I don't know the breeze

Ji Yicang sat in the Youxi Hall where I just moved in and sighed: "Shaowen, you, tell me, let me tell you what's good about you."

I leaned on the couch and looked at him with a smile: "I never asked you to say anything."

Ji Yicang looked at me sadly and sighed again.

"The battle at the frontier is intensifying, and the holy decree sent my father to go to the battle, and I will accompany you." Ji Yicang said, and glanced at me, "If you need anything, you should take care of it yourself."

I sat up straight and nodded.

Ji Yicang hesitated, "If..."

I asked, "What if?"

He hesitated for a moment, and finally just shook his head slightly: "It's nothing. You take care of yourself."

He stood up, walked a few steps and then turned around and said, "The world is changing, so take care of yourself."

I nodded.

I don't know why, but when I watched Ji Yicang walk out of the Hall of Youxi, I knew he would not come back.

On the second day of February, Xie Linyuan and I stood at the city gate to send the army out of the city.In early spring, the wind on Moshang is gently shaking the bridle, and there are dots of spring grass in the suburbs.

When I look far away, the sky is blue, the land is vast, I can't see the mountains and rivers, and I can't tell the truth.People have gone far, where is the way back.

Xie Linyuan held my hand and said, "They will come back."

In spring, the river thawed, the willow branches sprang up, and the swallows in the south came back to build their nests.I seldom write poems, and I never ask about the former dynasty.Day after day, day after day.The last time Liu Nongying saw me, she said to me, "It's not that you don't know the wind. You are Feng Feiyi."

But Feng Feiyi was dead.

After all, I didn't wait for Ji Yicang to come back.

The Xiongnu's cavalry crossed the border and crushed rivers and mountains.The battle reports were sent to the capital one after another. The ministers were all haggard from the court meeting to the night in the court hall, and people inside and outside the palace were in panic.Xie Linyuan stayed in the imperial study day and night, reviewing and discussing matters.

When the pear blossoms were in bloom, I went to Xie Linyuan and told him that I wanted to leave.

Xie Linyuan was silent for a while, his eyes were covered with an indelible bluish black, and the yellow robe hung loosely on his body, almost falling off.

"Where are you going?" he asked.

I said, "Go to Jiangnan."

Xie Linyuan didn't speak again.

"Okay," he said slowly, looking up at me, "but what else do you need to bring?"

I shook my head, took a step forward and took off the jade pendant from my waist, pulled out the belt, leaving only the jade on the table and said: "I don't have anything to bring, I just hope Your Majesty can keep this thing away."

Xie Linyuan stared at it and nodded slowly: "Okay."

The lotus is gone, so what to do with the fish.Not long, none of them last.

What kind of BMW light fur and beautiful clothes, I just packed up some silver, put on my half-worn plain clothes, rode the horse that Ji Yicang gave me when I returned to Beijing, and went out of the city alone, to the infinite rivers and mountains .The past few years have been like a dream.

I made a list of the things I took before and the ones still in stock, and handed them to Qiang Shuo, telling him to take whatever he needs, and just let it go if he doesn't need it.Someday someone finds it, it is his good fortune, and it can reduce some sins to some extent.

I didn't go to worry over there, I just left some money and asked someone to send it to him.There was no need for Liu Nongying to inform, there was nothing big or small in the capital that he didn't know about.After finishing the scattered arrangements, I realized that there were only a few people around me.

Three months later, when I arrived in Suzhou, I heard the gentleman in the teahouse sigh that the imperial court was useless. For the sake of peace, he cut off several frontier cities and sent a princess there to marry him.Xie Linyuan has no daughter, but I don't know who the princess is.

I settled down in Suzhou and started a small business with a few people I met in the early years.After another year or two, the emperor got the dragon son, and a large amount of tea was sent to the capital for the celebration of the whole world, and my business also improved.With a little savings on hand, I sent them to friends in the rivers and lakes I knew in the past, got on a horse by myself, and rode around the world alone.After seven or eight years in this way, after seeing all over the world, I returned to Suzhou.Seeing a city of sackcloth and white flags, solemn and heavy, my heart sank, and I was sick for several months.It just got better, and I couldn't stay idle anymore, so I found a seat in a teahouse and drank tea slowly by myself.People coming and going in several places have nothing to do with me.

"Young Master Feng? But Young Master Feng?"

I looked up, surprised.These years of traveling north and south, wind and rain, I think I am not as beautiful as I used to be, and I look a few years older, and no one has called me a son for a long time.Listening to it now, it almost feels like an illusion.

Mo Zuochen wore brocade clothes and a white jade crown, his style remained the same as before, and he even had a little more charm.He smiled and sat down opposite me: "I didn't expect to meet you here."

I didn't expect either.

I poured him a glass of wine and asked, "Mr. Mo, how have you been all these years?"

Mo Zuochen picked up the cup and drank it: "It's okay. With the little effort I learned in the past, I occasionally appeared on stage and sang a few plays, but I still have a bit of a reputation, and I live quite comfortably."

The leaves of the trees outside the window are getting darker green, and the wind is getting warmer.The oriole at the bottom of the leaf makes a cry or two, and the days are long and the catkins are flying lightly.

I suddenly felt a lot of emotion: "It's the beautiful scenery in the south of the Yangtze River, and I meet you again when the flowers fall."

Mo Zuochen was silent.After a long while, he said again: "Mr. Feng has been doing well all these years."

I smiled and said, "What's wrong? I think I should be content."

Mo Zuochen hesitated to speak, he just smiled and said, "That's right."

I smiled and picked up a glass of wine.

He thought I didn't know.

The Ji Mansion was too popular, and the emperor must suppress it, so they were asked to fight a battle that was impossible to win.Prime Minister Xiao is a person left behind by Xie Linchuan, and he wants to use me to find out about Xie Linyuan.Liu Nongying works for the emperor, she cares about him from the bottom of her heart, and doesn't want me to leave behind and ruin the country.When that young man in green clothes came to me, I really wanted to pay for my life; it's just that he was soft-hearted and didn't do anything.Even Mo Zuochen never had any affection for Maolin, but he just wanted to lead me to meet Liu Nongying, make a play every occasion, and leave naturally when the matter was over.Liu Nongying's body was Su Hexiang, who paid tribute to the palace, and Xie Linyuan's mother's surname was Liu. I'm not a fool, how could I not guess it.

Mo Zuochen's appearance is the same as before, but I am no longer a handsome young man, with white hair on my temples, and my legs and feet are not flexible; I can no longer praise Xie Linyuan's praise, and I can't hide from Ji Yicang's sword.

But it doesn't matter anymore.

After a cup of tea, I got up to leave, but Mo Zuochen stopped me and said, "I heard from Brother Yuelin that when His Majesty was dying... he mentioned you."

I paused, but didn't look back, just said: "Ah, yes."

"He said—'Feiyi, the plum blossoms in the garden are blooming, when will you accompany me to see them again?"