I'll Have My Seatmate Beat You

When going to school on Monday morning, Zhan Ming came to pick up Gu Qinan on a small motorcycle as usual.

With his schoolbag on his back, Gu Qinan sat on the motorcycle with a smirk, and said, "Brother Zhan, I have something to tell you today."

Zhan Ming's voice was muffled, coming from the front with the wind.

"Class will start soon, don't talk about it, I'll be late later."

"Oh." Gu Qinan felt that what Brother Zhan said made sense.

When they got to the classroom, Lin Xiaobin and Wu Yuan approached him and asked him how he was doing in the exam.

"It's okay, it's about the same as I expected." Gu Qinan said, "The results will come out in a few days."

All morning, from class to get out of class, the foursome stayed together.Even doing exercises between classes, the four of them walked together, and Gu Qinan never found a chance to talk to Zhan Ming alone.

But he is like an adventurer who has discovered a new world. When he falls in love with someone, the world suddenly becomes different, and Brother Zhan's words and deeds also become different.

There were many people in the classroom, but he only noticed Brother Zhan.

He can feel Brother Zhan even if he moves; Brother Zhan is distracted by listening to mathematics, and he can immediately notice it.When get out of class was over, Lin Xiaobin and Brother Zhan were chatting about the latest game skins, while he was lying on the table looking at Brother Zhan fascinated, unable to control himself, he didn't hear what they said at all.

Even Lin Xiaobin questioned: "Why don't you do the questions?"

Gu Qinan felt that he might be crazy. From the moment he walked into the small alley in the village with only the two of them around, he was thinking about kissing Brother Zhan all his heart.

He was walking beside Brother Zhan, the path was very narrow, and he would bump into Brother Zhan's arm from time to time.

Every time he touched it, he numb.

He secretly raised his eyes to look at Brother Zhan. Brother Zhan looked bitter and bitter, with a stinky face, as if someone owed him 800 million.

But cool and handsome.

Gu Qinan was floating even when he was walking.

Brother Zhan was silent all the way, Gu Qinan was immersed in the excitement of his upcoming confession, and didn't notice anything wrong.

As soon as he entered the room, Gu Qinan immediately said, "Brother Zhan, I have something to tell you!"

Zhan Ming silently changed his shoes, put away his schoolbag, and said after a while, "You can think about it later."

"I've made up my mind." Gu Qinan said, "I like you, do you like me?"

Gu Qinan waited for 2 minutes, but did not wait for Brother Zhan's answer.

Brother Zhan stood in front of the desk with his back turned to him.

Gu Qinan walked over, leaned over to look at him, and asked, "Why didn't you answer? Did you hear clearly? I like—"

"Listen clearly." Brother Zhan interrupted him, "Stop messing around."

Gu Qinan was puzzled: "I'm not fooling around."

Zhan Ming said slowly: "Li Teng confessed to you a long time ago. You said that you are not gay and you don't like boys. You have been bullied for so long in No. [-] Middle School because others misunderstood you as gay, but you have always insisted on Say you are not. It is difficult to change a person's sexuality, and you suddenly said that you like... me, what is it?"

Gu Qinan explained: "Because I have never liked anyone before, neither boys nor girls. But don't the mainstream people think they are heterosexual? I thought I was too. Now I know, I am not. It's not nonsense, I'm sure , I'm not a fool, can I still confuse my sexuality?"

"Then can you accept Li Teng?" Zhan Ming asked.

"No! I don't like him!" Gu Qinan was a little annoyed, why did Brother Zhan keep talking about all this?

Brother Zhan was silent again.

Gu Qinan's back was sweating, and he realized that they entered the room and forgot to turn on the air conditioner.Gu Qinan picked up the remote control of the air conditioner from the desk and turned on the air conditioner.

The hum of the air-conditioning engine made the silence in the room a little less awkward.

Sweat dripped down the tip of Brother Zhan's nose, Gu Qinan stared at the tip of Brother Zhan's nose, wanting to kiss him very much.

Brother Zhan spoke slowly, looked at him and asked, "Then how can you be sure that you are gay? Homosexuality means having desires for men, you know? You like me, maybe it's just because I'm your friend, maybe it's because you changed schools Finally, I was the first to help you, probably because—"

Brother Zhan's voice stopped because Gu Qinan interrupted him.

with a kiss.

Gu Qinan stepped forward quickly, stood on tiptoe, and recklessly kissed Brother Zhan on the lips.He was too nervous and in a hurry, and his teeth hit Brother Zhan's jaw.

Did not kiss.

Taking advantage of Brother Zhan not reacting, he grabbed Brother Zhan's arm with both hands, stood on tiptoe, and kissed him again.

This time it's here.

soft.

Gu Qinan blushed, and whispered, "I want to kiss you."

He stared at Zhan Ming, the light in his eyes made it almost impossible to escape.

The soft touch still remained on Zhan Ming's lips, but he gritted his teeth and said calmly: "Sexual orientation is a major event that affects life, it's not something you can change if you want to in a second, you have to think it through."

Gu Qinan opened his schoolbag, carefully took out a crushed red rose from the schoolbag, handed it to Brother Zhan, raised a smiling face and said, "I've figured it out! I've never liked anyone before." , I don't know, now I like you, I am very clear, very sure. Do you like me? You don't discriminate against homosexuals, I know. You are still so kind to me, I think you like me, anyway, I want to chase you!"

Zhan Ming looked at the rose, feeling a little helpless, and asked, "When did you get the flowers?"

Gu Qinan forced the flower into his hand and said, "I bought it at the flower shop when I went out in the morning. From now on, I will buy you one every day until you agree to be my boyfriend."

"No." Zhan Ming said, "There are no vases here, where do you put the flowers? And, starting tomorrow, you are not allowed to come here for a lunch break at noon."

"What?!" Gu Qinan said with a bolt from the blue, "I share the rent with you!"

"Who said you shared the rent with me? I didn't promise you." Zhan Ming put the roses on the desk and began to sit down to do homework.

Gu Qinan had no chair to sit on, so he had to stand aside and said pitifully, "You clearly promised me."

Zhan Ming flipped through the biology practice paper, and said without raising his head while flipping through the book: "I promised you to come to the lunch break, but I didn't promise to share the rent with you. Now I don't agree with you to come to the lunch break, and you are not allowed to come tomorrow."

"You got this question wrong." Gu Qinan couldn't help pointing to the multiple-choice question that Zhi Zhanming had just written the answer to.

Zhan Ming was silent for a while, and crossed out the wrong answer.

Seeing that he ignored him, Gu Qinan went to change his pajamas first, took out the exercise book, sat cross-legged on the bed, and asked: "I have moved all my things here, how can you not agree to my lunch break? Wu Yuan and Lin Xiaobin both know me I'm going to come to you for a lunch break, and now you don't let me come, how shameful I am."

Zhan Ming didn't stop writing: "Then Wu Yuan and Lin Xiaobin know that you want... to chase after me?"

Gu Qinan shook his head: "I don't know yet, I can tell them now!"

Zhan Ming stopped writing, turned his head to look at Gu Qinan seriously, and said word by word: "It's not that easy to be a homosexual, and it's not that you said you weren't yesterday, but you think you are today, understand?"

Gu Qinan shook his head.

"Haven't you ever thought about it? Because you were misunderstood as gay, you suffered so much bullying, this is what happens to gays in reality. The reality is that in our society, same-sex marriages cannot be legally, and same-sex cannot be seen on the street. Holding hands and hugging, most people will still have strange eyes on the same sex. Bao, being a gay is not so easy, don't just decide your future."

After Zhan Ming finished speaking, he turned back to continue his homework.

Gu Qinan was left in a daze.

After a while, Gu Qinan excitedly stood up from the bed, waved his hands, and shouted: "No! I was bullied, not because it is wrong to like the same sex! It's because they are not tolerant, they are narrow-minded! How can I decide what to do with myself? What about your sexual orientation? It’s innate and predestined. I just like you. It’s natural and uncontrollable! It’s not my decision, nor my plan!”

Zhan Ming didn't raise his head, he was still flipping through the book, ignoring him.

Gu Qinan was a little discouraged: "I think you like me... You must be very shocked if you suddenly want to decide whether to be with me or not. It's okay. You can think about it slowly. I won't give up anyway. I want Chase you!"

Gu Qinan took his own white tooth cup from the bathroom, filled it with some water, put a rose in it, and placed it on the corner of the desk.

Zhan Ming glanced at him, and he said pitifully: "The rose is innocent, you can't throw it away."

During the lunch break, Zhan Ming dragged out the floor mat and slept on the ground by himself.

Gu Qinan was lying on his side on the small bed and watched him busy, a little unwilling.

Was his feeling wrong?But he really has a very strong feeling that Brother Zhan likes him. When Brother Zhan looks at him, when Brother Zhan calls him "Bao", when Brother Zhan tells him "Good boy" on WeChat.

Gu Qinan turned over, thought for a while, and felt that he was indeed too impatient.

The confession was too impatient, without foreshadowing.

Asking Brother Zhan to immediately agree to be his boyfriend was too impatient, and he didn't give him time to think about it.

And immediately kissed Brother Zhan...

Gu Qinan secretly laughed while hiding under the blanket.

Well, let Brother Zhan think about it, once he gets used to the fact that Gu Qinan likes him, he should accept it.

Gu Qinan thought about it, and unconsciously fell asleep.

Zhan Ming was lying on the ground without closing his eyes all afternoon.

Brother Zhan really didn't let Gu Qinan go to the rented house for a lunch break, and he didn't even go back with him.He told Wu Yuan and Lin Xiaobin that there will be a monthly exam this weekend, and the exam is very important. Lao Zhang said that at noon, he and the math teacher are in the office, and they are welcome to ask questions at any time. Ask questions at noon.

And sure enough, every noon, Zhan Ming went to the office with his textbooks and exercise books.

Wu Yuan and Lin Xiaobin were very shocked. Lin Xiaobin even felt a sense of crisis, so he took out his textbook and began to read.

Gu Qinan had no choice but to accept the fact that he could not go to the rental house.

Because he couldn't go to the rental house at noon, he was afraid that the roses would rot if they were bored in his schoolbag for a day, so he had to change the real flowers into fake ones.He found a tutorial on the Internet, learned to origami roses, bought a bunch of red paper, and folded a paper rose every day.When everyone is not paying attention, secretly put the paper rose in brother Jin's schoolbag.

Brother Zhan watched him put it away silently, at first he wanted to reach out and return the paper rose to him.

Gu Qinan muttered pitifully: "I folded it for a long time, you don't want it, you take it back and throw it in the trash can, you don't put it back in my schoolbag."

In the evening, Gu Qinan sent a message to Brother Zhan. Unlike before, Brother Zhan would always reply to every message, but instead replied one or two sentences selectively.

Xiao Nanzai: Have you put away the paper roses?

Xiao Nanzai: Don't throw it away!I have been folding for a long time!

Xiao Nanzai: I folded a lot and picked out the most beautiful one for you!look!

Gu Qinan sent over a dozen paper roses, but none of them were folded very well, some petals were of different sizes, some flowers were crooked, and none of them were as beautiful as the one he sent.

Shake, shake: Have you finished your homework?Did you make up what was left behind last week?

Xiao Nanzai: No...

Shake, shake: do it

Then Brother Zhan ignored him, and it wasn't until Gu Qinan was about to go to bed at ten o'clock that he swiped the screen and sent him twenty or thirty "brother" messages before he finally said "good night".

Gu Qinan was so sad.

Is this what it feels like to chase someone, he thought?

poor thing.

He had a little sympathy for Li Teng, and a little sympathy for the few people he had directly rejected, except of course Lin Shida.

He decided that if someone still confessed to him in the future, he would reject them tactfully and tactfully, so as not to hurt their hearts.