Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

春花 秋月 何时 了

Do not come back again.

The memorials in front of her were piled up like a mountain, but Nangong Jingnv had changed from her usual efficiency. She had been sitting in front of the imperial case for almost an hour, and the number of memorials had hardly decreased.

From time to time, a name will appear in these memorials. Every time I see this name, my heart will twitch and hurt. It feels like someone keeps tearing off the scab on your wound until it festers and sores Also refused to give up...

What's more, the wound on Nangong Jingnv's heart has never healed, and Li Qiaoshan has been beheaded for a month.

However, Nangong Jingnv was suffering from nightmares. In the past, her dreams were sweet, making people intoxicated and not wanting to wake up. After waking up, she wished to see her immediately.

Now this person has become the reason why Nangong Jingnv does not want to fall asleep, as if Nangong Jingnv's soul is imprisoned in a cage every time she falls asleep, in hell...

She would dream of what the Oasis Palace used to be like, what it looked like when her father was still living here.

Nangong Jingnv entered the dormitory from the outside, and heard her father's heavy breathing and rapid coughing, Nangong Jingnv's heart twitched and hurried over, and she walked around the screen to see Qi Yan standing beside the bed with her back to herself .

The content of each dream is exactly the same, and Nangong Jingnv knows what will happen next.

Nangong Jingnu: "Don't!" But the familiar figure in front of her seemed to be unable to hear her, and slowly bent down, one hand pressed her father's mouth, and the other hand choked hard. scratched his father's neck.

Qi Yan's thin body could not completely cover Nangong Jingnv's sight. She saw her father's kicking legs and a shriveled and yellow hand. She grabbed Qi Yan's shoulder with her last strength and ironed it. The flat clothes were wrinkled, and finally hung down feebly.

Maybe it was because of the dream, Nangong Jingnv was clearly standing behind Qi Yan, but she could clearly "see" Qi Yan's expression, it was so ferocious and distorted, her eyes were beating with the desire to get revenge, she smiled He spoke, but couldn't hide his hostility, like a devil.

With a sound of "crash", the sound of the object falling to the ground caused the picture in Nangong Jingnv's mind to stop abruptly. It is already countless times that Nangong Jingnv suddenly went crazy.

A starry voice came from outside the study: "Your Majesty?"

Nangong Jingnu: "Get out, get out!"

Fanxing: "Yes..."

After a while, Nangong Jingnv got up to pick up the scattered memorials, but after squatting down, she suddenly slumped on the ground, and then lay down on the ground without any image, first her limbs were wide open, and then she curled up into a shrimp.

Her forehead rested on the cold floor tiles, and the dark black floor tiles reflected the silhouette of Nangong Jingnv like a knife.

She lost weight, but in just one month, she changed from a plump and handsome person to a paper figure, as if a gust of wind could blow her away.

Tears silently spilled out of the corners of the eyes, and soon gathered into a small stream on the floor tiles.

Nangong Jingnu: "Don't come back." If you dare to come back, I will kill you!

What is the most tormenting thing in the world?I believe that everyone has a different answer, but for Nangong Jingnv, the most tormenting thing during this period is: she is clearly on the verge of collapse every day, but she still pretends to be normal Expose one point in front of people.

She didn't know what she was pretending to be, maybe it was out of the self-restraint of the superior?Or...if she showed the slightest abnormality, the courtiers would no longer believe her?

The matter of Qi Yan... It was her extremely firm attitude against all opinions that made some courtiers dare not follow suit, and the situation did not spread to the point where the whole world knew about it.

If he showed himself a little bit, those people would no longer be able to hold back, right?

Nangong Jingnu's facial muscles twitched, and she hoped that Qi Yan would come back, listen to what she has to say, and then...

and then?

What if she admits it?

So, did he really kill her?A person cannot be resurrected after death, and it is difficult to turn back once the imperial decree is issued.

But she is her own father-killer and enemy!

Nangong Jingnv knew that Qi Yan's hands might not be clean, maybe some of the blood of the Nangong royal family was stained to some extent, but just like what the second sister persuaded her: she treats them as flesh and blood brothers, and they may not let her go after they come to power.

The father is different. He gave himself life, and gave himself almost all the care and love since he was born, and then pushed himself to the position of the empress step by step. The hatred of killing his father is unshakable !

Shouldn't Qi Yan deserve to die?

Damn her!

Nangong Jingnv: "Damn you! I'm going to tear you to pieces!" Nangong Jingnv suddenly sat up and roared into the air.

……

In April, the peach blossoms of the mountain temple begin to bloom.

In the second year of Chengqi, April.

The "Zhengan Army" incident, which lasted nearly six months, finally subsided, and was known as the "Huainan Rebellion" in history.

Although Qi Yan left halfway, but because she played a cornerstone role in this matter, the court did not announce Qi Yan's charges, and the people in Huainan praised her and Eucommia secretly exaggerated her. Then it resounded throughout the country of Wei, and it became a household name among the common people, and everyone sang it.

The storyteller in the market also wrote a storybook for Qi Yan, called "Yuan Jun Lu", carefully collected a lot of Qi Yuanjun's deeds, and even imagined how Qi Yan, as a poor family in Jinzhou, experienced natural disasters. Overcoming hardships and studying hard, he finally won the "two yuan and one flower" and became a disciple of the emperor. How did he become a legendary son-in-law? He also broke the precedent that the inner court was not allowed to enter the court.

I also found out a lot of Qi Yan's deeds of serving the people wholeheartedly after he became the prefect of Jinzhou, and later became the youngest examiner of the imperial examination in the Wei country. Now the Jinzhou department can occupy a place in the imperial court. It is due to Qi Yan's efforts not open...

There is also news that I don't know where I got it. Qi Yan, a frail scholar, once faced tens of thousands of rebels single-handedly, and criticized the rebels ashamed with only his three-inch tongue. The empress successfully ascended the throne to clear the last obstacle.

In addition to the incident in Huainan this time, it will not cost a single soldier to recover the lost land of the six cities, punish corrupt officials, rebuild homes for the people, etc...

Qi Yan's deeds are the best example and inspiration for scholars and scholars.

And because of its legendary color and heroic deeds, it is also very attractive to those peddlers and even low-level people, which makes "Yuanjunlu" Luoyang paper expensive and hard to find.

A few businessmen took a fancy to the market and spent a lot of money to open a publishing house. They printed a large number of "Yuan Jun Lu" but they were out of stock every day.

"Yuanjunlu" is divided into four sections based on different time points and identities in the storyteller, namely "Scholar Chapter", "Consort Chapter", "Courtier Chapter", and "Emperor Husband Chapter". There were four games, a total of sixteen games, almost all the rooms were full, the owner of the teahouse removed the partitions and door panels in order to earn more money, and the whole teahouse became a lobby, still crowded with people, and there were no empty seats.

At the other end, a carriage slowly entered the capital.

The driver was a young man, holding a whip and holding a saber in his arms, looking like a dusty man.

This young man is Qian Tong, and the one sitting in the carriage is Qi Yan.

Let's say that day, Qi Yan threatened to die, but the Youzhou army also drew out their sabers and put them around their necks.

Youzhou Army: "Young Master, please don't force us, at worst we will die together."

It's no wonder that Nangong Jingnv sent these people to carry a carload of gold to handle errands, they were really loyal.

Qi Yan lowered his arms weakly, and the Youzhou Army snatched the saber with a stride, but Qi Yan chuckled lightly: "Did she order you to kill me?"

Youzhou Army: "This... Your Majesty only asks us to escort the young master to a safe place."

Qi Yan hooked the corners of her mouth, she was confused, she didn't find the loophole in this sentence just now, why are you arguing with these people?

Qi Yan: "Your mission is completed, this place is the safe place I want to go."

The Youzhou Army looked at each other in dismay: "This..."

Qi Yan: "What? This is my favorite place, do you want to resist the decree?"

Youzhou Army: "Don't dare."

Qi Yan pointed to the gold in the carriage: "You take all of these away, leaving one for me is enough. I gave it to you personally, so don't go back to Youzhou, find a way to get your family out, find a Let’s settle down in a safe place, and this gold is a thank you for your loyalty.”

……

In this way, Qi Yan took advantage of the loopholes in the logic of the imperial decree to successfully dismiss the Youzhou army, and drove to the capital with only one ingot of gold ordered Qiantong. The letter was sent to Qian Yuan and Gu Feng, telling them that from now on: all properties of the Sifang Bank will be counted, and one will be divided into two, and Gu Feng and Qian Yuan will share equally.

From now on, Sifang Bank will no longer accept his orders, and the brothers in the village will be taken care of by them.

In the end, Qi Yan also thanked Gu Feng and Qian Yuan respectively for their assistance and support over the years. The mountains are high and the road is far away.

Qi Yan took out his token of commanding the Sifang Bank, divided one into two, and put them in two envelopes.

……

Qian Tong: "Master, we've arrived in the capital."

Qi Yan: "Stop."

Qian Tong: "Yes."

Qi Yan called Qian Tong into the carriage, and handed him a purse, which was the last piece of gold exchanged for silver, and there was not much left after deducting the expenses on the road.

Qi Yan: "This is all my belongings, you take it."

Qian Tong: "Master?"

Qi Yan: "Take it, let's reunite with your father. From now on, I don't need you anymore."

Qian Tong immediately knelt in front of Qi Yan: "Master, what did the little one do wrong? The villain is stupid, and he begged the master to speak out. If he wants to beat him or punish him, he will do as he pleases. He only asks the master to give the villain another chance." .”

Qi Yan shook his head: "You are fine, having you by my side for so many years has saved me a lot of effort. It's just..." Qi Yan lied here, also to let Qian Tong leave with peace of mind .

What a silly boy, he knew that the road ahead would be a sea of ​​flames, but he followed him without asking, how could Qi Yan have the heart to harm him?

Qi Yan: "Last time I made an agreement with your father that I will let you go home after this matter is over. You were originally my school boy, but now you have finished your studies. Besides, your father is getting old, and the next thing to do is to let you go home. There is only one son and one daughter, and Qian Bao... has also reached the age of leaving the cabinet, as an elder brother, you have to take care of many things, and I don't have anything for you to do here, so you are allowed to go home."

Qian Tong: "When will the villain come back?"

Qi Yan couldn't help being sad for a while, and said as usual: "When I need you, I will write to you. The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, the child wants to support but doesn't want to be loved. When you are old, you have to prioritize everything. You are not too young. Take advantage of this time to go back and ask your father to find a marriage for you. First get married and then start a career. When you have settled down in your life, come back to me. It doesn't matter either side."

Qian Tong was unwilling, and after being repeatedly persuaded by Qi Yan, he finally took the money and walked back and forth, and brought the Golden Ring Crow that Qi Yan gave him, and left without a trace.

Qi Yan took out the bamboo hat she bought on the way and put it on her head, got out of the carriage and sat on the carriage, pulled the reins and rushed towards the palace.

The more people walked towards the palace, the fewer people there were. Within thirty battles of walking to the palace, there were hardly any people, only a lone carriage.

Guard: "Who is it! Stop!"

Qi Yan lifted the hat: "It's me."

Qi Yan used to be a courtier for a few years, and the guards guarding the gate knew her, besides, she also has a pair of strange eyes, which makes it easier to identify.

The guard kneeled on the ground habitually: "See Your Highness."

But was pulled up by another person: "He is now...you forgot?"

The guard suddenly realized, looked at the lonely Qi Yan with weird eyes, and cupped his hands: "Your Majesty has an order, you...Your Excellency is now in the body of a crime, offended."

Qi Yan smiled indifferently, letting the guards twist her up and press her into the palace.

Fan Xing's fiery voice came from outside the door: "Report to Your Majesty, something is wrong!"

Nangong Jingnv was reviewing the memorial, when she flicked her wrist, a drop of cinnabar juice overflowed from the full refill, which happened to fall on the blank space of the memorial, and it instantly became red like blood.

Nangong Jingnu: "What's the matter?"

Fan Xing: "The guards reported that they seized Mr. Qi Yuan at the gate of the palace."

Nangong Jingnv was stunned, and it took a long time before she put down the imperial brush in her hand: she finally came back.

At this time, Nangong Jingnu's mood was indescribably complicated and indescribable.

Nangong Jingnu: "Go to the prison in Dali Temple."

Fanxing: "Yes."