Xi Xiaodong was stunned!
"So it's an art exhibition!" Xi Xiaodong said happily, "It's just right, I haven't seen an art exhibition yet!"
"Yeah." Yuan Hua entered slowly, looking at everything he was familiar with.
Everything here is the same as before, as if nothing has changed.
Yuan Hua stood at the entrance, filled with emotion.He turned on the lights that hadn't been turned on for five years, and he turned on the speakers.
The still soft female voice came from the speakers in the four corners of the exhibition hall, humming.
"...if you fall in love with a flower, accompany it to bloom
When you fall in love with someone, you grow up with him
Everyone is a flower that withers and blooms
Please stay, the most beautiful moment..."
Everything is the same as before.
"teacher……"
Yuan Hua stood in front of the self-portrait of Han Fei that belonged to him, looked at the pair of eyes that were so shallow that they didn't exist, and couldn't move for a long time.
In fact, the teacher and his brother are not alike at all, except that they are both academic masters, they have no childhood, and their tempers are a bit immature... Yuan Hua couldn't help but smile as he thought about it, the teacher's smile always had a trace of unconcealable sadness, brother But his smile is like the sun, sometimes like the spring sun, bright and distant, sometimes like the summer sun, hot flames, sometimes like the autumn sun, high above, sometimes like the winter sun, distant and warm .
Even when Shen Yang smirked, he was a little sun playing mischievously jumping out of the clouds.
"?" Xi Xiaodong looked at Yuan Hua who was in a daze and giggled, feeling suspicious for a while.After carefully looking at every oil painting in the exhibition hall, his eyes fell on the huge graduation photo, and he said with emotion: "The painting is really good!"
"Right, they all said that the teacher is very spiritual." Yuan Hua returned to his senses and said: "He is a very talented person."
"Teacher...is that the teacher you mentioned?" Xi Xiaodong asked curiously, "Let's hear it."
"The teacher is what I said...that poor student from High-Tech International." Yuan Hua said: "Just like my brother, he is also a person who rejects X University. The reason why he rejects X University is... because he even pays half of the tuition. Sorry."
"..." Xi Xiaodong felt pain in his heart, and sighed, "No wonder you said that that day."
"I like him, feel sorry for him, and appreciate him. I thought that was love, but my brother told me, that's not it." They all said that it was not love.Yuan Hua suddenly sighed and said, "Forget it, don't think about it."
"It still hurts to think about it, doesn't it?"
"..." Yuan Hua avoided answering, and sighed: "I was a teenager, and I managed to get my head up a little bit, as if I finally fell in love, but I just found out that it might be liking, it was love, and I fell out of love."
Xi Xiaodong patted Yuan Hua's shoulder sympathetically, and stopped disturbing his memory of the past.
He didn't understand that his first love was someone else's or something. From the very beginning, he had only Bai Pingyun, and he only loved that one person.
"Primary school principal..." After a while, Yuan Hua took the initiative to find him again and called Xi Xiaodong to stop in the second exhibition hall.
"You want to talk to someone?" Xi Xiaodong stopped, looking at the "Magnolia" in front of him, which took up more than half of the wall, he felt a sense of shock. It is really a very spiritual work.
He didn't even dare to speak loudly, he only said softly: "Speak, I'll listen."
"This one was drawn by us at X University on the second day after my college entrance examination."
"Straight to the heart."
"Later... and later he fell ill and was admitted to the hospital. I couldn't find him anywhere," Yuan Hua covered his face as if avoiding those years.When he took off his hands again, Yuan Hua had already returned to normal, and said, "It's my brother...I didn't know until later that the teacher was in the hospital. He was very ill, and my brother was looking for the patient's family."
"So that's how you and Xiao Yang'er know each other." Xi Xiaodong said, "The teacher is a patient, he is the attending doctor, and you are the family member of the patient?"
"Well, that's how we met. The first time I saw him, I was in his outpatient room. At that time, there was no ninth floor in the first hospital. When I went in, he was wearing white clothes and a hat. Serious, looking fierce and approachable. He said, so you are Yuan Hua, Class [-], Class [-], Grade [-] Middle School?"
Yuan Hua said, and smiled reminiscently. From this point of view, it was as if his brother had been paying attention to him. He said happily: "Seeing me nodding, he took out a bunch of forms and asked me to sign. But when I want to sign, He asked me again, can you sign? He thought I was underage! In fact, I was already nineteen! He really hasn’t changed. When we met again, he still asked me to sign. .Although he covered half of his face with a mask, I recognized him immediately!"
"Xiao Yang'er didn't have a childhood, she's just a child." Xi Xiaodong imagined the scene at that time, looked at Yuan Hua jokingly, and said, "But he is usually very defensive. It's rare that you saw him the first time you met him." Act dumb!"
"Well, my brother is very kind. At that time, he knew that I was in a bad mood, so he listened to me every day. Although I only talked about the teacher, he didn't think I was annoying, and listened to me carefully every time. My family ...Anyway, no one cares about me except him, so I go to his dormitory to look for him every day. At that time, he lived on the first floor, and he had never changed dormitories. When I first came back, he lied to me that he had moved!" The more Yuan Hua talked, the happier he was. Shen Yang had indeed been waiting for him, so he hadn't even changed the dormitory, and had been waiting for him to come back to find him!
He said: "I was afraid that he would knock on the window if he didn't open the door. Now that I think about it, it seems strange to knock on a man's window. Fortunately, he didn't catch me as a weirdo! He has such a good temper. Don't get angry, I knock on his window, even if he is so angry that he wants to hit someone, but he doesn't hit me, that's great!"
"...Children's temperament is actually very unpredictable," Xi Xiaodong laughed, he couldn't understand why these two people became a couple now.According to Yuan Hua's statement, their beginnings were rooted in injustice, this kid is too troublesome!He perfunctorily said: "I think you are probably the only one in this world who thinks he has a good temper!"
In fact, in the cafeteria of X University, the first time he saw Shen Yang, he knew that he was a very tempered person, and his temper was definitely not good.Shen Yang is just too good at disguising, and too used to showing off with a smile!So after they became friends, he would ask him, when will you be yourself again.
However, Yuan Hua obviously would not listen to what he said, nor would he pay attention to these things.Xi Xiaodong thought for a while, and tactfully did not talk about his first impression of Shen Yang.
"Anyway, my brother is good at everything! He was no different from now, and he seems to have not changed. He was like this when he was 25 years old, and he is still like this when he is 30 years old." Yuan Hua continued to talk a lot, and he himself I didn't realize that when talking about Shen Yang, she talked too much, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but float upwards.
Xi Xiaodong looked at him, but smiled and said nothing, secretly thinking that when he talked about his brother and his teacher, his facial expressions and language were completely different. Whether it was love or not, it was very obvious now.
He only has Shen Yang in his heart.
His love is Shin Yang.
"But... when I... when I opened my eyes and saw the barrenness, I just wanted to cry," Yuan Hua smiled wryly. Why did he want to cry? He really cried at that time. He cried so hard that he couldn't bear to live!
"That place is called unresponsive every day..."
He doesn't even know how he was sent away. He only remembers that he got the results of the college entrance examination, went home happily, and thought about getting up early the next day to tell the doctor that he passed the exam. However, when he opened his eyes, He is already in the Gobi Desert in the northwest.
"It's a good thing you're back, and Xiao Yang'er is still here." Poor, Xi Xiaodong sympathized.
"Yeah. Elementary school principal, my brother said he has been looking for me for five years, five years! I..." Thinking of what Shen Yang said to himself, Yuan Hua was filled with emotion, and murmured: "It turns out that he has been waiting for me all these years. I."
"Are you touched?"
"Of course I'm moved, but I... I also feel guilty, afraid that I don't deserve it."
"Because... teacher?"
"..." To put it bluntly, Yuan Hua was slightly embarrassed, and said: "I love my brother, I can't live without him. But every day... he always has many things that are more important than me. I... the primary school principal, I am lonely."
"I miss my teacher when I'm lonely?"
"..." Another catchphrase!Yuan Hua couldn't hide his embarrassment, and blamed himself: "This is not right, right. I also think it is not good. In fact, I haven't thought of my teacher for a long time. When I am with my brother, I don't think of my teacher at all. But today Jin Cheng came , is the girl who robbed me of my teacher in high school, and my brother is very busy..."
"..." Xi Xiaodong sighed softly, and said, "I don't know what you want to say anymore. You seem to have many reasons."
"I don't think it's wrong for you to think of the teacher, but you think of the teacher behind Xiao Yang'er's back, and..." Xi Xiaodong thought for a while, and found that he didn't know how to describe the current situation. Thinking of "first love", he also came to visit their memories, and... searched for Shen Yang's shadow in his and his teacher's memories.
He really doesn't understand him.
"Student, do you know what you're doing?" Xi Xiaodong said, "Missing another person because of loneliness... I don't think it's good for you. It feels like you just need someone to accompany you, whether it's Xiaoyang or not It doesn't matter at all."
"I love my brother." Yuan Hua shouted suddenly, seeing Xi Xiaodong looking at him disapprovingly, he said painfully: "I love him, I really love him. But I am also really lonely. I am afraid, I always I'm worried about..."
Thinking of the past, Yuan Hua felt even more lonely and cold.
teacher……
elder brother……
Ordinarily, he wouldn't think about these at all, let alone compare his brother with his teacher, but this day was unusual.
So unusual.
So much so that he himself couldn't tell whether he didn't even ask the teacher if he was afraid of being beaten by his cousin, or because he was afraid of knowing that the teacher was really with his cousin.
He also couldn't tell if he only thought about his brother all day long, whether it was only his brother in his heart, or... he was avoiding a fact.
The fact that he can no longer find the teacher.
"dong dong dong"
There was another knock on the door.
"Who is it?" Yuan Hua was depressed, logically speaking, someone shouldn't have knocked on the door.He got up and opened the door, but saw Xi Xiaodong.
"Primary school principal?"
"Well, it's me." Xi Xiaodong said seriously: "My brother said, you can take me out to play, let's go."
"..." I don't want to go out to play.Yuan Hua almost blurted out, but seeing Xi Xiaodong's naive expectation, he couldn't refute.What's more, he is still a senior. Although this senior is not a big deal, there is someone behind him, and that person is Bai Pingyun.
This cannot be taken lightly.
Yuan Hua had no choice but to change his clothes, took out Shen Yang's fleece hat from the cabinet, took Shen Yang's car keys, and went out with Xi Xiaodong.
However, although Xi Xiaodong said he wanted to go out to play, he didn't have any destination, and he didn't really want to play.To be exact, Xi Xiaodong didn't know what to play outside.Yuan Hua drove around the city center several times, but he had nowhere to go. It seemed strange for them to watch a movie together. The key was that he was afraid that his senior would beat him up if he found out.
When passing by South Street again, Yuan Hua suddenly turned a corner and drove into a very distinctive European-style building.
"Where is this?"
"..." Yuan Hua didn't answer, but took Xi Xiaodong up the stairs, through the revolving door and into the resplendent hall.
Five years have passed, and I didn't expect this place to be so vulgar.
Yuan Hua cursed secretly, went up to the second floor familiarly, and swiped his card to enter the exhibition hall.
"!" Xi Xiaodong was stunned!
"So it's an art exhibition!" Xi Xiaodong said happily, "It's just right, I haven't seen an art exhibition yet!"
"Yeah." Yuan Hua entered slowly, looking at everything he was familiar with.
Everything here is the same as before, as if nothing has changed.
Yuan Hua stood at the entrance, filled with emotion.He turned on the lights that hadn't been turned on for five years, and he turned on the speakers.
The still soft female voice came from the speakers in the four corners of the exhibition hall, humming.
"...if you fall in love with a flower, accompany it to bloom
When you fall in love with someone, you grow up with him
Everyone is a flower that withers and blooms
Please stay, the most beautiful moment..."
Everything is the same as before.
"teacher……"
Yuan Hua stood in front of the self-portrait of Han Fei that belonged to him, looked at the pair of eyes that were so shallow that they didn't exist, and couldn't move for a long time.
In fact, the teacher and his brother are not alike at all, except that they are both academic masters, they have no childhood, and their tempers are a bit immature... Yuan Hua couldn't help but smile as he thought about it, the teacher's smile always had a trace of unconcealable sadness, brother But his smile is like the sun, sometimes like the spring sun, bright and distant, sometimes like the summer sun, hot flames, sometimes like the autumn sun, high above, sometimes like the winter sun, distant and warm .
Even when Shen Yang smirked, he was a little sun playing mischievously jumping out of the clouds.
"?" Xi Xiaodong looked at Yuan Hua who was in a daze and giggled, feeling suspicious for a while.After carefully looking at every oil painting in the exhibition hall, his eyes fell on the huge graduation photo, and he said with emotion: "The painting is really good!"
"Right, they all said that the teacher is very spiritual." Yuan Hua returned to his senses and said: "He is a very talented person."
"Teacher...is that the teacher you mentioned?" Xi Xiaodong asked curiously, "Let's hear it."
"The teacher is what I said...that poor student from High-Tech International." Yuan Hua said: "Just like my brother, he is also a person who rejects X University. The reason why he rejects X University is... because he even pays half of the tuition. Sorry."
"..." Xi Xiaodong felt pain in his heart, and sighed, "No wonder you said that that day."
"I like him, feel sorry for him, and appreciate him. I thought that was love, but my brother told me, that's not it." They all said that it was not love.Yuan Hua suddenly sighed and said, "Forget it, don't think about it."
"It still hurts to think about it, doesn't it?"
"..." Yuan Hua avoided answering, and sighed: "I was a teenager, and I managed to get my head up a little bit, as if I finally fell in love, but I just found out that it might be liking, it was love, and I fell out of love."
Xi Xiaodong patted Yuan Hua's shoulder sympathetically, and stopped disturbing his memory of the past.
He didn't understand that his first love was someone else's or something. From the very beginning, he had only Bai Pingyun, and he only loved that one person.
"Primary school principal..." After a while, Yuan Hua took the initiative to find him again and called Xi Xiaodong to stop in the second exhibition hall.
"You want to talk to someone?" Xi Xiaodong stopped, looking at the "Magnolia" in front of him, which took up more than half of the wall, he felt a sense of shock. It is really a very spiritual work.
He didn't even dare to speak loudly, he only said softly: "Speak, I'll listen."
"This one was drawn by us at X University on the second day after my college entrance examination."
"Straight to the heart."
"Later... and later he fell ill and was admitted to the hospital. I couldn't find him anywhere," Yuan Hua covered his face as if avoiding those years.When he took off his hands again, Yuan Hua had already returned to normal, and said, "It's my brother...I didn't know until later that the teacher was in the hospital. He was very ill, and my brother was looking for the patient's family."
"So that's how you and Xiao Yang'er know each other." Xi Xiaodong said, "The teacher is a patient, he is the attending doctor, and you are the family member of the patient?"
"Well, that's how we met. The first time I saw him, I was in his outpatient room. At that time, there was no ninth floor in the first hospital. When I went in, he was wearing white clothes and a hat. Serious, looking fierce and approachable. He said, so you are Yuan Hua, Class [-], Class [-], Grade [-] Middle School?"
Yuan Hua said, and smiled reminiscently. From this point of view, it was as if his brother had been paying attention to him. He said happily: "Seeing me nodding, he took out a bunch of forms and asked me to sign. But when I want to sign, He asked me again, can you sign? He thought I was underage! In fact, I was already nineteen! He really hasn’t changed. When we met again, he still asked me to sign. .Although he covered half of his face with a mask, I recognized him immediately!"
"Xiao Yang'er didn't have a childhood, she's just a child." Xi Xiaodong imagined the scene at that time, looked at Yuan Hua jokingly, and said, "But he is usually very defensive. It's rare that you saw him the first time you met him." Act dumb!"
"Well, my brother is very kind. At that time, he knew that I was in a bad mood, so he listened to me every day. Although I only talked about the teacher, he didn't think I was annoying, and listened to me carefully every time. My family ...Anyway, no one cares about me except him, so I go to his dormitory to look for him every day. At that time, he lived on the first floor, and he had never changed dormitories. When I first came back, he lied to me that he had moved!" The more Yuan Hua talked, the happier he was. Shen Yang had indeed been waiting for him, so he hadn't even changed the dormitory, and had been waiting for him to come back to find him!
He said: "I was afraid that he would knock on the window if he didn't open the door. Now that I think about it, it seems strange to knock on a man's window. Fortunately, he didn't catch me as a weirdo! He has such a good temper. Don't get angry, I knock on his window, even if he is so angry that he wants to hit someone, but he doesn't hit me, that's great!"
"...Children's temperament is actually very unpredictable," Xi Xiaodong laughed, he couldn't understand why these two people became a couple now.According to Yuan Hua's statement, their beginnings were rooted in injustice, this kid is too troublesome!He perfunctorily said: "I think you are probably the only one in this world who thinks he has a good temper!"
In fact, in the cafeteria of X University, the first time he saw Shen Yang, he knew that he was a very tempered person, and his temper was definitely not good.Shen Yang is just too good at disguising, and too used to showing off with a smile!So after they became friends, he would ask him, when will you be yourself again.
However, Yuan Hua obviously would not listen to what he said, nor would he pay attention to these things.Xi Xiaodong thought for a while, and tactfully did not talk about his first impression of Shen Yang.
"Anyway, my brother is good at everything! He was no different from now, and he seems to have not changed. He was like this when he was 25 years old, and he is still like this when he is 30 years old." Yuan Hua continued to talk a lot, and he himself I didn't realize that when talking about Shen Yang, she talked too much, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but float upwards.
Xi Xiaodong looked at him, but smiled and said nothing, secretly thinking that when he talked about his brother and his teacher, his facial expressions and language were completely different. Whether it was love or not, it was very obvious now.
He only has Shen Yang in his heart.
His love is Shin Yang.
"But... when I... when I opened my eyes and saw the barrenness, I just wanted to cry," Yuan Hua smiled wryly. Why did he want to cry? He really cried at that time. He cried so hard that he couldn't bear to live!
"That place is called unresponsive every day..."
He doesn't even know how he was sent away. He only remembers that he got the results of the college entrance examination, went home happily, and thought about getting up early the next day to tell the doctor that he passed the exam. However, when he opened his eyes, He is already in the Gobi Desert in the northwest.
"It's a good thing you're back, and Xiao Yang'er is still here." Poor, Xi Xiaodong sympathized.
"Yeah. Elementary school principal, my brother said he has been looking for me for five years, five years! I..." Thinking of what Shen Yang said to himself, Yuan Hua was filled with emotion, and murmured: "It turns out that he has been waiting for me all these years. I."
"Are you touched?"
"Of course I'm moved, but I... I also feel guilty, afraid that I don't deserve it."
"Because... teacher?"
"..." To put it bluntly, Yuan Hua was slightly embarrassed, and said: "I love my brother, I can't live without him. But every day... he always has many things that are more important than me. I... the primary school principal, I am lonely."
"I miss my teacher when I'm lonely?"
"..." Another catchphrase!Yuan Hua couldn't hide his embarrassment, and blamed himself: "This is not right, right. I also think it is not good. In fact, I haven't thought of my teacher for a long time. When I am with my brother, I don't think of my teacher at all. But today Jin Cheng came , is the girl who robbed me of my teacher in high school, and my brother is very busy..."
"..." Xi Xiaodong sighed softly, and said, "I don't know what you want to say anymore. You seem to have many reasons."
"I don't think it's wrong for you to think of the teacher, but you think of the teacher behind Xiao Yang'er's back, and..." Xi Xiaodong thought for a while, and found that he didn't know how to describe the current situation. Thinking of "first love", he also came to visit their memories, and... searched for Shen Yang's shadow in his and his teacher's memories.
He really doesn't understand him.
"Student, do you know what you're doing?" Xi Xiaodong said, "Missing another person because of loneliness... I don't think it's good for you. It feels like you just need someone to accompany you, whether it's Xiaoyang or not It doesn't matter at all."
"I love my brother." Yuan Hua shouted suddenly, seeing Xi Xiaodong looking at him disapprovingly, he said painfully: "I love him, I really love him. But I am also really lonely. I am afraid, I always I'm worried about..."
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