deep love

Shi Qingqiu always feels kind and kind to outsiders on weekdays, but in private, around Wen Qinghan's side, he will show a little temper from time to time.

And when she turned positive to express her affection, she became more reassuring and trustworthy, soft but not fragile, strong and firm.

Wen Qinghan turned to face her, stared at her, breathing intertwined, diluting the slight cold outside at this moment.They didn't think of going back to the room for the first time. Wen Qinghan hadn't kissed her actively for several days. At this moment, the longing in her heart overwhelmed the cold feeling on her skin.

Wen Qinghan's lips gently touched Shi Qingqiu's lips carefully, just like the first time they kissed, afraid of hurting her, and also afraid that she would not be able to bear his enthusiasm.

This person almost lost himself.If the car had hit harder, or hadn't used such a method, replaced it with a knife, or pushed her down from upstairs, then how sad the person in my arms would be today.

Wen Qinghan's eyes shone with light, crystal clear, she closed her eyelids, and focused on kissing Shi Qingqiu who was soft in her arms.

The kiss between them has always taken into account each other's feelings, the movements are light and light, even if they are distracted, they will try to go a little deeper first, and then let go of the kiss after getting a response.

The tip of Wen Qinghan's tongue seemed to be on fire, Shi Qingqiu felt a burning heat coming out of his cheeks, and then spreading to his limbs, only by responding to her could he get a little bit of relief.

Her panting was rapid, and Shi Qingqiu's lips and teeth also let out a few soft moans that made people feel soothed.Breathing more and more quickly, Shi Qingqiu was almost out of breath from her kiss, and the hand around her neck pushed her shoulder.

Wen Qinghan backed away clearly, but her heart was still not satisfied, her opened eyes stared straight at Shi Qingqiu's red lips, as if she still wanted to kiss.

Shi Qingqiu's hand on her shoulder gently slid across her neck, his thumb stroked her side face, and then stroked the corner of her lips, with a smile in his ambiguous tone: "Isn't that enough? I've been Are you hungry?"

Wen Qinghan's breathing suddenly became heavier, then she nodded her head and said in a low voice: "I still want..."

The intention in her words to get close to Shi Qingqiu is as straightforward as before, and has not changed because of the physical discomfort these days.But Shi Qingqiu still felt her depression inexplicably, as if she was enduring it, and then she really couldn't control it, so she vented it.

She didn't want to say that with her temperament, patience is her strong point.But since he wants to hold back, his thoughts are naturally related to Shi Qingqiu.

Seeing that Shi Qingqiu didn't stop her anymore, Wen Qinghan moved closer to touch Shi Qingqiu's lips.

"Qingqiu, Qinghan, it's lunch time. Where are you?"

Aunt Zhong's voice came faintly, as if she was looking for them in the corridor outside the room.

The obsession in Wen Qinghan's eyes instantly faded, and Shi Qingqiu also reacted and supported her shoulders.

"Go to eat first, after the meal you take the medicine, and then take a nap." Shi Qingqiu said softly, "We'll talk about this in the evening..."

Wen Qinghan let out a "hmm", "Don't you take a nap?"

Shi Qingqiu pinched her nose and said with a smile: "I want to see Aunt Zhong about what I need to buy, and then tell her what aspects you should pay attention to in terms of diet. Aunt Zhong will go shopping in a while, of course I will Make it clear. Also, I brought the books you usually read, as well as the diary. When you recover, you can go to the study to find them if you need them."

Wen Qinghan nodded, the tide in her heart began to surge, she lowered her eyebrows and agreed obediently: "Well, I see."

After lunch, Shi Qingqiu took Wen Qinghan to the room, and after taking the medicine, he sent her to bed and went out to find Aunt Zhong.

Wen Qinghan got up and went to the bathroom, before she felt drowsy, she went out of the room and went downstairs, walked to the living room and heard Shi Qingqiu's voice, she followed it.

"Qinghan is mainly recuperating now, and the noise at home should not be too loud. In terms of food, Aunt Zhong will follow what I wrote on this piece of paper, and stew fish soup for her tonight. By the way, Aunt Zhong, please go there Go to the supermarket, buy some skimmed milk powder and give it to her before going to bed."

Stepping on her slippers, Wen Qinghan approached the kitchen door without a sound, and stopped after hearing Shi Qingqiu's voice.

"Hey, no problem." Aunt Zhong agreed, "Tomorrow, buy some stewed Gastrodia elata with pig brains for her to eat. It's good for her brain."

Shi Qingqiu laughed softly, "Then Aunt Zhong, don't tell her that she will eat pig brains tomorrow, she doesn't like to eat this, I'll think about what to do."

Wen Qinghan pursed her lips, Shi Qingqiu's doting tone echoed in her ears, she turned and left quietly.

After dinner, Wen Qinghan had no work to do, so Shi Qingqiu took her back to the room to let her take a bath, intending to let her listen to music at most before going to sleep, then went out to answer a few calls by herself,

When both of them took a shower and went to bed, Wen Qinghan still didn't want to sleep, so he closed his eyes and leaned against the head of the bed.

Shi Qingqiu pulled up the quilt for her and covered her, and asked her: "Qinghan, isn't Aunt Zhong a good cook?"

Wen Qinghan closed her eyes and replied: "Well, very good."

After hearing her answer, Shi Qingqiu embraced her with satisfaction, and said: "I used to ask Aunt Zhong to help me take care of this place because she is a nice person and good at cooking. In this case, I occasionally come back here after work. In time, you can also have a delicious meal.”

Shi Qingqiu touched her hair, buried her head in her hair, heard her seem to smile, and then asked: "I'm suddenly looking forward to the dishes that Aunt Zhong cooks, what shall we eat tomorrow?"

"See what Aunt Zhong thinks, I've told her what to pay attention to, and she will arrange the rest." Shi Qingqiu bent her lips silently, not planning to tell Wen Qinghan about eating pig brains tomorrow .

Wen Qinghan opened her eyes slightly, reached out to wrap her arms around Shi Qingqiu's waist, and for the first time in the past few days, used some strength to pull Shi Qingqiu's body into her arms.Hearing her softly hugging his shoulders, her eyes darkened a bit.

"What's the matter? Sudden such force." Shi Qingqiu said with a smile.

"Qingqiu." Wen Qinghan kissed her lips, and the tide in his heart surged up again, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

I'm sorry again, this is the second time Wen Qinghan said sorry after being injured, and each time he said it several times.A person with such an indifferent temper can endure one thing for several years. What is the reason that made her feel so guilty that she apologized repeatedly within a few days?

Shi Qingqiu decided not to skip it anymore, and no longer planned to use time to comfort her. She backed away a little, stared at Wen Qinghan and asked: "Why do you say sorry so many times? What are you thinking? Tell me what's on your mind. "

Wen Qinghan remained silent, lowered her head, and rubbed the silky cloth around Shi Qingqiu's waist with the hands around Shi Qingqiu's waist.

Shi Qingqiu leaned forward, kissed her on the brow, kissed her cheek, as if wanting to kiss away her hesitation, said in a low voice: "You know everything about me, and I have nothing to hide from you. No matter the big or small things, I don't want to hide it from you. We are each other's wives, shouldn't we be honest with each other? Besides, your thoughts are related to me, so you shouldn't hide it from me. "

Wen Qinghan's thumb paused, and her heart surged even worse. After a long time, she whispered: "I made you worry." She paused, Shi Qingqiu tacitly did not answer, and she continued: "At that time I was thinking, my parents are still waiting for me, you are still waiting for me, but, will I not be able to go back? If I can't go back, what will you do..."

She spoke so softly and calmly, but when Qingqiu felt distressed, it was only a split second before she fainted, and she thought of so much.

"What else?" Shi Qingqiu felt that it was not that simple.

"And..." Wen Qinghan raised his head, the deep affection in his eyes was full of pain, "If we hadn't been married at the beginning, if we didn't have those things later, and you didn't like me, then even if you were still alone, at least you wouldn't I will be frightened, if that day I..."

"Wen Qinghan, do you regret it?" Shi Qingqiu interrupted Wen Qinghan with a cold voice, his eyes seemed to be fogged up, and his nose was sore.

She knew what word was behind that sentence, and she even guessed how many times Wen Qinghan had thought about "what if" in the past few days.Is this person a fool?

After finishing speaking, she saw Wen Qinghan, who had never been flustered, shaking her head anxiously, then as usual, gently hugged her into her arms, and kept whispering: "No, how could I regret it, how could I regret it... ..."

Shi Qingqiu's heart suddenly softened, and then he relaxed his body and let Wen Qinghan hug him, blinking his eyes, letting the few tears that had accumulated after hearing her words fall into the fabric of her shoulders.

"Being with you is the most important decision I've ever made." She rested her chin on Shi Qingqiu's forehead and rubbed it affectionately, "I don't regret it, and I won't regret it in the future. But I will feel guilty, if you If you don't have feelings for me, you won't be so sad when something happens to me. There are many friends, but only one lovable person. So I am afraid, I am afraid that you will be sad, I am afraid that you will not have me..."

The more Wen Qinghan talked, the hoarse his voice became, and the more he talked, he hugged Shi Qingqiu tighter.

The more Shi Qingqiu listened, the more distressed she became. She covered her mouth, held back some emotions, then wiped away her tears, got up from Wen Qinghan's arms, and scolded with a tearful smile: "Wen Qinghan, are you a fool?"

Wen Qinghan knew that she would definitely be punished, so she lowered her head slightly when she finished her voice, silently as if admitting her mistake.

Shi Qingqiu closed her eyes for a moment, took another deep breath, and then asked: "It's because you haven't liked to talk for several days in a row, and when you talk to you, you always get distracted..." She paused, bit her lip and whispered He said: "Besides, is there a reason why you don't touch me often? Have you had these thoughts since the day the accident happened?"

Wen Qinghan was startled, although not much, but she did nodded her head.

Shi Qingqiu was so angry that he wanted to fight, but also thought it was funny, "Wen Qinghan, answer me, are you a fool?"

Wen Qinghan didn't look up, but shook her head and said, "No, I'm not a fool."

"Then why did you think of those things?" Shi Qingqiu held her face in his hands, and bit her face hard, leaving neat teeth marks, "I'm about to be pissed off by you, you know? Who among us can predict the accident? Do we have to stop because of this, not to do what we want to do, not to love the person we want to love, just to prevent the day when the accident comes, the other party will not be able to bear it.”

His face was itchy from being bitten, Wen Qinghan raised his hand and rubbed it, "itch..."

"It's only light if you don't bite the blood." Shi Qingqiu slapped her away and gave her a hard look.

Wen Qinghan lowered her head and continued to listen, looking a little cute.

Shi Qingqiu was suffocating, and it was really a bit funny, but in order to explain her, he still told her seriously: "We don't know whether the accident will happen or not. I only know that if it's like you said, everyone will I think, then no one has to. It is necessary to take care of your body and pay attention to safety, but it is unnecessary to give up most of the pursuits in life for a small probability event.

You should know these truths better than me. Don't you remember what you said to me?A start that is likely to succeed should not be lost to twists and turns that are expected because of fear. "

In fact, Wen Qinghan also understands these reasons, she just has emotional fluctuations after being injured, and she looks at it from her own point of view to a greater extent.And Shi Qingqiu, who comforted her, was no longer protected at this moment, and naturally integrated into rational thinking, just like her who was persuasive and seductive back then.

Wen Qinghan nodded, and said in a muffled voice: "I know, I just can't help myself to think about those places. But you believe me, I have no regrets..."

Shi Qingqiu pinched her nose hard, and scolded with a smile: "You really..." After a pause, he softened his tone again: "I'm going to be pissed off, two people agree with each other, how can they be together because of those who say they don't agree? How about being ashamed of each other in the future?"

Wen Qinghan breathed freely, as if even the dizziness had eased.

It seems that even if she can understand some things, her uneasy heart can only be settled when she speaks from Shi Qingqiu's mouth.

She rubbed her nose, lowered her eyebrows and hugged Shi Qingqiu pleasingly, and wiped away the tears for Shi Qingqiu: "I understand, but I still need you to save me. As I said, a healer cannot help himself." Doctor. I will treat your pain, and of course you should treat my discomfort. "

"Tch..." Shi Qingqiu rolled her eyes with a smile, and rubbed her nose with her fingertips comfortingly, "Then can we heal each other? In the future, we should no longer hold back anything, and we are not allowed to hide it. Otherwise, family The law serves, and I will make a family law tomorrow."

Wen Qinghan stretched his brows and eyes, and solemnly promised: "Of course."