I'm wearing it again

A layer of white skin appeared on Gong Ran's lips, and she was still severely dehydrated after taking three bags of medicine.Yu Xing poured two cups of hot water on the tea table, and sat on the sofa opposite Gong Ran.

This was Yu Xing's first meeting with Gong Ran after he recognized his identity. The two stared at each other, and the atmosphere was very quiet.

"Why are you back, aren't you busy with work?"

Yu Xing sighed, and broke the silence by actively speaking, but Gong Ran didn't seem to dare to look directly at him, so he just wrapped the quilt tighter, hesitated for a moment, and said in a hoarse voice: "...not busy."

Yu Xing: ...

It's really a pity as always.

But in fact, Gong Ran's phone calls have not stopped this week since he left. There are too many things that need him to deal with, even the "Heir of the Ming Group was kidnapped and blackmailed" that caused a lot of trouble and took up a whole page of gossip news was not complete. respond.

I didn't expect to meet again like this. After President Gong perfectly got stuck on the topic, Yu Xing didn't know what to say. Maybe it's because the distance between the two is too far...

Yu Xing got up and wanted to get closer, but saw that Gong Ran shrank obviously, as if afraid of him.

"You don't have to be afraid of me." Reminiscent of the previous scene where Gong Ran ran away as soon as the truth came out, Yu Xing smiled wryly, "I did come here through time travel, but I'm still a human being, I won't hurt you, and I don't have that ability. "

"No." Gong Ran pulled the quilt again, the emotions in his eyes were rolling, he wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to speak, he couldn't say a complete sentence, and finally there was silence again.

Yu Xing sighed, and changed the subject, "I haven't finished what I said before, and I have always wanted to talk to you these days, but now I feel that there are some things that are not so clear. If you clear it up, let's just clear it up."

"Also, I have received the takeaway and so on, thank you...but don't send them away in the future, go back. Your job is not easy. I have been a secretary, and I know it well. Of course, I will take care of things in the company. Keep your mouth shut, you don't need to monitor me, and I don't like being watched."

"……no."

No matter what Yu Xing said, Gong Ran still had these two words, but the emotion brewing in his eyes became stronger.

"Forget it." There was still no follow-up for a long time, looking at the chapped mouth of President Gong, Yu Xing felt a little helpless, "Drink some water, your lips are dry."

The glass is right next to the table, within reach.

He didn't drink water all day, and Gong Ran was indeed thirsty. After Yu Xing suggested, he immediately picked up the steaming cup and took a tentative sip, and his mouth was burned immediately, but even so, he didn't want to let go. Instead, he gritted his teeth and clenched his fists, raised the cup high and forcefully poured it down.However, the temperature of the water was too high. No matter how hard he tried, he only took a sip. He coughed and spat out the rest, which wet the quilt on his body and the carpet under his feet, and even his arms were burned red.

"Are you all right? Are you old enough to take care of yourself? Why are you drinking hot water!"

Yu Xing was startled, and immediately took a tissue and sat down next to Gong Ran, and helped him wipe the water stains on his face, so as to calm down the choking coughing person.

Letting the patient drink water was a good intention, but Yu Xing didn't know that the water was so hot, and he didn't expect that Gong Ran would insist on drinking it if he couldn't test the temperature. Burning the throat is not a trivial matter!

People at 26 are still so reckless, impatient and inevitably lose control of their emotions. Yu Xing's words are not very pleasant, and he feels out of control only after he finishes speaking.He wanted to apologize, but was preempted by Gong Ran with red eyes, "No... I can hear everything you say."

So, is he to blame for almost being scalded?

Gong Ran's words were ambiguous, but before Yu Xing could refute, he met his gaze.

Unable to understand the specific meaning of Gong Ran's complicated eyes, Yu Xing only felt that the man's heavy gaze fell on him and was extraordinarily light, Gong Ran seemed to be cautious even looking at him.

"I never smoked again."

Gong Ran suddenly opened his mouth, his hands were tightly intertwined, and he seemed to be talking to himself, "I am not depressed, and I have studied hard and worked hard for the college entrance examination."

"I can hear everything you say, and I've done everything I promised you. I'm very obedient, really, but...you didn't come back."

Gong Ran's voice became lower and lower, full of grievances, and in the end it didn't get stuck in his throat, it became a sob. Compared with questioning, it was more like a confession, a belated confession to his beloved "Senior Yu".

Regarding Yu Xing's death eight years ago, apart from guilt and self-blame, Gong Ran also felt disappointed and unwilling towards Yu Xing, but in the end, that little bit of disappointment and unwillingness was magnified thousands of times and became a deeper blame. Bet on yourself.No matter what the truth is, whether Yu Xing's death has something to do with him, these words have been sinking in his heart for eight years.

Gong Ran's eyes were red from suffocation, and when the hot water was hot, his lips turned red a degree. Even with a rigid face, his appearance was quite pitiful, "You didn't come back..."

"Gong Ran..." The red-eyed President Gong reminded Yu Xing of the elementary school boy in high school who liked to put on a cool face and was always by his side, and he felt blocked.

Gong Ran didn't say the whole thing earlier, Gong Ran only knew that he didn't complete the task and left him to leave, but didn't understand how many complicated relationships there were.

Listening to the words that were obviously addressed to Senior Yu eight years ago, Yu Xing closed his eyes, took a deep breath, tried to put aside the messy past for a while, and returned to the original state of mind. When he opened his eyes again, there was water in his eyes Light, "...just late."

"I'm just late." Yu Xing said with a smile: "I also have a lot of helplessness, but... haven't I come back? I have worked hard to come back."

Gong Ran paused, his chest was completely occupied by some kind of emotion.

Yes, Yu Xing did come back, but he didn't find out in time.

Without fully understanding Yu Xing's "encounter", Gong Ran could also feel the hardships from his words.Yu Xing is a time traveler who doesn't belong here. When he comes back, it means that he has given up everything in the other world. As for Yu Xing who has gone through all kinds of hardships, how does he treat him?

—Forcible possession.

After drinking too much wine, he thought he was dreaming, so he acted recklessly. Gong Ran did something to Yu Xing that he didn't even dare to dream about.

I can't remember clearly the process of the drunken incident, but I remember the suspicion and hatred for Yu Xing at the beginning.

For a while, Gong Ran had difficulty breathing, his heart ached so hard that his whole body sank, his body trembled slightly, and even his facial features began to look grim.

He seemed to have lost the qualification to look at Yu Xing again, but he couldn't look back, his red eyes were wet with tears, but he held back and refused to stay.

Such stubborn patience was uncomfortable to watch, Yu Xing sighed softly, reached out to fetch the tissue box that Gong Ran threw behind him, but the movement of approaching caused the other party to misunderstand.

Gong Ran hugged him tightly.

He has been squatting at the door of Yu Xing's house, seeing too many people hugging Yu Xing after a long absence, and has been crazily envious and jealous.

He also wants to feel his body temperature, also wants to hold him tightly in his arms, and also wants to tell him about parting and reunion, and he also misses him.

"…sorry……"

The male voice next to his ear was low, and after being misunderstood by the movement, Yu Xing subconsciously wanted to push Gong Ran away, but paused because he felt a slight warmth around his neck.

——Looks like Gong Ran's tears.

"I'm sorry... I know you hate these three words, I know...but I..." Gong Ran wanted to hug Yu Xing tightly with all his strength, but was afraid of hurting him, so he finally pinched his wrist and controlled his strength like this , the body trembled violently, "I know I was wrong."

Gong Ran's voice was full of regret and pain, but apart from sighing, Yu Xing couldn't give a better response verbally.

Yu Xing had his own concerns, although Gong Ran was indeed at fault, but when it comes to "forgive", the relationship between the two of them is really hard to tell who owes more to whom.And when it comes to "rejection", it is too difficult to reject Gong Ran calmly and unaffectedly like rejecting Yin Yunchen. After all, before his identity was revealed, Gong Ran confessed to Yu Xing eight years ago in front of him, so He was aware of Junior Gong's feelings for "Senior Yu", and later, he also learned from the resentment system that "Secretary Yu" is the person with the highest favorability of President Gong in this world...

Yu Xing is a person who has had two bodies. His "fate" with Gong Ran can be jokingly said to be past and present.

In the final analysis, Yu Xing could not completely sever contact with Gong Ran without hesitation, but the relationship they had before was not suitable to continue.

Therefore, the reason why Yu Xing couldn't give a response, in the final analysis, was that even he himself didn't think clearly about what to do.

The atmosphere returned to silence, and only Gong Ran's trembling panting sound remained in the air. It took a long time for his breath to stabilize again.Yu Xing, who silently accepted the hug, sighed again, and wanted to push Gong Ran's arms away, but the other party noticed his intention, and Gong Ran's voice came cautiously: "I...can I still like you?"

Yu Xing was taken aback.

Gong Ran rolled her Adam's apple nervously, controlled the tremors in her body for fear of being rejected, and gritted her teeth: "I will never disturb you again, if you don't want to see me, then I will never appear again in this life, so... Can I continue to love you?"

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This question is too humble to ask, not to mention, are feelings subjective and controllable?

Could it be that if he refuses, Gong Ran can stop from now on?

Gong Ran is not good at saying this kind of words, especially in front of Yu Xing, since he was young, he even found it difficult to call him by his name.I had the determination to bury this feeling deep in my heart, but by accident, Yu Xing already knew about it, so there was no need to hide it.

Yu Xing lowered his eyes, at this moment, rationality and sensibility ran counter to each other, two voices sounded from the bottom of his heart, one slowly covered the other, and he seemed to have made a decision.

Pressing against his chest, he could vaguely feel Gong Ran's heartbeat, Yu Xing opened his lips, and his voice sounded like a sigh, "Gong Ran, aren't you tired?"

So... the conclusion is rejection?

The words of unknown location made Gong Ran's breathing disordered, and his body trembled violently in order to suppress his loss.

——Sure enough, for Yu Xing, his liking is just trouble.

The body was tense like consciousness, no matter how reluctantly he was holding Yu Xing's hand, it was time to let go, and he was ready to be rejected tomorrow morning, but Gong Ran still couldn't bear it.But the moment he gritted his teeth and was about to let go, the person who had been held in his arms indifferently reached out and gently hugged him back, responding to him.

It turned out not to refuse.

One drop, two drops, three drops, the tears that had been condensed in the eyes finally overflowed and could no longer be controlled. Gong Ran threw himself forward and hugged Yu Xing tightly again. The emotions accumulated for eight years were finally able to vent wantonly. Zhang He, repeating that name, finally became a silent cry.

The author has something to say: In terms of feelings, Yu Xing is still figuring it out, but I finally made it clear beyond feelings!

Happy Valentine's Day, my wife_(:з」∠)_ In addition, the fried Lantern Festival is super delicious! (Suddenly sticky teeth (began to pick teeth.□□i)