I don't know the breeze

When I was walking in the palace early in the morning, all the people I met on the road said to me, "Master Feng, why do you work so hard, you should take a sedan chair".They didn't know that if they really took the sedan chair, they would have wronged me.

I went outside the imperial study room, and before I entered, I heard a falling sound, and the emperor inside said angrily:

"Just because he has a bit of talent, he is just showing off in front of me, what is he! He just knows a few poor poems, so he should think that he is the reincarnation of Taibai, reincarnated in Dongpo! It's good to leave, save the whole time Hanging the book bag in front of me every day, saying some sour words that hurt and ruin the situation, it is annoying!"

I could not help but feel hot on my face when I heard words such as "relying on how talented you are" and "knowing two poor poems", and I dared not go in; but I couldn't go back right away, so I lifted my clothes and knelt at the door Said: "My minister sees Your Majesty."

There was silence in the room.The emperor said: "You go down first." I thought this was meant for me, but I saw a person running past me in a hurry, so I didn't move.The emperor said again: "Fengqing come in."

I got up and walked into the house, glanced at the table, and saw that one of the scattered booklets was open, with the word "德" on the lower left, so I guessed it seven or eight points.Two days ago, Nan Taishi's son-in-law, Fang Jiankai, the imperial historian, recommended a person to the emperor. The person whose surname was Qian and whose name was Ruogu, was granted the title of Supplementary Items.

The emperor threw the notebook aside, sat down at the table and spread out a piece of paper, took a pen and said to me: "Feng Qing, grind ink for me."

There is a stove in the room, and it is warm; there is also a faint scent of sandalwood, which makes people feel refreshed.

At noon, I went back to the mansion and asked the young man, "Has the eldest son had any meals today?" The young man replied "No", and I was speechless.He also ordered them to deliver the food on time, and to report illness to Ji Muyuan, and to block any visitors.

Because Qionglin Courtyard has been repaired, the emperor asked me to move in immediately, so I don't have to enter the palace to serve in the afternoon.After I settled things and came back home, the boy I met at noon came to report in a hurry: "Mr. Feng, go and have a look. The eldest son hasn't had any water or rice in a day. He's just bored in the room. What are you guys doing?" It should not be advised."

I knew he was so sad and hesitant because he met Mo Zuochen yesterday, so I said: "Go and tell him, just say that I have something to tell him, tell him to come to me."

After giving the order, I went to Luosong Courtyard, entered the courtyard, but saw a person standing at the door of the room.If it's not Ji Yicang, who else is it?

I said: "It's getting dark and the mansion is boring, why not go and listen to the piano music."

The Muchu Pavilion is much more lively at night than during the day, so Liu Nongying deliberately spared an upper room to entertain us.After I explained the purpose of my visit, Liu Nongying said: "It's not a big deal, but Zuochen hasn't been well these two days, so it's not convenient to see guests; but because of Mr. Ji's kindness, I can't help but listen." He took Ji Yicang to the backyard alone, leaving him and me alone.Liu Nongying ordered someone to prepare some thin wine and side dishes, and poured me a glass.

I drank the glass of wine, and a warm feeling came out of my body, because I smiled and said: "You are a shrewd person, you have seen everything I have."

Liu Nongying said: "It may not be of any use." He took the jug again and poured me a glass.

I was stunned: "How do you say that?" Then he smiled and said: "Could it be that you are really so pedantic and unreasonable that you won't let him go?"

Liu Nongying said: "This is because you have slandered me, why can't people let it go? What I'm afraid of is that I won't let it go."

I shook my head and said: "Mao Lin is not a rigid person, he really likes Mr. Mo, and others don't care so much."

Liu Nongying said with a smile: "You think I'm talking about this? What kind of young master and girl, if you really want to fall in love, you don't care so much. I'm afraid you forgot why Zuochen pretended to be Mo Chengxue and approached Mr. Ji That's right. The status and circumstances of the two of them, do you mean that you don't care if you say you don't care?"

Hearing this, I just woke up like a dream. I yelled "Ouch", got up and was about to leave.Liu Nongying held me back and said, "What are you doing?"

I said, "Go to Maolin, but we can't leave them alone."

Liu Nongying said: "At this point, what are you going to do? It's better to be a cold-eyed person and watch. Each person has his own destiny, so why should we get involved?"

I had no choice but to sit back in resentment, and couldn't drink anymore, so I just waited in the room.Smell the smell of wine all over the room, but don't feel drunk.Half a day later, someone came to report: "Mr. Ji is back."

I immediately stood up from the case, and Ji Yicang had already entered the door, but his expression was normal, and he couldn't see anything.

Liu Nongying also stood up, and just as I was about to speak, Ji Yicang cupped his hands and said, "Thank you, Boss Liu."

Liu Nongying nodded.

Ji Yicang turned around and left, and we returned to the mansion just like that.I saw that he didn't mean to talk about it, so I endured the thought of asking.So all the way without words.

Early the next morning, while I was still asleep, I was awakened by a knock on the door.The visitor said: "Young Master Feng, wake up, someone from the Mu Chu Pavilion said that Young Master Mo hanged himself."

I was startled, and hurriedly packed up to look for Ji Yicang.But he was surprisingly calm, as if he had expected this a long time ago.I vaguely guessed something in my heart, so I left him and hurried to the Muchu Pavilion.

Liu Nongying waited in the front hall in person, and when she saw me, she said, "You're here."

I asked, "How is Mr. Mo?"

Liu Nongying said, "I've been rescued."

Hearing this, I breathed a sigh of relief.He frowned again and said, "It's pretty good, why are you so overwhelmed?"

Liu Nongying sighed softly and said, "Why don't you ask yourself."

Mo Zuochen's room is very elegantly furnished, just like him.I opened the curtain after the rain and went into the inner room. Mo Zuochen, whose face was as pale as the clothes on his body, was sitting on the carved wooden bed, with Dole marks on his fair neck.Because his hair was not tied up, he looked no different from the Mo Chengxue I saw in the past.There is a broken string on the table beside it.

I said, "Mr. Mo, I'm here to see you."

Mo Zuochen sat motionless, like a living dead.

I couldn't bear it, so I walked closer and said, "Mr. Mo, I'm here to see you. If you have anything to say, you can tell me."

He was still motionless, so I continued, "Since your name is 'Mo Zuochen', why did you hang yourself on a tree, turn into dust, and waste this wonderful time? Maolin came to see you. If he doesn’t know the reason, he’ll just be worried; now that he knows, he doesn’t know where he wants to go, but he can’t tell.”

Mo Zuochen moved his eyelids, and said in a hoarse voice: "...It was my wishful thinking, and I can't blame others. I shouldn't have such an identity attempt." After a slight pause, he smiled wryly, "It's a pity Mr. Ji is not as smart as Mr. Feng, he saw me thoroughly the first time he saw me."

Seeing his sad expression, I couldn't help feeling sad, and said in a low voice: "It's not his fault, he has always been religious, and I haven't seen many people of all religions, so naturally he doesn't know how to change his voice."

Mo Zuochen's eyes were blank, and he murmured: "If you can see how good it is, if you see it, you won't have the injustice of today."

I couldn't bear to say: "Mr. Mo, you, you..."