Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Qi Lang is always a daughter

Nangong Jingnv didn't bother Qi Yan when she was drunk this time, she was too drunk and fell asleep as soon as she got into the sedan chair.

Qi Yan just carried her into the carriage and carried her back to the main hall.

Qi Yan pulled the quilt for Nangong Jingnv, looked at her flushed cheeks and frowning eyebrows because of discomfort, dazed.

If Xiaodie was still alive, she would be this big.

At the moment when she saw Jiya, Qi Yan realized something belatedly.

Why did the leader of the grassland use his own banner?

Back then, Agula was not as miraculous as Jiya said, on the contrary: because her mother was from the Wei country, her prestige in the clan was not high.

The only thing that can make people look a little higher is probably the ability to communicate with the horse.

Jiya dared to describe it this way, perhaps because two-thirds of the grassland people have been murdered by the Wei people, and there is no trace of Agula's deeds in the past.

If a prairie man really wants to use the support of the plow department to create momentum, he might as well carry the name of his father.But the other party chose the prince who disappeared at the age of eight...

There is only one reason.

That person is looking for the real Qiyan Agula in this way!

Who would do that?The answer is clear at a glance...

After so many years, besides her own relatives, who else would care about her?

Bayin, so you are still alive...

Qi Yan returned to the side hall alone, took off his robe and sat in the bathtub, stroked the lifelike wolf king totem on his chest, and wet his eyes.

It has been 11 years, and I would rather take risks than wash off the last traces, just hoping for this almost impossible thing to happen.

Bayin is still alive, Jiya has also appeared, and the younger generation of the old grasslands have appeared one after another, so...

Is my sister still living somewhere?

Bayin made the incident known all over the world, did his sister also hear the news?

The year they separated, Xiaodie was only five years old.

Qi Yan was afraid that Xiaodie would forget her elder brother's appearance after too long, and only this totem passed down from generation to generation in Qiyan's family could help them recognize each other.

Qi Yan pressed her forehead against the rim of the barrel, big tears dripped down, merged with the hot water in the barrel, and disappeared.

For 11 years, she always hoped that Xiaodie and Bayin were still alive.It's just that this hope is too slim, so slim that Qi Yan dare not face it.

Even, when she saw how the Wei people treated the grassland prisoners of war, she cruelly hoped that they were dead.

Qi Yan couldn't imagine what kind of life these two young children would face after they became prisoners of war.

When he heard that there was an uprising under the name of "Qi Yan Agula", Qi Yan instinctively rejected the possibility of Bayin.

I'm just afraid that if I guess wrong, I won't be able to bear the despair caused by the shattered hope.

She stayed in the dark for too long, even if she saw the light, she dared not accept it.

Qi Yan grabbed the wet cloth and covered her mouth, but the small crying sound still overflowed.

Jiya's appearance really scared her.

She never thought that the exposure would come so soon. She was not afraid of death, but she was afraid that the road she had planned for more than ten years would be cut off.

Qi Yan still remembers that the last time she cried was on the day when Huiyuan opened the rankings.

That day she specially cooked two bowls of her mother's best plain noodles, and after eating, she secretly told herself: Bayin and Xiaodie are dead...

She also swore that this was the last time she shed tears, and that she would not be allowed to be weak in the future.

But she cried anyway.

Qi Yan hugged her body and shrank into the steaming water, but she still felt very cold, a chill from her heart.

What happened at the palace banquet made her terrified, and she couldn't help shaking when she recalled the scene at that time.

But this uneasiness was shared by no one, let alone healed by her.

She could only shrink in the hot water, trembling and hugging herself, crying silently.

Qi Yan is just a non-existent character, her name is Qi Yan Agula.

It is a woman who has to wear a man's identity and cannot take it off for 19 years.

She will be afraid, helpless, and cry.

She has never been a wizard, or even a "stupid" person.

……

Qi Yan changed into a set of clean clothes, and found scissors to cut the clothes into pieces.Put down the scissors and throw the broken clothes on the ground.

Nangong Lie's touch made Qi Yan sick. It's not a good thing for that snake-like man to appear by his side from time to time.

Qi Yan sat at the table for a long time, turned her head to look at the made bed, then got up and walked out.

Hearing the sound, Xia He came out from the ear room, and slapped a blessing: "Where are you going, my son-in-law?"

"I'm a little worried, Your Highness, could I trouble sister Xia He to accompany me?"

"Yes."

Xia He walked by Qi Yan's side and lowered the lantern.

His Highness has ordered: the son-in-law cannot look at night, and there is no need to stick to etiquette when serving at night.You can hold the lamp by the side of the son-in-law, and if necessary, you can help him move forward.

A lone moon hangs in the middle of the sky, making the surrounding stars look a little dim.

At night, there are guards patrolling the entire street of Princess Zhenzhen Mansion, so it is very quiet.

Reason told her: she should go back to the side hall, but her legs took another step.

Seeing Qi Yan go and come back, Qiu Ju was quite surprised: "See Prince Consort."

Qi Yan was silent for a moment, then said in a negotiating tone: "Sister Qiu Ju, I want to stay overnight in the main hall tonight, may I be accommodating?"

Qiu Ju was a little embarrassed, Qi Yan sighed softly: "Forget it, I'd better go back."

"My son-in-law, please stay!"

Qiu Ju gritted her teeth: "Tomorrow, please report to the son-in-law and His Highness."

"Naturally, thank you sister Qiuju."

Qiu Ju lit the red light and hung it at the entrance of the palace, she dared to do so only because she felt His Royal Highness's feelings for the son-in-law.

The maid has no right to make any decisions for the master, but she should try to do things according to the master's will, even if she is punished.

It's a pity that Chuntao has never been able to learn this, so she ended up like this...

Thinking of my old friend Qiu Ju, I feel a little sad, so I ask An to leave.

Qi Yan blew out the lamp, and lay down beside Nangong Jingnv.

The other party was sleeping deeply, breathing evenly, and the air was filled with the sweet smell of alcohol.

It was also alcohol smell, Nangong Lie's smell made Qi Yan sick, but Nangong Jingnv's smell made her feel at ease.

Qi Yan called softly: "Your Highness?"

There was no answer, she turned her head to look for a while, then quietly moved towards Nangong Jingnv.

Repeated this several times until he embraced the other party in his arms.

Qi Yan sighed contentedly, feeling the warmth and aura of the other party, the panic and uneasiness lingering in her heart was finally comforted...

She suddenly felt that she was so despicable: while plotting to destroy Nangong Jingnv's family, she used her to comfort her restless heart.

But Qi Yan was too tired, unable to think anymore, hugged Nangong Jingnv and closed her eyes.

Nangong Jingnv has a special constitution: she likes to drink but drinks lightly, if she gets too drunk, she will wake up very early.After waking up, go back to the cage and sleep to ensure that you are full of energy.

As soon as Dongfang showed white, Nangong Jingnv opened her eyes.

Seeing Qi Yan who was close at hand, he blinked suspiciously, and his heartbeat quickened after feeling the state of the two of them.

She didn't dare to move in this position, and even her breathing slowed down.

Slowly turned his head and looked at it: I was still sleeping in the exclusive position, so did Qi Yan take the initiative to "post" it?

Thinking of this, a bright smile bloomed on Nangong Jingnv's face.

Her eyes swept across Qi Yan's black eyebrows, long and dense eyelashes, and when she saw the lighter but still eye-catching scar on the other side's left face, her eyes became more gentle.

Such a frail and sickly scholar, in the face of the crazy Yuhua Cong, showed calmness and bravery, and he did not know how many people who were stronger than him.

Thinking that this scar was left to protect herself, Nangong Jingnv's heart softened, her eyes lingered on Qi Yan's face infatuatedly.

Sudden!She saw a small hole in Qi Yan's earlobe, and her body froze.

This... this is the ear piercing that only women have?

Nangong Jingnu's fingertips felt cold: This person... can't be a woman's!I have seen his body...

She stared at Qi Yan's pierced ears for fear that she might be wrong, so she pressed Qi Yan's chest hesitantly, and grabbed it, it was flat.

Nangong Jingnv let out a long breath, but she was still a little puzzled.

This grab woke Qi Yan up.

The first scene Qi Yan saw when she opened her eyes was that Nangong Jingnu had a complicated expression on her face, and she rubbed her hands on her chest?

Qi Yan's heart tightened with some unknown emotion, and he called out in a slightly lazy tone, "Your Highness?"

"Ah!" Nangong Jingnv cried out and withdrew her hand.

"What is Your Highness doing?"

Nangong Jingnv's face was blushing, she never thought that she would be caught!

Qi Yan wouldn't think that she was belittling him, would she? ?How can she explain this!

"Your Highness?"

Nangong Jingnv hesitated for a while, then simply turned her heart away and asked, "Why do you have pierced ears?"

Qi Yan's eyes darkened, but she had already prepared this reason.

"When I was a child, I was weak and sick. There is a folk saying: it will be easier to support me with a humble name. My father named me Tie Zhu. I hope my body can withstand the polishing like the name. It's a pity that my weak constitution has not survived. So I got better, and the ancestors in the village said that it might be useful to raise me as a girl. My mother pierced my ear and wore earrings for several years, and my health really improved. But the children in the village laughed at me for a long time... ..."

The more Qi Yan spoke, the more depressed she became, as if she felt that Nangong Jingnv also disliked her.

Nangong Jingnu returned to Qi Yan's side, raised her hand and pinched her earlobe: "I don't know that the folks have this custom, so don't think too much about it. It turns out that the ear piercing has such a magical effect."

Qi Yan watched the red lips opening and closing close at hand, her breath stagnated, and the distance between them was opened, and she turned around.

Nangong Jingnv sat up and touched Qi Yan's back: "Are you angry?"

"No."

"Then turn around~."

Qi Yan hesitated for a moment but turned back as he said.Nangong Jingnv keenly caught the unnaturalness in Qi Yan's expression, and a little bit of sweetness gushed out of her heart.

She lay back, put her hands on Qi Yan's waist, closed her eyes and said: "It's still early, let's sleep a little longer."