Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Make people haggard for Yixiao

During this period of time, Nangong Jingnv went to the palace to serve her illness, and she left the palace after breakfast and had lunch in the palace before returning. The Weiming Palace was still being rebuilt and she had nowhere to stay, so she could only stay in Ganquan Palace all day long.

After crying for half a night, I fell asleep in a daze before the tears in the corners of my eyes dried up, but when I fell asleep, it was still a sad picture.

In the dream, Nangong Jingnv let go of her reserve and self-esteem and asked Qi Yan how she felt about her, but the other party looked at her calmly with an expression that hadn't changed for thousands of years.

No matter how anxious Nangong Jingnv asked, Qi Yan just remained unmoved...

"Qi Yan..."

Hearing the sound, Qi Yan's body froze.

She heard Nangong Jingnv's suppressed sobs, and although she froze and didn't turn around, she kept her eyes open to bear the condemnation from her conscience.

Hearing Nangong Jingnv's anxious call, Qi Yan struggled for a long time before turning around: "Your Highness?"

"Qi Yan..."

Only then did Qi Yan realize that these two calls were nothing but Nangong Jingnv's ramblings, and she was both grateful and tormented.

She had suffered from nightmares, but she didn't know that one day she would also be transformed into a nightmare to torture a innocent and harmless girl.

After a long silence, Qi Yan finally moved her body and took the initiative to cross the gap on the Babu bed.

After Nangong Jingnv fell asleep, she embraced her in her arms.

The Nangong Jingnv in the dream let out a choked sob, and Qi Yan couldn't help but tighten her arms: Your Highness...this is just the beginning, how can we bear the suffering in the future?

Qi Yan hugged Nangong Jingnv like this and lay there all night, until Dongfang Lubai silently let go of her embrace.

She tiptoed up, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Nangong Jingnv's peaceful sleeping face.

It seemed to be a little longer than in memory, Qi Yan couldn't help stretching out her hand, and gently stroked Nangong Jingnv's swollen eyes with her fingertips, stroked her willow eyebrow on one side, and gently brushed away the broken hair between her forehead Go around behind the ears, and finally lightly tap on the small and tall Qiong nose.

After more than a year of marriage, Qi Yan has never done these things...

She thought about it all night, and finally made a cruel decision: take the initiative to alienate Nangong Jingnv.

This sleeping girl is kind, sensitive, and forgiving.

And what about myself?Calculations go deep into the bone marrow, he is a liar, and he does vicious things without changing his face.

Many times, she obviously didn't want to, but she couldn't help plotting against Nangong Jingnv. When she realized it was a foregone conclusion.

Qi Yan knows Nangong Jingnv well, and it is easy for her to "hate" herself...

Even though, she knew very well that Nangong Jingnv was an indispensable pawn in this road of revenge.

But the human heart is full of meat, no matter how cruel a person is, he will be shaken when facing a person who believes in you unconditionally, looks for you everywhere and is good at forgiving.

Qi Yan herself didn't realize how gentle her gaze was at this moment, if Nangong Jingnv saw it, all barriers would disappear.

Her eyes fell on Nangong Jingnv's pouty red lips, and she smiled wryly when she remembered the last time she lost control and treated her lightly.

Qi Yan held her breath and leaned down, but froze within an inch of Nangong Jingnu's lips.

Sighing, she turned to place a kiss on Nangong Jingnu's forehead.

"Your Highness, take care."

If in the future, unfortunately, you know my identity, please give me a happy.

If you don't die by my hands, you will definitely find a real man to spend your life with you.

Thinking of this, the long-lost colic pain filled the whole heart, and Qi Yan sat up straight while clutching his heart.

Just after dawn, Qi Yan left the bedroom.

Qiu Ju, who was guarding the ear room, came out to greet her, but Qi Yan made a silent gesture: "Your Highness is not awake yet, I will go back first."

Qiu Ju chased her out: "My son-in-law, go back after breakfast."

"No, sister Qiu Ju, go back."

Watching Qi Yan walk away without looking back, Qiu Ju sighed softly: What's the matter with the son-in-law and His Highness?Didn't you say that a little goodbye is better than a newlywed?

It seems that the life of the family may be difficult again, should we invite the Second Highness here in advance?

Hey, forget it, tell the people below to serve carefully.

……

Nangong Jingnv didn't wake up until noon, her eyes were already swollen.

After reacting, her body turned her back stiffly first, and after waiting for a while, she realized that there was something unusually quiet behind her, and she called out, "Qi Yan?"

Nangong Jingnu's heart skipped a beat, Qi Yan was no longer there.

She was a little flustered, it was an illusion similar to being "abandoned", she didn't care about her own image and shouted: "Come here."

Holding the toiletries, Qiu Ju led two groups of maids into the bedroom: "Your Highness..." Seeing Nangong Jingnv's eyes, she was startled.

He ordered: "You go down, just leave me alone to serve."

"Yes."

Qiu Ju knelt beside the bed: "Your Highness, what is this?"

Nangong Jingnv covered her eyes: "Where's Qi Yan?"

"My son-in-law returned home just after dawn."

Nangong Jingnu's throat choked: "You go out."

"Yes."

When Qiuju walked to the door, Nangong Jingnv's voice came again: "You are not allowed to go to Second Sister."

"Your Highness..."

"I just want to be alone, you don't have to worry. Don't look for anyone..."

"Yes."

It wasn't until Qiu Ju walked away that Nangong Jingnv lay back on the bed, pulled the quilt to cover herself, and cried clearly.

Qi Yan's leaving without saying goodbye broke through all of Nangong Jingnv's pride and persistence.

The other party didn't say anything "excessive", which made her fall into endless confusion. Nangong Jingnv didn't even know where she was wrong, which made the other party so heartless.

From the beginning to the end, Nangong Jingnv didn't think about what's wrong with Qi Yan. He is gentle and elegant, abides by palace etiquette, and obeys herself in everything... What could be wrong with such a person?

"A Gentleman's Covenant" was proposed by her, and they also high-fived, so why can Qi Yan be blamed?

"Qi Yan, why are you..." When I played chess, I would acquiesce in regretting it, why can't I take it back if I made a mistake?

Qi Yan locked herself in the study when she returned to the son-in-law's mansion, and did not come out until dark.

He didn't eat a meal on the way, and fell asleep after touching the pillow when he returned to the dormitory.

The next morning, after breakfast, he went into the study and left after dark.

The third day, the fourth day...

This was the case until the fifth day back home.

All the maids and servants in the mansion were trembling, for fear of getting rid of bad luck.

It will be Nangong Jingnv's birthday in five days, Qi Yan looks at the naive little pig woodcarving in her hand, this is Nangong Jingnv's zodiac sign, she has already started preparing it.

However, due to poor craftsmanship, several pieces of logs were damaged, and many small holes were left on the hands before the carving was completed.

Nangong Rang decreed: Nangong Jingnv's birthday this year will be celebrated in the Princess Mansion.The royal family members of the same generation can go to the princess mansion to celebrate the birthday of Nangong Jingnv.

However, he can't attend Nangong Jingnv's birthday banquet this year. He is humble and respectful. It was fine in the Weiming Palace before, but this year he spent it outside the palace.

Second, his health is not yet fully healed, he can't drink alcohol and can't be too tired.

But Nangong Jingnv's birthday reward this year was astonishingly generous.

The gift list alone was written on several pages. The fire in the Weiming Palace burned down half of Nangong Jingnv's net worth, and Nangong Rang almost made up for her beloved daughter in the name of her birthday.

However, all the rewards go to the emperor's private treasury. The emperors of all dynasties have owned a minimum of [-] households for their daily expenses.

Nangong Rang has been thrifty since he ascended the throne, and has saved a lot of silver taels over the years. In addition, the annual Longevity Festival, Spring Festival, and tributes from various places are also counted in Nangong Rang's private treasury.

Although the reward exceeded the standard, it did not use the national treasury at all. The emperor preferred his prostitutes to subsidize it from their own pockets, and the officials and censors could not say anything.

But it can be seen that the emperor cares and loves this Princess Zhenzhen.

On the other hand, Nan Gongwang followed Qi Yan's plan and compiled a ballad himself, and ordered the dead to go to Luobei to spread it first, and then gradually spread it to the capital.

"A pair of golden crows hang in the sky, the east is not bright and the west is bright. In the future, the golden crows will enter the Qiongbao, and the reputation will spread far and wide."

After Nangongwang wrote it, the more he read it, the more he was satisfied: the second prince is famous, and the fourth prince is famous, this ballad can be said to kill two birds with one stone.

But the matter of assassinating Nangong Ping, even though it was put into the preparation stage, did not take action for a long time. Nangong Wang was not too stupid: Nangong Wang didn't dare to act if he didn't recover for a day.

In any case, Nangong Ping is also the real eldest son, the harem has no owner, and all the sons are concubines.

If Nangong Rang fails to make it through and the boss stands in front, then he still has a chance to compete with Nangong Wei.

If the father didn't stand up and the eldest brother disappeared, wouldn't the second child be fulfilled?

……

Time flies, Nangong Jingnv's birthday is here.

Early in the morning, Nangong Shunv brought congratulatory gifts and entered the mansion, and she almost didn't recognize Nangong Jingnv.

During this period of time, Concubine Ya would announce her entry to the palace every now and then, which made her physically and mentally exhausted, and she had no time to visit her younger sister.

Although Nangong Jingnv's appearance has not changed, she has lost more than a circle of weight.

Those nimble eyes also lost their former elegance and were shrouded in a haze.

Nangong Shunv's smile froze on her face, she took her younger sister's hand back to the main hall, and the maid asked anxiously, "Why is my younger sister so haggard? But is she sick?"

Nangong Jingnv's eyes fluctuated a little, but her expression didn't change much.In the past ten days, she felt that she had shed all the tears in her life.

On the fifteenth day, Qi Yan claimed to be ill, and ordered Xia He to go to the princess mansion to pay her respects instead, and she cried again.

She has been thinking about what is the problem between them, and she has been thinking about it for several days without any result.On the contrary, when he thought about the little things between her and Qi Yan, his heart ached and he simply stopped thinking about it.

Concentrating on reading and practicing calligraphy has made me feel more at ease.But when Nangong Shunv mentioned it, her heart ached again.

Nangong Jingnv was surrounded by a layer of sadness, and Nangong Shunv felt extremely distressed.

He hugged his younger sister in his arms: "Tell Second Sister what happened, if even I can't solve it, there is still Father! Second Sister looks worried when you look like this."

Nangong Jingnv was silent for a moment, then replied in a low voice: "But...no one can help me with this matter."