Reborn as a Good Child

Bai Yihan sat on the ground with his back against the sliding door, covering his head with his hands. At this moment, he didn't understand whether his rebirth was God's pity for him or his punishment. To atone for the sins of the previous life, to punish him to treat his beloved as a brother-in-law with a smile on his face, to punish him so that his feelings will never see the light of day, and to force a smile, to bless that pair of lovers, to be a good boy A good son, a good brother.

A sense of tyranny and unwillingness rose in his heart in vain, why?Yes, he did something wrong, but isn't the punishment he received in his previous life not enough?

Isn't the insult he suffered and the pain he suffered in his heart not atonement?He died in such a disgusting and embarrassing manner. When he died, there was no relative beside him, only the corpses of the disgusting perpetrators who were killed by him accompanied him.

His last request to the police is to ask him not to reveal his identity and shame his family. It is unknown where he will be buried, and how many people will watch and study his tortured body. Can't see the beloved again, he can't even close his eyes when he dies!

Are these not atonements?Why?Why can't he be freed, can't let him quietly fall into an eternal sleep, why let him come back, and once again bear the pain that cannot be loved! ?

At this moment, he really wanted to ignore everything and let everyone go to hell together, but he couldn't. What did his family do wrong?They love themselves and tolerate themselves, they have done nothing wrong and should not be hurt.

Bai Yihan laughed lowly, so be it, the Buddha said: If you sow evil causes, you will reap evil results.

He is a sinner, a dirty, disgusting, rotten and stinking person, he should bear the consequences of his mistakes, this is his responsibility, isn't it?

My brother said that he has grown up and is sensible. Yes, he has grown up and should be responsible for his actions. If God thinks that his punishment is not enough, then he will continue to live and play his role well. Do everything to make the family who loves him feel happy, just like half a month since he was reborn, he is doing well, isn't he?

It's just Mu Jingyuan, he doesn't belong to me, so why should he suffer?I have no such qualifications at all.

If he found out about this disgusting and distorted homosexual love, would he leave without looking back and never come back?

If so, what should my sister do?Are you still living alone like last time?

No, it can't be like this, Bai Yihan!Be brave, don't let your feet show, and don't use your disgusting feelings to hurt Mu Jingyuan and his sister!

He raised his head, his eyes were red and bloodshot, like a cub trapped in a desperate situation, his face was full of pain, but the red eye sockets were dry, without a trace of tears.

He took a few quick breaths, slowed down his breathing, leaned his head against the door, closed his eyes tiredly, and let him escape this time for the last time, next time, he will definitely greet Mu Jing with the most perfect smile far, send blessings to him and his sister.