I'm wearing it again

Being killed by Gong Ran or something, this direction is simply inexplicable.

Yu Xing frowned, recalling the day he left, but Feng Peng interpreted his serious expression as fear.

"Why, are you scared?" Feng Peng smiled. Yu Xing's fearful reaction is the most normal. After all, Gong Ran has a cold personality and ruthless methods, which will indeed make people feel "the more you know, the faster you die". illusion.

Isn't that how it's done in movies?

"Okay, there's no need to be afraid, because Gong Ran has never deliberately concealed this matter, even if he suppressed it later, it can be regarded as an open secret."

Feng Peng further explained, however, his purpose was not to expose Gong Ran's scars and expose him to Yu Xing. He just didn't want the people in front of him to have feelings that Gong Ran shouldn't have, and he didn't want Gong Ran to continue to fall into it.

He also knew how good the dead person was, but no matter how good he was, he was still a dead person.

People who die cannot be resurrected, and those who are alive should mourn and change, but Gong Ran doesn't understand this truth.

These years, Gong Ran has been torturing himself. Although Feng Peng can't stand it, there is nothing he can do.

He didn't care about him, but when he changed from torturing himself to torturing others, and he was still so similar to Yu Xing, Feng Peng couldn't just sit idly by.

It's not fair to anyone.

"Anyway, it was just an accident. You just need to understand that Gong Ran's heart belongs to you."

"In the end...what was the accident?"

Yu Xing tightly clutched the hospital's unique blue and white striped quilt, waiting for the answer, but Feng Peng didn't continue, anyway, he just wanted to give this person a warning to let this person understand that Gong Ran and him are not on the same side, and keep a distance between them. .

"I'm telling you this because I know 'Yu Xing'. But... if that guy is still alive, he should be more handsome than you. Anyway, he can't lift his hands or shoulders."

delicate?

Yu Xing did not expect that in Feng Peng's eyes, he was still "delicate".

However, does this mean that he is disabled?

Yu Xing really wants to tell Feng Peng that he is not only alive, but also looks "ugly" and can lift his hands and shoulders:)

Still caring about "that accident", but right now the "bear child" is obviously avoiding the topic on purpose and doesn't intend to continue, but even so, after hearing Feng Peng's praise to him, Yu Xing still didn't tense up, and the corners of his mouth twitched twice Down.

"Of course, I didn't say you were bad."

After a long while, sensing the silence in the air, Feng Peng hastily added this sentence, after so many years, Xiongzi's EQ has risen, but obviously he has not kept up with the level of his peers.

He looked at Yu Xing's face, unconsciously recalling high school, and after a long time, he spoke again: "No matter what, I still hope that you can leave Gong Ran. I didn't know before, but now, after seeing you... I think he is right. Yu Xing...he might like Yu Xing."

"For Yu Xing, he has done many crazy things..."

"In short, there is no place for you by his side, and there will be no place for you."

"Eight years, long enough, Gong Ran should let go, I don't know when he met you, but keeping you by my side must be for Yu Xing..."

"Of course, if he forces you, or if you have something to hide, you can ask me for help."

Eight years have passed, Feng Peng seldom talks so much, but today Yu Xing opened up his chatter box, even if he didn't say a few words because of his swollen throat, that face can make Feng Peng full of desire to talk.

A long time ago, after the "reconciliation" between the bear boy and the milk dog, his favorite thing to do was to chatter around Yu Xing during the recess.

Different from Gong Ran's well-behaved and quiet, Feng Peng always has endless things to say.

Yu Xing, on the other hand, has been listening carefully.

Does Gong Ran like him...

Impossible, liking something is too ridiculous, and liking is not hurting, if Gong Ran really liked him, even in his dream, he would not do such cruel things to him.

Knowing that the word "like" is just Feng Peng's random guess, but Yu Xing unconsciously digs deeper and thinks about its possibility.

As for Yu Xing himself, until the second before he was dragged into the office by Gong Ran, he still regarded Gong Ran as a junior who needed to be taken care of...

That's it.

Or maybe because of this, Yu Xing can always forget that his elementary school brother is actually the protagonist Gong of the Tanmei novel. After all, in high school, Gong Ran was not at all similar to Zha Gong in the original work. They were two completely different people. less than.

However, since she is the protagonist in a tanmei novel, she naturally likes men.

This point has been ignored by him for too long, and it seems... that he has made a big mistake.

The TXT of the original novel was deleted by him cleverly. After returning to his own body, Yu Xing could only rely on his memories about the plot line of the novel.

The hospital is a relatively quiet environment. After arriving here, Yu fortunately had time to straighten out the relationship between cause and effect. He allowed himself to relax and recall the main content of the novel. He didn't get any useful information.

Although it's a bit ridiculous, the fancy play that abuses the heart and body is Yu Xing's entire impression of the novel that he has read no less than five times.

However, he did remember a word - "white moonlight".

The so-called gold master & double body text, if there is a double, there must be a real master. Bai Yueguang, as the true love of the gold master, should also be an important role in the novel, but this character has never appeared in the novel that constructs this world.

Of course Yu Xing knew that Bai Yueguang was dead, otherwise, how could the gold master Zha Gong hang out with the starlet who was short of money and offered to take care of him, and come up with such a long story of gossip, but no matter what, Bai Yueguang's The characters should not be left blank. Not only is the name not mentioned in the entire book, but even the identity is not mentioned.

The only information related to him is that he is dead.

Bai Yueguang is dead...

Thinking about it, Yu Xing's heart suddenly tightened.

——The blackened Gong Ran is very concerned about the word "Yu Xing". Could it be...he is the white moonlight in the heart of "Zha Gong"?

"Wait a little while, I'll go to the nurse to help you change the medicine." Feng Peng's words brought back Yu Xing Piaoyuan's consciousness. It turned out that during the time he guessed all this, that person had been staring at the infusion bag.

This bag of drips is almost exhausted.

Feng Peng hesitated for a moment, but he still didn't have the nerve to hand over the ointment the doctor gave him to Yu Xing, so he put it in his coat pocket temporarily, "Are you thirsty? I'll get you some water."

"Thank you, then... I will trouble you." Yu Xing really felt thirsty after being told by Feng Peng. He had guessed too much just now, his thoughts were very confused, and his smile looked tired. However, the former didn't know that Yu Xing accepted it in a short day. After hearing so many cruel or shocking facts, he just raised the corner of his mouth and walked towards the door of the ward with a slight wave of his hand.

Yu Xing took a deep breath, his nose was filled with the unique smell of disinfectant in the hospital, it was unpleasant, but he got used to it after a long time.

Previously, he only guessed that Gong Ran's long crookedness was related to his own death, but now after hearing Feng Peng's explanation and thinking of Bai Yueguang who died early in the original text, Yu Xing confirmed that Gong Ran's transformation was related to him.

Following Feng Peng's back, Yu Xing felt complicated and even a little irritable when he left the hospital bed, crossed the aisle, and opened the door, until he saw Gong Ran in casual clothes outside the door of the hospital room.

"Why are you here?"

Feng Peng and Yu Xing were startled at the same time, the latter had difficulty speaking, and the former asked for him, "... When did you come?"

"Just arrived." Faced with Feng Peng's obviously unfriendly questioning, Gong Ran's voice was as cold as ever.

Although these words were in response to Feng Peng, Gong Ran didn't look at him, and looked directly at Yu Xing, who was half-sitting on the bedside and receiving an infusion, "However, I listened to everything you said from beginning to end."

"You asked someone to follow him?" Feng Peng frowned, this development was beyond his expectation.

"Well, I've got someone to watch him. Let's change the medicine first, the drip is over."

Raising his hand to avoid Feng Peng's restraint and desire, Gong Ran naturally entered the room, making way for the nurse who came outside the door who didn't know when.

The patient is given priority, and Feng Peng didn't object to this. He kept silent, and the air in the ward was extremely quiet.

Yu Xing got a new infusion bag on top of his head, the anti-inflammatory drip was irritating to the stomach, the nurse slowed down the speed and asked Yu Xing briefly how he felt, then closed the door and left without haste.

The three people in the ward were left alone in a triangle-shaped stalemate.

"Gong Ran, come out first, I have something to tell you."

Feng Peng was the first to interrupt the silence, and immediately walked towards the door of the ward after suggesting in a low voice, but Gong Ran didn't move, "It's the same if you have something to say here, and, besides, I know what you want to say."

"Feng Peng, in your eyes, I abducted a person similar to... Yu Xing from the road, got him by any means, had sex with him, and then kept him by my side as a substitute for fun, right?"

Feng Peng froze, because he really thought so.

After all, Yu Xing had injuries on his body, and his clothes couldn't hide his exhaustion. In addition, he was similar to the one who died, so he was naturally suspicious...

"I admit, we did have a relationship..." Gong Ran closed his eyes, hiding the fierce expression in them.As if he had experienced something disgusting and nauseated, he paused for a moment before he could forcefully continue, "But what if he came to me on his own initiative?"

"what……"

"This person similar to Yu Xing appeared in my office in the name of a moving company."

Feng Peng looked at Yu Xing in surprise, the man was curled up, not moving.As for Feng Peng, he knew from the doctor that Yu Xing's throat was hurt and it was difficult for him to speak, so he didn't ask much about him and Gong Ran.

"I only saw him in the afternoon. I had a dinner party at noon. I drank too much and didn't feel conscious. When I woke up, I was with him. It's over. I also investigated, but the identity of this person was blank and I couldn't find anything."

Gong Ran's tone finally calmed down, he raised his eyebrows and looked at Feng Peng, "Now, do you still think he is an innocent victim?"

"Can……"

"His name is also Yu Xing."

Feng Peng wanted to persuade him again. After all, if the investigation did not yield results, he could not justly convict someone, but was blocked by Gong Ran's last sentence.

The person who helped defend was silent, but Gong Ran smiled, "What a coincidence?"

If it's really like what Gong Ran said, it's really a coincidence.

Coincidentally... It seems that someone deliberately arranged it.

"Feng Peng, we've known each other... for ten years." Gong Ran raised his head, looking at Yu Xing with unclear meaning.

"Yes, it's been ten years since I provoked you in my sophomore year in high school and got beaten up." Feng Peng nodded, and the accident eight years ago was brought out again, which made the atmosphere in the room very heavy.

"Then you should know that the most disgusting thing about me is the servants of Israel."

Feng Peng: ...

His father was Gong Ran's father's subordinate, and the relationship between the two families was not close at first. Later, because of luck, Feng Peng and Gong Ran became friends, and he often got news from his father about Gong Ran's family. At that time, I received a bed companion with "excellent skills" from a distant relative as a coming-of-age gift.

The person who gave this gift was too smart, of course Gong Ran didn't accept it, thinking about it now, maybe at that time, he only had luck in his heart?

Feng Peng did not speak, and acquiesced.

In fact, Gong Ran encountered similar incidents, not just the one in Feng Peng's impression.Perhaps Gong Ran has the position of "Golden Attacker", so he can always be surrounded by people. The most serious time, Gong Ran drank the water that was touched by someone in the hotel, and harvested naked weather in his room. A man and a woman who are destined to die, two beauties who are used for antidote.

However, because his heart belongs to him, "Jin Zhugong" has never looked down on others. Until today, he met Yu Xing after getting drunk.

Eight years ago, he killed the person he liked with his own hands. During the period, he kept himself clean, but under the premise of unconsciousness, the person who was very similar to the person in his mind turned upside down. This is an insult, and it is not a small blow to Gong Ran.

Not wanting to lose her composure in front of Feng Peng, Gong Ran walked over and opened the door of the ward, but she didn't go out, turned her head and looked at Feng Peng, the meaning couldn't be more obvious, but the latter was unmoved, and only glanced at Yu Xing.

In fact, after Gong Ran's explanation, Feng Peng was also shaken as to whether Yu Xing was innocent.

He thought for a moment, and chose to believe in the ten-year friendship. When he left, when he passed by Gong Ran, he took out an unopened tube of ointment from his jacket pocket and stuffed it into him, repeating what the doctor said along the way.

Feng Peng left.

Only Gong Ran and Yu Xing were left in the ward.

In the past, it was common for the two of them to be alone, but now, Gong Ran has grown up and completely changed, Yu Xing is not used to being with him, or rather, he rejects this kind of solitude.

He was afraid.

After all, as far as he is concerned, Gong Ran still has the identity of a rapist.

As Gong Ran approached and moved back, Yu Xing lowered his head and leaned against the foot of the bed, ignoring the tearing pain somewhere, and curled up as much as possible to reduce the contact surface between his body and his line of sight.

Seeing Yu Xing's boring avoidance reaction, Gong Ran only knocked on the table twice, "Just now, didn't you care about the accident eight years ago?"

He really cared, but at this moment, Yu Xing didn't want to see Gong Ran's male protagonist's face more than the truth, which reminded him instinctively of the cruel torture his body endured this afternoon.

Clenching his fists, Yu Xing finally didn't answer, but Gong Ran continued on his own:

"Eight years ago, I made an appointment with him, and I waited for him all day."

"Although I was late, I was still very happy when I saw him. At that time, he was far away from me. I ran to him, but saw a car rushing out from behind him." Gong Ran's gaze was always on Yu Xing's face. , through the similar appearance, to describe the appearance of the person in his mind, "There shouldn't be a car on the pedestrian street. Seeing that it is about to hit him, I thought it was too late to save him, but in the end, I did it..."

"I tried my best all my life to rush towards him... But it seems that I shouldn't do that, otherwise, there would be no such result."

Gong Ran's voice was flat, and he seemed to have calmed down a long time ago. Now, he was as calm as if he was telling someone else's story, but the crazy complex emotions in his eyes exposed everything.

Yu Xing's death was always a wound in his heart that could not heal, even after eight years, it was still bloody.

He sat on the bed, approached Yu Xing, leaned close to his ear, and said in a low voice: "You know, what is the result of me throwing myself at him regardless?"

Yu Xing trembled, he knew the result a long time ago.

The heart seemed to be tightly clenched by invisible palms, and Gong Ran spoke very slowly - "He's dead."

"Not because of the car, but because of me."

"Because... I hugged him, so the back of his neck hit the curb, and he didn't breathe on the spot."

It turned out to be like this...

In exchange for the belated truth, there was silence, and it seemed that the smell of disinfectant in the ward was even stronger. But when Yu Xing got his wish and got to know the truth, he didn't know how to react.

Eight years ago, his death had nothing to do with Gong Ran, it was the system that called him back.

But... the incident happened suddenly, and only he knew about it.

Just now I heard Feng Peng say that Gong Ran killed himself, the most he can guess is that the car that broke into the pedestrian street hit two people, and Gong Ran was safe and sound because of the halo of the male lead, only he died, so that the elementary school boy will feel guilty, But I didn't think it was such a weird development.

It was actually Gong Ran who "personally" killed him.

In fact, Yu Xing left this world and lost his vital signs just before the car accident happened, but Gong Ran didn't know about all this...

His Gong Ran, the child he took good care of, had spent eight years in the crime of "murder".

"I do like him."

Gong Ran closed her eyes, trying to hide the deep love that spread from the bottom of her heart to her eyes, but the emotion had been fermented for too long, and she couldn't hide it at all. People are distressed.

He repeated again, "...I... really like Yu Xing."

Xu is the first time to admit his heart, Gong Ran's "like" is green and bitter, he is immersed in the memories of the past, and he is completely unaware that another person named Yu Xing beside him raised his head after hearing his "like" .

Whether it was listening to Feng Peng or pushing it himself, Yu Xing could take it as guesswork, but now, with Gong Ran's personal admission, his guess has been confirmed.

Shock, anger, guilt or heartache, all kinds of complicated emotions are intertwined in Yu Xing's mind, making him not know how to face Gong Ran, this man who raped him regardless of his wishes, and this reason A man who has become more and more crazy and bears the responsibility for his death.

Facing... Gong Ran who likes him, loves him to the point of madness, but has to bear undeserved guilt and suffers through the day.

If everything is separated, Yu Xing can indeed deal with it, and knows what attitude he should take separately, but now they are mixed together...

The reality was too cruel, he was helpless, and his brain was even more messed up.

Not only did Yu Xing not know how to face Gong Ran, but he also didn't want to face Gong Ran for the time being.

That was the cute junior he watched growing up, but he had strange thoughts about him. The other party was charged with unjustifiable homicide without any fault. After eight years of suffering, he finally grew up. Because of the current appearance, and all of this was caused by what he thought was a "violation" of the system tasks.

Yu Xing even began to question whether his initial choice was correct, and whether he shouldn't be close to Gong Ran's life from the beginning to the end?

Clenching his sleeves tightly with both hands, the deeper Yu Xing thought, the heavier the surrounding atmosphere became, and his chest throbbed even when he was breathing.

In the silence, he felt Gong Ran leave from the bed, turned back after a while, and was handed a white porcelain water cup in front of his eyes, filled with white steaming hot water, "Are you thirsty?"

His lips were dry and peeling and he didn't make a sound, Yu Xing turned his head away, the evasive behavior of a person who accepted too much truth in an instant and had lost his three views was quite childish.

"Why, are you afraid that the water will not be clean?" Gong Ran didn't take it back, "Don't worry, I'm sick of taking medicine too."

"What happened in the afternoon was an accident. I won't do anything to you, but I've changed my mind now."

"I intend to keep you with me."

Gong Ran's tone was calm, causing Yu Xing to look up in astonishment, his panic-stricken eyes were hitting Gong Ran's black eyes, the black pupils were wet, and the emotion caused by the memories just now remained.

—— Gong Ran's attitude changed too quickly.

let him stay?

In the afternoon, this person wanted to strangle him to death. He still doesn't believe that he is innocent, so why let him stay...

Yu Xing did not speak, and Gong Ran was not in a hurry, he slowly sat back on the hospital bed, staring at Yu Xing who was curled up in the corner, "I don't believe you, there is a reason. The timing and location of your appearance are very suspicious. "

Indeed, what happened in the afternoon was wrong. From Yu Xing's point of view, he was the victim, but from Gong Ran's point of view...he was innocent.

Gong Ran handed the water to Yu Xing again, but the latter still refused to take it, "I don't care who you are, or... who the employer is, whether you are innocent or have other plans, I will not pursue it, because People like you don't have the ability to trouble me."

"In other words, I like your face similar to his."

Gong Ran lowered her voice: "I hate this kind of behavior, and I know that you are using 'it' to get close to me, but..." This similar face that made him feel delusional is really hard to refuse.

He was not willing to kill him, let alone let him go.

"As long as you are willing to stay and stay by my side when I need you, I can give you anything you want."

"So, how?"

What do you mean?

...Did Gong Ran mean to keep him?

Yu Xing stared blankly at Gong Ran, this development was inexplicable, he never thought that the role of the little star would be deducted to himself.

Fortunately, just like the unconventional punishment of "fleeing must die" in time-traveling and the resentful woman system, Yu Xing has no reason to agree to him.

He vaguely remembered that the starlet in the original work owed debts and was very short of money, so he hugged the backer's thigh. At present, although he is short of money, he is not in debt... He has the ability to make money, and it is still possible to support himself .

What's more, as a book traveler with a part of God's perspective, Yu Xing clearly knows what will happen after being taken care of by Gong Ran.Gong Ran would torture a similar person like him because of missing "Yu Xing". Although he felt exciting when reading the book, he didn't want to bear it personally, let alone be his substitute.

"…I can not."

Move your lips, they are almost glued together, Yu Xing predicted the pain of chapped lips in advance.

The water supplied by the infusion was far from enough. With a hoarse voice, he repeated the two words he had been saying all along: "Today, I showed up in your office just to make money for work."

In fact, agreeing to Gong Ran's request is the best choice, because Yu Xing decided to return to re-wear from the beginning because of this guy's skyrocketing stats, and Jin's main attack is indeed a qualified thigh. With him, everything that Yu Xing lacked in this world can be supplemented, but... Yu Xing has always only done what he thinks is right.

Even if he knew that Gong Ran became what he is now, it was all because of him, even though he was full of guilt towards him, but there are too many facts that happened today.

He didn't think about how to face Gong Ran at all. He just wanted to leave temporarily and calm down. He needed to think about Gong Ran's feelings for him, his feelings for Gong Ran, and how to deal with this series of oolongs. Make up for the chain of consequences caused by self-righteousness.

Many years ago, he went against the task issued by the resentful woman system, and now, facing Gong Ran's request, Yu Xing also chose to refuse.

Facing the strong aura of the protagonist Gong, but also playing against him, Yu Xing was afraid of Gong Ran's so-called "tricks", fearing that he would not have enough confidence, and did not dare to look up at him, but he could still feel his eyes, after thinking about it , and added: "My life is self-sufficient and I don't need you to take care of me."

In other words, "I don't need your money."

His voice was hoarse and unpleasant, and he couldn't help trembling slightly. It was only now that Yu Xing realized how disparate the aura between the "passer-by" and the "protagonist" was.

However, he remembered that when Gong Ran was in high school, what he hated the most were people who were greedy for power and money, so he thought that as long as he showed that he didn't care about money, he would be able to improve Gong Ran's reputation without revealing his identity. Sensitivity, let him look at him with admiration and let him go.

Just like before.

However, compared to the favorability and long-term value that he paid attention to in the past, Yu Xing now only wants to leave Gong Ran's side, that's all.

Under the public setting, little white flowers are all pleasing.

However, after finally finding an "object" that can entrust lovesickness, how could Gong Ran be willing to let it go?

The reality was very different from Senior Yu’s expectations. The junior student didn’t show the slightest surprise or thoughtful expression after he refused, and he didn’t have the usual president’s “he’s completely different from the coquettish and bitch outside.” With admiration, he only answered flatly: "You mean, you are not short of money."

"Or...they don't matter to you?"

He knew exactly what Gong Ran liked and disliked, so Yu Xing took silence as a default, he thought that Gong Ran would not be in trouble, but the man turned up the volume, called out of the ward, and immediately came in a group of handsome young men The man seemed to be Gong Ranrang following his subordinates.

The crowd handed Gong Ran a black box with a respectful face. The latter put down the water glass, opened the box in front of him, poured out many white fragments of different sizes from it, and placed them on the bedside table in the ward.

This……

"This is a birthday present from my friend last year. It's not very expensive, but I really like it."

Gong Ran's expression was normal, but there was a strange smile in his eyes, "When I found it, it was broken."

so?

"In the surveillance video, you are the last person to touch it."

——But Yu Xing clearly remembered that before he met Gong Ran, the small box was placed quite properly by him.

Could it be that he broke it during the entanglement with Gong Ran?

Yu Xing coughed twice, because no matter what the process was, the result was right in front of him. The person who was quite short of money hesitated for a moment, and said, "...So, you want me to compensate you for the loss, right?"

"Yes."

"Then... how much does it cost?" A porcelain bottle shouldn't be too expensive...

Yu Xing tried his best to maintain his composure, so he heard Gong Ran continue: "Remove the change, 400 million."

The author has something to say:

My wife, I'm sorry.

The frog’s homework was just finished yesterday, and I wanted to write a long chapter to make up for the vacancy in the past few days. I was in a hurry, and some plots were not conveyed in place. I feel guilty after reading everyone’s comments. The short and small frogs only want to show their thick and long , I forgot the root, I'm really sorry.

In the end, the frog made revisions in chapters 37 and 39. As for the unhappiness caused to his wife during reading, the frog sent a small red envelope to try to make up for QAQ

Trouble my wife (bows and knees)