graduation gift

On the slender fingers holding the painting, he finally regained his sense of autonomy, and nodded solemnly.

002

Xia Mo knew from a long time ago that Ye Yan liked him.

It was probably one day in the summer of my freshman year.

That day, the air conditioner in the classroom broke down, and Xia Mozao was woken up by the heat without warning when he was studying and sleeping.

He opened his eyes a little irritably, and with just a crack, he saw Ye Yan outside the door through the sunshine of June.

And Ye Yan was staring at him without realizing it.

Xia Mo was startled, and subconsciously closed his eyes, he couldn't make up

"Did I offend him recently?"

He made up such a poor excuse, because he clearly saw in the eyes of Ye Yan---this boy who had almost no contact with him, the admiration that often appeared in the eyes of girls.

Xia Mo has never been in a relationship, but he has been confessed a lot, but his intuition is unexpectedly accurate.

After experiencing the initial surprise, he narrowed his eyes to look at him again.

After thinking about it for half an hour, I reluctantly accepted the fact that I was liked by a boy.

He thought, young people, their minds need to be open.

Isn't it just one more person who likes it?

Anyway, people who like me since childhood can form a tour group.

Xia Mo resisted Ye Yan's gaze at first, as if he couldn't even sleep.

But as time went on, he became indifferent, and even meeting him when going to and from school was not so embarrassing, and he would no longer think about running away.

The most important reason is that Ye Yan, as his crush, doesn't fall in love at all, which Xia Mo admires very much.

The girls he met ranged from relentless to bother him □□ WeChat double-bombing, heavy responsibility to block people after school and hang themselves in front of a group of students, crying, making trouble, and hanging themselves, not at all afraid of shame.

On the other hand, Ye Yan, apart from peeking at him during his morning self-study, he hardly disturbed his life, which made him feel more comfortable, and his favorability increased, even the eyes that he thought he could not accept before were okay. Facing it calmly.

Until now, Xia Mo couldn't be sure if it was God's will. All in all, after he discovered Ye Yan's secret, the people around him suddenly had more discussions about Ye Yan.

Although Xia Mo has a strong sense of presence in the class, he seldom knows other people. In his rare impression, Ye Yan looks like the kind of nerd who only knows how to read, and he definitely doesn't want to get in touch with dull and boring people.

But after the unremitting praise from the back table, he gradually completed Ye Yan's image.

Love to laugh, gentle, helpful, can draw, sing, play the piano, unique upbringing, is a real version of the prince.

The former understanding has all collapsed, and now Ye Yan seems to be a shining existence in the eyes of his classmates.

Xia Mo's heart skipped a beat without noticing it.

Although there is the premise that he likes himself, he found that after getting to know Ye Yan, compared to the initial discomfort, he can completely accept it, and even... there is a trace of inexplicable joy.

It turned out that he was such an excellent person.

Since then, Xia Mo has paid more attention to Ye Yan.

It was in the third year of high school that I really realized that I fell in love with Ye Yan.

One day, Xia Mo's female concubine suddenly said to Xia Mo with regret:

"Mo, you know what?

Ye Yan, he has a girlfriend! "

Xia Mo almost broke the pen in his hand:

"Which Ye Yan?"

The back table gave him a white look and said:

"There is only one in our class, the handsome one.

It's a pity that there is another high-quality viewing object missing. "

Xia Mo tried to calm down, turned the pen in his hand up into the air, and said:

"Oh, how do you know?"

The back table did not expect Wannian

"Tree Hole"

He started to gossip, with a look of surprise flashing across his face, he hesitated for a while and said:

"It was just yesterday that many students saw a very beautiful girl coming to deliver food to him at noon.

How did you suddenly become interested in this? "

Xia Mo felt a flame of ignorance running wildly in his heart, thinking, it's purely a scumbag's performance that he obviously likes himself and is with others!

He could hardly hide the expression on his face, and he made up an excuse following the words at the back table, and he said with righteous indignation:

"Because I know he likes a friend of mine, I inquired about it.

Unexpectedly, he actually ate from the bowl and looked into the pot. Isn't this a scumbag?

How annoying! "

Only then did the back table smile in relief, and then said:

"What's so angry about this, your friend is not with him, isn't it normal for him to like someone else?

If you want to be angry, it is also his girlfriend's anger. "

Xia Mo was speechless by what he said. Because of his good self-awareness, he completely forgot that a person may not only like one person in his life.

The hot feelings will also be diluted by time.

On the day when the rumor spread, Ye Yan asked for leave for several days because of self-enrollment, Xia Mo didn't even have a chance to confirm it, so he had to temporarily accept this fact.

It stands to reason that Xia Mo should be happy to put on troublesome liking.

But in fact, for several days in a row, he was a little depressed.

This is the first time he has experienced the so-called

"Ask for more than you can get"

Mood.

It's just that he was naturally dull at the time, and he only attributed his depression to the loss of an excellent follower.

When Ye Yan came back a few days later, he immediately put an end to the rumors that were spreading more and more crooked in the class, and he clarified dumbfoundedly:

"That's just my own sister, who was entrusted by my mother to deliver food to me."

It was almost the last time Xia Mo found out. The gossiping comrade at the back table only remembered it after sharing it with everyone.

"Friends out of thin air"

Xia Mo excitedly said to him:

"Mo, the latest news.

Ye Yan doesn't have a girlfriend!

The girl you saw last time was actually his sister.

Great, does this mean I have another chance? "

"You have a fart chance."

A dirty word that Xia Mo blurted out shocked the back table.

Xia Mo was also frightened by his subconscious words, his expression went blank for a moment, and then he came back with a hippie smile:

"Doesn't he have someone he likes?"

The back desk felt that Xia Mo did it on purpose, and every time he said something so suspenseful.

She flicked Xia Mo's forehead angrily a few times, and unexpectedly woke up the Yumu head.

she says:

"I have been decadent for several days because of this incident."

In a blink of an eye, he realized that his nameless depression these days was all because of

"like"

He was so stupid that he just came up with this word, and he couldn't come up with such a simple conclusion after thinking hard for several days.

Xia Mo's mood turned sharply at the moment, better than the clear sky, he almost wanted to dance.

There is probably no better love in this world than the gratification of two feelings.

As soon as his mind was hot, he wanted to confess, but he just stood up and looked at the hellish eyes at the back table that turned his face faster than a book, and suddenly hesitated.

He forgot that even if the window paper was pierced, waiting for him and Ye Yan was indeed a more difficult step. A single surprised look at the back table reminded him of the eyes of the world. There may not only be surprise in it, but also full of disdain.

Seeing his face covered with clouds and then to the clear sky, he stood up and sat down excitedly, the back desk finally couldn't help asking:

"What kind of ups and downs have you experienced in your mind, old man?"

Xia Mopi smiled to hide his emotions, and said:

"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly interpreted my future life in my mind."

In order to take Xia Mo's rare truth seriously, the back table only slowly rolled his eyes:

"Come on, smooth sailing man."

Xia Mo, who was going smoothly, finally encountered the first hurdle in his life that he couldn't get past.

He couldn't talk about his suffering, and when he was feeling unwell, he followed Ye Yan's example and opened his eyes slightly to peek at him a few times during his morning self-study, looking at him comfortingly.

Before he fell in love with Ye Yan, he couldn't understand the friends he had a crush on around him. From his point of view, if he likes it, he will fall in love, and if he is rejected, he can feel confident.

But now he understands that with a sincere heart, he is always afraid of being hurt, no matter if the hurt comes from the person he has a crush on or the world.

Everyone is timid, and he is no exception.

The one-day countdown sign for the college entrance examination was hung next to the blackboard, and it was dazzlingly red. Xia Mo was destined to not be able to sleep during the morning self-study this day.

He stared at the sign and looked again and again, feeling quite annoyed.

Ye Yan went out later than usual, and seemed to have a bunch of things in his hand.

With mixed feelings, he got down on the ground as usual, turned his head towards Ye Yan's side, and began to peek with his eyes slightly open.

Ye Yan seemed to be writing something, but he didn't look up for a few minutes. Xia Mo tried to guess what he was doing, and then saw Ye Yan looked up at him quickly, then lowered his head and wrote a few times. After repeating this several times, Xia Mo understood, Ye Yan was painting, and he was painting himself.

After the classmate relationship is broken, they are complete strangers, and it is difficult to even meet each other.

Thinking that after many years, his meaning to Ye Yan might be such a painting, Xia Mo was very unwilling.

A future without Ye Yan is not the future he wants.

Thinking that the future Ye Yan might throw away his paintings without hesitation after falling in love, Xia Mo immediately gained courage.

He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Ye Yan. When he saw the expected shock in his eyes, he thought, someone must be brave, and it's time to end all this.

003

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