I'm wearing it again

Like a person who is lost in the dark night and touches the sun for the first time, it is so wonderful and incredible.For Gong Ran, Yu Xing was his sun eight years ago.

Only, the sun never felt like it was shining.

Yu Xing didn't know that those insignificant things in his eyes were enough to make Gong Ran melt for him. He was a time traveler. With the assistance of the system, he knew that he had an influence on Gong Ran, but he didn't know what kind of influence it was.

If you haven't experienced light and warmth, you won't understand the coldness and longness of the night. Gong Ran was infinitely close to his sun, but once he returned to darkness, and this result was caused by him, he would naturally go crazy.A person walking alone in the cold night found the torch by mistake. The similar temperature and feeling reminded him of the sun he had, so of course he would not let go easily.

That's why Gong Ran abandoned all humble pleas for dignity.

If someone else has encountered so much, of course they can escape as far as possible. People who have experienced darkness are surrounded by quagmire, but fortunately it is not someone else. He is the one who brought Gong Ran the light and brought him back to the darkness. He is the Yu Xing whom he has been infatuated with for eight years.

"Di-favorability +[-], current favorability ([-]/[-])."

Yu Fu's electronic sound was abrupt, Yu Xing looked at Gong Ran in front of him, looked into his eyes, and subjectively felt that the temperature of his palms on the back of his neck was getting hotter, burning his skin.

"Two months...?"

He repeated, Gong Ran's eyes lit up, after a contest between rationality and sensibility, Yu Xing compromised, "Okay."

"However, I have conditions." Without waiting for Gong Ran to say anything, he continued: "I have many conditions, do you agree?"

"Promise." Before Yu Xing could finish speaking, Gong Ran agreed. As if he had been pardoned, he hurriedly got up from the ground and carefully supported Yu Xing. The latter frowned and sighed at his obsession, " You haven't listened to my terms yet."

Gong Ran was taken aback for a moment, and immediately stopped moving.

"If I were 'Yu Xing' and knew that the accident happened like this, I wouldn't hate you, you just reacted normally. I think... from his point of view, he definitely wants you to live a good life."

Seeing that Gong Ran remained silent and clenched his fists, Yu Xing sighed: "...it's been eight years, people can't live in the past forever, it's you who said not to let 'him' down, but what you look like now is really Is it what he expects to see? Or, does he really need you to feel guilty for him?"

"What's the point of being entangled with the past all the time? I think... you live well, that's what he wants to see."

"Eight years is really enough."

Gong Ran can't hear people talking about "Yu Xing" with him, let alone the word "disappointment". He is used to being touched, but he can't disobey the person in front of him.

Because they are similar enough, the tone and eyes are the same too often, so Gong Ran is willing to listen to what Yu Xing said, and he can really listen to it.

He stared blankly at Yu Xing, he didn't know if his Yu Xing would forgive him, but if that person knew that he had given up on himself for so many years, he would definitely criticize him sharply in dissatisfaction, and in the end, he would be reluctant... Touch his hair.

It's a pity that his Yu Xing couldn't speak anymore, and the words he couldn't say were just said through another person.

Gong Ran neither affirmed nor vetoed, he just replied softly thank you.Although the two Yu Xing are very similar, his rationality clearly tells him that no matter how similar they are, they are also different people, the same... It is that they both care about him and think about him.

Seeing Gong Ran's eyes slowly changing, Yu Xing knew that he was slowly accepting, he coughed lightly, and returned to the topic: "Since I choose to stay, I have some requirements, I hope you will obey my wishes. First of all, I... ...I don't want to get too close to you, and I have the right to choose where to go, I hope you don't let people follow me."

"Okay." These are his mistakes, so Gong Ran has no objection.

However, these are just the first, and Yu Xing's requirements are far more than these.

But what he wanted was a little too much, but for the sake of his future life, Yu Xing continued: "Two months later, I want...to keep my current identity, and...a house."

The house is a big one, so it's not cheap at all. His condition really seems to be asking for money from the owner. The place of residence and status are two things that are based on the most basic needs in this world.

Gong Ran didn't have any objections to Yu Xing's excessive conditions, but after hearing the word identity, he became alert. After all, Yu Xing's identity background was something he had always cared about, and it was because it was so blank and mysterious that he got used to it. Gong Ran, who can handle everything, is extremely sensitive.

Yu Xing also understood this, but he still didn't reveal what he meant, and only explained: "There are some things that I don't want to say, but... that I can't say."

"Of course, if there is a suitable opportunity one day, I will definitely tell you everything you want to know."

"it is good."

Still concealing it, but the public concealment is inexplicably reassuring. Gong Ran agreed to all of Yu Xing's conditions, and finally, suddenly said: "Two months, 400 million rewards, temporarily being my secretary...is that okay?"

Getting used to the form of the command, this tone is quite unnatural, but Gong Ran is trying to adapt: ​​"I will keep a distance from you, but...for the past two months, let me see you."

The exorbitant salary is quite unreasonable, but the conditions set by Yu Xing make him farther and farther away from him, which makes Gong Ran, who is used to controlling everything in his hands, quite uneasy. He wants to establish some kind of fixed relationship with Yu Xing.After thinking about it, the secretary is the most suitable, which can maintain the time spent together without adding trouble to the other party.

Under Gong Ran's nervous gaze, Yu Xing nodded.

This bargaining took a long time, and by the time the two of them settled down on the detailed regulations, it was already bright outside and it was morning.

Declining the president's kindness, Yu Xing supported the wall all the way and went to the toilet by himself to satisfy his physical needs. When he came back, the bedroom was empty, and there was hot porridge on the bedside.

After a whole night of tossing, Yu Xing was really hungry. He leaned on the bedside and drank the whole bowl of millet porridge, his stomach felt much better, and Gong Ran didn't show up again after he came back.

In fact, Gong Ran has been away for two months and has a backlog of work on hand, and there is an important meeting in the morning that he can't get away from.In order to have a good mental outlook, after confirming that Yu Xing was in good health, he went to the living room to rest.

For many years, he has been living alone, and his home has never received any guests, so there is no need to prepare a guest room at all, so even though the home is big, there is only one bedroom and one bed that Yu Xing occupies at this time.

[-]. Sleepless at night, Gong Ran lay on the sofa, closed his eyes but didn't feel much sleepiness, what Yu Xing said to him was repeated in his mind.He has heard similar words many times, but Yu Xing's way of admonishing him is the most acceptable, just like someone's tone eight years ago.

Turning over on the sofa and living together for two months, Gong Ran couldn't help but recall the similarities between the people around him and the dead.In fact, as early as two months ago, when he regained consciousness and saw him for the first time, he had the absurd idea that he was lucky enough to survive and just left for eight years, and he also did corresponding stupid actions.

——He looked at his palm for the first time.

It's a pity that there are no scars there, and people who die cannot be resurrected, and the shaken people also regain their sobriety and accept reality again.

……

Unlike Gong Ran who was tossing and turning on the sofa, Yu Xing felt sleepy again after feeling full. He fell asleep again, and it was already noon when he woke up again.

At this point, Yu Xing was completely relieved.

He sat on the bed for a while before putting on his shoes, but Gong Ran did not monitor him as promised, went to the CEO's cloakroom to search around, and finally found the windbreaker Kang Jing gave him.

There was hot porridge in the kitchen, and the anti-inflammatory medicine he should take was placed near the porridge bowl.Seeing this, Yu Xing felt complicated, but he didn't have trouble with his body, gastroenteritis or something, no matter if it was a serious illness or a minor disaster, he didn't want to experience that uncomfortable feeling again.

After eating and drinking the medicine, the first thing he did was to go to the bathroom.

For a person who lives alone, no matter how big the room is, there is only one bathroom. In the bathroom, of course, Yu Xing saw the exact same toiletries as his home.

Put all the bits and pieces of memories into your own life, blend with them, live like this, it's strange to be able to get out of the past and start again.

I have to sigh that Gong Ran has a tenacious memory in some aspects. Yu Xing weighed the remaining amount of a certain bottle of shampoo. Although it was a waste, he still planned to throw it all away.

But it seemed that Gong Ran had a tacit understanding with his family's toiletries. Yu Xing was picking up the "garbage" when the president came back.

Hearing the sound of unlocking and pushing the door, Yu Xing who was throwing things behind his back was inexplicably flustered, but he quickly regained his composure, and turned his head to meet the sight of Gong Ran who had been looking for him along the way. The person who followed the sound saw the garbage bag The toiletries contained in it can pinch mosquitoes to death.

"what are you going to do?"

Seeing someone moving "something related to Yu Xing", President Gong was obviously upset, his voice raised an octave, and he rushed over to snatch the black garbage bag in Yu Xing's hand.

There were only two bottles of shampoo thrown into the bag, but it wasn't heavy, Yu Xing avoided the man's hand and put on a straight face.

He warned Gong Ran with his eyes, reminding him to "obey his wishes" that he had promised, but when "Yu Xing" was involved, how could Gong Ran be rational?He couldn't care about anything else, even if he was stared at, he didn't intend to withdraw his hand, his eyes were firmly glued to the bath supplies in the bag.

Gong Ran is half a head taller than Yu Xing, and his hands are longer than him. With the influence of the protagonist's halo, he quickly grabbed the garbage bag, and the first reaction he got was to grab it back, but Yu Xing didn't let it go. Fang Yizheng, the plastic bag was immediately pulled out of the hole.

Yu Xing stared and said sharply, "Let go!"

Gong Ran didn't listen, and gripped even tighter.

"Be obedient, let go!"

After emphasizing it again, Gong Ran finally caught Gong Ran's attention, but he still didn't move, competing secretly with Yu Xing.

The CEO's attitude was quite arrogant, Yu Xing took a deep breath and threatened: "Two months?"

The three words made Gong Ran froze, and Yu Xing knew how to raise his free hand as if to strike, which caused a certain CEO's face to inexplicably hurt, so he let go.

After yesterday's incident, Yu Xing also discovered that Gong Ran is very strong, but as long as he puts on a stronger posture than him and has his handle in his hand, he can be easily restrained.

It would not be an exaggeration to say that Gong Ran is a brat who deserves a beating.

The black bag was stretched and had a big hole, making it completely unusable. Yu Xing sighed, and then Gong Ran asked softly, still unwilling to give up: "Why did you throw it away?"

President Gong looked at his prospective secretary, and while waiting for the answer, he suddenly held his breath.

This person just asked him to "let go of the past" not long ago, and now he is here to throw away his things related to the past. This is impeccable, but the problem is... How does Yu Xing know that these humble toiletries are related to his past? ?

He bought these daily necessities according to Kang Jing's household, just because he has the same smell as Yu Xing.At that time, there were two kinds of shower gel in the bathroom of Kang Jing's house, and he had to distinguish between them for a long time.

Is it...

Not daring to continue thinking, Gong Ran was looking forward to Yu Xing's answer, and even thought about how to refute the cliché, he stared at Yu Xing with extra enthusiasm, and had unrealistic delusions, and the latter was about to speak , Answered truthfully, caught a glimpse of Gong Ran's extraordinarily vigilant eyes, the alarm sounded instantly, swallowed what he wanted to say, coughed lightly, and changed his words: "Can't you throw it away? I don't like these brands, and I don't like these smells either. "

"..."

"It's just the toiletries, can't I change them?" Seeing that Gong Ran was silent, Yu Xing continued, "That's my own initiative, it's just for other purposes, I think my request is not too much."

"Besides, you just promised to obey my wishes."

"I see……"

Feeling that Yu Xing was about to move out of the two months he had given up all his dignity to beg for, Gong Ran's expression was uglier than crying.

Unable to bear Gong Ran's awkward appearance for a set of toiletries, Yu Xing couldn't help but knowingly asked: "Is this thing related to him?"

Gong Ran, who was eager to be frank and lenient, admitted it frankly, but Yu Xing's expression did not change: "Throw it away."

Gong Ran: ...

Without leaving any room for negotiation, Yu Xing helped Gong Ran make a decision: "You can miss, but you can't live for it."

His sincerity also made sense, Gong Ran couldn't refuse that gaze, but...

The president looked anxiously at the two bottles of shower gel in Yu Xing's hand, and the latter directly stuffed him with a new garbage bag, then got up and left without interfering too much, leaving Gong Ran alone to entangle himself.

The flat trash bag was squeezed into a ball and thrown into a corner. Gong Ran paced back and forth in the bathroom irritably. Finally, he picked up the black ball and stretched it out again. .

It's been eight years, and it's time for him to live in a different way.